Everyday I'm weirder... Today I told to my work mate " I rly don't care to work " while she was complaining about some work foolish. Having non security if tomorrow I could eat and with a smile... without any fear, believe me. No one or nothing can chain me. The feeling is an addiction...
After 35 years forcing me to donate everything, to never wish money or power and without having any kind of economic security in my life since I bornt here I am... Breathing and mentally stable... Lived days as a rockstar... A writer... A brother... A volunteer... A lover... A TV director... A chef... A traveler... A leader ...A friend. Helping others, listen to others, smiling to others... Teaching to others...
But then I see how they look at me (or directly tell me xD) as "you are crazy being as u are inside this society" ... But for me the craziest thing is to see how these people who look at me weird having that economic security and following the rules they listen are all day competing, having fear if their minds walk out of their "true" ,backstabbing others, worrying about everything ,having children or a religion, hating and ruining all what they touch ...
🤷♂️ I rly want to ask them...
" Are you sure that your life is worth? "
But I never do. It would be animal abuse.
And there's a few who can think "just leave alone those people to ruin their lives" and I would, believe me, but they rot this world and let the suffering of the innocent people continue just cause " I'm doing what my parents, teachers, wives, husbands , bosses or some stupid movie told me that its good or its bad " ...
Ridiculous... Honestly. Human is more than to repeat. More than to vote. More than to follow an algorithm...
It is... Believe me. You are more than this.
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