#thoughtsaftermidnight

[samantha-kniskern]

Every day when I'm alone I think back to our time together and when it ended. I retrace every one of my steps and replay every one of my words. I revisit every interaction and dissect every face and move you made. Trying to see it -- the thing that made me not worth it. I can list a million reasons why you wouldn't want us: not pretty enough, not funny enough, not smart enough, too stressed, too broken, I think too much, I'm not skinny enough, I drink too much.. I can list a million reasons why you wouldn't want me, but every day I try to figure out the one thing that tipped the scale. The one thing that made you realize this wasn't something you wanted to fight for anymore. -s.k.

[lunasovari]

Looking back on my past likes is a head trip and a half. Cause like... why are all of my earliest likes just Clothing? That's wild.

[dragonfirejewellery]

There always seems to be a lot of Lurkers on social media. 👀 People who are always there but don't like, share or comment on anything. I would like to think this is algorithms not showing posts to everyone but sometimes I think people just like to see what ya doing and for their own reasons don't interact. 😘 Sometimes I wonder if anyone is out there, it's like shouting into the abyss of Social Media and hoping someone is out there other than bots! 🤣🤣 #mood #LateNightRamblings #thoughtsaftermidnight #must #go #to #bed #latenightwonderings (at Bexhill, East Sussex) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWuGNCqIZbn/?utm_medium=tumblr

[sapphicsister]

Aware

I am well aware that no one has loved me in a romantic sense, for a long time, I am well aware that I get jealous and angry when I feel alone because no one is around to make me feel better about being me. I get these insecurities about me , I also know that it isn’t anyone’s job to make me feel better. It isn’t anyone’s job but my own . I am aware that I need to love myself first and that whatever all the self-help shit that people tell me is mostly true. I am aware that I am not a bouquet of sunshine and roses, but most of the time I try so hard to hide my pain, that it sometimes bleeds out. I am aware that I am a sexual being even though it may take me awhile to believe that. I am aware that I am enough. Even when I don’t believe it.

[read-reed]

“Those who live in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones” #ThoughtsAfterMidnight (at Dubai, United Arab Emirates)

[thestrangeststranger]

To thrive for survival when everyone is expecting you to blossom is an art form. The beauty in devolving for a chance to change for everyone else but you. #35mmfilm #filmisnotdead #wordvomit #thoughtsaftermidnight

[ayydubbbs-blog]

I thought I was passed this... I thought I was done Because hearing your name didn't give me that awful pit in my stomach Because I no longer cared what you thought of me Because I confused distraction with moving on But I admitted it out loud today, before I could stop myself... I miss you, even now.

-AW {thoughts-after-midnight}

[windmillsofmidnight]

There is a numbing pain, a pulsation, a strange swelling in my soul. And you are the cause of it all.