uhm, this is a more general question but how does one get into superhero comics? idk where to start ;-;
Well, that's a very broad question! The thing about superhero comics is that there are so, so many of them in so many different genres and styles that there is literally no 'right' answer to this question. So instead this is what I'll tell you:
Start with a character. I assume that because you expressed an interest in reading comics you already have a few characters in mind that made you want to do that. Maybe you really like the Winter Soldier from the movies, or maybe you watched the CW Flash TV show and you think Reverse Flash is interesting. Don't start with a team run like Justice League or The Avengers, or an author like Frank Miller's body of work. Pick one specific character to focus on and go from there. I would advise choosing one of the more mid-level characters - you can start with a Batman or a Spider-Man if you really want, but those big names have such an enormous volume of content that it'll probably be overwhelming. Go with someone like Moon Knight, or Hawkgirl, in that realm.
Once you've done that, I would also suggest deciding whether you prefer modern comics or older comics. You'll likely be missing lore if you start with a more modern run, but some older comics can be dense and harder to get through. Do your own research - it's as easy as Googling "[character name] + iconic run" or "best comics" and go from there. There's about a billion easy resources to find particular issues and runs that a character appears in. As you read through a character, you will inevitably find other characters that interest you, and you fan out from there. It's like an interlocking web of intrigue that bounces you from one place to another, and eventually you get a better idea of what kind of stories attract you and how all the characters relate to each other.
In terms of reading the literal comics themselves, I have nothing against piracy - I wouldn’t have been able read nearly as much as I have without it. There’s plenty of virus-free online scan websites if you look around, including the one I use now. Just make sure you’re actually buying some of the physical comics, and especially supporting ongoing runs you like. Plus then you get to have them forever and read them whenever you want!
That's how you get into superhero comics!