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Still not brave enough for this to be tagged but! In a rare case of me only shipping as my kin, I present my new Anthy and Dios WIP
My darling Seraphina found these really cute kaleidoscope pens for me and made my new self insert !!
Daily Reminder: Cringe is dead. Ship yourself with that old man.
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3. what are you looking forward to right now?
TBHK coming off of hiatus!! And vol 24 was just released. There's a meteor shower tonight too and we're gonna watch it.
10. do you play or follow any sports? & elaborate on that?
Its been a while but I used to play baseball and soccer. I'm probably still pretty good at baseball. I had a hell of a throw and I played literally every position.
I don't follow sports super close anymore but I always really liked hockey. I play to start going to games again when I move back to Northern USA.
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2. Slow or quick?
SLOW Its so much better when it lasts. Quick isn't nessecarily bad but the longer it goes, the more they cry and squirm and scream and that's pure gold to me.
7. Necro: yay or nay?
PLEASE this is one I don't talk about a lot because I don't wanna lose my blogs but! I do really like necro. I? Think I reblogged a fic I wrote with it to this blog but if not I know for a fact its on my fictive blog.
I like the amount of variety it has too. You'd think it'd be super straight forward but there are so many ways to work it? Like obviously there's someone already dead, but there's also killing them slowly so you can feel the life drain out of them while you're using them, there's taking them while their still warm, once theyre cold, when they're bones, when they're in a state of decay, the whole process of possibly preserving them, theres just so much you can do!!
Plus like. I personally think it takes a lot of dedication to get yourself nice and cold and hold in all sounds and stay perfectly still in a play sense? And that's got in its own way too.
9. Vore/cannibalism: yay or nay?
Vore isn't so much my thing but I LOVE cannibalism. I am not immune to cannibalism as a metaphor for love. Like yes, consume me so that I will become part of you and I could never leave because part of me will always be inside you. But also, I will nourish you and keep you strong. It's sacrifice and love when done consensually, and has the potential to be obession and need when its not. I especially love the idea of forcing someone to watch as you eat them or to eat their loved ones as a form of torture.
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8. What's your favorite/the hottest snvff method?
My introduction to the idea that gore and snvff could be hot was slasher movies so I'm super fond of classic stabbings and wound fucking, but I think my all time favorite is vivisections... Especially if you can somehow keep the victim alive and awake to watch you go elbow deep into their guts as you reach up inside of them.
12. Public executions: yay or nay?
Would I be terrified? Yes. But also this just makes me think of having someone's head chopped off and being able to see the stump of their neck and I can't deny that sounds really interesting.
I guess it depends on the method of execution? I don't think I'd be into a firing squad situation, but the electric chair could be good. It needs to be messy for sure. I wouldn't want to watch a bloodless one, or one with very little blood.
18. Did you struggle to accept liking it?
Not really! I know that its not everyone cup of tea but considering how early I was watching horror movies I'm not really surprised I ended up being into it. I did struggle with being attracted to being on the other side of the knife, but really there's something intimate about someone wanting to be your victim or wanting someone so badly you'd kill just to have them for a moment and make sure no one else ever gets the chance... honestly this is just an extension if fearplay to me.
I have no idea what is wrong with my body right now (dizzy, exhausted, slightly nauseous but not over heating?) so obviously I must imagine my F/Os taking care of me while I try to work
Staring at Nanami and trying to figure out how to make an AU where we're actually friends