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(Yes, I am double posting this particular edit of mine because thirsting over a shirtless Eren Yeager is my current mood)

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I finally got around to start reading the Attack On Titan Junior High manga, and whilst I am going to review the series later- Can we just talk about Bertolt having a literal deadly singing ability? Apparantly he has the unique ability to sing two notes simultaneously and he hospitalized a group of people during karaoke once because of it. He even has a fucking restraining order! Holy shit. Imagine a world where the Colossal Titan has speech like the Beast Titan. He could literally defeat the Survey Corps by singing them unconscious... I need a parody of that. Also props to my man for making us bad singers feel relieved that it could have been worse.

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I acidentally deleted my draft for the new chapter in my KPDH fanfic T-T

As if things couldn't get any worse in regards of my content releases T0T

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The Power Of Found Family; K-POP Demon Hunters (and how I relate)

I was working on a concept draft for one of the future chapters of 'So You Can Make Me Whole', and there's something I do want to talk about. That Mira considers Huntrix as her sisters, not just as friends and aside from the fact I'm properly going to explore that, I do want to talk about how much I love that this is a movie about found family rather then blood relatives or step-family like a lot of family movies are which I feel like K-POP Demon Hunters is because it clearly wants to appeal to more then children. I adore how we're evolving as a society and starting to treat found families as genuinely important and not just the light-hearted 'sisters from another mister' jokes. Found family is such an enrichement of one's life. I feel like everyone should have their own, one only needs to look at the LGBT community and the House concept to see its value. In Mira's case, her family was one of those rich, toxic families which the reader in my fanfic story also comes from and why not have the girls form their own family when it makes them happier then the one they were raised in? You should be able to replace all your toxic relatives with people you like better and why not have more parents? Even if your family isn't toxic there will be more help around if you had 5 moms and 3 dads. I posted on my blog before, that I had an grandfather who was pretty much found. He was the stepfather of one of my mom's American ex who came from New Jersey but he was a Dutch immigrant himself and he adored the idea of having a Dutch granddaughter who called him Opa (that's Dutch for grandpa). He was my grandfather until the day he died and I miss him still. There was also one childhood friend who was like a sister to me, another girl who grew up in the same square as I did. Not only did we spent nearly every day together, but as the daughter of a single mom there came a time where my mom had to work and I would be all alone during the evening, coming home to an empty house. So I actually used to join my best friend for dinner a lot and even though her father and brother despised me and the fact I always got nauseous from their food (my stomach isn't fond of Turkish cuisine), I still felt so much better having her at my side. The reason her father and brother hated me were because they were strict, conservative muslims and I was an open-minded, strong-willed western girl who would fill her head with ideas of freedom and that her abusive family was wrong for hurting her. When she started menstruating, they ripped our friendship apart because 'she was now a woman' in their circle and as custom, she was forced to abandon her childhood friendships with me as well as another Turkish girl in a nearby street who's mother was a progressive muslim who allowed her kids to chose their own religion. I still miss her so much and I genuinely feel grief over our seperation to this day. There's still so much I wanted to say to her, apologize to her for all the times I acted ungrateful for her friendship. To this day I've failed to make friends as a 27 year old because I end up comparing everyone else to her, wanting back the feeling of having a sibling rather then just finding a friend.

Huntrix as a group have something so precious and it really is horrible to lose it. So I understood Rumi's fear and it truly has opened the wound all over again. Families are more then blood, it's who you spend your time with, who has your back and loves you unconditionally. So don't write off the elderly searching for a grand child, the strangers wanting an extra aunt or someone looking to be a sister. What the girls share can be found out there and when you've found them then hold on tight. You can trust them with your shame, because their love is unconditional.

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In the light of my AOT edits, I couldn't help but wonder how Eren would look if he had really long hair like his Founding and Colossal titan forms and I made these edits:

Your ovaries may thank me, because I cannot be the only one thinking Eren looks hot with such long hair! He is sooooo daddy-material.

Adult long haired Eren supremacy!

Mikasa’s fever dream Eren with his short hair needs to buy hairgrowth tonic!

I want his babies T^T

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Because I was re-reading Shaman King, I decided to fuck it and buy the latest Super Star release despite Takei supporting that p*do mangaka, and oh my god- *spoiler alert* Before I go on my small rant, can I just say: WHY THE FUCK HAVE YOH AND ANNA JOINED THE ILLUMINATI?! I am left as gobsmacked as Hana. I will keep reading solely for the sake of Takei explaining this god damn situation. I mean, Moh who was presumed to be the king before Hao is actually Manta's father and they're all Illuminati members?! HOW?! WHY?! Now, to go on my fucking rant: Takei, you can not support a p*do and then pull that ecchi stunt on Men! He's only seven! To anyone who hasn't read volume 9: They aged him up in his New Trance transformation. This is typically a fanservice kind of transformation thrope from ecchi either to give an acceptable version for the fandom to drool over and sexualize, or in the rare subversion in franchises like the Neptunia Games and its anime adaptation; to point out how predatory the people are around them like what happened with Peashy with the sexualization being an added layer to it. Let's not forget the way his parents were treated. I already talked before about on hating Marco, he's a damn creep towards Jeanne at times. Also, the way Ryu treated her. She was definitely a creep magnet and as one myself, I feel so bad for her.

Then there is something I never see anyone talk about but it's definitely real: the number of times Ren showcased his abs to the public, sometimes even having full nude shots from the back. Ren without a doubt, is the most sexualized character in the franchise. His family is also by far, the most sexualized. And then his son gets the aged up transformation?! Just hold up, something's fishy here. I am going to take one from the team and from now on keep track of how things are going to evolve and try to spot anything that could be used to sexualize him further. I hereby declare myself as founder of the Tao Family Protection Squad, dedicated to protecting the Tao family from sexualization.

Even though I too, am attracted to Ren and not complaining for fanservice, I do feel like it has came to a point where we can just compare the Tao family to Jacob and the wolf pack from Twilight and how Taylor Lautner always had to be shirtless all the time. Because it's gotten to that point. And now it's affecting children as young as seven. I am beyond disgusted. I can get teenagers being horny, but this kid is seven. Seven. Seven. SEVEN.

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THE WAY I AM CHEERING FOR BULGARIA!

Like I mentioned before, she was one of my favorites for this year! Bangaranga is SUCH a bop.

I really have to stop myself from screaming with joy (my neighbors are probably asleep)

My girl did it!

I am shaking my booty in my seat at the encore!

YES

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I saw something very cute just now.

Today was one of my walking trips- something me and my mom have been doing since childhood. From nearby towns to, in this case, the huge mall a couple of villages ahead, we arrive entirely by foot. I'm used to it though honestly I was too tired. My mom kept asking if we should turn back, and I put up a brave face.

Turns out she was asking that because she felt the same and we walked for almost 5 hours because of me pretending to be fine...

We laughed about it, then we go by our usual routine: shop a little (the shoes I wanted were already sold out though) and reward ourselves with eating at a restaurant we like- I stuffed myself full with fries, a wiener schnitzel and half my mother's.

To destinations as far as the mall we do take the train back. So there we were, waiting for the train as these two little girls were playing on the platform.

Then the youngest of the two sisters started singing (or rather, that melodious screeching you can expect of most toddlers). She kept repeating the lyric and after a few times, I got what she was trying to sing.

Golden from K-Pop Demon Hunters.

They seemed to pretend to be Huntrix and I low-key melted. It was adorable.