Nov 21, 2019
some to do’s
-rework my Queer Essay that is due TOMORROW (panics)
-need to edit and add more sources but the library is going to close soon! where will I goooo?
ok, hold me accountable. less go
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some to do’s
-rework my Queer Essay that is due TOMORROW (panics)
-need to edit and add more sources but the library is going to close soon! where will I goooo?
ok, hold me accountable. less go
just poppin in to say: I am currently writing a 20-page paper in the lib at 10:23 pm and have 7 pgs more to go. Holding myself accountable. It’s due tomorrow!
The Nice Guys is such an underrated & funny movie
I am considering either transferring to Brown (if I get in) or applying to Oxford to study abroad! Idk which would be best for me but I do think I need to change environments bc this one is becoming quite toxic! I need to tell SOMEONE OK. my parents don’t think I can get into either (why would they), but I think I can esp if I want it bad enough? There are other ways to get to our dreams! So let’s try for both and see? But may need to retake SAT oof.
during my last therapy session, we (my therapist and I) discovered that I base my worth on how well I do academically, which explains why I overwork myself and beat myself up over every. little. mistake.
today in class I was called out and fought back tears as I said in my head, “I am okay. I did my best.” And that felt okay. (It was also a creative class so like it’s more chill? idk. still upset)
I cannot wait until I can pass out after 3pm tomorrow (after work, a meeting, and another meeting) until Friday (until I have to go into BK). Will sleep for my whole month off -- after the 19th. hehe :(
a dream date: going to a cafe/coffee shop and reading/doing work with another cute academic. just being in each other’s presence whilst we absorb the words we are reading. Or studying together in a library!! and then we go for a walk through the woods. lol.
I somehow need to get done a draft of my 20-page paper by let’s say Saturday night because it is due shortly and next week I’ll be quite slammed with work! And I need a draft so I can perfect it because I need to do well! I am out here trying my best y’all and my best just is not enough for one of my profs! Yikes!