𝓉𝒶𝑔𝓈: sol x gn! reader · crowe x gn! reader · smut · kink exploration · 3am reading vibes · short & sweet headcanons · playful teasing · canonical + headcanon mix · reader as observer · light dom/sub undertones · spicy content · slightly unhinged fantasies
𝓈𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓅𝓈𝒾𝓈: Ah, kinks—everyone’s got ’em, especially us fanfic addicts. Soft, spicy, or delightfully unhinged, there’s always that one thing that hits just right. You know the vibe: it’s 3 AM, you’re scrolling AO3, Tumblr, or Wattpad, hunting for that one trope that makes your brain and heart go yep, that one. Guilty? Same.
For this little experiment, I mashed a bit of canon with my own headcanons for Crowe and Sol—because why not? This time, I narrowed it down to just four kinks, short, sweet, and spicy.
Buckle up—it’s gonna be a fun ride.
𝓌𝒸: 19k
Starting, I’ve noticed that TKATB fans have their unique preferences when it comes to Sol or Crowe.
For example, fans who gravitate toward Sol tend to enjoy the idea of him being dominant—whether it’s being in control of him or just envisioning him taking charge. It’s that mix of power and intensity that gets people excited. You know who you are, you freaks!
On the other hand, fans of Crowe are drawn to his reliability, his deep understanding, and his caring nature. He’s willing to guide you through anything, offering both emotional support and strength. It’s comforting, isn’t it? And yes, I’m a freak too—I get it.
✑ 𝒸𝓇𝑜𝓌𝑒
Naturally, I had to start with the man himself—Jericho, or Crowe, as he's known. Though the details are still unclear, he exudes a mysterious, almost savior-like presence. I WANNA KNOW SO BAD.
His style is effortlessly sharp, and his quiet confidence makes him instantly trustworthy. Reliable, steady, and composed, Crowe is the perfect support when life feels overwhelming. His charm is subtle, blending good looks with an alluring personality—irresistible, without ever being flashy.
Now, let’s address the question: Can you see Crowe as kinky?
At first glance, no. Not. To a stranger, he’s too put together, with not even the faintest hint of anything unconventional beneath the surface. But as you get to know him, that answer begins to shift. Slowly, subtly, he reveals a side of himself that hints at complexity—an edge just beneath his polished exterior. However, don’t expect anything extreme or overtly wild.
What he does reveal is never too much but always just enough to leave you captivated—and maybe, just maybe, a little curious.
✑ Vanilla (Soft Dom…)
For Crowe preferences!!
He's the ultimate soft, warm partner. Like, you just know he's all about the quiet, comforting vibes. No crazy power dynamics or rough kinks—he's all about that steady, affectionate love. It's Vanilla, but in the best way possible, full of layers. He’s not rushing anything, just enjoying the little things, taking his time, and making sure you feel heard and cherished.
When you're with him, it's all slow and gentle—he’s not here for intense extremes. His love is patient, thoughtful, and wrapped in warmth. Every touch, every word, is like a soft caress, just so deliberate and tender.
And honestly? There's no need for anything crazy. Crowe's happy to explore your connection, build that trust, and just savor the passion that grows naturally between you two. It's the kind of love that builds and lingers long after.
Now… Crowe might be a soft dom—nah he IS A SOFT DOM.
Crowe’s not the type to push you past your limits just for the thrill of it. He’s not into playing mind games or testing how far he can take things. No, Crowe’s power is the quiet kind, the kind that makes you feel safe without even having to try. He knows the real strength is in taking care of someone, not in forcing them into anything they’re not ready for.
When you’re with him, it’s like he’s always tuned into you, always listening, always aware of exactly what you need. He’s the guy who doesn’t take, but gives—gives you everything he can, with a level of care that’s almost overwhelming. And even though he’s gentle, don’t get it twisted—he’s still a tease. He’s the kind of man who’ll leave marks on your skin, a subtle reminder that you're his. But it's all in the way he leads, in that steady hand that takes yours, guiding you through every little moment.
There’s nothing loud about Crowe—other than his moans and whining. I SWEAR he has pretty moans.
He doesn’t demand anything and doesn’t rush you, but he has this way of making you feel like you’re the only person in the room. When he touches you, it’s with a confidence that leaves you breathless but also comforted. He’ll press his forehead against yours, his hand guiding yours down to your stomach, just so you can feel his bulge inside you,how much he wants you, how much he’s thinking about you at that moment.
There’s no need for words—just that connection, that intense eye contact that says everything.
But yeah, he’ll also let you think you have the upper hand for a minute. Let you believe you’ve got him cornered, like you're finally taking control… only for him to flip the switch, regaining control without you even realizing.
With Crowe, it’s not about begging or pleading for pleasure—it’s about your happiness, your satisfaction. His version of dominance is the kind that wraps around you like a warm blanket, soft and cozy. He just wants to see you smile, hear you laugh—moan, and whine under him, and know that every moment spent with him is full of happiness.
So, if you're into a soft dom who values deep emotional connection, tenderness, and affection, Crowe’s your man! He just wants you to trust him, to let go and let him care for you. Let him be there for you in every single way, in every moment.
And in that, he gives you all the security you’ll ever need.
✑ Praise (giving + receiving)
Crowe is all about Praise, and affection through words. Imagine him pulling you close, whispering in your ear while his fingers gently trace patterns along your skin.
“You’re such a good girl for me, look at how well you take me, love. That’s my girl, always so ready for me, aren’t you?” His words make you feel safe, wanted, and cherished.
He doesn’t wait for you to ask for reassurance—he gives it freely, letting you know how much he appreciates having you around, and how much he loves seeing you smile. And when it comes to your body? He knows every inch of it like he’s got a personal map of your every curve and spot. He might even joke, “No one will ever know you like I do. I’ve ruined you for everyone else, haven’t I?”
Crowe has this vibe about him, like he’s always hungry to make sure you're feeling amazing, but don’t forget to show him some love, too. He thrives on hearing you praise him, especially when you whisper how much you need him, and how much he’s doing for you. The sound of your voice, the words you say—they get to him, melt him down until his heart's pounding.
Now and then, he’ll pull back, checking in on you, “You okay? Am I pushing you too far?” It’s not just about the rush for him. He wants you to be comfortable, to be in sync with him as he takes you through everything, slow and steady, giving you all that love. “That’s it, you're doing so well,” he’ll say, his voice smooth like syrup, making sure you know you're adored.
But here’s the thing: if you keep praising him, or if you’re the one in control, just wait. Crowe’s mouth? It’ll get filthy. AND I MEAN FILTHY. He can’t help it, don't be mean now...
I mean, you can. You giving him head? Taking his cock deep inside your throat, feeling he's about to cum, then you pulled back, teasing him. He'll say, "Please, my love, you were doing so good on my cock—please, please, keep going, I need that tongue of yours."
One of his favorite things is when you’re so into it that he can just forget what you say and speak directly to you, but in a way that’ll make your body react before your mind even catches up. Like, he’ll whisper, “God, you taste so damn good. Missed me, huh? Just wanna be filled up, don't you?”
His words drip against you, his eyes dark with heat, like he's speaking to your body, not even acknowledging your moans. “Such a good fucking pussy. Always making me feel so damn good. Want me to stuff you full, hm?”
And when it’s all done? Crowe doesn’t just drop it and move on. He’s got aftercare down to an art. He’ll guide you through it, keep you close, making sure you’re okay, settled, and cared for, getting ready to do it all again whenever you’re ready!
✑ Experimentalist
Crowe is the kind of man who never wants to leave any stone unturned, especially when it comes to experiences.
There was something about him that screamed experimentalist—like he needed to try everything, no matter how wild or unconventional. When it came to relationships, he was always up for anything, which meant he'd probably had more relationship experiences than most people you knew.
His mind is open, impossibly so, and he had an insatiable curiosity that could never be satisfied. He’d never form an opinion on something without diving in and getting his first-hand taste. If there was something new to try, something out-of-the-box—Crowe was there, ready to explore.
And honestly? He didn’t even need you to ask twice. If you suggested something wild, he’d be all in—his enthusiasm infectious, his curiosity never-ending.
