i’m in such a weird place with this dungeons and dragons thing like
i was approached last semester to see if i wanted to sign on as a dm for a group of people. great. yes. i’m totally fine with that. but it’s gotten a lot bigger than i really wanted it to be? like, my players, mostly freshmen, basically petitioned to make it an Official Club, and that’s cool, because next semester i won’t even be here, but it’s just
i don’t know. i never wanted this to be a great big production, and having it be an official thing is really starting to turn me off. the kickoff for this whole thing goes like this:
i have to go on a trip for like four days to check out a grad school, so i posted something on facebook saying that “oh, i’ll be gone, we won’t have d&d next week.” and that’s... not okay, apparently? like i apparently needed to “discuss this beforehand” because “since we’re official now, we don’t want to be skipping meetings?”
and i admit, a large part of this is probably a pride check, because they want to have a couple of guys who literally are not even players step in as replacements while i’m gone. and that’s fine, i guess. it should be fine. i think? i don’t know. uuuugh