Better off without me
I didn’t do it to hurt you. I did it to release yourself of me. You no longer have to worry about me and how I may or may not be doing. That is if you were worrying or thinking about me and how I may or may not be doing in the first place. I never wanted to annoy you. I only wanted to love you…. For you to love me. But I see now that was wistful thinking You may have cared about me, But not enough. So I did you, and myself, a favor and subtracted the problem. You can go on and do something great, while I have been put on hold 6 feet under. Whether you look at it at this way or not; I did it for you. It’s always been for you. You don’t know I can see, but I’m here. It’s been a week since I did it… And you’ve barely stopped with those tears rolling down that beautiful face. I never wanted this, I want you to be happy. Not sad over a good for nothing, bad excuse of space like me. Please stop… I never wanted this. I know you’ll get better. It will all get better and you’ll see that it was for the best. You probably have that weight that has been lifted off of you…. Maybe that’s why your crying. Because you know you shouldn’t feel like that, but you do. You’ll live a great life, my love. The gathering is over and you can get on with your life and do beautiful things and be beautiful. I believe in you.
-stormy-rose