Mar 25
*harpy voice* damn girl are you a snack? cuz you look like a worm
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*harpy voice* damn girl are you a snack? cuz you look like a worm
whenever i feel dysfunction creeping in i remember that one post about how its totally alright to use weird tactics if it helps you live. and then in my head i hear naruto say "pick up that toothbrush dattebayo," so i pick a blorbo i like and make up a reason they'd want me to take care of myself
it feels so stupid going insane over blorbos cause im just like.. going about my day. except The Guy is rotating in my head like im trying to evenly cook a whole pig over an open flame. hes not doing anything, just kinda there.
joku ryhmä alakoululaisii pyöräili mun ohi ja yks niistä sano "toi oli se tyttö"
ja voinks vaan sanoo et "se tyttö" on niin gender kutsumatapa. ei mitään hajuu tarkottiks ne oikeesti ees mua vai mitä mut tänään muhun saa referoida vaan sanoilla "se tyttö" tai "joku tyttö kai"
i fucking hate tumblr ads but what i hate more is THESE types of ads
like I do not trust these links at all. its always "omg i searched forever and found a place to buy this thing"
also the twitter account doesnt have an @ for some reason.
and also FUCKING TAG YOUR SHIT PROPERLY!!!!!!! OH MY GOD I HATE PEOPLE WHO MISUSE TAGS!! I FOLLOW THE TAG "ARTISTS ON TUMBLR" TO SEE GUESS WHAT? THATS RIGHT! ARTISTS ON FUCKING TUMBLR. OH MY GOD YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE YOURE ACTIVELY SUPPRESSING ALL THE ACTUAL ARTISTS WITH THIS BULLSHIT
just fucking say that you're advertising shit. this feels so insulting to actual artists. its alright to advertise your store but doing it this way is just so wrong.
i need to make art.
i need to write a story. i need to worldbuild. i need to draw. i need to paint. i need to sew. i need to sculpt. i need to carve. i need to make music. i need to take photos. i need to make movies. i need to animate. i need to 3d model. i need to make a game. i need to improve my neocities website. i need to learn to code better. i need to learn every single language. I need to learn to play every instrument. i need to learn to read sheet music. i need to fill my room with plants. i need to play every single game. i need to make silly dubs. I need to dye my hair weirdly. i need to start using annoyingly colorful eyeshadow. i need to dance. i need to learn to skateboard. i need to learn archery. i need to learn a martial art. i need to go to concerts. i need to visit museums and art shows. i need to read books and comics and zines. i need to make silly and ugly sculptures from all the scrap i hoard. i need to knit. i need to learn to crochet. i need to learn macramé. i need to learn to make lace. i need to learn to spin yarn. i need to learn to make fabrics. i need to learn to work with leather.
i need to scream into the sky but its as if there is an invisible force restraining me.
I need to make and experience art.
school lunch was rice porridge and i now understand what it means to "inhale" food. it was so fucking perfect rice porridge, like literally exactly how i like it. and the berry soup was good, and they also had cinnamon sugar. the first plate took me maybe 3 minutes to empty. i love the cafeteria workers.
hmgfggggg what if i did go on T.... like. my life would not be worse by any means. and id probably like my body and myself more.... fuckkk. cuz genuinely what harm would it bring. maybe id start balding sooner? ill just shave it all if i hate my hair that much. like there are no cons really. except moneyyy aughhh ,,, I really dont want to have to rely on relatives regarding anything.....