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almost done with my Nor x Itu fic on AO3! (chapter one is posted here) Who should I focus on next?
which fic?
Ri'nela x Tarsem
Teylan x Solali
Etuwa x Ya'fatar
(I'II keep adding to my So'tey fics regardless since those are ultimately my focus!)
Also, obligatory AO3 links for the start of these fics:
• Same, But Different (Ri'nela x Tarsem), chapter one is posted here
• How to Breathe (Teylan x Solali), chapter one is posted here
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pairing: Teylan x Solali (Teylali)
word count: 2.5k
ao3 link
Chapter Two: When Okul invites Teylan to help them prepare pigments for the murals which will be painted, he finally feels able to open up and enjoy himself.
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CHAPTER TWO: 'Opinsung
TRY AS HE MIGHT, TEYLAN could not get the image of the Zeswa rider out of his mind.
Solali.
Every time he closed his eyes, he saw the bright swirls of her paint. Between his fingertips he could almost feel the ridges of her braids. Each breath of wind over the plains seemed to carry the lilt of her voice, her laughter, a kind of song to Teylan’s ears.
Thoughts of the girl—a near stranger—brought a furious blush to Teylan’s cheeks. A fierce and brave friend to the direhorses would want nothing to do with him, he knew. More often than not, Teylan would go an entire week without stepping outside even once. Not that he would’ve been permitted to venture off during the time he spent with Mercer.
And that was the larger, more nagging dilemma. The thing which would always hang between him and other Na'vi–real Na'vi.
Teylan had willingly, knowingly, given away the position of HQ. No, he had not exactly expected such a violent outcome. But even the most dim-witted person alive without so much as a crumb of context could’ve predicted that sharing anything with Mercer wouldn’t be a good idea.
Which made Teylan ever dumber than that hypothetical dimwit.
The sun stretched over the plains, warming what little skin of Teylan’s back and arms peeked out from beneath his vest. He briefly wondered what it might be like to dress in the more traditional styles, exposing even more of his flesh to the midday heat. But then the caress of the sun brought his mind right back to his direhorse instructor.
Solali. Sol. Even if the link to the Latin word for sun was not at all intentional, Teylan thought it was quite fitting. Solali had been bright and easy-going and cheerful. Within the fleeting moments they spent together, he almost forgot about all the harm he had caused.
Almost.
“Teylan!” Ri'nela called. His chin snapped up as he plastered on a wobbly smile for the other Sarentu bounding toward him. Per usual, though, Ri'nela knew all his tells. “What is the matter, yawntu?” she murmured, dropping into a crouch beside Teylan.
“Nothing,” he lied, willing his smile to deepen, to appear to be something convincing. He failed—miserably. “Did you need me?” Teylan asked, desperate to shift the focus away from his own ridiculous feelings.
Though Ri'nela’s brow bunched, she mercifully played along. That dynamic developed between the two long ago, and he knew he could only escape her questioning for so long. “Okul was looking for you. They said they wanted to show you something.”
“Me?” Teylan croaked, eyes widening. “Okul hardly knows me.”
Ri'nela merely shrugged, as if being requested by a Na'vi from another clan—by name, no less—was the most natural thing on Pandora. The smallest of grins tugged at Ri'nela’s lips as her golden eyes seemed to sparkle. “It would be impolite to keep them waiting,” she said softly, nudging Teylan’s shoulder.
He stood, albeit begrudgingly, and set off in the direction Ri'nela had indicated. The path took him through rocky gorges and between groups of chattering Zeswa, Aranahe, and eventually Kame'tire. Okul stood at the very edge of their gathered clan, hands on their hips, staring at a collection of empty pots. Teylan stepped up behind them, waiting to be noticed, but nothing seemed to break the healer’s concentration until he awkwardly cleared his throat.
“Ah!” Okul crooned, whirling around. “Ma'Teylan, there you are!”
The Sarentu suddenly felt rather shy. “Ri'nela said you needed me?” he asked, voice quiet.
“Srane, srane. Za'u, ma'eylan,” Okul urged, waving him forward. A sly smirk danced upon their lips. “Heh. 'Eylan…Teylan. Was that intentional, you think?”
