#strawberrythoughts

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do not

i repeat do NOT watch the squid games

episode six had me SOBBING for AN HOUR.

had to draw jisung to cope.

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I’m going out on a limb here and just assuming that NULL cannot feel pain, it’s more of an annoyance when they get hit.

Im only going out on this limb here because they don’t react like every other NPC I’ve seen on the elevator, also because one of their lines is literally saying they can’t feel pain because pain is reserved for the “PRIME” ! I know it’s probably nothing new but it is a great discussion topic! Like…

What if they suddenly regained the ability to feel pain? Would their body already have sustained so much damage that it just immediately overwhelms them the second it comes back on? Left having to process probably years if not decades worth of pain all at ONCE without any stopping…

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dark haired felix ml i will await your return

@jisunggy @fly-you-dam-fools

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han singing boy for the weekend on bubble did something carnally to me i think

like??? please i need someone to freak out over this with me im begging @jisunggy @fly-you-dam-fools

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whole lotta this in the plus one fic^^^

@jisunggy @fly-you-dam-fools

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me making INTENSE and yearning eye contact with my apocalypse skz concept.

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breaking my silence: HAN JISUNG NEEDS TO COVER A CHASE ATLANTIC SONG HES SO CHASE ATLANTIC CODED IM SCREAMING DO YOU SEE THE VISION

@fly-you-dam-fools @jisunggy

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okay, so as a new fanfic writer (like seriously i hadn’t written anything besides school essays before this blog) THERE ARE A FEW CONFESSIONS I HAVE TO MAKE.

(rant below the cut)

first of all, writing 10 or 20k fics seems completely unachievable for me, and i consider a 6k fic a long fic (based on my writing) so, i’m really working on making each fic longer and better than the last

SECOND OF ALL. this one is actually embarrassing. okay SO i don’t know if you can tell by my writing, but i have not experienced so much as a KISS in my life. so i feel like an imposter writing even the smallest bit of physical affection in my fics. and this is definitely not to say i’m innocent (y’all would know lol) but it’s just not something i’m totally comfortable with writing! which isn’t to say i won’t write it, i just have insane imposter syndrome.

on a related note, i love love LOVE world building and lore (rubs hands together in zombie apocalypse au) and i worry that if the story isn’t necessarily love story centric that nobody will read it

ANYWAYS. these are the main reasons i haven’t been feeling much motivation recently, but i am so back and currently cooking up my little felix fic ‼️

(@jisunggy @fly-you-dam-fools you two are what keep me going ily ❤️)