//Yeah, that’s right. I’m alive. I guess it’s time to try and explain myself.
Some of the more observant of you may have noticed that I’ve been inactive for quite some time.
The even more observant of you may have noticed the sheer amount of times I’ve tried to come back.
Ok, no. It’s pretty obvious.
I don’t feel like half the writer I used to be. I open up my drafts, every night, without fail. Write a reply. Delete it in disgust. Again, and again, until I physically can’t bear to do it anymore.
I’ve set such... standards for myself. I want to impress my followers, I want to impress myself, but it’s gotten to the point where I can’t write anything without being overly judgmental and ditching it.
And it’s wound up into this. I’ve been neglecting this blog. I’ve been neglecting you guys. And it’s killing me.
So, you ask, what is the solution?
I’m not quite sure. I feel half of my problems lie in trying to maintain this hyper-serious front to my blog. I’ve been scared, in a way, to have a little fun.
It’s not that I don’t want this to be a serious blog. Believe me, I love being able to craft stories, lore and relations from the crap Riot gave us. And I don’t want to devolve into a shitpost fiesta. I just want to... ease myself into this, y’know?
So please, bear with me, guys. I love all of you, honestly. I just want to do this at my pace.