i should be allowed to call off tomorrow i dont feel good my heart hurts too bad and its not even a chest ache anymore im talking emotionally and everything about it is terribly ironic because i was only just thinking how far ive come what with the bouts of erroneous feeling but its not even my fault my summer has already fallen apart and im so so sad oh its not even fair. i dont want to work tomorrow and everyone calls off all the time and they get the ok every time but they would be ruined if they missed me for a shift i know but what should i even care im thinking i should call off tomorrow because what am i going to do stand around in a hot kitchen all day for $100 im starting to think i shouldnt! but maybe my heart is just too big is why it hurts and besides $100 is a hundred dollars and im twenty-two years old but really i should be allowed and really whats one day but a hundred dollars and i just wasted two days of my life so really i should get a do-over even undeserved