He shrugged, gulping. “I-I really couldn’t say.” Probably not, he thought, considering his betrayal of those who had been nothing but kind and loving to him.
“No matter,” Okul chirped with a wave of their hand. “I asked you here to assist me with a very important task,” they grinned.
Teylan’s heart raced. He could only manage a breathy, “Oh?”
Okul laughed, though nothing seemed particularly funny at present. Teylan’s cheeks warmed. “Would you like to learn how to mix some pigments, ma'eylan Teylan?”
The Sarentu’s shoulders loosened a fraction. He hadn’t been sure what he was expecting, but it wasn’t…that. “Sure, okay,” he nodded, allowing Okul to tug at his arm, directing him where to sit behind the scattered jars. Okul grabbed a thick bundle of fabric, laying it before them. With a flick of their wrist, the bundle rolled out atop the short grasses, displaying a colorful menagerie of vials, pots, dried sprigs, pressed flowers, and a few items Teylan couldn’t even name.
“Our supplies,” Okul murmured, running their fingers over the stash with reverence.
“You have quite the collection,” Teylan admired, folding his legs before him and leaning toward the goods. It was as if the whole of Pandora had been laid at his feet—only in miniature.
“Ah, srane. Much was collected by my karyu, Siul,” they said, a soft, sad smile creasing the corners of their green eyes. “But some…some I gathered myself, it is true.”
Teylan, understanding what it was to lose a mentor, yet hating himself for recognizing the feeling at all, felt an overwhelming urge to be of comfort to his new friend. “Siul had a keen eye, I think.”
Okul’s chin suddenly snapped up, face alight with a brilliant smile. “Hah! You are right there, Sarentu!” Though their rapid change in demeanor was rather disarming, a sort of wheezing chuckle slipped past Teylan’s lips. “Let us begin, tutewan.”
The herbalist showed Teylan all matters of supplies, artfully describing the pigments they produced. Though, they explained, it was not a simple effort of combining ingredients to produce a new hue. Elements had to be carefully selected and matched so that the essential components of each did not counteract one another, creating a concoction quite unlike what had been intended. Okul walked Teylan through a number of such combinations, explaining the nature of binding and thickening, drying and even burning.
To his surprise, Teylan followed along with interest. It was not unlike the operation and repair of electronics, how each part melded together in order to construct the greater whole. As Okul watched over his shoulder while he ground together crumbling pumice stone and the brightly-colored shoots from a blood leaf tree (or a reypaytun utral, according to Okul), he allowed himself to draw comparisons to how SID worked through the layers of a data wall, breaking it apart until the user gained access to the files within. Okul cheerfully commended Teylan’s efforts, dubbing him ‘the greatest numeyu they’ve ever had.’ Teylan secretly flushed at the compliment. To be praised by another Na'vi did something funny to his chest, mending years of wounds which had been slowly, painstakingly created by those who were supposed to protect him.
Though, he reminded himself, they had been his original abusers, no matter how long it took him to come to terms with that particular fact.
Okul’s kind words also reminded him of the gentle encouragement he had received from Solali only days ago. How her eyes had smiled along with her lips, the glow of her auburn hair beneath the midday sky. The hue was not unlike the dye currently being mixed beneath Teylan’s pestle. What a strange coincidence.
The pair moved onto the next mixture, a much more fluid process now that Teylan was familiar with the right angle at which to grind the materials. Okul loomed over him still, hands clasped behind their back. “There, ma'eylan, sìltsan,” Okul hummed. “You must find the right concentration of petals and the binding sap. See how they combine?”
A lovely shade of gold took shape beneath Teylan’s diligent attention, strikingly similar to the shine of an enchanting set of eyes. “Such a vivid color,” Teylan breathed, unable to keep his lips from splitting into a grin. “A screen could never do it justice.”
Okul straightened, returning their student’s smile, but then their gaze drifted beyond Teylan. “Go on, Teylan, mix in the—what was it, catalyst?” Okul asked, sounding out the English word, clipped by their accent. “It will strengthen the pigment, allowing it to stick to anything you paint it on. Is that not so, Sarentu?”
Though Teylan’s ears swiveled at the name of his clan, he knew the title had not been intended for him.
“No longer a techie, Teylan?” a familiar voice teased.
