#tips4bae

[kngmclvn]

husband.

[kngmclvn]

i can’t wait to be with the love of my life.. i can’t wait to share a love that surpasses all understanding and expectations.. i can’t wait to love you forever and always.. from the small to big... the mundane to extraordinary.. from the beginning to the end of all things.. i can’t wait to love you beyond existence...

[kngmclvn]

This whole social distancing thing was cute at first. Presented as super chill and you know.. 420 friendly... but now.. now that we’ve been talking for about few months now.. I’m over it. I can’t do this. It’s awful. I mean.. I was making strides. Now idk wtf is going on. Everyday is the same... I tried to trick myself by doing a new thing everyday... that shit got old quick. I’m sad. I’m stressed. I’m horny. I want to be touched. I want to feel a moment more than I feel anxiety. This could’ve been a silver lining in this dark cloud we’re in... but no... the ignorance that fertilizes the soil of this country is at an all time high... I hoped that love would find and heal me before this country turned to shit, but it didn’t.... luckily enough I started that journey a couple of years ago... so now.. all I hope is that love keeps me though this as I continue to heal myself.

PS. I really fucking hope the love of my life survives this fucking shit show.

[kngmclvn]

Quarantine has me craving besos... but I have nobody.

[kngmclvn]

So someone was trying to belittle me by asking “who do you think you are?!”.. and it caught me off guard cuz like for a second I forgot and was about to crumble… it was like a 2-4 second pause.. I cut them off and said “I’m one of them ones” and in that moment I blacked… cuz…

I can sing you an aria from Hansel’s Messiah and rap Zro’s Mocity Don

I recite Maya Angelou, Langston Hughes, Shakespeare, and Dickinson just cuz

I’ve traveled all over the country and been to a few others

I can stay home for months and I can party for 3 days straight

I can quote the entire script of The Lion King and Friday After Next

I know Jesus, Egun, and the shadows

I’ve performed in a stadium in front of thousands and in concert halls in front of hundreds

I can drink a cold one and enjoy the game and drink wine with the housewives while discussing the latest hgtv premieres

….the list goes on, but yeah. this isn’t a brag, it’s a declaration of freedom. I’ve lived an amazing life and I’m blessed. I’ve never been one to settle into one archetype. life gave me a shit load of lemons and I flipped tf outta them hoes lmaoo. I don’t mind being single because you don’t just hang Vinci’s Mona Lisa in a Walmart fitting room. I’m precious, and the light given to me for this life is not something you give to be purposely mishandled. So to you, I say this… handle yourself with care. The best karma you can experience is when you treat yourself like you one them ones! Period. Pick your head up baby! Don’t ever let a whack bitch play you. Make them know it, and do what the fuck you want!

[kngmclvn]

words of affirmation, physical touch, quality time.

[kngmclvn]

i love me some reno 911.. they are so funny omg

[kngmclvn]

i love you.. even when you’re sad.. even when you’re busy.. even when you push the world away to heal in isolation.... I love you. always have, and always will. It’s okay..