Jul 7
having the kind of day physically where i'm getting mad at posts using the word "pain" to refer to emotional turmoil. #mynormalcies
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having the kind of day physically where i'm getting mad at posts using the word "pain" to refer to emotional turmoil. #mynormalcies
would LOVE to know what the fuck is happening w my back since friday night. icy hot worked well enough to let me sleep last night that i was hoping it had maybe fixed it but it's SO bad and weak feeling again....and i don't know whyyyyy....
like i know i'm always complaining about this but it just sucks so bad that being sick requires constantly getting on the phone and accusing strangers of lying to you with no evidence. due to how they for some reason Always Are. i have literally never been wrong with the accusing strangers of lying strategy. i don't LIKE being privileged for being assertive and confident i especially don't like being privileged for being MEAN. also WHY ARE YOU LYING TO ME!!!!!
today i sat on hold for an hour in order to then have a two minute conversation which resolved an issue that's been ongoing for over two weeks. and then i called cvs specialty pharmacy to say Hey my prescription has finally been renewed can we please get my meds to me Tomorrow which i Know you can do and had to talk to three different people to make that happen including one who kept calling me kathy which is NOT my name and one who was straight up lying to me for ten minutes about it being impossible. which took maybe another hour. and at some point soon i need to schedule mris and also call my surgeon. um and i haven't had a fullscale meltdown about the infinite Admin Tasks involved in being sick in quite some time so perhaps the time has come
went to sleep mid completely random costo flare. woke up still mid completely random costo flare,
oh my god i should have packed my heating pad. oh my god.
Im a messsss
Everytime I remember the song from their first kiss my heart physically hurtssss
I need to remember this is a tv show and they will be fine but i canttt 😭
Theyve been going through so much, and they love each other so much, and the season is almost over, im in paiiiiiiin
