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[exghteen]

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I hope the way I did this is okay eeepp?? I kind of just took turns answering them with our two different threads :-)

☼: Open when you’re horny

[ Verse ; Alpha and Omega.]

Hi, baby.

So if you opened this letter you must be horny, right? I’m not sure if this means you are just starting out on your rut or if you are just turned on for some reason but if I’m home you should find me and then we can solve that problem. Don’t worry if I’m in the middle of eating a meal or watching one of my favourite television shows. I may whine for a minute or two but then the only thing I will want is you. And if you can’t make it to the bed don’t worry about it. You won’t make me upset or hurt me. Just use the nearest surface, why not add in a little bit of fun? You know I would never say no to sex with you and plus you are really attractive when you are horny so please don’t get yourself off, Alpha. I’ll even wear a pretty outfit for you if you want and one of my collars to match. I know you’d like that right? You always tell me how pretty I look in them.

 This sounds kind of strange because you are in charge and I like that way. But not I’m telling you what to do.Now, If I am not home then I want you to think of me writhing beneath you as you pleasure me and/or fuck me. I want you to think about the whines and moans leaving my mouth as you continue to thrust in and out of me at a fast pace. Think about us kissing with my lips open against yours as I moan and whine against. Think about me tugging on your hair. Pull down your pants and take a hold of your cock and pleasure yourself to the thought of all these things. I know you are probably wishing I was still there but who said when I get home we still can’t have sex? See you soon, baby.

♪: Open when you can’t sleep

[ Verse ; And I Breathe Disaster.]

Hi love,

So you must not be able to sleep again? I’m sorry. I wish I could help you and If I am sound asleep beside you please wake me up. I’d really like to stay awake with you rather then you laying awake all night alone. Insomnia is something hard that we both have to deal with but if I can help you please let me. I know it’s difficult to fall asleep but I have some tips for you if you don’t want to wake me up or if I am not there right now. There is an Ipod in the nightstand in the first drawer with some headphones beside it. If you take it out I have slower songs on there that will help you to fall asleep. It works for me sometimes, not all the time. But please try it baby. If you are worried there is also a stack of papers in there and a pen. Write out a to do list if you have to just so you don’t stress about missing anything. I know it’s hard not to worry love and I know it’s difficult to sleep with all those thoughts on your mind. We have a lot of responsibilities and it’s difficult on us to remember them all. It will all be okay soon. I promise. It may not be today but it will be someday. I love you.

☏: Open when you miss me

Verse ; Alpha And Omega.]

You must miss me right? I miss you too, so much Alpha. I’ll always miss you when I am not around you. I am never to far away though and I will always come back home to you because I love you so much. My love for you will never fade. I’m not sure how long I’ve been gone for or why I am not there beside you. If it’s because we got into an argument and I left the house and went someplace else. Like Niall’s most probably. Then I’m sorry, love. I’ll always forgive you no matter how stubborn I am. Try calling or texting me and I’ll probably wind up back home in ten minutes tops. If you are worried about me I am sure I am safe I would never go anywhere that would put me in dangers way but if you feel worried call the houses of the people we know if you can’t find me or reach me by my phone. Once I know you are on the phone and I hear them telling me you would like to talk you know I won’t be able to refuse to talk. It’s only on the very rare occasion that I get stubborn and refuse to come home and I’m very sorry if this is one of those times, Alpha. I know I can be a handful but just go over to the place I am at and tell me you are taking me home. I might seem upset and try to put up a fight against you but I’ll forgive you and I’ll be cuddling up to you soon. Just know that whenever you miss me I’ll always come back. Even when it’s hard to believe I would want to, I’ll always want to come back home to you. I love you so much.

Lou. Xo.

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“Why won’t you talk to me about what happened? You’ve had the same blank look in your eyes for weeks.”

[ Verse ; Alpha And Omega ]

Niall was in a strange place. He wasn’t leaving his own house and he would refuse to visit Eddie and Louis. His eyes moved to stare blankly at Eddie and he whimpers. “It was h-horrible. Too hard to talk about.” Niall pauses. “A-and you will probably get furious.”

Louis hadn’t really left the bed and he looks up at his Alpha as he hears him speaking. “T-traumatized.” Louis says. “I’m also scared you might think it’s my fault.” Louis says and his voice is unstable.

[ Verse ; And I Breathe Disaster ]

Louis looks up at Eddie and he’s crying already. “It’s so hard to talk about. I can hardly even think about it without almost crying. I thought I was never going to see you again. I thought they were going to separate us forever.”

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*sends you eight billion memes while i do our replies* ➳

[ V ; ALPHA AND OMEGA. ]

LOUIS.

“P-please make the pain stop.”

NIALL.

“No more… I can’t… I can’t take any more…”

[ V ; AND I BREATHE DISASTER]

“You are going to tell me everything I want to know, and if you don’t, I’ll make sure you regret it.”

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[ VERSE ; ALPHA AND OMEGA.]

Louis: The storm outside woke me up and it’s very loud and scary

Louis: I’m not sure why I am texting you when I am laying beside you but I love you

Louis: I’m laying on you now because I need to be close to you.

[ VERSE ; I BREATHE DISASTER.]

Louis: Love, where did you go?

Louis: Are you okay?

Louis: Why aren’t you in bed beside me?

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It was in the middle of the night and he was laying there wide awake with his boyfriend sound asleep beside him. Although he felt so far away from Eddie, like they were drifting apart and he felt like it was all his fault. He was to much for the male to handle and he just knew that he deserved someone much better that’s probably why they hadn’t talked much over the past few months. Louis whimpers but he muffles it because he doesn’t want to awaken him. He’s thinking back on all the memories they had together as a happy couple and he’s trying to find out where things went wrong. Sure - for a while he thought the lack of conversation and affection was because the two poor boys were both sick but now he thought it was all his fault. Louis wasn’t good enough for Eddie and he was sure of it that he was the cause of his depression. He was the only person left that he had really close to him. All of his friends had left him when he lost his curvy figure and his good looks. He just felt worthless to everyone and he just wanted to see Eddie happy again even if that meant he wouldn’t be alive anymore.

Louis took a deep and shaky breath as the tears streamed down his face and he tried to get up as quietly as possibly because he didn’t want Eddie to catch him doing it. It would be easier that way. Although, he probably wouldn’t mind all that much. Louis walked to the cabinet and he pulled out the pills before emptying the whole bottle into his hand and he didn’t think about it this time. Because if he thought about it he would get scared and stop himself. Louis filled a cup up and he took all the pills and he leaned over on the counter just closing his eyes as more tears fell but at least he knew he would be making the love of his life happy now. Louis starts to feel really drowsy and weak and the next thing he knows he collapses onto the bathroom floor, the empty pill bottle falling beside him as everything goes black.