From dream to nightmare real quick.
Finally after 3 sleepless nights I had a very good sleep last night. No more crying myself to sleep this time. While in the middle of my sleep, I had a dream. You were there, we were so happy. We’re not doing anything but just enjoying each other’s company. It somehow felt real. I feel like I want to stay in that dream because there I think that we can be together.. until she came, she was there too! She was there to get you. Why are you here? This is my dream and you don’t belong here! And then I woke up. Feeling emptier.. Why is it that even in my dream we can’t be together? Is it a way of tormenting me because of what I did? I did all my best to make it right, didn’t I? Or is it the way the reality is telling me that “he’s not yours you bitch, you better live on that”? I don’t know. Maybe.. just maybe..