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哥哥 | Feb 2014 Sai Wan, HKSAR

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Always look on the bright side :)

Im sitting in my boyfriends kitchen eating a massive brekkie and watching jeremy kyle thinking i should be more happy, ive felt pretty angry and upset this past week, just haven't wanted to be me anymore, and to top it off work are being less than nice about me and are refusing to let me have a holiday in september despite me not being able to fly during summer, well bye bye WHSmiths, I'm sorry but a holiday is more important to me than a minimum wage shop job! They don't owe me anything! I don't want to leave but they are forcing me into an impossible situation! So I've been panicking about it but dan promises me that we will go so I guess I have to put my faith in him :) I realised I should focus more on the good things in life, I didn't die I survived my time in hospital and I'm recovering, it could have easily gone the other way, I've applied for a job at a gym and 2 more at hotels and there's a possibility of one at a school so hopefully one of them might get back to me :) Think I might treat myself, I was going to dye my hair myself an go to one of those bargain hairdressers instead of my usual 80 quid one, but now I'm Starting to change my mind, especially if I need interviews. Me and dan have booked 5 days away in a 5*resort in Hampshire for the end of June, all the log cabins were booked up so were camping (sort of) , it's gonna be one big adventure :) Ive got so much to look forward to :) xxxxx