Feb 25, 2024
sorry about the sort of radio silence i have been Busy and quite frankly I have the mental and emotional capacity of like a termite right now so again i ask forgiveness. Theyre Fucking Killing Me.
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sorry about the sort of radio silence i have been Busy and quite frankly I have the mental and emotional capacity of like a termite right now so again i ask forgiveness. Theyre Fucking Killing Me.
something is always better then the other
ive spent my life too long weighing different consequences instead of, actually doing something. choices are very hard on me. i can do it, make decisions (but that was forced onto me) and still be scared but i did it? it doesnt matter?
im unsure. i will let myself be unsure for this moment. and hopefully not forever. but i know its not wrong. there's a lot of options. but every road and path and cross leads to another. so i'll just open the door and push myself through it.
i want my body to finally break after i did so much i couldn't stop. i don't want to rot and sit still in silence. i don't want my life to get any more empty. gaps and craters can't be filled yet. it's time to stop digging though.