However, he's pretty vanilla when it comes to experimenting, so don't expect him to go TOO hardcore. If there's a kink suited to his taste and he masters it? Oh, Babe, you'll feel it—so much in fact.
Take ropes, for example. Blindfolds? Handcuffs? Oh, he is intrigued. But, again, don’t expect anything brutal. He isn't the type to be into floggers or paddles; no, pain isn't needed for his skills. It is his anticipation. The slow burn of him carefully tying you up, not in a rush, but with the kind of patience that made every moment last longer.
When his hands hovered over your skin, it wasn’t just touch—it was electric. He’d make sure to linger, let his fingers graze over every inch, just enough to make you shiver, your breath hitching in the air between you. It wasn’t about hurting you, not at all. No, it was all about the build-up—the moment when the ropes or restraints were placed just so, tightening the tension between you both until it was practically unbearable.
And then? When you finally let go, it was a release so sweet and steady that it left you breathless. No rushing, no quick fixes—just a slow, fulfilling pleasure.
Adding on, Crowe loved the idea of restraint. Whether for fun, for art, or for that extra little spark of excitement, there was something about having you completely at his mercy.
And if you ever flipped the script? If he was the one getting tied up? Like I said, Crowe will be just as filthy when he lets his guard down.
✑ Dacryphillia
Okay, hear me out. I know what you’re thinking—"Crowe? He would never hurt me. Why would he want to see me cry?" And I get it, really. This is one of those wild ideas but just stick with me for a second.
You know how he’s all about emotions and deep connections, right? Get it?
He gets this deep fascination with what you feel and show, especially when it’s raw. Here’s where it gets interesting: Dacryphilia. Yeah, I’m talking about that thing where someone gets... well, aroused by tears, by the sound of you sobbing, the whole mess of emotions.
So, let’s imagine this: You’re begging him, pleading for more. Your face is a mess of emotions, eyes watery, tears rolling down your cheeks. And yeah, he’s gonna ask if you’re okay because that’s the kind of man he is—always checking, always making sure. But if you keep begging for more? Oh, that’s when it gets dangerous.
Each desperate plea of yours, each tremor in your voice, just fuels this fire inside him, an all-consuming fire. His eyes? They’re practically glowing, deep blue, and locked on you like he's drowning in you, in every little thing you’re feeling.
You can feel him there, so close you can almost taste his breath on your skin. His lips brush against your ear, a soft, teasing whisper sending shivers down your spine. "So desperate for me already, huh? We haven’t even gotten to the fun part yet..." His voice is low, and dangerous, like he’s savoring every second of this.
You know he’s enjoying this. Every inch of him is hooked, and once he has you like this, there’s no going back.
Crowe’s could be teasing you for what feels like hours, driving you wild with a mix of pleasure and frustration. He’s pulled every bit of sensation from you, your body trembling with each orgasm, each touch—until you’re left aching for more. You’ve come undone on his fingers, his tongue, but now, you’re desperate in a way that makes your chest ache.
You need him, inside of you, filling you up, but he’s holding back. Just barely, he brushes against you with his cock, grinning at the whine that slips from your lips.
His fingers tease your entrance, and you can’t stop yourself from begging, voice shaky, "Please... Please, please." You repeated. Tears burn at the corners of your eyes, blurring your vision as they fall helplessly. The emptiness without him feels unbearable.
Crowe tilted his head, the smirk on his face practically dripping with playful mockery. “Just please?” He dragged the word out slowly, eyes twinkling with mischief. “Tell me what you want, love. What is it you’re begging for?” His hand slid up your stomach, hand pushing down lightly as if testing the waters.
A soft moan released from your lips as he leaned in, his breath hot against your ear, the playful glint in his eyes shifting into something darker, more calculating. “You want me to fill you up, don’t you?”
His soft gin stretched wider as you stumbled over your words, desperate and disordered, pleading for more. He could tell you were unraveling, and it only pushed him further, each whimper was like a small victory.
“You’re falling apart, love,” he murmured, his voice low and dangerous. “Don’t worry, I’ll give you what you need... just say the word.” You could barely focus as the desperation built into your chest. His control over you was unnerving, yet exhilarating. The tears running down your cheeks were a mix of frustration and need, a silent scream for him.
“I need you, Crowe. Please...” Your voice was broken, but he was the one who was in control, studying the way you reacted like a willing experiment.
Crowe’s hand lifts gently to your cheek, his thumb brushing away the tears streaming down your face. He gives you a soft grin, his voice low and teasing. “Already crying for me, huh?” he murmurs, almost amused. His thumb slips past your lips, letting you taste the salty remnants of your emotions. "We’ve just started," he adds, a soft chuckle escaping him.
Before you can respond, his hips jerk forward, pushing into you with one swift, forceful motion. The shock of it makes your breath catch, and Crowe can’t help but smirk, his eyes glinting with that dangerous, experimental gleam.
Every move, calculated and deliberate, is part of his twisted exploration. And you? You’re the willing subject.
✑ 𝓈𝑜𝓁
Sol is described as a “stinky basement-dwelling yandere”—ngl, this alone made me laugh. He’s a quiet kid, the one who lingered at the edges of every room, observing, never quite fitting in.
Beneath his reserved exterior was a complexity most couldn’t fathom. He’s incredibly smart, with a sharpness that slipped through his words when he spoke, though he rarely bothered to. His talents leaned toward the arts, paintings, and writings.
And yet, at the end of the day, Sol isn’t exactly smooth. He was hopelessly inexperienced when it came to relationships. He gets no bitches, and honestly, he probably doesn’t even try. But in his inexperience is a certain rawness, and once you did get to know him, he’ll flirt or charm you. But before, he just watched and wanted.
Now, let’s address the question: Can you see Sol as kinky?
Yes, let’s not sugarcoat it—he is kinky asf. Of course, he is. There was no way someone as quiet and repressed as Sol didn’t have a horny side, one he tried to keep buried but couldn’t fully hide due to his love for you.
✑ Switch (A Pervert…)
Now, about Sol’s... preferences.
From reading his relationship information card and playing the game. He is a paradox, a Switch in every sense of the word. He didn’t neatly fit into the mold of “always dominant” or “forever submissive.” Oh no, that would be far too mundane for someone like him. He's not a standard yandere people.
Sol is a man of extremes, a “pervert” in the most endearing, shameless sense of the word. He believed in living freely, without the shackles of societal expectations or traditional constraints. Ethics, morality, conventional roles—he’d toss them aside without hesitation if they stood in the way of his desires.
When he takes the reins as Dominant, Sol is the type to lean into theatrics, pushing boundaries with a devilish grin and that mischievous gleam in his eyes. He had a talent for making the experience unforgettable, for making you feel as though the entire world had melted away, leaving only the two of you. But when the tables turned, when Sol found himself in the more submissive role, he’d throw himself into it with equal fervor.
He’d challenge you to prove your worth, tease and push until you stepped up to the plate, and then—when you finally did—he’d surrender so completely that it'll feel like a victory worth savoring.
To Sol, sex and relationships weren’t just about power dynamics or tradition. They were a playground for exploration, a place where the only rule was to follow what felt right. With his “anything goes” mentality, Sol turned every interaction into a kaleidoscope of passion and unpredictability.
As mentioned, Sol, can’t help himself when it comes to you.
Let’s say he has this thing—Voyeuristic Disorder, to be precise, a fancy word for being a pervert. Dosn't care to see anyone else naked. Only you he wishes to see. He was obsessed with watching you, whether you knew it or not. In public or private, it didn’t matter.
He just liked being there, lurking in the shadows, soaking in every moment. Watching you do the most intimate things, completely unaware that he was there.
There was something so exhilarating about seeing you—your bare skin, the way you moved, the little things you did when you thought no one was watching. He couldn’t resist. The way your body reacted, the sounds you made when you didn’t know he was there—it was all he needed.
Deadass, I’m shocked that the creator of the game never added a specific scene where you were taking care of yourself in bed—you freak, oblivious to him sneaking a peek from the window, his hand on his cock, jacking himself off, doing exactly what he does best. Watching.
