#surgery 7.8.21

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Got my 6 weeks out X-Rays! It's interesting to finally see what I've been feeling this whole time. Some of the recovery pain makes a lot more sense now, as does the stiffness I feel when moving certain ways. I am very happy to see correctly placed metal, especially in reference to the first surgery. Healing is slow and will continue to be slow, with an estimated 8ish months before I'm really back to somewhat regular movement. I'm happy though, as already I notice an improvement with regards to my stability. My back isn't crumbling in on itself anymore and for that I'm immensely grateful. Obviously though, the pain is still bad but hey, makes sense doesn't it?

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Ok just to update those who are waiting on writings in my inbox and to anyone who is interested haha:

So I deal with chronic pain and am still recovering from my reconstructive back and pelvic surgery. Last 15th, my pain management doc went down on my medication which fucked me up. I think it was a tad too soon. I haven't been able to do much other than maybe shower in a day. Other than that my pain has been so high it's been difficult for me to think, eat, walk, stand, sleep, sit, etc. I was also supposed to get refilled on Friday last week but something happened with the mail and I was only able to get my medicine yesterday and, as a result, this weekend fucked me up pretty bad. I'm now managing my pain better once again, but I'm still pretty weak from this weekend as I wasn't really able to eat or drink much so I'm pretty exhausted still.

That being said, I am finally able to work on my wips and will plan on pumping those out over this week and the next. I just need y'all to be patient with me. My health is very poor and I'm still recovering which will take about a year to be back on my feet fully. I love writing at it really does make me happy and I have been so very grateful to everyone who has said nice things! I just don't have the ability to pump out the way other imagine blogs can. As long as you can bare with me, I promise you'll still see stuff and soon!

Thank you for your kindness!💕

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I have a pain management appointment today and I'm neeerrrrrvous I gotta see if he can change me from every 6 to every 5 hours cause I think I moved to every 6 too fast ; v ;

also I gotta make sure it's overnighted to where I am and that's super nerve-wracking and uggghhhh please wish me luck and send good vibes I need this to go wellllll

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guess who made enough moneys to get dead by daylight on the switch so I can play from bed while I'm healing from surgery

it's gonna be another 3-4 months before I can sit enough to play on the PS5 so I just decided to get it for the switch cause I miss playing and I honestly play it enough it didn't bother me to get it again but yeah if you play on switch my friend code is :

SW-1883-9052-4131

Also anyone else feel free to add me I have a ton of games!

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k just took meds and those should kick in in an half hour and then I can fuckin finish these bad boys and get them posted cause I'm tired today's been a rough one pain wise I'm just exhausted

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I'm gonna scream.

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boy I sure do LOVE dealing my health insurance I just adore having my time wasted by calling in about something that really is a big deal and then getting hung up on after sitting on hold for a half hour SO GREAT