#stubbornashell

[grrunnergurl]

Can’t get no better. #whatawonderfulfeeling #triathlon #swimbikerun #nailedit #happiness #stubbornashell (at Grand Rapids Triathlon)

[sparkly70]

Netflix, get it together.

You know when you come home after a long day and your abusive neighbor is yelling at his kid so you decide to take your frustrations out on free weights and a bike while watching Netflix and the damn thing keeps resetting because there are storms where their servers are but your home WiFi is just fine to send work emails that you don't want to read and Facebook status updates from people saying its not snowing where they are and you want to punch someone in the face even though you wouldn't hurt a flea because you really wanted to binge watch but also do something good for your health? Yeah, I figured it was just me.

[stateofcatharsis]

i am such a mess

why are my imperfect moments so disgusting. I feel so pathetic. I mean do I feel right about how I acted? In lots of ways, yeah. I mean, he was doing it during the whole dinner. I just felt really unimportant and let down. But that's probably insecurity trying to rub holes in my shoes. Idk. It was just irritating, like hello, I'm right here. Ugh. Whatever, I know I was overboardly mad about it, and probably should've gotten over it right after dinner. But I couldn't let go of it. It's something I really need to learn how to do. Just squash what makes me mad and move on. But how can I do that if it honestly made me upset. I mean I'm super blunt, and act upon how I feel. But I guess change is the only thing constant, so here goes nothing.

I really just hope that it's something he can get over. That I haven't pulled the last straw. That would suck. Waaaah, why am I so hard to deal with.