He didn’t let societal norms dictate how he expressed himself or who he loved. He was unapologetically himself—messy, chaotic, and a little too intense for most people’s taste. But for those brave enough to step into his world, you, well, if you picked him, that is.
Sol will offer an experience unlike any other: one filled with unrelenting honesty, unbridled passion, and a love that refuses to be anything less than extraordinary.
✑ Praise (Receiving)
Sol isn't the type of man you’d peg as desperate for validation—at least, not at first glance. His sharp, confident exterior gave the impression of someone who had the world at his feet, who didn’t flinch under pressure or crack beneath judgmental stares.
But peel back the layers of this supposed nonchalant and cool type of man, and you’d find a truth that was much more human, much more raw. Sol craved praise. Why? Perhaps it was the lack of it throughout his life. His track record for romance was, let’s say, less than impressive. Not because he lacked charm or good looks—he had both in spades—but because his overbearing aura and unapologetic eccentricities tended to drive most people away.
They didn’t understand him, couldn’t see past the way he challenged conventions. He wore his "loser" title like armor. After all, who cared if he didn’t have admirers lined up at his door? He didn’t need anyone... right? Yet, when someone, such as you, did manage to offer him an honest compliment, something sincere, it was like watching a dam break.
His confident smirk would falter for a second, his eyes softening, betraying the vulnerability he worked so hard to conceal. Sol wasn’t accustomed to receiving love—real, genuine love—and when it came, it hit him like a truck
✑ Masochist
The first time you noticed Sol’s tendency to endure pain, you’d thought it was just his stubborn nature. He’s always been the type to wear his emotions on his sleeve when it came to you—raw, unfiltered, and unapologetically vulnerable. But as time went on, you began to see something deeper beneath that tough, rebellious exterior.
Sol wasn’t just someone who endured pain; he seemed to embrace it…? almost thrive on it, especially when it comes to you.
Sol is, without a doubt, a masochist. Not in the twisted, sadistic sense, but in an almost heartbreaking way. He’d do anything to please you, to earn your attention—even if it meant enduring the unendurable.
He could never be a sadist. No, he loved you too much to ever inflict pain on you, physically or emotionally. The very thought of hurting you would make his stomach churn. Instead, he channeled all his devotion into being by your side, no matter the cost.
There were moments when his tendencies became painfully obvious. Like he gets into fights back to back, defending himself or you—for example, the movie theater bathroom or the Campus library (With or without.)
You hadn’t/have even been there to witness it—Sol hadn’t wanted you to see him like that, bruised and bloody. But when you found out later, he brushed it off with that crooked grin of his, the one that hid just how far he’d go for you. “It’s nothing,” he’d said, wiping the blood from his lip. “They deserved it for talking about you like that.”
Or that time with Crowe. It had been an innocent moment, just you laughing at something Crowe said, but to Sol, it might as well have been a dagger to his chest. He clenched his fists so tightly that his knuckles turned white, nails digging into his palms until they drew blood. He didn’t want to feel that way—jealousy mixed with self-loathing—but he couldn’t help it. Watching you walk away with someone else, even for a moment, was unbearable.
It wasn’t that he enjoyed the pain; it was just that he could handle it, even when it tore him apart inside.
And in the quiet, intimate moments, Sol’s masochistic streak became something else entirely. If you picked him willingly, He’ll trust you, and loved you, enough to let down every last defense he had. He didn’t just endure pain; with you, he could find meaning in it.
A sharp bite, nails dragging down his back—he shivered under your touch, his body responding in ways he didn’t fully understand but didn’t question. For him, it wasn’t just about the sensation; it was about the connection, the way it brought him closer to you.
Masochism, for Sol, wasn’t about pain tolerance. It wasn’t about how much he could take. It was about the way he found a strange, twisted kind of comfort in it. The pain wasn’t the point; it was the context, the giver—you. Sol would never seek out pain for its own sake, but if it was for you, if it meant being close to you, he’d endure anything.
Even in the game, he seemed to attract hardship like a magnet, always the one taking the hits—physically and emotionally. Whether it was the bullies who thought he was an easy target or the way he seemed to hurt himself just to prove his devotion to you, Sol carried it all with a quiet, unshakable resolve. Because, at the end of the day, it wasn’t about the pain. It was about you.
And he’d never stop. For Sol, loving you wasn’t just a choice—it was a part of who he was. If being close to you meant enduring the worst the world could throw at him, he’d take it all with a smile. Because that’s who Sol is. A damn masochist.
And he wouldn’t have it any other way.
✑ Somnophillia
It was inevitable, wasn’t it? Everyone could see this coming from a mile away—there was simply no other possibility. Sol, in all his twisted complexity, had long blurred the line between obsession and affection, his love taking on forms most would never dare to comprehend.
Some might accuse him of holding darker urges, like necrophilia, drawn to the lifelessness of the dead. But no, that isn’t Sol. Despite his obsessions, there was a deep-rooted sentimentality within him—a refusal to let go, to lose. If anything, he had made it clear in his own hauntingly poetic way: he’d rather die with you than live without you.
Yet, that didn’t mean his desires were any less unnerving. No, Sol’s particular brand of affection manifested in somnophilia, a fascination with the vulnerability of sleep, the beauty of your unconscious form. To him, those moments were sacred—your body relaxed, your mind adrift in dreams. It was when he felt closest to you, unguarded and free from the chaos of the waking world.
Before your relationship, it started innocuously enough—or so it seemed. He’d find ways to end up at your apartment, invited by some pretense or perhaps even through sheer charisma. And then, ever so subtly, he’d lace your drink with something to make you drowsy, to keep you from suspecting as his fingers ghosted on you.
You lay there, utterly still, utterly serene, your chest rising and falling with the kind of peaceful rhythm that seemed to still the chaos of the world around you.
It was maddening, the way you looked so untouched by the noise that haunted him, your lips slightly parted, the barest whisper of breath escaping them. Every exhale was a siren call, soft and unassuming, but it gripped him like a vice.
His gaze wandered, helplessly drawn down the curve of your cheek to your lips. They looked soft, and inviting in a way that felt almost cruel. He wanted to press his own to them, to taste whatever peace you’d found and see if he could borrow just a fraction of it for himself.
But it wasn’t just your lips. His eyes traced lower, following the lines of your body, the way your clothes clung to you, hinting at the form beneath. He shouldn’t be thinking like this—he knew he shouldn’t. And yet the thought of you, warm and pliant beneath him, invaded his mind, unrelenting.
He swallowed hard, trying to shake it off, but the more he fought, the more vivid the thoughts became. The sound of your soft sighs, the way you’d move under his touch, how you’d look at him—not like this, not sleepily and unaware, but awake, wanting.
God, he was losing it.
Sol leaned back, running a hand through his hair, forcing his gaze away from you for a moment. But it didn’t matter—your image was burned into his mind, and there was no escape. Watching you sleep was his guilty pleasure, though his guilt barely lasted long enough to stop him from pressing further.
Once the two of you were together, the dynamics shifted, but only slightly.
Sol’s obsession deepened, and the lines of consent became more of a gray haze in his mind. To him, love was devotion—complete and all-encompassing. And if you loved him, shouldn’t you accept him entirely? Shouldn’t you trust him to care for you, even when you weren’t awake to see it?
He was careful, always so careful with you, so don’t worry!
His lips found their way to the sensitive curve of your inner thigh, his movements slow and deliberate as if savoring every second of this quiet moment. You stirred faintly, a sleepy whimper escaping your lips as the warmth of his mouth brushed against you, teasing and tender.
Sol’s hands gripped your hips gently but firmly; his fingers splayed across your skin to hold you in place. You tried to shift, your body instinctively responding to the soft, wet pressure of his tongue on your needy cunt, but his strength was unyielding.
“Shh,” he murmured, his voice a low, gravelly whisper in the stillness. One hand slid up to brush a stray lock of hair from your face, his thumb lingering for a moment as he marveled at the serene expression you wore, so unaware of the devotion he poured into every touch. “You’re even more beautiful like this,” he breathed, his words an intimate confession meant only for the dark.
To Sol, this meant everything.
