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I TRIED FOR US R.B

Summary: Rue and Kimani have been in a romantic situationship with each other for over seven months. They both have been spending a tremendous amount of time together and were starting to grow closer to each other. Rue realized one night that she wanted to make it official with Kimani until Kimani decides it was time to let her situationship with Rue go and move on for the better.

Inspired by Remi's song "I Tried" + The weeknd's song "Wasted Times".

Warning: Toxic Relationship, explicitly content, Smut, Drugs, Smoking, Alcohol,slight stalkerish and exc.

*NO MINORS ALLOWED*

Taglist: @harrystylesgotmefuckedup @mrs-livvy @kissmyteef @mooki3-bear @plan3tch1ld @moodymp4 @mjlovescm @biggirlslovefics @barnesmoons @the1miscief

"It ain't the same, who's got you're time? I'm owning it, you know that I could give you more"

"And now I'm askin' who do you belong to now? Who you give that love to now? Who you pullin' up on? Who you gettin' sprung for now? And what they got that I ain't got? Cause I got a lot"

The crispy chilled air of Las Angeles, California weather filled Rue's 2016 Chevrolet camaro the slight smell scenery from the outside atmosphere replacing the signature weed smell due to Rue always getting high in her car.

She was on the way to see her girlfriend Kimani well Kimani wasn't actually her girlfriend she was just Rue's Romantic fling and a good time they shared more of a friends with benefits type of relationship with each other.

Tonight Rue had other plans on her mind. she was gonna work towards making things official with Kimani.

Cause truth be told Rue had catch feelings for the beautiful girl and she knew she wouldn't be able to leave Kimani the hell alone.

Not with all the passionate heated nights they both shared with each other or all the fun moments and time they've spent together.

Rue feel so deeply in love with Kimani. She made Rue forget about all the traumatic shit she dealt with. And eases her mind with her calm presence.

The truth is Kimani gave Rue so much Peace.

And Rue would've had herself fucked up if she ruined what she had with Kimani by being toxic.

As Rue arrived to Kimani's apartment complex. She parked her car in a cricket position in the parking space as she got out and walked the stairs to Kimani's apartment door.

When Rue arrived she gave three firm nocks to Kimani's door and as the door opened a gorgeous brownskin girl dressed in a black two peace I AM GIA set made her presence known to the masculine woman before her.

Kimani Jerkins.

Kimani didn't say noting right away to Rue she just stared at her up and down while taking in her appearance.

Square framed glasses decorated Rue's face as she was dressed down in a two peace grey nike tech set with a white oversized t shirt underneath the jacket, her signature curly brown hair was braided into cornrows. red and white Jordan's graced her feet and a sliver chain around her neck.

Rue always looked like how her days went "Rough as hell" but this time she decided to put a little effort in her appearance which had Kimani in complete shock.

"She always looked so fine to me but this time she looked fine as fuck" Kimani thought to herself staring into Rue's soul.

"Are you gonna keep eye fuckin' me or are you gonna let a nigga in? It's cold as shit out here Mani" Rue's husky voice made it's presence out in the open, her hands buried deep inside her pockets.

"Oh shit my bad Rue come in" Kimani holds the door wider so Rue can grace her apartment with her presence the cold california's night air making it's way in the door with Rue.

Rue walked in Kimani's apartment and she instantly felt like she was home in good safe hands the atmosphere was so warm and cozy with Toosii's song "Back Together" played on Kimani's Pandora station.

Rue made herself comfortable on the living room couch. Her posture was in a slouched man spread manner with her arms spread out.

"C'mere and sit on my lap mama I missed yo pretty ass" Rue's voice was gently but husky due to her being high off of the weed she smoked on the ride to Kimani's place.

She smirked when she saw Kimani make her way towards her as the girl placed herself on Rue's lap while shyly staring down at her glistening chain.

"Good girl there we go" Rue said softly in Kimani's ear placing her hands on her thick hips gripping them firmly with her fingers.

Kimani was playing with Rue's chain while taking in her scent. She smelled like weed mixed with cinnamon which caused the shy girl to gently chuckle and grin.