He would never have it in him to be annoyed at anything his friend said. “Tamtey!” Teylan gasped, nearly forgetting the bowl in his hands to throw his arms around her. He awkwardly fumbled with his work, Okul’s hand drifting to his wrist should he need support. “You came!”
“Told you I would,” she smiled, knuckles dragging across Teylan’s cheek in a warm, familiar gesture.
As he continued to work in the activator, he asked, “Can you believe everyone’s here?”
“Quite a sight, isn’t it?” Tamtey mused, gazing longingly at one of the slumbering Zakru nearby.
“Even the Resistance came!” Teylan added before he could think twice. “I mean, I know they aren’t a clan, of course, but still…everyone.” Okul gently took the bowl from Teylan’s grasp, setting to scraping the paste into a small pot. “And,” Teylan argued, reminded of Tamtey’s earlier comment, “this is tech. Sort of.”
Okul glanced over their shoulder, brow bunching beneath the usual smear of their green paint. “Tech,” they murmured. “I like this word. Tech.”
Tamtey huffed a quiet laugh, shaking her head. “And how have things been at The Hollows, 'eylan?” she asked, unconsciously sliding closer to Teylan, her arm snaking about his waist. He welcomed its grounding weight.
“The people have been happier since you found us, ma'Tamtey,” Okul nodded, corking the tiny pot. “You are missed, you know.”
“You flatter me,” Tamtey chuckled by way of dismissal, but Teylan could have sworn her cheeks darkened.
Okul’s voice was smoother than normal when they said, “The Games bring us all together again. They will be quite the spectacle, now that our Sarentu have returned to these lands.”
The two shared another smile before Tamtey turned her gaze to Teylan. “And what were you making? Looked fun.”
With an air of importance, Teylan announced, “Okul wanted my assistance with mixing some paints.”
“Quite the artist you’ve become,” Tamtey teased, leaning into him.
“Some of the others, Ri'nela among them, will be painting murals to commemorate the return of the Games,” explained Okul, adding new ingredients to a fresh bowl. They swished the pestle around in a basket of water before setting to work once more. “The colors of every clan, joined again. Things are as they should be,” the Kame'tire murmured, watching the wind sweep over the sun-soaked plains beyond.
“As Eywa intended,” Tamtey added, giving Teylan’s side a squeeze.
Okul’s attention returned to Tamtey. “Will you join us, Sarentu? I know of some berries growing all around this camp. Their color is unmatched!” they coaxed.
Tamtey instantly nodded. “I’d love to,” she said brightly, her arm falling from around Teylan. He couldn’t help but miss her reassuring touch.
“Is that what the Zeswa were using yesterday to paint the Zakru?” Teylan wondered.
He hadn’t quite realized the question had been loud enough for his companions to hear until Okul answered, “Srane, ma'Teylan. The very same.”
And so Tamtey hurried off on her task, leaving Teylan to Okul’s tutelage once more. The two were working on a nice bowl of vibrant purple, a shade close to that of the markings along the wings of Carol, Tamtey’s ikran. Though, perhaps the dye was too bright. “Should we add some more blue?” Teylan asked, brow furrowing as his eyes found Okul’s.
With a hum, Okul said, “We could, 'eylan. Though, blue might make the dye difficult to see against the rock face. This eye-catching 'om is best, I think. We could work on a shade of blue next, if you like.”
Teylan appreciated their answer, the warmth embedded within their words. The smallest of smiles creased his lips. “You are very knowledgeable, ma'Okul,” Teylan remarked. “Do you paint often? I assumed that was something just the Aranahe were known for.”
A hearty laugh rumbled in Okul’s chest. “You are right, the Aranahe do like to be remembered for their artistry. But remember, Teylan: they have mastered silk. We Kame'tire are well-versed in the pursuit of painting.” They leaned over Teylan once more, fingers brushing against his knuckles. “Keep stirring, or it will bubble. Sìltsan,” they cooed as Teylan immediately did as he was bid.
They continued like that a while longer, adding several more colors to their growing stash. Okul would guide him in the right direction; Teylan would marvel at their seemingly endless wisdom and care. The Sarentu felt calm in Okul’s presence as they worked. He felt safe. Even if he had wanted to—which he didn’t, really—he couldn’t have stopped himself from blurting, “Okul, can I ask you something?”
