#theburninghills

[theburninghills]

How dare you be so blind? How dare you come to my place of catharsis and tell me to stop? How dare you assume that these are clandestine letters when really it is just a rehashing of memory out into the void. These are not important thoughts, they are self indulgent words about everything, everyone. How dare you assume to know anything about me. 

We love authors for what they write. We love those words and their capacity to be relevant to our hearts and to our lives. Whether those words are true, are written specifically for us, or jotted down without feeling, it does not matter. We get wrapped up in the words. 

He was words on a screen, a conduit which I used to help process my walk in life. And I was nothing more than a blank wall to put them on. 

Nothing more. 

There's nothing more. 

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theburninghills replied to your post: I have been following you for a few weeks, and I...

I don’t know why, but I pictured you more in your late twenties from your posts. Then, of course, I saw your picture just now and was shocked with the idea you may only be 16 or so. Haha. Sorry. 20 is a great year, promise. It’s a good, round age.

Haha! Well I feel a bit older... and look a bit younger... but I suppose it'll come in handy when I start to get dusty later in life :P

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I have been following you for a few weeks, and I agree with the anon. You're fascinating. Though, I just now saw your picture. I was surprised. How old are you, hilside?

Oh why thank you good sir! And I'm only 19... but 20 in four months and like sixteen days yahoo!

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i’m with a girl i love very much, and will probably marry. but some nights when i think of my first true love, i become very profoundly sad, and wonder where she is. it makes me feel guilty. i sit and listen to somebody i used to know, by gotye.

WOW I had never heard of that song and now I'm listening to it and it's the greatest thing. Wow. My goodness, I feel you.

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It’s ok to not be happy with your circumstances, as long as you’re aware that they are other, much worse circumstances to be in. It’s all checks and balances in life, and oddly enough it usually keeps us just in perspective enough to be happy. :D

Yes you're right! I always feel bad for whining about food especially, because like... everything I have is really clean and convenient in my little studio and even though I'm tired of soup it's really quite delicious...