#subzerobabbling

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im changing my url for the first time tomorrow so

subzeroshivering------> daisy-dame

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i could complain and complain about how awful i feel except that i just convinced my parents to not take me w/ them to our creepy gross uncles b-day party and we have boston creme donuts in the fridge so actually im not feeling tooo sorry for myself.

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just finished watching brother bear, i swear a lot of people make a big deal out of when they cry at the end of movies but i cant remember a movie ive watched where i didnt cry at the end.

im sucha crybaby

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its that time of year again and guess who has a sore throat?

im starting to sound like a goat w/ a rusty hinge loged in its windpipe but at least i have an excuse to lay around and eat cough drops so i guess it isnt that bad.

you never realize how much you love to talk before the results become not so pleasent

anyway happy hanuka and happy christmas to those who celebrate it.

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my dad just walked into my room handed me a huuuge peice of raw chocolate said"here its hanukah" and left

how do i eat this much

i cant even bite into it

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gifts

the first 2 weeks before the b-day im always super excited for the holiday season but as soon as it starts i start to feel suuuper guilty because im surounded by wonderful people who want to please me w/ thier time/money and i know i can never repay them/be worthy of this attention

so i always get a little stressed out at my own b-day parties cause im scared im not being entertaining enough or worthy enough or grateful enough. and then all these other gift holidays hit me like an avalance and its always a big mess of fun and anxiety.cause giving and recieving presents is extremly fun and terible. oh yeah, also i got back from lousisana today. it ways fun. i saw 2 aligators, i feel super indepted to my mom for taking me thought and now she wont stop talking about getting me chanuka presents(which are always dollar store gifts) and i keep telling her not to cause this trip is a present that takes care of every winter holiday combined and pretty much every other holiday for the next 2 years)

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just gotta get through one more day and then i can go to new orleans and have cool birthday times w/ the twin

its so weird to me that im about to be 16 and i havent done shit yet. when i was little i thought that when i turned 16 i would be the shit i thought id be the most popular bratty kid this world had ever seen.i thought id have a ton of friends and that id have like 10 guys just to follow me around and do my bidding. i also thought id be a witch but theres still time i guess.

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wedding

so some family friends are getting married on my b-day in new orleans and guess who's going?

this is gunna be my first time on an airplane to so thats p/ exciting 

about to go dress shopping for the wedding and im super excited.

idk what kind of dress youd even wear to a wedding though so this'll be an adventure