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All I want for my birthday is for someone to buy me a tattoo

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This time last year was an emotional crisis Same time again and it's still the same sitch

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A year ago in the lavender fields I bowed low. I cried out to God but didn't hear him. I cried out to God and he was crying back. I cried out again that there was nothing I lacked, But one lost soul I couldn't get back. And again in your city we all crumbled, And down and down together we tumbled. Id give you my safety to ensure your own. If only I could cry harder to bring you home. On your last day here could I whisper in your ear, "Touch bone on bone and pull you ever near. If only you knew there's more than me and you." Ali Gawdat I miss your tiger costume and your Adventure Time tattoo. And the letter I promised to send is packed up in a box of papers somewhere.

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I thought I might get away from myself in the desert, but I only ran into my past and these ghosts are stronger than I am.

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I don’t want to be here but I don’t want to leave

I think I'm learning that "home" is a human construct built off of a desire for belonging. And my home is a time and a place, and a version of myself and loved ones that doesn't exist anymore. I don't want to go back to being the girl I was in the time I felt most comfortable, I know too much to go back and still be happy in that environment, but I sure do miss the feeling.

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I like to drink because it don't walk away.

I Am The Sky 

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I’m so single my socks can’t even find a match

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the people I judge the harshest are the ones I most want to be