#syn's thoughts

[bananaboy97]

I hope you all hate me

[bananaboy97]

How the fuck did I get 104 followers who are you people I am literally a shit storm why do you like me

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☹︎ 🄷🄴/🅃🄷🄴🅈 ☹︎ 🄰🄵🄰🄱 ☹︎ 🄲🄴🄽🅃🅁🄰🄻🅃🅇 ☹︎

☹︎ 🄿🄰🄽🅂🄴🅇🅄🄰🄻 ☹︎ 🄿🄾🄻🅈🄰🄼🄾🅁🄾🅄🅂 ☹︎

☹︎ 🄿🄰🅁🅃🄽🄴🅁🄴🄳 ☹︎ 🄾🄿🄴🄽 ☹︎

☹︎ 🅂🅆🄸🅃🄲🄷 ☹︎ 🄳🅈🄺🄴/🄵🄴🄼🄼🄴 ☹︎

⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎ Diagnosed DID and MDD ⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎

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⚠︎⚠︎ 🅸︎ 🅳︎🅾︎ 🅽︎🅾︎🆃︎ 🆃︎🅰︎🅶︎ 🅼︎🆈︎ 🆂︎🅷︎🅸︎🆃︎ ⚠︎⚠︎ ⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎ 🅲︎🅾︎🅽︎🆂︎🅸︎🆂︎🆃︎🅴︎🅽︎🆃︎🅻︎🆈︎ ⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎

Exemptions are:

#aether's song of the day - posts at 2am daily my time usually, so typically when I'm asleep.

#aether's thoughts

🄰🅂🄺🅂 🄰🅁🄴 --------------- 🅾︎🅿︎🅴︎🅽︎

🄸🄽🄱🄾🅇 🄸🅂 --------------- 🅾︎🅿︎🅴︎🅽︎

⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎ I am a parent first before anything. If I do not respond, just have some fucking patience, please. I'll respond asap ⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎

Poetry blog is @prettydeathpls

Talk to me about literally any nerd shit. If I wasn't into it before, congrats now I am bc you are, and I'm an obsessive freak who will make myself like everything you do.

Ⓢ︎Ⓒ︎Ⓞ︎Ⓡ︎Ⓟ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓞ︎ Ⓢ︎Ⓤ︎Ⓝ︎ ☀︎︎ I'm an odd balance of private and open... have fun with that.

Ⓥ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓡ︎Ⓖ︎Ⓞ︎ Ⓜ︎Ⓞ︎Ⓞ︎Ⓝ︎ ☾︎ I'm analytical of myself in every damn aspect possible, so don't expect me to stay confident... it fades fast.

Ⓒ︎Ⓐ︎Ⓝ︎Ⓒ︎Ⓔ︎Ⓡ︎ Ⓡ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓢ︎Ⓘ︎Ⓝ︎Ⓖ︎ ☝︎ I'm a caretaker at heart even though I'm scared to let people too close... don't take it personally if I seem distant. It's habit, I'm trying.

I don't talk about it as a main point of my blog, but I will mention system parts.

Aether (he/they) protector

Host (she/they) trauma holder

Anubis (he/him) protector, caregiver

Bailey (she/it) little, trauma holder

Beastie (he/him) protector, truama holder, volatile

Dio (he/they) caregiver, trauma holder

Cernunnos (he/him) protector

Gabriella (she/her) little, trauma holder

Gaia (she/her) caregiver

Missus (she/her) caregiver

Morven (she/her) caregiver, protector, trauma holder, volatile

Nicole (she/her) caregiver, trauma holder

Opal (she/her) caregiver, trauma holder

Syn (she/it) protector, trauma holder, volatile

Thaddeus (they/it) caregiver, protector

The Voids (they/them) trauma holder, volatile

[bananaboy97]

Syn says kill the voices 💕

[bananaboy97]

I'm not gonna off myself

I've always been a firm believer of "Do dumb shit till something takes me"

If I start doing dangerous shit that's when you worry

If I seem happy but I'm doing something questionable?

Yeah, I'm imagining the 99 ways I could die bc of what I'm doing

[bananaboy97]

Queer shit

[bananaboy97]

She's lucky I'm not saying things with my whole chest

She's lucky I'm not making her seem as fucking crazy as she is

She's lucky I'm just satiating my own cravings rn and not doing worse

[bananaboy97]

Syn night, deal with me