#suspecting system

[voidetea]

I still have potential. I'm not art regressing.Maybe I'm just too sad to make something good. It's okay everything will be over 18 years later

[morningstar-system]

SysChat Config Template + Info

Hi! I am a big fan of SysChat (codeberg linked to download if interested)

But I am also someone who knows NOTHING of code and found the provided info hard to understand (no hate to the creator! they were lovely and helpful when I was confused. just means I am inspired to create a little more accessibility for the app!)

So I made a configuration template for folks who may struggle with coding things or understanding the help/info provided in the download. It has roughly 50 blank spots AND single, double, triple, and quadruple extra blocks to paste in if you're polyfrag OR just have a high sys count!

I also provided a screenshot of what the edited config should look like + a video on what SysChat looks like when active!

You can find the template + help doc: here !!

IF U HAVE SYSCHAT QUESTIONS: i can answer to the best of my ability since im not proficient in code, but i AM happy to help! so feel free to send an ask :)

[leonisglowing]

Hey guys what if I was plural

Just…thinking…I’ll ask my therapist about it…

[am3ya]

Being a suspecting systemis crazy bc how am I supposed to explain the fact that, no I can't talk to the rest of my head mates because theres the fucking jello from cloudy with a chance of meatballs blocking me.

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY!!??? LMFAO.

[funnistoricomics]

I hate these people so much right now. I'm triggered first by mistake. Then I'm triggered to prove a POINT we don't fully HAVE? This is just ridiculous.

Oh and Salmon's "we're so faking" ramblings. God. No we aren't diagnosed or anything, but this is something and "faking" is a crazy villainization of it.

I drew this to be slightly less annoyed. Not as much of a fan of drawing but I probably still should.

- Black

[fangedvelvet]

hi, i’m the host of the suspected system Velvet’s in and i know they just made this blog last night and i’m already infiltrating it but i’d really like some advice. I’m using their blog since it’s system oriented and none of mine are. Please note going forward, i’m not asking for a diagnosis or if anyone thinks i’m faking for not, i just want some advice on how to go about my current dilemma.

(Also endos DO NOT TOUCH THIS POST. I don’t wanna hear some shit like “oh you’re ‘paragenic’ or ‘MaDDgenic’” or “you actually are a willogenic system and willed your alters in” or “if you’re so worried about faking being a system then just become one” like NO that’s my problem, I DON’T want to be a system!)

Anyways, my actual concern is this: I am not in the position to get professional help. i can’t even get medication for my chronic illnesses right now. I strongly suspect that i have a CDD as i’ve done sporadic research for over a year and more extensive research in the past few months. However ever since i was young i’ve used daydreaming as coping mechanism to the point it’s become maladaptive. MaDD has caused me genuine issues in the past, including these pseudo-false memories and identity disturbances. the identity disturbances in hindsight were minor, i was essentially questioning if i was a fictionkin of my own paras and it went nowhere really. Despite all that, i’ve become increasingly concerned that my suspected system is nothing but a figment of my own MaDD.

I started questioning if i was a system over a year ago yet i struggled to do research due to experiencing the worst dissociative symptoms i had ever experienced at the time. i tried for about a week to get some answers but ultimately forced myself to give it up because the constant feeling of being disoriented and nauseated was overwhelming. I also just didn’t believe my trauma was enough (and i didn’t even remember most of it back then), therefore i couldn’t have been a system. Through out the year i kept doing sporadic research because it was just something i couldn’t keep my mind off of.

Admittedly, i had a lot of daydreams of being a system. A lot. What finally made me realize that i actually could be a system is realizing that hearing my f/o speak to me while doing random tasks or trying to sleep at night might be a little be more than just MaDD. Which then that made it dawn on me how much my internal monologue sounds like it’s multiple people who do not fuck with each other constantly trying to talk over one another.