"Rue have you been smoking again?" Kimani asked while staring into Rue's dark brown eyes softly caressing her face with her acrylic nails.

"I ain't gon' lie to you Mani, but I smoked a little bit of weed while on the way to yo crib" Rue cracked a smirk at the pretty girl staring right through her not caring that she's about to get scolded.

"Ughh Rue you know how you be when you get high and shit you made a commitment that you was gon' stop smoking and get clean" Kimani rolled her eyes with a scowl plastered on her pretty face.

Rue found it cute as fuck that Kimani scolded her for doing so much drugs and smoking so much weed. She didn't want anything bad to happen to Rue.

Cause truth be told Kimani cared a lot about Rue genuinely but it exhausted her at how much Rue repeated the same toxic cycles that triggered her sensitivity and they're so called "relationship".

"I know baby I'm sorry but you can't be mad at me for long cause you know you like it when I'm high as fuck and besides I eat that pretty pussy of yours way better"

And with that Rue slammed her lips against Kimani's glossy ones as she kissed her deeply and intensely. Not caring if she messes up Mani's lip combo.

"Fuck mama, I wouldn't know where I'd be without you I just wanna lay yo pretty ass down and Fuck you up off the leash with my strap" Rue grumbles against Kimani's lips as she squeezes the girl's ass cheeks.

Kimani couldn't help but moan in the kiss with Rue as she was now straddling her trying to pull away from her firm grip.

"R-Rue I have something I need to tell you can you stop please" Kimani whispered while letting out a soft gasp at Rue's lips coming in contact with her neck.

"What'chu gotta tell me mama I'm listening" Rue says trailing soft kisses on Kimani's neck up to her jawline as she stared into her eyes waiting for her to speak.

Kimani sighs deeply as she pulled Rue closer to her. GIving her lips one last peck giving her a serious stare.

"Rue I can't keep doing this shit with you, you gotta go this thing between us gotta end I'm sorry" Kimani brows furrow with sadness as she frowns at Rue.

Rue paused her actions she was doing to Kimani's body and stared at her in disbelief. She cracked a grin and started to chuckle historically. All While trying to figure out if Kimani was playing with her or not.

"You bullshittin' with me right Mani?" Rue asked her with curiosity while staring into eyes deeply with a look of discernment on her face.

"I'm being serious Rue it's time for me to let you and this situationship go it hurts me bad to do this because I really want us to work but I can't do this shit no more it feels like I've been running around circles with you hoping you change for the better but you just keep gettin' worser"

Kimani takes a deep breath while trying to hold back her tears that was threatening to fall from her eyes.

"All we do is fuck and fight, you need to see a real therapist Rue and get cleaned for the better. This shit isn't good for us especially you it's time for me to say goodbye" Kimani confessed emotionally to Rue while a tear streamed down her cheek.

Rue hadn't realized or taken accountability for how much she hurted Kimani with her actions throughout they're situationship.

The times when her and Kimani gotten into intense fights that ended up with Rue effortlessly abusing her.

Or the times where Kimani had to call the ambulance on Rue due to her being overdosed on her bathroom floor at her apartment.

It was too fucking much for Kimani and she refused to be a dumbass bird brain for Rue just because she's fine as hell and can fuck her good with her strap as while as eating her out tremendously good.

Kimani need peace and solitude. But she knew for herself she wasn't gonna get any of that if she keeps on dealing with Rue and her Toxic manipulative behavior.

"W-what the hell are you saying Kimani? You saying you done with me for good and whatever the fuck we got going on? Please don't do this right now Mani please trust and believe I'm changing for the better I'm so sorry for all the toxic traumatizing shit I put you through I'm trying p-please just don't leave me"

Rue pleaded and begged Kimani as she pulled her closer by her waist burying her head in Kimani's cleavage while tears of her own are starting to develop in her eyes.

Rue truly felt guilty and terrible for all the shit she put Kimani through and at risk.

