#thoughts~

[rorlokiswifey]

I wonder what side they will go with James character…i have seen people say he’s going the route Charles took..i personally don’t think so. I think James is trying to do something else i can’t quite put my finger on…

I also wonder why he isn’t using the ‘secret of the two bodies’ to manipulate Daniel anymore..I also think that Jiyoung park might know something we don’t…

[gauntletqueen]

If I could make one relatively small wish it'd be to, for a little bit, see myself through someone else's eyes. Temporarily have no memory of who I am so I can see how I look, sound, present myself to someone else. Not sure how to explain it beyond "you are your own worst critic", but it's so hard for me to judge how far I've come with my transition, what the quality of my streaming, art, voice acting is, and I think I'd really like to know how I'd feel about my own work if I saw it as an outsider instead of someone who's been there for the gradual process.

[murasakiirohanaarchived]

Okay, but Ino being part of a back up team and showing up to see Chouji, Shikamaru, or Sakura lying unconscious and having to wait to check on them but thinking they are dead is horrendously painful to think about.

[marshallunspoken]

[ LOCKED AF]

[AU; THO]

You know. Maybe he's right. Maybe she's right.

If she says she's in love with Roy, who am I to step in. Even if I'll never understand it---why? What's so great about him? What's he got that I don't?

But that's what she says, he's going to make a perfect dad, so  f i n e. Maybe they're right. I should just leave them alone. Fuck, even if I could, I wouldn't. I can't.

Being Marshall Lee in life sucks, especially when the girl of your dreams is having a baby with a complete douche-bag.

She deserves to be happy and though I know I can't make her happy I know that I would try. I would try. But even if my suspicions were miraculously true, even if that baby were mine, I’m sure, things wouldn’t change. It’s stupid of me to even think that. No matter how drawn to her I still am.

But from all this I've learned that, no, maybe life isn't about finding your soul mate. Maybe it's not about finding that one true love, but I've also learned that it's not about begging someone for it in return, especially if she's further occupied by her new family.

So fine, maybe I'll try. Maybe I’ll stay away. I'll just keep on being Marshall Lee, and she can have her family, and maybe one day--one day I'll just forget her and her stupid fake eyes, and how they make me feel.

Even if I told her-- even if I explained it all to her, why it’s so hard to stay away. It wouldn’t matter. She’s taken~ 

[whitemaegee]

thanks to dh2 hype i want to change my url again... the only canon ones i have are ohcorvo, blackbonecharms and howlerpaolo though and idk :/

[xlivinglikelegendsx-blog]

Winter is time for comfort, for warm tea and loving company, for reading a good book and lighten up the candles, it's time for home.

About winter;

[xlivinglikelegendsx-blog]

So for now... I will miss you, like I’ll never see you again. And the next time, when I see you... I will kiss you, like I’ll never kiss you again. And when, I fall asleep beside you... I will fall asleep, as if I’ll never wake up again. Because, I don’t know if I will... I don’t know if I will. I Will Love You... Like The World Is Ending.

About true love and romance;