This was the essence of love itself—intimacy beyond words, a bond that transcended anything others could hope to understand. He wasn't like anyone else; he knew that, and perhaps that’s what made this feel so special.
So sacred.
There was a quiet possessiveness in the way he worshiped you, a deep yearning to etch himself into every corner of your being, to ensure no one else could ever touch the part of you that belonged to him.
And as you stirred again, a soft moan escaping your lips, Sol smirked against your skin, the faintest edge of smug satisfaction curling at the corner of his mouth. You might not fully wake, but you’d feel him—his touch, his adoration, eventually his cock. You’d know, even in sleep, that you were his world.
To be with him, you’d have to accept all of him. Even the shadowed obsession that came with it.
♤ — 𝓉𝓀𝒶𝓉𝒷 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉
iyayadonna, all rights reserved. — ⋆˚ ᓭི༏ᓯྀ ꩜ 。⋆ .ᐟ
✑ 𝓉𝒶𝑔𝓈: solivan brugmansia x gn!reader x subaru oogami · love triangle · jealous!sol · jealous!geo · possessive behavior · power dynamics · teasing & tension · slow burn · flirting games · angst & emotional turmoil · messy love · forbidden fun · playful dominance · reader caught in the middle · heated rivalry.
✑ 𝓇𝑒𝓆𝓊𝑒𝓈𝓉: from anon.
✑ 𝓈𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓅𝓈𝒾𝓈: Oh boy… two of the most possessive men in the game? Jealous!Sol and Jealous!Geo x Reader? Strap in—this isn’t just a love triangle; it’s a full-on battlefield. You can’t help but test the waters, see who’s more jealous… and, of course, playing with fire burns. Now you’re stuck in the middle, second-guessing every life choice that led you here.
What could possibly go wrong? (Spoiler: everything.)
✑ 𝓌𝒸: 19k
Jelly.
By definition, jelly is something sweet. A glossy, semisolid spread made from fruit juice and sugar, boiled to a thick consistency. Some people like sweets. Some don’t. But jelly can also mean jealousy. That gnawing feeling of wanting something—someone—that belongs to someone else.
And in this case? That something was you.
Not a thing, not an object, but damn if it didn’t feel like you were the prize in some unspoken battle. A war waged in subtle glances, clenched fists, and an underlying tension so thick it could choke the air out of a room.
And the worst part? You never asked for this.
Okay, maybe you did lie—just a little. But you sure as hell didn’t expect the weight of two unreadable stares pinning you down like prey, like you were something to be fought over.
Not the way Sol’s fiery red-orange eyes would zero in whenever some random guy so much as breathed in your direction, his expression eerily blank, but his fingers twitching like he was already mapping out a murder scene in his head.
And definitely not the way Geo, with his usual I-don’t-give-a-fuck aquamarine gaze, would suddenly become conveniently absent the moment on the same random guy—only for poor bastard to show up the next day with a busted nose and now suddenly doesn’t want to talk to you anymore.
Okay, maybe you like this…
Because—let’s be real—having two tall, hot men practically fighting for your attention? Yeah… yeah, that was kinda hot. And a little pathetic. But were you about to stop them?
Absolutely not.
So far, Sol and Geo hadn’t actually thrown hands at each other yet, probably because they still wanted to stay on your good side. But whenever you were with one of them, the other just happened to be around, watching, lingering, acting like your personal shadow.
Meanwhile, some poor random guy so much as breathes in your direction, and suddenly, it’s a whole different story. If there was one thing you could count on, it was that Sol and Geo had very different ways of dealing with people who dared to show interest in you.
Sol? Oh, he didn’t just get jealous—he lived in it. Stewed in it. Let it simmer under his skin like a slow-burning fire, always one spark away from an explosion. It didn’t matter how harmless the situation was. Some poor, clueless guy so much as breathed in your direction, and suddenly, the whole atmosphere shifted.
Like earlier, when you were just trying to study in the library.
“Who was that?” Sol asked, voice eerily calm. Too calm. The kind of calm that told you he was already two seconds away from tracking the guy down.
You didn’t even look up from your notes. “Don’t know. Just some guy.” That was, of course, the wrong answer.
Sol leaned in slightly, red-orange eyes narrowing. “He called you pretty.”
You finally looked up, raising a brow. “And? I am pretty, the hell.”
He didn’t laugh. Didn’t even crack a smirk. Just drummed his fingers on the table, his gaze locked onto the exit like he was memorizing the dude’s last known location.
You had no doubt that if you gave him a name, he’d find some way to make sure the guy never spoke to you again.
Geo, on the other hand? Possessive, sure. But jealous? Not really. If anything, his reaction was less ‘Who the fuck does this guy think he is?’ and more ‘Why the hell are you entertaining this bullshit?’
Like when you went to watch him practice archery after class. You’d barely been there ten minutes before some guy strolled up, all confidence and cologne, asking for your number like Geo wasn’t literally holding a weapon in his hands. You were scared for him.
You were about to respond—probably to reject the guy, but you had been taking your sweet time with it—when a sharp thunk split the air.
The guy flinched, eyes wide as he turned to see an arrow buried into the tree right next to his head.
Geo, standing a few feet away, barely spared him a glance as he reached for another arrow. “Oops,” he said, deadpan. “Must been the wind...”
The guy was gone instantly, practically tripping over himself as he made his escape.
You turned to Geo, unimpressed. “Seriously?”
He finally looked at you, one brow raised. “What? I didn’t do anything.” Yeah. Sure.
At this point you was probably wondering, ‘Oh my, oh my, if Sol and Geo are on good terms with you, do they ever have beef like you said? Or do they just straight-up ignore each other?’
Well… kinda.
It’s less of a mutual rivalry and more of a Sol has serious, undying beef with Geo, while Geo, in true Geo fashion, just casually ignores Sol’s entire existence.
Of course, you’d never hang out with them at the same time. That would be a death wish. You like your life drama-filled but intact, thank you very much. So, you very intentionally avoid situations where they’d have to be in the same room for longer than five seconds.
You keep your time with them separate—Sol on one day, Geo on another. Sol is more of your side friend group situation, hanging out with Hyugo, doing whatever chaotic shit they get into.
Meanwhile, Geo? He’s part of your main friend group—the one you’re actually seen with most of the time, which includes Brittany, Jericho, Jess, and Daryl.
However these been some days you’ll hang out with them along, just you and whoever. And because of this, there are definitely moments where you’ve caught Sol and Geo being jealous of each other.
Like the time you mentioned hanging out with Geo over the weekend, and Sol immediately went all dark and broody, arms crossed, staring at you like you’d just told him you were getting married and moving across the country.
“You spend a lot of time with him,” he muttered, voice low.
You blinked. “Yeah? And?”
“And I don’t like it.” Well... At least he was honest.
Geo, on the other hand, had a way of casually throwing shade when he wanted to. Like when you showed up to hang out with the main group after spending time with Sol.
“Didn’t think we’d see you today,” Geo remarked, arching a brow. “Figured you were off cutting your wrist with him.” I’m sooo sorry if this offensive to anyone.
You snorted awkwardly. “We were just hanging out.”
“Mhm. Sure.” He sipped his drink, giving you the most judgmental side-eye.
At the end of the day, you could ignore their little jealousy fits, but one thing was clear—Sol definitely had beef, and Geo just enjoyed playing unbothered while lowkey stirring the pot.
Then, so let’s talk about territory.
And let’s start with Sol.
Why Sol? Oh, I don’t know—he was fucking obvious.
He wasn’t subtle, and he didn’t care to be. You’d always catch his hand slipping around your shoulders, fingers ghosting over your waist—especially when Geo or your main group of friends were around. He didn’t just exist near you; he occupied your space, like some territorial cat refusing to let anyone else so much as breathe in your direction.
His touch? Not soft. Not casual. Possessive. Like he was making a statement without saying a single damn word.
It didn’t matter where you were—hallways, lunch, walking to class—Sol made sure everyone within a ten-foot radius knew exactly where you stood. And, more importantly, where he stood.
Right. Next. To. You.
