#that caused this

[animangalover15]

I COULDN'T STOP MYSELF

BASED ON A CURSED CONVERSATION I HAD WITH @breannakokiri TALKING ABOUT OUR CLASS FLIRTS

[yoongiaesthetic]

i came across tumblr in late 2011 when i saw those aesthetic pretty blogs. i remember thinking they were nice to look at when i randomly came across a blog of really skinny girls with bones showing. and that was the moment i became self conscious of myself. i never cared much about my weight or appearance before then but that day i stopped eating. i went running every morning for two hours. i only drank water and some fruit here and there. my mom who used to tell me i needed to lose weight was then telling me to stop what i was doing, that i was killing myself. whenever i got hungry i’d go back to those blogs and just the sight of a girl with a flat stomach put me off food. thinking back i know that wasn’t right but it felt right at the time. i only stopped when i got really sick in bed and my mom sat next to me crying. seeing her cry brought me back to reality. didn’t go back on tumblr till a year later.

[yarifaita]

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