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I want to spend new years with my friends I want to go out, get drunk, and have a good time I want to not be socially awkward around my parents' friends, and people who just comment on my insecurities I want to kiss someone at midnight I want to start the year off happy But I probably can't, because everyone is doing said things and I'm not invited
Just a friend crush Just a friend crush Okay? Friend crush FRIEND CRUSH THAT IS IT!
I love how I can go from happy to self loathing fuck within one second
I actually had a good half of a day today like what the frack how the hell did I manage that???
I didn't want to go to Costco, but I went. I was even more upset upon learning they didn't sell anything art related. I didn't want to go to Guildford, but I went. I wasn't even able to stay in the Waterstones and read Attack On Titan. I didn't want to go to IKEA, but I went. There was so much walking. I didn't want to go to London, but I went. I was ignored pretty much the whole day. I don't want to go to pick up my mum's car, but I am going.
I feel like utter shit and a waster of space and I pretty much have done for the last few months and I don't know what to do with myself
See the thing is I like her, we just wouldn't work. Because she likes to distance herself and take a break from people every now and again, and I'm perfectly fine with that, whereas I am as clingy as a piece of cling film on a piece of metal...
Okay yeah she definitely hates me