The herbalist nodded, their hand stilling where it stirred. “Anything, ma'eylan Teylan,” was their gentle reply.
After a deep, bracing breath, he asked, “The Games are about taking chances, right?”
Another nod. “Nìlun.”
Teylan gulped. “Then…well, you see, the other day, when I arrived with some of the others, I rode a direhorse for the first time.”
Okul cocked their head.
“Oh, sorry!” Teylan gasped, his cheeks warming. “A pa'li, I mean.”
“Ah, srane,” Okul sighed, “magnificent creatures.”
“Yes, well, the thing is, I’m not so sure I liked it,” Teylan confessed, gaze falling to the pink paste in his grasp. “Only…I want to like it. I did like it. Does that make any sense?”
With a chuckle, Okul asked, “Ma'Teylan, are you wondering if you should seek out Solali?”
Teylan very nearly swallowed his own tongue. Maybe his entire heart, seeing how it suddenly seemed to be lodged within his throat. The pressure made it extremely difficult to splutter a response. One which was coherent, anyway. After running through what was likely the entirety of his Na'vi vocabulary, Teylan settled for, “How?”
Okul’s shrug was casual, but their grin was mischievous. “The 'eve was rather proud to have assisted a Sarentu with mounting a pa'li for the first time.”
“S-she…she told others?” Teylan croaked, probably as purple as the dye by now.
Again, Okul merely shrugged. “The clans share many txeptseng—and many stories—during the Games. Not only are we all glad to roam beside the Sarentu once more, but being the first to guide one of your 'olo in one pursuit or another has become a sort of challenge amongst the people.”
“Oh,” was all Teylan could think to say. His mind was rather occupied with the fact that Solali had shared their interaction with so many others.
That she was still thinking of him at all.
Though Teylan, of course, finished his work with Okul, he daydreamed more than he soaked up the herbalist’s knowledge. Carefully, casually, Okul encouraged Teylan to search for the pa'li rider within the crowded camp. And he would, just as soon as he gathered the courage to do so. But for now, he was quite content to ride the high of what Okul had revealed to him: Solali had not forgotten Teylan’s name as soon as they parted. She had not found his lack of experience shameful, something to be mocked. She had been proud to show him the ways of her clan.
He could work with that, he realized.
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་༘࿐಄ How to Breathe ˖ִֶָ. ..𓂃
pairing: Teylan x Solali (Teylali)
word count: 2.3k
ao3 link
Chapter One: Following his actions which led to the disaster at Resistance HQ, Teylan is honored to be invited to the Great Games, hosted by the Zeswa'sopyu of the Upper Plains. When he first sets his sights on the grasslands, he is utterly transfixed, calmed by the relentless winds and the gentle Zakru. Teylan begins to feel as if he can forget his troubles amongst the Zeswa. Will a kind and adventurous pa'li rider further serve as a balm to his aching heart?
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CHAPTER ONE: Ultxarun
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FOLLOWING THE ANNOUNCEMENT THAT THE Great Games would once again commence in the Upper Plains, Teylan had decided that it was finally time to face his fears and venture further across Pandora. After all, had he not travelled quite far already, finding himself in the Clouded Forest?
Though, obviously, that had been for a very…different reason.
A fresh wave of shame washed over the young Sarentu at the thought. Especially as he sat here, in the Resistance Samson, right alongside all the humans he had very nearly killed when he stupidly let himself trust Mercer—again. Teylan hung his head, ears pinking.
Tamtey, So'lek, and Ri'nela had all taken their ikran to the camp which had sprung up around the Game grounds. Teylan would’ve given anything to have Tamtey, or even So'lek, here with him now. Something about those two allowed Teylan to believe that everything would be okay—that one day he would earn everyone’s forgiveness, and maybe one good deed after another would allow him to put his mistakes behind him. Not that he should have to put everything behind him, or forget what he had caused. He would live with that pain for the rest of his life.
The knowledge that he had caused the deaths of his friends.
