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writing something... its coming up slowly. baby taking over my time completely. gonna use the free time i get to get it done. IM WRITING AGAAAAAAAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[teamkaiforever]

Hey guys! 

It’s been a seriously long long time since I’ve even opened tumblr for more than a split second. I saw a lot of comments under the smut stories I’ve posted about missing content. Truth is - I don’t know whats happening. About a year ago or so, tumblr started censoring stuff. Some people still do see the whole story written, others don’t. I’ve been trying to find a way to fix it, but it keeps happening the same way. Don’t really know what to do about it. 

I do hope that at some point in the future I will get back to writing. Don’t know if its writers block, I got ideas, just can’t get them out as words. I miss writing, talking to you guys... I miss Kai Parker. I miss TVD, I miss TO... I miss everything. This year has been a hell in some ways and a complete miracle and so beyond happy in others. Before you go thinking ‘Oh but with everything happening how can she say that second half??’  Don’t get judgy on me, okay. 

I got married. I got pregnant. Yes, the world is a mess but those two happy occasions for me kinda bump the whole thing away. Surely, I wasn’t expecting to be pregnant in a situation like this, but it’s the little (or not so little) things in situations like this that we have to focus on. 

I hope you guys are all well, healthy, happy about something and excited about the Holidays!! Christmas is coming!!! Better times, hopefully, are coming!!! Gotta believe in that and not lose hope.

Love you guys!!! xoxo K.