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Topaz!
my blorbo. he’s a lil skrunkly guy and I want to squeeze him like a stress toy.
var på blågårdsgade i går med veninde og ejjjjj hvor har jeg savnet liv i gaden<333 så kommer hendes anden veninde lige forbi og sætter sig og lidt efter kommer den venindes kæreste og det er bare så mega hyggeligt. har ikke set dem i et år men omggg hvor er de bare kære mennesker som kan huske alt jeg nogensinde har sagt til dem. da de smuttede igen var jeg sådan 'hvorfor kunne han huske alt det en random pige sagde til ham for et år siden????' og min veninde var bare sådan 'fordi du var charmerende og gjorde mega godt indtryk??' fandme om jeg nogensinde er blevet kaldt charmerende før. ej men jeg er shook. og så sagde min veninde at hun gerne ville møde min roomie og så inviterede vi hende bare??? og hun kom?? og det føltes bare som at få livet igen. og det er bedre på denne side af pandemien for nu kan man virkelig mærke hvor smukt det er
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Thoughts & Rambles Pt. 9
I recently talked to a friend about having a partner and venturing in the area of romance in general, and what I said got me thinking something. So to start, my friend asked if I had a boyfriend, and I said no. He asked me why and I said because I didn’t want one due to not having enough patience. Now that’s what I normally respond with because that’s the go-to response I crafted (just to get this type of convo over with), not worrying about whether it’d be true or not. However, having responded with that got me thinking that there’s some truth to it.
Now that I’m older, I find that I get more exhausted pandering to my family, pretending I’m interested in whatever the hell they wanna talk about and making effort to uphold some convo I’m not interested in despite that same energy not being returned to me. And now that I’m learning to not put effort into people that won’t do the same for me, I noticed that I’ve become rather impatient and annoyed in general whenever I still find myself in those situations... hell, I get like that IN ANTICIPATION of experiencing moments like that, cause if I’ll be with family I know it’ll happen at some point.
Acknowledging this has been making me low key depressed because I think, “if I can’t muster enough patience to be with the people I love the most in the world, how tf can I be with someone romantically being how I am?” I want to experience being in a loving romantic relationship with someone, but I truly can’t see myself with that because I get so impatient and aggravated rather easily and can never truly enjoy myself around other people for a long enough time. Sigh... bringing back a term from the emo years when I say this, but I guess I’ll be forever alone 🤷🏾♀️😂😂😂
Thoughts & Rambles Pt. 8
I hate how everytime I get the urge to create something my brain decides to go in overdrive and make me think all these negative thoughts like, "what if you don't like what you create? You know you can never be satisfied with literally anything you do", "will you even be able to create something at all? you know how you don't finish your thoughts; you just end up jumping from one thought to the next, always in a frenzy state". Next thing I know, I'm getting fed up with all of these thoughts and ultimately decide to not partake in some sort of creative outlet and my anger at myself remains pent up inside until it dissipates for the time being. . . only for me to experience this whole-ass cycle all. over. a-fucking-gain.