#thefear

[tenderhooked]

the mortifying ordeal of hyping yourself up to publish a fic in a new fandom

[mt-ma]

Tie it Up

​Up,

up,

tie it up.

It is safe up.

You won't be noticed up.

It won't matter to you up.

​The Guilt

​The guilt of making yourself pretty,

the guilt of trying to look nice.

Trying to style your hair,

to make it nice,

to make it look nice.

​How could I?

How could I let myself do this?

How could I let myself look nice?

How could I spend my time making myself look nice?

Wasting minutes on it,

while the rest falls apart.

How do I make it matter to me?

​The Fear

​The fear of making yourself feel pretty.

The fear of looking nice.

​The fear of what it might drag to light,

of what might be brought up.

​The fear of being perceived,

of getting noticed,

of inviting danger upon yourself.

​The fear of walking across the street,

the fear of going to the store,

the fear of taking a walk.

The fear of the talk-throws—

the conversations you have to avoid,

learning how to avoid them.

The people,

the comments to ignore.

​

​The Fear. The Guilt.

To avoid the Fear, the Guilt:

up,

up.

It is better to tie it up.

It is safe up.

You won't be noticed up.

Up, up,

up.

[chetzar]

Frame design sketches. #chetzar #dy5topia #thefear #darkartsociety #darkartsocietypodcast https://www.instagram.com/p/CFXbuOxMyg8/?igshid=1kctejs0om0q3

[jefe6-blog]

#Repost @_plant.power_ with @get_repost ・・・ Who can Relate? #vegan #thefear https://www.instagram.com/p/B7eDJ55pFmz/?igshid=1il6b82qg0nlt

[megatroncorgi]

The fear in his eyes, though . . #megatron #corgi #corgiaddict #corgination #corgicommunity #corgisofinstagram #dogsofinsta #dog #christmas #santa #poordog #thefear #holidays #merrychristmas

[chetzar]

Some paintings from a solo show I did a couple years back @coprogallery 1. Spiderbrain, 2. Spiderface, 3. The Creeper, 4. Jaw, 5. Siamese Clowns . . . . . #chetzar #thefear #darkartist #darkartwork #darkartworks #darkartistsofinstagram #darkartsociety #darkartsocietypodcast https://www.instagram.com/p/B09d6BSgbO1/?igshid=1g2sotrt6yoz3

[chetzar]

“Spiderbrain”, 11x14”, oil on canvas, 2017 (swipe time see it in its custom frame) . . . . . #spiderbrain #chetzar #thefear #darkartists #darkartworks #darkartwork #darkartist #darkartsociety #darkartsocietypodcast https://www.instagram.com/p/B7POc1wJ-H5/?igshid=5y02vq4922ct

[chetzar]

#TheFear is coming...