"Hey asshole, you know you're the fucker no one likes cause you used to ruin peoples lives to collect the debts? How does it feel knowing you might've taken some familes money for food? Or if they were dying or somethin'? Then you open up this stupid cafe like its nothing, you should feel like shit.."
Shizuo rose a brow. Now where was this coming from. "I'm the fucker no one likes because of my temper, and they say you can't be loved by others if you don't love yourself, you know." he looked with cold eyes. That didn't really hurt, but he felt something in his chest. Ok so maybe that one did hurt. "Mairu, the debt collecting was for porn, I think.... people bought porn or some shit like that and those who didn't pay back, well." he shrugged. "I didn't really like that, but for Tom, and the very fact that I needed a job because I lost the bartender one. Anyway, they rarely ever have the money anyway, so we always have to fuckin' come back, and they usually paid up knowin' I was the bodyguard, so...." benefits of being him. "Fuck, I went off topic." he frowned though, in remembrance of the last statement. While his previous job wasn't exactly his favorite sort of work to be in, this made him happy, and to have Mairu call it stupid. Well that kinda stung.
"It probably is stupid but I've been so much calmer in my time here, and I've gotten time to reflect. If you think me getting better at something that everyone including myself fears, and you think it so stupid, then please, just. Get out." he turned away, huffing, rather upset.