Then there was Geo. He didn’t need all that. Where Sol was all hands-on, in-your-face, look-at-me-touching-you, Geo was smooth. Subtle. Calculated. Too composed for his own good, always watching, always analyzing.
He didn’t hover. He didn’t grab. He didn’t need to.
His presence alone was enough to send the message. The way he carried himself across campus—untouchable, like the world bent around him. When it came to you, he had his own ways of making sure people knew.
For example: the damn hoodie situation.
You didn’t even ask for his hoodie, but that didn’t stop him from throwing it on your face like you barely caught it. Cold? Hoodie. Raining? Hoodie. Forgot your jacket? Guess what? Hoodie. And it wasn’t just about keeping you warm—no, no. This was branding. Because that hoodie was his. And when people saw his deep-ass purple hoodie on you, it was like a silent warning: Don’t even try it.
And let’s not pretend like Geo didn’t notice when Sol was all over you. This man has SHARP EYES. But he’d play it cool, act like he didn’t care, keep his distance. But you knew he saw it. You could feel his eyes, sharp and assessing, calculating like he was taking inventory of every single move Sol made.
Now, if Sol ever really overstepped?
Oh, Geo would totally make his move. Not in front of you, though—he was way too clever for that. He didn’t need to start a scene. He didn’t need to flex his dominance in public.
Like for example, you’d start hearing rumors. Some random dude who tried to shoot his shot with you mysteriously walking around with a black eye or a swollen nose. The whispers would be everywhere. “Who the hell messed his ass up?”
And you’d know It was Geo. Handled quietly. Efficiently. Discreetly.
And if, by chance, you happened to notice the faint bruises on Geo’s knuckles the next day? Well. That was just something you didn’t bring up. Ever.
So, again, after everything, how do you feel about being possessed over by two men?
Like, at the end of the day, you were trapped—trapped between their heated stares, their possessiveness, their absolute refusal to let you exist without them staking their claim.
And you?
Oh, you were loving it, all in honesty.
What? If they were gonna play this game, you might as well play along. Hell, you held all the cards. You were the one pulling the strings, keeping them both on their toes, watching as they silently (and not-so-silently) battled for dominance over you.
Geo wanted to act all calm and cool?
Like he was above all of this? Fine. Let him pretend. You knew exactly what buttons to push to make him show his hand. A little too much laughter when another guy paid you a compliment. Casually mentioning how Sol was so protective over you. Flashing him that innocent, knowing smile whenever he tried to act like he wasn’t watching your every move.
And Sol? Sol was easy.
If he wanted to claim you with his rough touches, his dark glares, the way his arm would tighten around your waist just a little too much whenever another guy so much as looked at you—then you’d let him. But only just enough to keep things interesting.
Because you weren’t about to make this easy for either of them.
You’d walk into the room wearing Geo’s hoodie—just to watch Sol’s jaw clench. You’d let Sol touch you in front of Geo—just to catch the way his fingers twitched, his lips pressing into a thin line. You’d let their possessiveness fuel the game, and oh, was it a fun game to play.
Because at the end of the day, again...
You were the prize. And you knew it.
And what better way to start than with Geo?
Again, Geo was the kind of guy who never had to try too hard. Everything about him exuded effortless control—his tailored clothes, his rich upbringing, the way his hair was always just right like he walked straight out of some high-end fashion editorial.
Bilingual, top of his class, a sharp mind that dissected everything in the room before anyone even realized they were being watched.
Now, you wouldn’t call him perfect, but he was definitely a step above the average man. And that, in itself, was dangerous. Because Geo wasn’t just good at handling himself.
He was good at handling you. PFFF, I love this man.
And it was funny, really. He liked to act like he didn’t care—like he wasn’t watching your every move, like he wasn’t quietly attuned to your habits. But that was the biggest lie of all.
Geo noticed everything.
He knew when you were irritated before you even sighed. Knew you were hungry before you even glanced at the menu. Knew what to say to make you laugh, even when you swore you weren’t in the mood. He was calculated—never too distant, but never too obvious.
You knew exactly how to use Geo’s attentiveness to your advantage. He was clever, a little too clever sometimes, but that made him so much more fun to tease. So, when you casually invited him to hang out during one of your long gaps between classes—just the two of you—you made sure Sol was close enough to overhear.
You didn't even have to try hard.
Sol always seemed to be near where you were. Always.
He had this uncanny ability to be in the right spot at the right time. You'd find him lingering in the background, sometimes in doorways, sometimes leaning against walls like he was just passing by, yet always managing to stay just out of sight, barely making his presence known. The look in his eyes, though? You couldn’t miss it.
You watched as his gaze snapped to you the second you leaned in closer to Geo. His fingers twitched like he was holding back some kind of primal urge to pull you away from Geo. But he stayed still, just watching, quietly simmering with frustration.
When Geo agreed, his voice casual and smooth, "Sure, I got nothing better to do," you could almost feel the storm brewing behind you.
And you loved it.
You chose the place carefully. A small bakery, nestled just off-campus. It was cozy, and intimate, yet open enough that no one could barge in without causing a scene.
You knew Sol wouldn’t come in unless he had a reason—he wasn’t stupid, after all. It was one of those rare moments when you actually wanted some peace, to be able to enjoy your time with Geo without the constant interruption of Sol’s overbearing presence.
Geo sat across from you, his posture impeccable, legs crossed and back straight as if he was molded into the seat. His hands rested lightly on the table, fingers tapping softly, the rhythmic sound of it mingling with the soft hum of campus life around you.
Students typed away on their laptops, murmured conversations floated around you, and the occasional professor huddled in the corner grading papers. The place felt like the calm center of a storm—a comfortable space for both of you.
He looked at you, curiosity flashing in his eyes. "Why'd you pick here?" he asked, voice low, yet that sharp edge still noticeable beneath his calm facade. He propped his chin in his hand, elbow on the table, his fingers tapping idly against his cheek.
You shrugged, playing it cool. “I don’t know. The only place I can think of.”
Geo’s lips twitched then sighed, "Okay." His tone was amused, but there was an undeniable hint of intrigue there.
You both sat there for a moment, letting the tension simmer. Then, as if by instinct, Geo stood, his movements graceful and effortless. "You want anything? I'll pay" he asked, already moving toward the counter before you could even respond. See, what a man, he's paying already AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TO ASKKK.
Minutes later, he returned, sliding your usual drink toward you—no questions asked. It was like he had memorized your preferences by heart. He placed a small plate beside it too, something extra—probably dessert, because he knew you liked sweets, and his attention to detail was uncanny.
You reached for it, your fingers brushing his in the process. It wasn’t intentional, but that fleeting touch sent a ripple through you. For a moment, neither of you pulled away.
Geo’s gaze flickered to your hand again, sharp and perceptive.
"Your hand," he murmured softly, his voice taking on that subtle edge of concern. His eyes dropped to the small scrape, and for a second, you felt like it was more than just a casual observation—like he was searching for something beneath the surface.
You blinked, unsure how to respond. "You can see that?"
You had almost forgotten about the scrape, honestly. It had happened the day before when you’d tripped going up the stairs—nothing serious, just a small misstep as you were rushing between classes. You remembered cursing under your breath as you caught yourself on the railing, but the scrape was just a small inconvenience, easily forgotten in the chaos of your day.
Geo didn’t answer immediately. His fingers reached out, slow and measured, brushing across the skin of your palm where the scrape had left a thin red line. His touch was light at first, just skimming over the wound, but then it became more deliberate, more intentional as if he was examining it for signs you couldn’t even see.
His fingers tilted your hand gently, his touch soft but firm, the warmth of his skin sending a shiver up your arm. The way he lingered, taking his time to inspect the scrape, felt almost… protective.
It wasn’t just the act of touching you—it was the focus, the way he seemed to memorize the small details, the way your skin felt against his. Holy shit.
"What happened?" He asked. Then, when his eyes lifted to meet yours again, the intensity in his gaze made your heart skip a beat. There was something more than concern there—something deeper, something soft that you couldn’t quite place.
"Why are you looking at me like that? The fuck," he asked his face now in disbelief, voice very much audible. His tone was almost conversational, but there was an edge to it, an unspoken command.
