To all the people continuously telling me I'm trash or I suck ass at imposter because I throw it sometimes?
How about you go get yourself diagnosed with anxiety that turns out to be so bad you panic because you're supposed to kill in an online game because that means you fuck it up for the other imposter then get worried if you solo it and by that I mean panicking to the point where you borderline cannot function because you'll make the game boring for the other team THEN get put on a pill for your ADHD that makes your anxiety that your narcissistic mom refuses to help treat because it'll take away money for her expired fruit juice, that ADHD pill makes it worse?! Tell me when that happens, then you can judge.
To the people getting pissy because I play third imposter- Grow up. It's how I choose to play. I feel like dead weight to my crew, and playing third imp (devil's advocate) has its risks too. Hell, it's a lot more of a risk in my opinion. You're sus to the crew even though in the code, you're crew, since you follow around a murderer, and it's a gamble to yourself on whether or not the imposter will realize you ain't gonna snitch and will sacrifice yourself so they win that is for your life in game, and if they want your help. There's two ways to die, like crew, but you're much more likely to die. Sure, you ain't playing the game as intended but people play hide and seek in among us.
How are devil's advocate more likely to die?
-They follow around someone they know is imposter who may or may not realize you're going to be their alibi and may or may not want that
-You're sus as hell for following someone so intently and running by foot from bodies or reporting them often
-The imposter may turn on the third imposter at any given moment
-just because one imposter has you as an alibi doesn't mean the other will spare you
Plus I only play Devil's advocate on my own lobbies and only throw in my own lobby. The only reason I play devil's advocate at all is because I already feel like dead weight to the crew when I'm crew and unless I have a coordinated teammate as imposter, I'm still useless. It makes me feel like I have a use, even if it's backstabbing the team I'm supposed to be on, Among Us is about betrayal. Plus, if you're team can't get past one single crewmate lying, then you really need to question if you would win regardless. I do my tasks. Not to mention it's a literal game, and I'm a literal teen just trying to seem useful, even if that means knowingly playing myself a pawn in an online game that once the round is over, will never matter again.
Plus, even when I'm not playing Devil's advocate and not actively helping Imposters double cross the crew, the same kind of people still say how shit I am at Among Us. I've come to terms with it. If I'm gonna be insulted by strangers who may or may not even know my gender, might as well have some fun with myself. Devil's Advocate is fun to me. And if you're gonna insult me left and right and try to tell me, the lobby host, (I always host my own lobby) to ban myself, when I'm having fun on a game, I'm sorry, you're the issue. Not me. Games are meant to have fun, not to beat strangers senseless with insults.
Sorry for the rant I'm just so angry at people right now.
I do want to add, however, Among Us' community is overall good. I've met a lot of people who understand why I'm having issues playing imposter. People who get overthinking silly things. It's just a few bad apples, but when you live a life of fearing someone who is bad apple personified and often drunk, it's overwhelming at times. I get that maybe I'm just too sensitive and insecure as fuck, but still. I know I'm insecure. Just quit insulting people, not just me, over games and grow up.