She was really trying to get better and stay sober but it was hard for her it was hard trying not to repeat the same bad habits she was so used to doing.

Now she was just gonna have to accept and deal with the consequences of her losing the girl she was starting to love ever so deeply.

Kimani held it down for Rue for whenever she felt like nobody was there for her or riding for her.

Rue felt like Kimani and her homeboy Fezco where the only ones that actually cared about her and it paines Rue that she was gonna lose Kimani for good all because of her actions.

"I'm sorry Rue but I can't do this with you anymore you've put me through so much hell it's best for you if you'll just leave I can't-"

Kimani says while choking on her sobs as she was trying to release herself out of Rue's grasp she had on her body but she was too strong.

Rue raised her head up to look Kimani dead in her eyes as she grabbed her chin softly her voice is gently with need and yearning.

"Baby I'm truly am sorry for everything I'm promise I'm gon' change not just for you but for myself because I really fuckin' hate myself for how much I hurted you"

"Don't hate yourself and beat yourself up Rue you're human and I forgive you but this situationship has to end you'll find somebody that'll love you unconditionally.

Kimani tells Rue softly giving her another peck to her lips as she embraced Rue's warm touch to her body.

"A'ight baby I'll go easy on myself but I ain't gon' go easy on you tho cause if it's gonna be the last night we spend together let me at least fuck that pretty pussy of yours up"

Rue says huskily to Kimani as she switches position with her now being on top of the trembling girl underneath her.

"Okay baby just touch me all through the night cause my body and pussy is yearnin' for you're touch" Kimani says while pulling Rue's face down to kiss her roughly.

And that's what Rue indeed did fucked Kimani roughly and tenderly all through the night till the neighbors got sick of them.

FOUR WEEKS LATER

The cold blazing wind that sent a massive freeze in the LA atmosphere had the once busy streets of LA empty due to the intense weather.

Rue and Fezco where cooped up inside of his local convince store as they were enjoying each other's compaines.

Fez leaned against the counter staring at his best friend with disbelief plastered all over his face at the story she just shared with him about what went down with her and Kimani 4 weeks ago.

"So lemme get this straight You and Kimani fucked all through the night and she decided to call quits on you just like that?!"

"Damn Rue" Fez shakes his head "I'm sorry to hear that. I knew how much you wanted to make things work with that girl you liked her so much"

Fez says with so much empathy in his voice while passing the blunt to his best friend that he was smoking on.

"It's a'ight Fez you don't gotta apologize I'm gon' get her back one way or the other" Rue says confidently while taking three pulls from the blunt. Handing back to her homeboy.

"I'm pretty sure she got a good reason for it. She wouldn't be doing that shit up outta the blue and besides you better not be depressed over this shit people come n go"

"I'm not gon' be depressed about it you're right people do come and go"

Rue was practically lying through her teeth to Fez. She's been in her feelings about Kimani for weeks all while bumping Bryson Tiller's trapsoul album on full blast at her apartment.

Because Kimani told her that album reminded her so much of Rue due to how toxic and manipulative she is.

And after bumping that album Rue couldn't help but too fell into depression due to her missing the girl that now owned her heart.

Fez studied Rue's facial features to check to make sure she wasn't lying to his face but the light skinned girl was flustered with embarrassment which caused Fez to snort and snickered loudly smoke exploding from his nostrils.

"Rue bruh yo ass is capping to me right now that girl really got you pussy whipped all in yo feelings and shit" Fez said erupting into a fit of laughter which aggravated the hell out of Rue.

"Okay can we change the fuckin' subject now cause yo bitch ass pissin' me clean the fuck off" Rue says rolling her eyes clearly irritated that her homeboy is clowning her for being heartbroken over her situationship.

"A'ight A'ight I'm done makin' fun of yo ass" Fez says while still laughing hard which caused Rue to punch his shoulder through his hoodie.

"Okay I'm done shit damn you sensitive, anyways you pullin' up to the party that's happening downtown tonight" Fez says now serious taking a puff from the blunt and passing it back to his side eyeing friend.

