#tag to keep

[ri-afan]

RWRB movie stuff pops up -> oh, maybe I should reread it! -> you know, another one I wanted to reread was the hunger games -> oh I can’t because my sister is borrowing it and she’s a slow reader and I don’t want to discourage her by rushing her -> my other sister still has the other book I borrowed her -> maybe she could read this other book I have if she likes the queer lit -> how to I talk her into it? It’s a lesbian love story in Oklahoma -> oh I should probably work on how to make a book cover though because that one really does look queer and I don’t want Bad Things to happen to her or it -> I wish people weren’t assholes -> people should be able to read what they want -> Ciel’s little “I’m a human being” speech after Book of Circus -> oh, I get it now -> Big Picture: compared to the time of the world and humanity, human lives are actually relatively short and therefore we should enjoy it the best we can and try to leave things better than we found them -> demons would probably find any venture tedious but fleeting -> we are also flawed people -> you should always try and figure out the truth of what you believe in especially since it could be a cult -> just read the damn queer love stories -> what if I just walked into school on Tuesday with this attitude? -> who cares?! I just said I was human? Or rather, Ciel said it -> didn’t you said you were going to bed? -> Why is it 3 am? ->

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I think it's important that you know that you're simply the SWEETEST DAMN THING!!! I love u baby 🥰😍😘💖 (An rdr2 mutual 🥳😉) (Also a weirdo) (Also gets a stupid grin when you reblog her stuff 😇)

What a lovely surprise - I certainly wasn’t expecting this message! 🙈 Thank you anon - you’ve helped brighten my day with this message. Love you too  😘 😘 😘 😘

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Petition to call them Ciel and Other Ciel? Or Ciel and Dead Ciel? Ciel and Unnatural Ciel? Or some other variation? Bizarro Ciel?

I mean, they’re both ‘real’. Not sure on the memories and making new ones but the Living Corpse Ciel died. The one with Undertaker should be the odd man with weird additions to his name.

Like, Ciel has make it clear that it’s been a few years and obviously he’s not giving us his name. He’s even gone on a little mental break where he’s claimed the name again (idk if it was duck or chicken but that panel was hilarious). In hindsight when reading, it’s obvious he isn’t the original Ciel, but he is the little shit we know, we just now know that he took up a dead name. (Haha) He is the real live human being he proclaimed to be way back in the Circus Arc.

Besides, other Ciel is still technically dead, even if the non-mystical non-underworld can’t comprehend. Even Sebastian has said that there was no possible way he couldn’t have died then because the life needed to be taken for him to even be there to make a deal.

But still, this is a giant and overreaching arc to deal with and if you think about it is still not Ciel’s main quest he’s living for. Corpse Ciel isn’t sustainable and from what I can tell doesn’t really have the drive to get shit done, both physically and because he’s too busy trying to feel alive again.

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Get offended on my behalf all you want, but also don’t because you don’t know what offends me. I can tell you what bothers me and you are allowed to be offended on my behalf and stand up for me on that.

Do not stand up for my beliefs if you don’t know what they are.

Representation is crap for the LGBT+ community as a whole in mainstream society. It’s built on stereotypes and erases a lot of us, then kills us off after making the non-straightness the only thing that defines us. We are used as commodities to sell stuff in June and we eat into it because we are starved for it the rest of the year. We don’t want to stand out but to just live as any other person would be allowed to: freely and without hiding any part of us.

I tell you this offends me and you say ‘oh, all we can do is to agree to disagree’...then you’re pissed because I won’t talk to you and you have forgotten that this was why I’m not speaking to you. [I have more to rant on this topic, but that’s gonna have to be another one.]

Standing up in my honour is not for you to shove your beliefs down other people’s throats, especially on things I don’t care about. Mr. Teran, wherever you are, I apologise. I only commented to my mother about what happened at school about how I liked speaking science with you on lunch break. It wasn’t until after you apologised to me that I found out that my mom went to the principal and riled up shit since it wasn’t strictly biblical in it’s teachings, yelling about how you’re a math teacher and that you shouldn’t be teaching on evolution. I hate that you couldn’t feel comfortable speaking with me after that, especially since you were one of the first people to really talk to me since moving across the country. And to the principal, I apologise that you knew me on sight before I ever met you and that my mother was really the only impression you got of me before I even knew who you were.

I don’t care about evolution. Literally have no opinion on how the Earth has been for humans for the last however long apart from actual events. It’s fun to talk about hypothetical things though, especially in social situations.

The point is that you can’t barge in, unwanted and behind my back, and claim that I’m offended by something that doesn’t involve you.

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Hey Louise, Happy Valetines day! ❤💐 You are an absolute treasure and I'm sending you all the love! 💕💕💕💕 I'm sorry its slightly late, but its no less heartfelt!

OMG - I can only apologise in my lateness in replying to this, but seeing this in my askbox this morning really brought a smile to my face. 

Sending lots of love right back to you & sorry we haven’t really had much time to have a proper catch up, but you’re often in my thoughts and I hope you’re doing well 😘

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Dude I love you. You've always been a great friend!

This means a lot as sometimes I worry that I'm not a good friend and I'm too selfish and self involved.

But seeing this means I must be something right - love you too my dude 😘