Jul 12, 2013
Best part of my nights. ❤ #deployment #teamdirtysheets #floodingIG #misshim
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Best part of my nights. ❤ #deployment #teamdirtysheets #floodingIG #misshim
My weekend has been well spent. ❤ #teamdirtysheets
Deployment Prep
Tonight is my first night alone.
I don't usually post much about myself or any personal information. Frankly I am not good with words or expressing myself the way I would like so I just tend to reblog things that relate to me in one way or another.
But lately I have been feeling like I should try to start expressing myself or just get my thoughts out some where so I can reflect back on them since I am starting a new journey tonight.
I am dating Dylan Sheets (yes, that really is his last name, which I usually call him by) and he is active duty in the Air Force. Under certain circumstances I have been living with him just about the past month give or take. Earlier this morning (technically yesterday now since it's past 12am but whatever) I had to take him to the airport so he could head to Texas. He is there for almost a week to do combat training and what not. Once he gets back the count down begins to July for when he is deploying to Afghanistan.
BIGGGG BUMMERRRR.... :(
But I knew this before we made it official and I support him all the way. It shall be a 6 month deployment, which with all the trainings he has to go to will make it seem more like 8.
I haven't really announced this any where publicly and only to a few close friends but I myself have been waiting for a job to open up in the Air Force to leave to basic training. I have been playing the waiting game since February, hopefully I will get a call soon and can get a start on possibly my career. Which will make this relationship a bit interesting to say the least.
We care about each other and we just take it day by day. I am enjoying my time I have with him and I don't try to think of it any further than day by day. If I start to think too far ahead the road seems a bit scary with him being deployed and me eventually going in. Nothing is impossible thought I do know that, because of Jesus I can do all things through Him. If this relationship is meant to last and go all the way then God Bless but (awww as I was writing this I just got a call from him!!! (: talked for about 30 minutes. He couldn't sleep and missed me being next to him and all that cheesy lovey dovey mushy stuff haha. He's too amped for tomorrow and anxious, I am sure tomorrow he will be tired from staying up tonight but we all know how that goes. We can never sleep when we need to.) as for now day by day is the best way to handle this relationship.
My night wasn't going horrible or anything but it seriously just got turned around and I feel comfortable going to sleep now after talking to him. Was a nice surprise to hear from him this late especially since he needs to be getting all the rest he can.
He will be learning how to resist interrogation and all that not so wonderful things. He's said they can slap them around, literally and are allowed to break up to one bone if need be or something like that. They will be taught how to break out of hand cuffs, they can get chained up and all kinds or torture type things done to them. So this isn't a walk in the park type of training for him but he has had friends who have done it and said it sucked going through it at the time but when they look back on it they said they learned a lot and it was interesting. So hopefully he can stay focused, retain as much information without forgetting that this is just training and a bunch of mind games where they try to break you down.
Well here goes to day one officially starting and here's to y first night alone.
Lord I thank you for who you are and all that you do. Please watch over Dylan and His troop. Please help them to retain all the information given to them so if in combat and they may ever have to use it they will be fully equipped with the knowledge they need and with you by their side all things will be possible. I pray they will never have to use it or see anything to that extent. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.