At the very least, he hoped that he could atone for such a grave error. That he could make the most of the memories of those lost, being there to support the ones they had left behind. Tamtey had become his confidant of late, assuring Teylan that there was still good in him. But So'lek…So'lek felt like the older brother Teylan had never gotten to know. The older brother lost to the disastrous last Moot of the Sarentu. Something that had been completely orchestrated by Mercer, the one person Teylan had always been so desperate to impress.
He buried his face in his hands, shaking his head. Stupid, stupid, Teylan chided himself, fingers knotting through his short hair.
“Hey, you okay?” Priya asked.
Teylan’s chin jerked up, wide eyes landing on the human’s bunched brows, her lips pulled tight, eyes creased at the corners. “Yeah,” he breathed. “Yeah, I just…I think the ride is making me a little queasy.”
“You need anything?” she pressed, leaning toward him as far as her seatbelt would allow.
“No, no I’m okay. But thank you,” Teylan murmured, throwing Priya a weak smile.
Though she chewed at her lip, she seemed to accept the lie, shifting in her seat.
“All right guys, getting ready to land,” Anqa’s voice rumbled through the comms.
Teylan’s fingers wrapped around the tight straps of his own seatbelt as he tried to calm his racing heart. What would the clans think of him? Would he be shunned? He wouldn’t be surprised if so; he had cost them all the lives of valuable allies, Sky People or not. Would they judge him, so much like a Sky Person himself? Would they think him a monster for following Mercer’s lead time and time again?
No, I was the one to ensure his death, Teylan told himself, squeezing his eyes shut, desperate to envision anything other than the man he had seen as a father pinned against the concrete wall, so far underground. Without any chance of escape. As a sliver of pity wormed its way into Teylan’s heart, he repeated the now-familiar mantra to himself.
He killed my family. He decimated the Sarentu. He took Tamtey. He hit the Resistance.
The Samson swayed as the ground seemed to rise up to meet it. With a bump, the aircraft landed, rotors whirring as they powered down. Priya deftly unlatched her seatbelt, eyeing Teylan warily before sliding from her seat. “You sure you’re all right?” she asked again.
“Perfectly fine,” Teylan chirped, fumbling for the buckle of his own seatbelt. Once he was released, he tripped out of the aircraft, suddenly enveloped in the bright daylight of the Upper Plans. And…
Teylan marvelled at the beauty of the landscape before him. Everything was so wide and open and free. In every way that the Kìnglor Forest frightened him—what with dark pockets, gleaming eyes, and the unsettling calls of unfamiliar animals—the Plains were utterly different. The long grasses sang with the breeze, washing over his skin like a cleansing river. Teylan closed his eyes against the light, drinking in its blanketing warmth. He could learn to love a place like this.
“Ah, Teylan!” Nesim called, bounding toward him. He went rigid, expecting to be met with her judgment, her ridicule, her much-deserved hatred for him. But the Olo’eykte of the Zeswa merely grinned at the young Sarentu. “I am glad to see you well, 'evan!”
“I-I am glad to see you too, Nesim,” Teylan nodded, voice soft. “Thank you for welcoming me to your camp, and to the Games.” He knew she certainly hadn’t needed to—the gesture was a kindness he wasn’t sure he deserved.
As if she had read his mind—though, maybe the direction of his thoughts had been etched across his features like warpaint—Nesim waved her hand. “Nonsense, ma'Teylan. We are happy to have you here. Will you be joining in the competitions?”
His cheeks instantly pinked as he shook his head. “I am not much of an athlete.”
Nesim’s grin deepened. “Have you ever tried?” she pressed. Again, Teylan shook his head. Nesim clicked her tongue. “Follow me, Sarentu. I will place you in the care of one of our best pa'li makto. I have a feeling you two may get along well.”
The direhorse rider was only a few tents down, chatting away with a cluster of other young Zeswa, leading the tale with lively hand movements and silly voices. She seemed warm and personable, instantly setting Teylan at ease. Or, at least, he wasn’t quite so deep beneath the pool of dread which constantly threatened to drown him.
“Zeswa!” At the sound of their Olo'eykte’s commanding voice, the gathered Na’vi shot to their feet, the rider’s story coming to an abrupt end. “As you can see, the Sarentu—as well as the Sky People of the Resistance—have finally arrived. Rutxe, make them feel welcome. Manga,” Nesim turned toward the rider. “Our 'eylan is unfamiliar with our ways, and I would hate to see him miss the tumult of the games because of it. Will you introduce him to some of the pa'liay?”