It was your face. And I MEAN YOUR FACE, eyes were shocked, and lips were barely open, still showing teeth. You hesitated for a moment, caught off guard by the question. For some reason, you felt like you were being tested—like he wasn’t just asking about the scrape, but about you.
"It's nothing." You said, looking away, rather annoyed. Like damn, he always messes up moments like this. "To answer your question, I tripped going up the stairs yesterday," you said, your voice soft, trying to make it sound casual. "Nothing serious. I just lost my balance, and scraped my hand a little on the railing."
Geo didn’t respond right away. He just continued to watch you with that unreadable look in his eyes, like he was trying to figure out something you hadn’t said. His thumb brushed lightly over your knuckles again, slow and deliberate, and you felt the heat of his touch linger long after he pulled his hand away.
“I’m fine, really,” you murmured, trying to brush it off, but the way he held your gaze made it feel like there was more to this—more to him—than just a simple question about a scrape.
“Okay, if you say so,” he said, his voice low, his thumb lingering a moment longer as though he was reluctant to let go. The space between you seemed to shrink with every passing second, and you felt an undeniable pull, a magnetism that you weren’t sure you could escape.
And as he finally pulled back, letting your hand slip from his, you couldn’t help but feel that odd, electric tension still hanging in the air. If your heart skipped a beat at the lingering warmth from Geo’s touch, well… that was between you and him.
The next day, you were sitting next to Sol, his usual spot on the college roof where he always claimed the corner near the ledge, as his friend Hyugo went to town on the packed lunch Sol had made for him.
You could feel the tension in the air, thick and suffocating. Sol was pissed—furious, to be exact—but he wasn’t going to tell you that. Not directly. Oh no, that wasn’t his style. He wouldn’t admit to stalking you hanging out with Geo, not even in the vaguest sense. So, you had to work for it.
You hadn’t even taken a full bite of your food before Sol was already speaking. "You made lunch today?" he asked, his voice far too casual. But you could hear the undercurrent of something. Was it jealousy? Possessiveness?
You paused, spoon halfway to your mouth, and gave him a look so casually, "No, Geo made it for me," you answered nonchalantly, barely glancing at him.
That stopped Sol cold. You saw his grip on his water bottle tighten, his expression faltering for just a moment.
Hyugo, who had been enthusiastically chewing his food, even slowed down to glance at the both of you, like 'bitch what?'. "My little brother??" He blinked, the surprise in his voice unmistakable.
"Yeah," you said with a shrug, pushing your hair back out of your face. "We went out to a bakery yesterday. We had leftovers, so Geo made this for me and added his own cooking. Claim he had too much but I know he's lying,"
You made a show of taking a bite of that food, GEO's FOOD. Trying to act casual, but you could tell Sol was barely holding it together. His face remained unreadable, but you could practically feel the simmering irritation in the air.
"H-Have fun?" Sol’s voice suddenly went tight—too tight. You could see the tension in his shoulders, the way his gaze flickered between you and Hyugo as if he were struggling to hold back something.
You grinned, knowing exactly what was happening. "Yup."
Sol’s grip on his water bottle tightened even more, the plastic creaking under his fingers. "Really?" His voice was lower now, tinged with something darker. The possessiveness was unmistakable.
You leaned back slightly, savoring the moment. "Mhm. Geo’s actually pretty great company, you know."
And that was it. That was the exact moment you saw something snap in Sol’s expression. His jaw tightened, muscles twitching with barely contained rage. His gaze darkened to something dangerous, something you didn’t quite recognize but felt all the way down your spine. His hand, which had been resting on the ledge beside you, clenched into a fist, almost as if he were physically fighting the urge to pull you closer.
You could practically feel the heat radiating off him, the raw jealousy simmering beneath his calm exterior.
Next was Sol, of course.
You see, Sol was on the opposite end of the spectrum in terms of lifestyle compared to Geo. Dyed hair, dark clothes, the entire emo aesthetic. But damn, despite all that edge, Sol never failed to make your jaw drop with the simplest actions.
The way he carried himself, that intense gaze, the way his presence seemed to swallow the air around him. He was a walking contradiction—grungy yet perfectly composed, dangerous yet captivating.
You watched him for a moment, letting the silence stretch between you. Then, leaning slightly toward him, you tilted your head, voice light as you broke the tension. "So, Sol... what are you doing tonight?"
He glanced at you quickly, but then his eyes slid back toward the ground, pretending to be nonchalant. "Nothing, why?" His voice was cool, but you could tell he was listening, waiting for your next words with that quiet intensity of his.
"How about we do something together?" you asked casually, making sure to catch his gaze, letting him know this wasn’t just an idle suggestion. "A little... escape from the usual?" For a split second, you saw the flicker of uncertainty in his eyes—he wasn’t sure if he should be pissed or if he was genuinely interested.
You leaned in a little closer, watching his every move, waiting for the shift. "Maybe the arcade? Or the rooftop bar downtown?" you continued, a playful grin tugging at your lips as you named the places that were always ‘off-limits’ in some way—places where neither Geo nor any of his calculated controlled habits would be there to shadow you.
You could feel Sol’s pulse race, his curiosity piqued, but you both knew he wasn’t going to admit it.
His lips pressed into a thin line, and for a moment, he didn’t speak. You waited, knowing Sol was contemplating the idea with that unreadable look on his face. Then, with a slight shift in posture, he leaned back, crossing his arms. "Why not both?" he finally said, his voice low and laced with that underlying tension.
You couldn’t help but smirk, a triumphant little rush sweeping over you. "Thought you’d say that."
He tilted his head at you, a challenging gleam in his eyes. "You’re lucky I’m in the mood for it."
But you knew the truth: he wasn’t just in the mood for it. Sol was making this choice for a reason. He was staking his claim, showing you exactly what you meant to him, even if he wasn’t saying it outright.
"Let’s go then," you said, pushing up from the ledge and grabbing your bag. "I’ll drive."
You and Sol ended up at the arcade bar, the dim lighting, neon signs, and the sounds of games and laughter buzzing in the background. The place was filled with the usual mix of drunk college kids, rowdy groups playing shooting games, and couples lost in the flashing lights. The air smelled faintly of beer and popcorn, and the low hum of music blended with the clinking and clattering of game machines.
You walked up to the claw game, your eyes immediately spotting a small plush sitting just out of reach, nestled between other stuffed animals. A mischievous grin tugged at your lips as you studied the claw’s movement.
"Can you get it for me, Sol?" you asked innocently, but there was a hint of playful challenge in your tone.
Sol raised an eyebrow at you, his lips twitching into that familiar, knowing smirk. "I’m not your personal claw machine expert, you know."
"Oh, come on. You’re good with your hands, aren’t you?" you teased, turning your head to meet his gaze, making sure he saw the way your fingers twitched at the machine's controls.
Sol didn’t reply right away, just watching you, a flicker of amusement in his dark eyes. His gaze followed your every move, always studying you like you were some kind of puzzle he couldn’t quite crack. You didn’t expect him to move just yet, though—because you had a plan.
The claw machine was already set up for failure in your favor. You purposefully timed your moves to keep missing the plush, missing the claw’s target by mere inches each time. It was an art at this point, a silent dance between you and the machine.
Out of the corner of your eye, you caught Sol stepping up behind you. The warmth of his body pressed against yours for just a moment, the heat of him radiating even through the buzz of the arcade. His breath was warm against your ear, and you could feel his chest rise and fall just behind you as he watched, his body too close for comfort, too close to be innocent.
“You’re missing the timing," Sol’s voice was low, almost a growl, as he leaned down just enough for his nose to brush against the side of your hair. You could feel the weight of his presence behind you, feel the way his hands hovered just above yours, ready to step in if you let him. "You need to wait for the claw to line up perfectly before you move it. Let it hang for a second longer."
You shivered slightly, the sound of his voice in your ear making something inside you stir. The combination of his closeness and the tension from the game made your heart race, your hand still hovering over the joystick.
"Show me," you murmured, your voice a little more breathless than you intended, the excitement of the moment taking over.