"Nah what party?, Ain't nobody told me shit" Rue says taking a pull from the blunt.

"It's a party Jules and nem are throwing for some football team ion know you should pull up though" Fez says rearranging the items that he was selling.

"Oh a football team?! A'ight I guess I'll show up after all I don't got shit better else to do with my life" Rue mumbles while discarding the blunt in the ashtray.

"A'ight bet it's starts at 10:00 we showin' up together" Fez says while Rue nods her head letting her friend know that's cool with her.

LATER ON THAT NIGHT

The scenery of the downtown las angeles block was crowded with cars and party go- byers as the loud rap music was blasting through the house.

Everybody was having a good time enjoying each other's compaines, vibing to the good music that the DJ was playing and most importantly celebrating the most popular football team win.

The saviors

The party was bumping and Jumping, everybody having an amazing time happily celebrating the football team and they're well deserved win.

Rue, Fezco and some group of guys was chit chatting it up in the corner of the house.

But Rue's mind was else wear she tapped her homeboy Fez on the shoulder to let him know she was gonna get something to drink as Fez nudged his chin at her.

Rue made her way through the crowd with her red cup in her hand having a small smile on her face but that smile disappeared as she felt her heart dropped down to her ass at the sight before her.

It was Kimani being couped up in the corner having a heated make out session with the most popular well known nigga of all time.

The one and only Cameron Cade the quarterback star of the saviors.

And just from that alone Rue wanted to crash the fuck out and shoot the whole house up but instead she just walked off bitterly.

Kimani pulled away from the intense kiss she shared with Cameron and cupped his face with her manicured hands.

"I'm so proud of you baby you deserved this win" Kimani smiled happily at her new boyfriend.

"Thank you pretty girl I appreciate it I couldn't have done it without you for real" Cameron smiled as he place another kiss to her lips causing her to giggle.

" you're welcome baby i'mma go use the bathroom don't you go nowhere" Kimani says smiling up at Cameron cupping his chin.

"Don't worry baby I ain't going nowhere" And with that Kimani wondered off to the bathroom trusting Cameron's actions.

As she made it in the bathroom she turned around to see a familiar someone laying in the bathtub smoking a blunt chuckling bitterly.

It was her ex Rue who had a scowl on her face coming across Kimani.

"Y'Know you actually full of shit full of fucking shit, You gon' dump me kick what we have to the curve but gon' pop out with a 6 foot male look alike version of me that's real funny you actually got a type for real"

"Rue what the hell are you talking about? And watch how you fuckin' talk to me" Kimani points her manicure finger to Rue while a angry mug spread across her face.

"Y'know exactly what the fuck I'm talking about Kimani don't play dumb with me, you told me you was gonna focus on yourself and heal from the pain I had caused you, but then I see you booed up with another nigga are you serious?"

Rue had a bitter taste on her tongue and on her facial expression. She was so hurt to see Kimani with a new lover that wasn't her but I guess she was just getting a taste of her own medicine right?

"Well yes Rue I'm being 100% deadass serious and if I'm being honest he treats me way better than you and don't put me through hell like you did why can't I move on? I told you I was done with you and yo toxic ass!"

Kimani had a distasteful scowl on her face as she slighty raised her voice at the tall girl towering over her.

Rue had a straight face and kissed her teeth as she ran her hand down her face all while deeply sighing.

"Look Kimani I know I fucked up expeditiously with what we had together. But that doesn't make it right to parade yo new nigga around like some kind of trophy and besides you know damn well I can give you more than whatever he's offering you!"

Rue shouted historically back at Kimani but her voice was loud and ringed throughout the bathroom that anybody from outside can here they're intense argument that was occurring between them.

"Oh yeah? How are you gonna prove to me that you can offer way more than he can huh Rue?!"

Kimani crossed her arms over her chest staring Rue up and down with a annoyed look on her face.

Rue clenches her jaw with her tongue by walking up closer to Kimani as she bends down slightly to whisper in her ear.