The young woman instantly nodded, turning her kind smile from her Olo'eykte to Teylan. “I would be glad to,” she chirped, gold eyes gleaming.
Teylan couldn’t help but study the intricate braids in her hair, the way the style perfectly framed her heart-shaped face, twisting over her temples. Orange paint streaked across her cheeks and nose, making her look even more welcoming, somehow. Maybe it was because orange had always been Teylan’s favorite color.
“I-irayo,” he murmured, awkwardly folding his hand over his heart as he had seen his friends do so often.
“You have not ridden a pa'li?” the young woman asked, lips curled in a mischievous smirk.
Teylan quickly shook his head, cheeks warming. “I have never been around animals, really. I find them fascinating, but they don’t seem to like me very much. Why is that, do you think? Is it because of the time I spent around the Sky People, or is there something wrong with me?”
The young Zeswa laughed, a bright, tinkling noise that reminded Teylan a bit of chimes in the wind. He found himself relaxing at the sound, just slightly. “Do you always talk this much?” she chuckled, golden eyes glinting.
“Usually,” Teylan admitted. “S-sorry.”
Her hand shot out, clasping Teylan’s shoulder. He stiffened. “Do not be sorry,” she said, voice soft. “And there is nothing wrong with you, 'eylanay. I think that, maybe, you simply need to try a gentler approach.”
In a rare moment of boldness, Teylan blurted, “Will you show me how?”
The young woman grinned, her hand sliding from Teylan’s shoulder to his wrist, dragging him behind her as she spun on her heel. He stumbled after her as she led him between the shaggy silhouettes of sheltering bushpods, trembling in the breeze. Their feet skidded down the sloped ground, carrying them toward the rippling stream below.
Teylan’s breath caught. All around the stream, direhorses were gathered, heads shaking, chuffing as they shuffled through the windswept grasses. “Za'u, 'eylanay,” the young woman urged, pulling Teylan toward the creatures.
“Wait!” he cried, grinding to a halt. The young Zeswa turned, brow furrowed. “Aren’t they…dangerous?”
Again she laughed, but this time, Teylan couldn’t help but wonder if she was mocking him. “Mawey, Sarentu. The pa'li will not hurt you—not with me as your guide. Now, za'u.”
She inched toward the creatures once more, yanking at Teylan’s wrist. He followed, heart hammering as they came before the little herd.
“Kaltxì, tìloray,” she cooed, releasing her grip over Teylan in order to hold her hands out to one of the direhorses. Teylan watched in awe as the animal broke from the group, stepping toward her. “Tam tam, tìlor,” she whispered. Once the direhorse’s muzzle slid within her waiting grasp, the Zeswa rested her cheek along the creature’s forehead, her eyes slipping closed. “You must show them that you are calm, that you are not here to hurt them. That you are their 'eylan.”
“Okay,” Teylan nodded, “but what else?”
The young woman shrugged, the beads on her cuirass clinking together. “There is nothing else. Try it for yourself.”
Sucking in a grounding breath, Teylan faced another of the direhorses. “Hey there,” he whispered as the animal glanced at him. “I’m not here to hurt you,” he promised. “I just wanna be your friend.”
The creature huffed, stomping its hooves, kicking up specks of mud. As it sped off, Teylan’s shoulders sagged. He looked to his instructor for guidance.
“Try again,” she nodded, fingers caressing her direhorse’s snout. “Be persistent.”
Setting his sights on another of the herd, Teylan crept toward them. “Hello,” he murmured, holding his hands out as the Zeswa had done. “It’s all right. You’ll be fine.” He inched forward, as slowly as a kite manta, steadying his breathing. “You can trust me.”
Though the direhorse snorted, it did not run off. Putting one foot before the other, Teylan shuffled forward, knees bent, hands up. The animal held its ground as Teylan came before it, softly tracing the tips of his fingers up the direhorse’s muzzle. It chuffed, but allowed the contact.
“There you go!” the Zeswa exclaimed, her smile evident in her voice. “Now, quick, your tswin. Make tsaheylu with her. Show her that you are her 'eylan.”