Sol didn’t hesitate. His hand brushed over yours, his long fingers wrapping around your wrist as he guided your movements, his body pressing further into yours. The subtle brush of his chest against your back made your breath hitch in your throat.
He adjusted your grip on the joystick, his fingers briefly brushing your skin as he gently moved your hand to line up the claw with the black cat. His breath, warm and steady, ghosted against your ear as he spoke again, a soft command mixed with a hint of amusement. "Now, wait for it…"
You could feel his heart beating against your back, a steady rhythm that matched the growing tension in your chest. His thumb brushed over your wrist lightly as you waited, the seconds dragging on forever.
And then, in a move so precise, you almost didn’t see it, the claw dipped down, catching the plush perfectly. You both watched in silence as it rose, bringing the plush toy closer and closer and finally dropping it into the prize chute. "Got it," you said, the words almost a whisper but filled with a triumphant smile.
Sol stepped back, his body leaving a sudden chill in the space where he’d just been pressed against you. You turned to face him, only to see the satisfied, yet somehow unreadable expression on his face.
He didn’t say anything at first, just watched you as you picked up the plush, holding it in your hands like it was some kind of prize—not just the one you won from the claw game.
"You’re welcome," Sol muttered under his breath, but the way his gaze lingered on you, the way his lips barely twitched into something close to a smirk, told you everything you needed to know.
The next day, after classes, you found yourself lounging in the usual spot outside the campus café, the one with the low-sunk benches and worn-out cushions, perfect for chilling when the afternoon sun warmed everything just right.
Crowe and Geo were the only ones free—everyone else was busy with their own afternoon classes, leaving the three of you with some time to kill.
You’d already had your morning classes earlier, just like Crowe and Geo, getting the heavy lifting out of the way so you could enjoy the rest of the day without the looming shadow of assignments or exams. It was quiet, just the hum of conversations from other students and the occasional passing car.
Crowe casually leaned back in his seat, fiddling with his phone, but then his gaze landed on the plush you had won at the arcade bar last night. The small plush sat beside you, nestled in your arms. It was barely noticeable unless you were paying attention, but Crowe definitely noticed.
"You went to the arcade bar last night, huh?" he remarked casually, lifting an eyebrow as his eyes flicked over to the plush. "Looks like you had fun. You win that?" He pointed to the black cat in your lap, a teasing smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
You smirked, leaning back against the seat as you shrugged. "Yeah, had a pretty good time." You could almost feel Crowe’s curiosity growing, but you didn’t give him too much to work with. You weren’t sure if you were ready to delve into the details of your night just yet.
But before you could say anything else, Geo, who’d been unusually quiet up until now, spoke up, his tone casual yet probing. "Did you go with Brittany?" he asked, his gaze flickering briefly toward you as he leaned forward slightly.
You tilted your head, giving him a sideways glance. "No," you replied with a small, knowing smile. "I went with Sol."
Crowe’s eyes widened slightly at that, his interest piqued. "Sol?" he asked, raising an eyebrow. "The guy you partner up with in your art gen ed?"
You nodded, glancing at Geo from the corner of your eye. "Yeah. That's him."
For a moment, the conversation seemed to stall. Geo’s expression didn’t change, but you could feel his energy shift slightly, the subtle tension in the air thickening. His eyes remained cool, distant, like always—but there was something just beneath the surface. A flicker. A brief crack in his calm, and then it was gone, leaving you wondering if you’d imagined it.
Crowe, however, seemed much more openly intrigued. "Didn't know you two hung out like that," he said, still grinning. "Interesting."
You met Geo's eyes again, but this time, he was looking at the table, fingers tapping lightly against his cup. His face was as unreadable as ever, but the way he had asked about Brittany—so focused, so sharp—left you with a sense of unease. It was subtle, but there.
You couldn’t help but watch him for a beat longer than necessary, but Geo’s cool demeanor didn’t crack. If he was feeling anything, he wasn’t showing it.
"Yeah," you said again, your voice quieter now as you let the weight of your words sink in. "Sol’s... something."
Crowe raised an eyebrow, his grin widening. "Something, huh?" He leaned in a little closer, his playful teasing tone back. "Sounds like you're keeping some secrets from us."
You just shrugged again, keeping the mystery between you all. You didn’t need to explain yourself. Not yet, anyway.
The rest of the conversation drifted off, but you could feel Geo’s eyes flicking to you every so often like he was sizing something up. Whether it was the situation, you, or something else entirely, you couldn’t quite tell.
But for now, you weren’t going to push.
After all, this had been going on for months now—stretching into the current year. Geo and Sol—two men who had wormed their way into your thoughts in ways you couldn’t quite understand. It wasn’t just when you were around them.
No, their presence lingered even when they weren’t there, like an unshakable hum in the back of your mind. It circled you constantly, like an orbit you couldn’t escape, especially as you sat in bed late at night, trying to focus on your homework.
Every time you’d start to make progress, one of them would pop into your head, their images uninvited and persistent.
Sometimes, you'd find yourself imagining them both vying for your attention at once—Geo, with his cool, almost aloof demeanor, and Sol, burning with that raw, intense energy he always carried.
You’d picture them both charming you at the same time, competing for your affections in some twisted game. You’d have to smack your head with a pillow to shake the thought loose, as if physical force could snap you back into reality.
Geo: the silent, brooding menace who could make you feel like the only person in the room with just a glance.
And then there was Sol: the human equivalent of a forest fire—intense, consuming, and just a little bit unhinged.
Each of them pulled at your heart in a very different way, and frankly? It was ruining your life.
Class should’ve been simple, but nope. Your mind kept spiraling between the two of them like some shamelessdaydreamer. This was supposed to be a harmless little game—a fun flirtation. You weren’t supposed to actually catch feelings.
And yet, here you were, caught in a ridiculous mental tug-of-war. You knew you couldn’t have both. You weren’t thatkind of person. Right?
…Right?
But the thought just wouldn’t leave. It sat there. Mocking you.
You groaned, running a hand down your face. It’s not like you could just—
…Oh god.
You couldn’t have a threesome with them.
That was insane. Insane.
You let out a quiet, awkward laugh at the mere idea of it. Geo and Sol? Together? Working together? As if. Those two could barely exist in the same airspace without someone looking ready to throw hands.
They’d sooner kill each other than ever—
…
Unless…
Before you could delve deeper into that increasingly absurd—and wildly tempting—thought, a voice cut through your spiraling thoughts.
"Hey, you good?"
You blinked, snapping back to reality, your thoughts scattering like leaves in the wind. There was Sol, standing over you, his pen set down on the table in front of you. His hand—big and warm—reached out, tucking a stray lock of hair behind your ear with a simple, almost gentle touch.
It was something so small, so subtle, but it completely threw you off.
Your breath caught in your throat, and you had to cough to cover the sudden rush of heat flooding your chest.
Shit.
"You sure?" Sol’s voice was low and steady, but there was a note of concern in it that caught you off guard. His eyes lingered on you, studying your face, as if trying to decipher what was going on behind your cool exterior. "That look on your face says otherwise."
You quickly shook your head, trying to brush it off, though you knew it didn’t quite work. “I’m fine, really,” you said, though your voice had a slight edge to it—irritation creeping in. Why was he always so perceptive? It made you uncomfortable.
Sol didn’t buy it. Of course, he didn’t. He stood there, watching you with that intense gaze of his, making you feel like he could see right through you. Maybe you weren’t fine. Maybe the situation was more complicated than you'd like to admit, and maybe, just maybe, he was the one who could throw you off balance with just a touch.
But no, you wouldn’t let him know that. Not yet. You were fine.
You were just… fine. Right?
Fuck no.
Art class ended, and the moment the bell rang, you bolted out of the classroom, making a quick escape. You needed to get away—fast. The building seemed endless, but you were determined to make it out as you pushed the glass door open before you ran into anyone who would slow you down.
But as you rounded the corner, you collided with something—no, someone. Strong arms caught you before you could stumble back. You looked up to find Geo standing there, an unreadable expression on his face, clearly waiting for you.
“Watch where you’re going,” Geo said, his voice steady, though there was an edge to it as he held you firmly. “Could’ve fallen.”
