#tdcsmee

[freyanotfarrah]

Who would you protect with your life?

Smee, Kieran, Sarah, Evangeline, and Douglas.

[freyanotfarrah]

Do you want to go on a date with me?

Of course, I'd love that.

[freyanotfarrah]

What are some of the things you want to do with or to Smee?

I- oh. Well, shit, there's a lot. I don't know... I want to play cards with him and listen to his life's story. I want to trace the contours of his body and wake him up with kisses peppered along his jaw. I want to remind him that he's perfect and amazing and handsome. I want to kiss all his pain away, even though I know it will never be completely gone. I want to hug him and sleep with him. Not just sex - though I want that, too -  want to sleep with him next to me and listen to his heartbeat and breathing. I want to be a better person for him, though I know I won't. 

I'm going to stay my dirty self that wants to fuck him so well he can never have sex with another girl without comparing her to me. I want to leave bite marks and scratches and bruises and memories that just will not leave, no matter how hard he tries. I want to make him feel like he's never felt before because he deserves to know exactly how he can feel. I want to fuck him hard, but with gentleness folded in the kisses and caresses. 

I want to hate him, because he makes me feel weak. 

I wanna kiss him and fuck him.

[freyanotfarrah]

You and Smee should just keep kissing and don't stop.

As much as I would like that, eating and sleeping are important. 

[freyanotfarrah]

You are going to eat Smee alive. In a good way

I wasn't aware that there was a good way to eat someone alive...

[freyanotfarrah]

Would you fuck Smee?

Probably. Not in his current state, because pity fucks never make the pitied party feel good, but maybe when he’s feeling better about the whole thing.