"I can show you way better than I can tell you baby, but you gon' have to pull up to my crib tonight to find out"

And with that Rue gave Kimani a arrogant smirk as she walked out the bathroom leaving the girl way too stunned to speak.

Kimani made a promise to not fuck up with what she had with Cameron cause he was a good guy with a good heart and he actually cared deeply about her.

But then she also had to realize that she was just as toxic and manipulative just like her ex Rue Bennett.

LATER THAT NIGHT AT RUE'S PLACE

It was currently 1 AM in the morning and Rue was laying down on her couch smoking her blunt quietly staring up at her ceiling all while waiting for a special someone to come to her crib.

She lowkey felt guilty for ruining Kimani's new relationship with her possessiveness but she couldn't care less cause she knew that deep down Cameron could have had any other bitch he wanted.

It just wasn't going to be her bitch Kimani.

And as on cue Rue's thoughts was interrupted by Kimani's heavy loud nocks at her door causing to remove herself off the couch to go open the door for her ex.

As Rue opened the door it was the pretty girl that she has been waiting for all night. Kimani standing there in the same outfit she wore at the party.

"Damn shawty you really came i thought you was gon' leave me hangin'"

Rue says as she cracks her signature arrogant smirk opening the door as Kimani walked into her apartment. Her heels clacking against the hardwood floors.

"I mean I was gonna leave yo ass hanging for real but I just thought you might be worth it this time" Kimani says to Rue seductively as she takes her jacket off.

"I just know you manipulated the hell outta that nigga" Rue bursts into a fit of laughter as Kimani pulled her closed to her.

"Shut the fuck up Rue and fuck me like it's your last time"

Kimani smashed her glossed lips onto Rue's moist ones as she kissed her hungrily leading each other to the bedroom.

Rue didn't waste no time to have Kimani bent over on her king sized bed fucking her good and rough with her strap. And Kimani's loud moans and screams boosted Rue's ego more than ever.

"R-Rueee babyyy fuckk you feel soo good ooohh shiitttt keep fuckin' me like that" Kimani yelped loudly her acrylic nails gripping onto the sheets as her back was arching deeply.

Rue had the girl right where she wanted and after this night between them they're was no turning back now.

Rue speeded up her once slow strokes as she was fucking Kimami more roughly and harder.

"Lemme ask you this Mani have you given my pussy to that nigga Cameron or anybody else mmmh?" Rue's husky low voice whispered out to Kimani as her response was a high pitched moan.

"No-No oooouhh fuckk Rueee I haven't- Shiiiittt- that's my spott babyy! I'm gonna cummm!!" Kimani cried out to the woman who was fucking her good.

Rue fucked and was thrusting into Kimani like the girl belonged to her clenching her jaw at the moaning girl's response as Kimani tried to run from her intense strokes.

"Nah Bitch don't you run now you indeed lying through those pathetic little moans of yours cause y'know you done fucked up giving my pretty pussy to that lame ass nigga"

Rue growled through her husky voice as she bite her bottom lip at the sight of Kimani's ass rippling through the strap grabbing her by her neck as she thrust into her intensely.

"Ooouuuh F-fuckkk Rueee babbyyy I haven'ttt given it to himm this you're pussyy babyy I promiseee oh my godd I'm cumminggg!!"

Kimani screamed and cried of pleasure as her climax washed throughout her body causing her legs to tremble and shake historically as Rue fucked her through it.

"Yeaaahh Just like that my gorgeous girll you taking this dick just like the good slut you are this pretty pussy of yours belongs to me and nobody else not even yo new nigga"

Rue was a cocky motherfucker when it came to putting it down in the bedroom she always knew that she had to have her way with anything she wanted.

She was on a high and a roller-coaster of emotions when she was having sexual intimacy with Kimani.

But that intimacy would soon be over by tommorow morning when she finds Kimani absolutely absent at the side of her bed.

And no matter how hard Kimani tried to move on to the next one Rue wouldn't give up on her that easily.

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy this story of Rue being toxic as hell and Cameron's cameo of being Kimani's new boo thang🤭 we love a toxic masculine woman that don't play about what's hers😝

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