I hate everything so much (this is not a negative post I just dont know how to express my feelings other than hatred) because people are interacting with my ssmp posts again and I've been catching up on Legundo's hundred days multiverse (got severely hyperfixated on a very different group of YouTubers and then fnaf. Fnaf is still there but I'm slightly more normal about it now (lie) and I'm remembering why I love Legundo sm (I will never be able to not associate him with ssmp, I literally DO NOT CARE if he isn't in it anymore I will handcraft my own aus/fanfics and CREATE the interactions I love between him and the others.) and then shadow posted his newest video (which is another scenario) and that led me to watching Sneve's zombie apocalypse scenario where they all had jobs (medic/farmer/military/etc) and I was going INSANE over that because he and Shadow ally in it (and if you know me you know the horrors of Snedow that lurk in my mind 💔 I'm sorry I literally don't care that they're fully grown men with families they're SO GAY 😭) and now I'm watching the lifedrain video he did with shadow and AUGHSVSHSBSHS I was literally talking about how "Ive gotta be careful watching legundo videos so i dont re-activate this hyperfixation!" LIL BRO WAS NOT CAREFUL IN THE FUCKING SLIGHTEST
Anyway probably fanfiction or art or something mentally ill coming soon I don't fucking know I'm gonna go writhe while I rotate them in my head