Oct 3, 2020
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#tee bee dee.#this post was never meant to be reblogged#personal ///#negativity cw#saw that post going around about f*nfic is not the same thing as d*nte’s inf*rno#and went down a rabbit hole of anti-f*nfic posts and ‘f*Ndom was a mistake’#*mistake#and ‘f*c writing is not the same as original writing’#and now I’m in a 2am bad mood#feeling weird about writing f*nfic#like I know those posts are spurred by a lot of toxic behavior within fndoms and fc writing that I don’t engage in#so those posts aren’t aimed at me#I mean I like writing f-i-c but I’ve never tried to lord it over anyone else#and I know it’s not going to get the same attention as original writing#but I have no real desire to make a living off of writing so that’s okay with me#I really need to stop going down tags and rabbit holes that i know will leave me at 2am in moods like this#I do the same thing with the r*lationships su*bre*ddits#reading it always sends me into a downward spiral and puts me out of sorts yet I can’t stay away#god why can’t people just be nice to each other#also I want to make clear I don’t hate anything Ive censored in this post#I’m just starring out the names so that people don’t find this venting post when they’re searching for those things#don’t want to clutter up people’s search experiences with my soul searching