#stfu alyssa.

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everyone I want to talk to doesn’t really wanna talk to me

im so bad at organizing things and thinking of the right things

i should just stop or something

idek the point

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such a crappy night i had

and no hugs for me

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small boobs AREN’T good boobs

theY’RE FuCKING gR8 B00BS!!!

AND D0n’T U EVER 4GET iT!!!!

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i feel nauseated looking at my own face i wish i was joking help

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so i am conveniently half drunk and just looked through a ton of recentish selfies and i am really grossed out and i am also grossed out by old selfies/candids as well and maybe a lot of other people feel this way? or maybe they used to? like i feel like i should be at this point where i accept what i look like/am, but i feel pretty far from it

the closest i get is not caring what i look like/just fuck it/pretending im hot shit when i feel like cold diarrhea 

anyone else tho?? itd be cool to know its not just me

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ngl i want a neko atsume tattoo

who would regret a cattoo??

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an old friend of sorts had the nerve to try to make me feel like shit about myself and my decisions on christmas eve but you know what? you (i) don’t have to let things hurt if you (i) dont want them to. and i will do my best to avoid their negativity, and fuck them for even trying in the first place. 

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i also accidentally ordered this book called “1 page at a time” by adam j kurtz and im really excited, its like a journal/quotable inspiration bundle of coolness and i dont think i will regret it and yeah

the author is an artist and i also want everything he makes omg like

shop.adamjk.com