Jan 9, 2022
Mmm can't wait to get off work to dose and enjoy my day off 🤙🏼
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Mmm can't wait to get off work to dose and enjoy my day off 🤙🏼
Good morning friends what's the move today
I will be guzzling cherry menthol syrup tonight as robotabs did me DIRTY last week 😂
Anyway song choice played was high by sir sly, just one of many songs I've tripped to MANY a time before from the "t" playlist.
Idk if i just forgot to breathe for the half a second I was in the present moment too long for, or what, but I had those damn open eye visuals again, veiny looking almost, dehydrated? Idk they remind me of visuals from shroomies more than lsd, but either way.
Got to feeling anxious and did what I could to observe and stay present. Closed my eyes to relax into closed eye visuals with a deep breath, the song was definitely sounding "off" so I had some slight auditory sh!t going on too.
Revisited that feeling of "oneness" and calm being from my "bad" acid trip. The one where I thought I had accepted my fate and was going to die 😅😂
Also had that moment that has strung a lot of my experiences with "mind altering substances" and the like together and put another piece to the puzzle in place, while still leaving me hopelessly confused but contentedly patient to live it and figure it all out.
Being alive is really cool, my head was foggy all morning and I'm still in that afterglow fog. Been enjoying the day anyway 🥰
Had some sort of a flashback of the acid trip that sent me to the ER during my dxm trip yesterday.
Good times.
Still hanging onto a thread of afterglow and haven't fully processed it all yet but I know something with my anxiety was able to be expressed and understood during yesterday's trip.
I just want to make friends with people who want to talk about the meaning behind the things they're experiencing. Because damn I haven't had a song throw me into such a strange place in a while? And I love being able to talk to my partner about it, he's done dxm he knows the heads pace, but I just want to keep bouncing it off of like minded humans to keep learning more from my own experience either now with others, or when I come to look back on it with more educated eyes in the future.
I just want to run around the floaroma meadow forever
personal
I’m not great at keeping up with this blog, or my aesthetic blog. Oh well! That being said I’m briefly back for the night, mainly because it’s a trip night :DDD
I’m super stoked y’all!
It’s been a while since I last did DXM AND I’ve lost hella weight so I’m VERY excited for this trip to hit me harder :DD
The skin behind my ears itch