The thing is though, like i stated at the beginning, i don’t actually want to be a system. this whole system discovery has been severely distressing for a multitude of reasons. And the worst part is that i’ve tried to keep all of this to myself until i saw a professional, but then the next thing i knew i had already told people i was a recently discovered system and put it my bios. I wanted so bad to keep it under wraps but then without even thinking i start referring to myself as “we” out of nowhere and set up a pluralkit. I mean, Velvet made a whole damn blog for gods sake!! 😭😭 What part of not telling anyone do you not understand!!!

I know everyone says you can’t fake being a system without making the conscious decision everyday to fake it. And even after accepting that my trauma really could be enough to cause a CDD, the MaDD factor has been nagging at me ever since. I’ve tried to compile some of the evidence i’ve noticed for both CDDs and MaDD

Admittedly it’s a little pathetic. I have also looked into BPD a few times albeit very briefly. I glanced over it once and thought “Wait, shit, that sounds like me” but when i came back to it a few days later i then thought “Huh wtf, this sounds nothing like me.” So, uh, jury’s still out.

Again, i’m not looking for anyone to diagnose me. I’ve just been so overwhelmed lately with so much happening all at once. Not being in control of situations causes me a lot of unnecessary stress and anxiety and i don’t know what to do about these guys. i try to forget about them then next thing i know i’ve got a whole plural space profile with everybody logged. I’ve told myself over and over again to just stop thinking about them and they’ll go away but i can’t. AND THEYRE SO LOUD AND THEY DONT EVEN GET ALONG. I woke up this morning to two of them literally getting into a physical fight in the innerworld 😭 (or at least what little bit of an innerworld we have) The idea of living as a system terrifies me. yet sometimes it doesn’t seem so bad? and other times i feel apathetic to being a system.

I dunno where i’m trying to go with this now. I initially wrote this to ask for some advice but now i don’t even know what i want to accomplish with all of this. Velvet’s probably gonna come back tomorrow and make fun of me for this like xe has before tbh. I’m dissociating really bad as i’m writing and proofreading this lmao. Thanks for hearing me out i guess? And if you have any tips for how to make this easier i’d really appreciate it. Sorry for hijacking your blog Velvet — 🧟‍♂️🪽

[sleepystarshine]

Heya we're a Hellenic Polytheist (suspected) system who loves art so like wow twins, do ya wanna be moots?

In your dni it says anti systems/endos, just specifying does that mean Endos or anti Endos dni? Cuz we like your blog but while we collectively identify as endo neutral the majority of us are anti endo and we wanna respect your dni.

Our sys blog is currently private so for now if it's okay we'll just go by 🦕🌌 anon (if that's not taken). Thanks and have a nice day!!

:0 HIII! We've literally NEVER had anyone ask us if we wanted to be moots, but ABSOLUTELY! You guys sound so cool woah :D (the tag at the end is absolutely fine btw! Our blog isn't particularly popular anyways so we don't get a lot of asks :') and we barely have any moots either, sigh..)

As for the dni endos thing, we mean it as Endos dni, but that's mainly because we ourselves have had several bad encounters with Endos and would just prefer not to have them on our blog since our blog is supposed to be a positive space and not one for syscourse or debate (one of us made a previous post about it but I, the host, took it down along with all the other posts regarding the issue, mainly to keep peace since we were getting A LOT of syscourse-related asks and it made us quite uncomfortable since that's not what we created this blog for.)

We respect y'all collectively being endo neutral though, that's completely fine! And majority of us are anti Endo as well so, another thing we twin about I guess??

Anyways YIPPEE WE HAVE A MOOT!!

[morningstar-system]

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ the morningstar system ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

hello! we are the morningstar system. We are a DID system of traumagenic origin. we are medically recognized and working with our therapist. ‼️ we are looking for more system friends and community! ‼️

collective name: lorelai collective prns: they/she/it byf: we do not engage in syscourse. if you fakeclaim us or others, you will be blocked. we are hazbin/helluva boss fans (viv critical) so please be aware as we know lots dislike those shows. dni: pro-endo, pro-ship, trump supporters, anti-good faith identities, etc.

LAST UPDATED: june 6, 2026