Teylan did as he was bid, sliding his kuru over his shoulder. At TAP, he had been taught to ignore the braid. To detest it, even. Once, Mercer had called it a dirty, bizarre rope of filth. Teylan had never imagined that he might one day be making use of the strands to connect to another of Eywa’s creatures.
The tendrils of his kuru twisted and danced, seemingly thrilled at the idea of tsaheylu. As he held the braid toward that of the direhorse, their tendrils wove together. Teylan staggered back at the force of the connection, catching himself against the animal’s rump. He could feel her—actually feel her. The air coursing through her lungs, the shifting of muscles as she lifted her leg, the way that the sun warmed her back. “Woah,” Teylan breathed.
“Now you may mount her,” the young rider called. “You two will move as one—your thoughts will direct her path.”
“M-mount her?” Teylan echoed, turning to face the young Zeswa with wide eyes. “But…she’s so tall.”
She chuckled, shaking her head. “I believe in you, 'eylanay. Go on!”
Gracelessly throwing his arm over the direhorse’s shoulders, Teylan pulled himself up, belly sliding along her back. Once he was seated with one leg bracing either side of her ribs, he sat up. “This doesn’t seem safe,” he said, voice wavering.
“You will be fine, I promise you,” the rider answered, walking over. The other direhorse trailed behind her like a curious child. As she stroked the neck of Teylan’s mount, she murmured, “Start slow, then. Urge her onward.”
With a nod, Teylan thought, walk. And to his endless surprise, the creature lurched forward. He struggled to keep his balance, glancing between his direhorse’s bobbing head and the Zeswa’s brilliant grin. “Like this?” he called.
“Exactly like that,” she assured him. “You are doing well!”
The direhorse circled the Zeswa and the other creature from her herd, taking to prancing elegantly. Teylan held fast to the animal’s kurus, terrified of slipping from his perch over her back, despite the Zeswa swearing that he would not. Eventually, the circling began to render Teylan a bit dizzy, and he urged the direhorse to a stop. He slid down her side, legs shaking, and awkwardly patted her neck before darting toward his instructor.
“Be proud of yourself, Sarentu,” she said, folding his hands within her own. Teylan’s breath caught at her warm touch. “And should you ever wish to befriend another pa'li, you will be able to find me in the camp.” The Zeswa gave his fingers a brief squeeze before she turned to trudge back up the hill.
“Hey!” Teylan called. The young woman glanced over her shoulder. “What is your name? I’m Teylan, of the Sarentu.” He quickly shook his head. “But you knew that, of course.”
She smiled once more, and it was like the first rays of sunlight after a week-long thunderstorm. “Smon nìprrte', Teylan,” she giggled. “Oeru syaw Solali te Rano Akyra'ite.” Her grin deepened, causing Teylan’s heart to flip. He wasn’t quite sure why that was.
“It is nice to meet you, Solali,” he murmured.
“Oel ngati kameie, ma'Teylan,” she gently corrected. “That is how we greet each other.”
“Oel ngati kameie, ma'Solali,” Teylan amended, trying not to fumble over the greeting, remembering how the words of the Na’vi had once filled his head, his dreams.
Maybe they could again.
Okaaay little fic update:
Finally posted a new chapter for The Wrath of the Trr'ong after a MONTH oopsies
Almost done with the next chapter of The Way of the Sarentu (think its been longer than a month lol)
Posted the first snippet of Syen Limang, my very depressing Kataru x Siul oneshot! Gotta work on that
Finallyyyyyy had an idea for how to finish off On Our Own, my beloved Noritu fic. Also thought of a killer cliffhanger 😈
Added a new chapter to Seeking Pandora, based on the first 2009 game, and working on the next chapter rn (that update was legit like two months in the making)
After that:
Starting an Okul x OC fic that needs to be posted
Ofc going to work on more of Same, But Different (Ri'nela x Tarsem)
Excited for my new ideas for How to Breathe (Teylan x Solali)
And of course, gonna work on more oneshots and the next chapter of the Varang fic, Le'aw Txepìva
AND I’m gonna start a Minang x 👀 fic eventually, which links to the Noritu cliffhanger!!!
Thank you to anyone who read this far and has been reading my fics in general! A link to my masterlist here
