update on the identity crisis that isn't a crisis at all because it is quite fun! we love splashing about in the ocean of consciousness and simultaneously being the deep dangerous creatures below!
on a quandary between being "we" vs. being "i": why is there no third option. both will do for now. but only because neither do at all.
on the shapeshiftering: well we left the realm of the tangible for a while, but might be back now. who knows. every time i try to catch my identity it adapts to slip the trap! aha! but there is fun in slipping the bonds my captor has set, yes. so we continue to play this game of course. it is all we know
so funny that we were reading this book for work and the author starts one of the chapters with an LSD trip for a research study . and as he is describing the experience right. and we are like
wait. minus the hallucinations that's how i feel. that's how we feel. that's how we are. this guy gets it
chat what the fuck
this is also made funnier by the fact that every psych med we've been put on to date has had absolutely no psychological effects, or (occasionally) not the intended ones
haha this is just the wiring . this is how it is. i'm deer rn btw








