Wait let me cook on this design for Gachiakuta Neela . . . and also get your thoughts.
Yes, she'll keep the bandage titty sling underneath it. I'll probably play with the logo a little bit on the back. Probably something medical like the standard cross. She'll have bandage wrappings on her arms to act as a buffer for the bracelets. Neela will probably wear the jumpsuit half-zipped so it drapes over her like this. She will also be barefoot, like her OP verse (foolish of her, tbh)
Not sure which hairstyle, but I lean more toward the top two, rather than bottom left or right. HOWEVER, she can style her hair in any of these ways. I'm just not sure which to default it as.
Y'all this year has sucked and I'm on the struggle bus.
I really don't like doing this, especially since I'm so rarely here anymore. This is going to be a relatively long post. It's going under the cut.
To explain a bit of what's going on, this is a last-ditch effort for me. My bf lost his job at the beginning of the year, and while he has a new one, we haven't been able to recover financially. I'm in school half-time, working full time and doing food deliveries when I can for extra money. We've both been donating plasma when we can. He's applying for a second job, doing deliveries, and we're still behind on bills. Our bathroom faucet is broken, our kitchen sink and roof are leaking, and our front door potentially needs replaced if the $200 fix doesn't hold. He's without insurance right now, and has had a couple of ER visits the past couple of months without coverage. He desperately needs a visit to his primary doctor for a medication adjustment. Anxiety attacks are almost daily for him right now, and as a result, neither of us are sleeping.
I start student teaching in less than a week, and will no longer be able to work a second job on top of my current full time job + student teaching. I don't remember the last time we were able to afford our pets flea/tick/heartworm meds, and we're both struggling to pay for our own prescriptions with insurance/goodrx. We're already using food banks to supplement groceries when we can, and have applied for all the assistance we can think of. Unfortunately, since we've lived together for so long and share expenses, our incomes combined means we 'make too much'. I'm not skilled enough im art or writing for commissions, nor do I really have any spare time to create them.
I just don't know what to do, y'all. Any help is appreciated if AND ONLY IF feasible. Reblogs/signal boosts would be amazing. Tbh Im sorry for even putting this on the dash but I'm just so at a loss.
This is the link to the gofundme. Honestly, this feels so weird to even post.
think I’m gonna claim stress leave and take time off work. my brain has been in an intense fog since taking new meds and I’m spacing out and not doing my job properly, but cause of this I’m getting stressed trying to get my work up to standard again. Not to mention a few complaints have been lodged cause I’ve been forgetting to do stuff so I’ve been pulled up by management a million times 😣 they have no idea about my mental health struggles tho and I don’t know if I should tell them or not, they’re not exactly understanding. Sigh I don’t know, but I’m burnt out and I need a break
Okay, so I have this wicked idea for the release of Season 2. I was thinking of releasing the episodes one at a time for JUST this season? There’s a part of me that thinks that it’ll read better that way rather than in chunks? I know this is a dumb question to ask you all, since you haven’t read it and have no idea what I’m talking about, but I wanted to check and see what you all thought about that. This would kinda mess up the release on Tumblr, but I think most people read it on AO3 anyway?
If you want us to stick to the normal release schedule that’s fine. That’s how I wrote it to be released so it’s not like it’s going to mess anything up. I just have this devilish idea, and I can’t get it out of my head.
So I took a day off today, and something really cool happened. I drew for myself and just for fun today! Not like I drew something for warm-up, or I doodled something to practice a technique, I just drew for my own enjoyment. I've been drawing so much as my job that when I have time for myself I don't want to draw? At all? But I got to do it today and it was amazing!
in 2018 a random italian man told me that i had “beautiful mexican eyes” before gifting me a tiny mexican flag (where did it come from? why did he have it on him? which came first, my beautiful mexican eyes or the tiny flag in his ugly lil leather satchel? i still ask myself to this day) and directing me toward the best linguine al polpo in florence and here i am now, in 2021, somehow still in possession of this tiny mexican flag, placing that lil flag in a lil vase on my grandpa’s lil shrine, wondering: what the fuck are “beautiful mexican eyes” and when am i ever gonna eat pasta that good again and how much would papi have laughed if i could have told him about that day ???