You sighed, rolling your eyes, trying to ignore the way your heart skipped a beat from the sudden closeness. “I know,” you muttered, pulling away from his grip. But as you tried to step back, you could feel his gaze on you, like he could read you better than anyone else.
Oh shit.
“Something wrong?” Geo asked, his tone softer, more probing now. He tilted his head slightly, studying your face.
You didn’t want to deal with this. Not here. Not with half the school walking by, eyes glued to the scene. You couldn’t bring yourself to make this anything public—not when the whole damn hallway was buzzing with life. You didn’t want to be an exhibit.
“Nothing,” you snapped, avoiding his gaze as you turned to walk away, trying to make your steps as quick and purposeful as possible.
But of course, Geo wasn’t the type to let things slide. You could feel the weight of his footsteps behind you, steady like he wasn’t planning to let you go that easily.
You kept walking, the distance between you and him narrowing as he caught up with you, his presence heavy in the air.
“Don’t think I’m letting this go,” he said, his voice low and knowing.
You almost wanted to tell him to drop it. To stop following you. But you couldn’t find the words. You’d rather deal with this alone in your studio apartment at your dorm building. Maybe just let the work pile up, let the hours drag on. You didn’t want to have this conversation—not now, not in front of everyone.
But as Geo walked behind you, you knew one thing for sure: he wasn’t going to let you hide from it.
You walked briskly toward your dorm, eager for the quiet refuge of your room. The noise of the campus buzzed around you, but you barely registered it. You needed a moment to think, to breathe, to escape the tension that had been building all day.
Just as you rounded the corner, ready to slip inside the safety of your dorm building, your luck completely betrayed you.
Sol stood in front of the door, arms crossed, his usual playful smirk replaced by something that looked almost like frustration. Behind you, you could feel Geo’s presence, steady and unyielding.
He’d caught up to you.
“Can I help you?” you muttered, not bothering to hide the irritation in your voice as you stopped short, staring at Sol’s casual stance.
Sol’s eyes flickered to Geo for a moment before focusing back on you. “So, what’s going on?” His voice was laced with amusement, but there was a clear edge to it, like he knew something you weren’t saying.
Geo didn’t speak at first, standing just behind you, as if guarding the space between you and Sol. He wasn’t making any moves to push past, but his presence was unmistakable, like a shadow you couldn’t shake.
You took a deep breath, hoping the annoyance that flared in your chest didn’t spill out as you spoke. “Nothing’s going on,” you said with heavy sigh, “I’m just trying to get to my dorm.”
“Oh, you’re trying to get to your dorm?” Sol repeated, his eyebrows lifting slightly, a mock sweetness to his voice. “How convenient. He’s with you.”
Geo shifted slightly behind you, his gaze on Sol but saying nothing. His silence was suffocating, like the calm before a storm, but you didn’t want to deal with it.
Not now. Not here.
“Seriously,” you said, your voice tight, trying to push past the bubbling frustration. “I’m not in the mood for this, okay? I’m not doing whatever game you two are playing. I just want some space.”
Sol stepped forward, blocking your path. “But space from what? From me? Or from Him?” He said, more like in a worried tone.
Your heart skipped, and the tension in your chest built up again. You had no idea what either of them wanted—if they were trying to get under your skin, if they were genuinely concerned, or if they just liked messing with you.
Either way, you were getting frustrated.
Geo finally spoke, his voice low and even. “There’s right. If they want space, they should get it.”
Sol’s gaze shifted to him, then back to you. His lips pressed together in the way he did when he was trying to hold back. But the tension between them was palpable. You could feel the pull of it, both of them watching you, waiting for something. You weren’t sure what it was, but you knew you didn’t want to find out.
“So what’s it going to be?” Sol asked, his tone still light but sharper now, like a blade hidden under velvet.
You were fucked, weren’t you?
Stuck between two guys who couldn’t seem to let you be, two men who both knew how to get to you in different ways. And for once, you didn’t know how to escape it. You didn’t know how to get them both to leave you alone.
You had to choose your next words carefully, but for the first time in a long time, you weren’t sure what the right choice even was.
The silence hung thick between you, Sol and Geo, both of them locked in a battle of wills without saying much—yet it felt like everything was being said. You could feel the tension in the air, thick enough to suffocate.
Then, with the smallest crack in the quiet, it started.
“You can’t seriously be this fucking oblivious, can you?” Sol’s voice was sharp, a knife-edge cutting through the air. His eyes flared with a familiar anger, but there was something else there now—something that definitely screams jealousy.
Geo didn’t back down.
“What the hell are you talking about?” His voice, obviously sturdy just annoyed.
“Oh, you’re really gonna act like you don’t know now?” Sol snapped, taking a step forward, his gaze never leaving Geo. "You can clearly see they not some fucking toy for you to keep playing with. Can’t you see there’s already fucking exhausted from all of this? From you”
The words hit like a punch, but they weren’t aimed at you—not directly. Still, you could feel the weight of them, as if they were pulling you in, squeezing tighter and tighter.
You stood there, frozen.
Your thoughts swirled in your mind—fuck this, you can’t deal with this now.
You wanted to scream, to tell them to shut up and let you go, but the words never came. Instead, you just stared at the ground, feeling the pressure of the moment pressing down on you.
“Exhausted?” Geo’s scoff was low, almost bitter.
“They haven’t said a word to me about being tired of anything.” His eyes flicked to you, but for once, you didn’t meet his gaze.
You couldn’t. It would make it worse.
it wasn’t long that your name fell upon Geo lips, looking down at you, you refused to look before he for you face to look at you.
"You have something to tell me?” Geo asked.
Fuck. Things are definitely worse now because with that sudden touch oh Sol? Yeah, he’s not having it anymore.
“Hey get your hands off them” Sol’s voice was nearly a growl now, and you could feel the heat radiating off him like he was a flame ready to burn everything down.
"I’m not letting you have them.”
Geo’s response was immediate, and the words were like steel. “Oh, I don’t have to take anything from you. I’m not the one chasing them around pretending to be thier fucking savior.”
You winced at the word savior. It felt like everything was crumbling in on itself. The walls that you had spent so long trying to keep up—between them, between your feelings, between yourself—were crumbling into dust.
And you didn’t stop them. You didn’t say a word. The argument, as much as it was annoying you, felt easier than breaking the silence. It felt better than picking a side, better than making this worse.
Instead, you just stood there, eyes glued to the floor however listen with your heart racing as the fight between them escalated. Every word, every accusation, every harsh tone felt like a dagger.
This is your fault, isn’t it?
Playing a game between two possessive men...
Yeah, you definitely fucked things up.
Sol stepped closer, his eyes flashing with a fierce intensity. “I’m not their savior. I just wanna make sure that they’re okay, you’re the one that’s stressing them."
Geo took a step forward, closing the space between them. “And who exactly said that? Last time I checked, you do not speak for them. How long are you gonna act like they belong to you, delusional ass.”
You could feel your pulse quicken as the anger between them seemed to rise, boiling over, threatening to explode. You were caught in the middle, a bystander to a fight that you caused.
And still, you did nothing. You didn’t speak, didn’t intervene. You just stood there, your heart hammering in your chest, trying to fight back the suffocating wave of frustration, fear, and exhaustion.
“Stop it,” you finally whispered, so quietly that neither of them seemed to hear it at first. But they were both too deep in their argument to notice.
"Stop," you said louder this time, your voice shaking but firm. “Just stop. I don’t want this.”
Geo and Sol froze at the sound of your voice, both of them pausing mid-sentence, and for a moment, you thought that maybe—just maybe—they might listen. But then Geo’s gaze shifted to you, his eyes filled with something unreadable.
“Look, I don’t need your help, either of you. I’m just… I just need some fucking space,” you said, your words sharp and exhausted, finally breaking the dam of silence that had been holding you in place.
You didn’t want to explain yourself anymore. .
Geo and Sol exchanged a brief, tense glance, but neither of them moved.
Your voice cracked slightly as you took another step back. “Please. Go away…”
Without waiting for a response, you turned and walked away, the weight of their eyes on your back like a burning brand. The silence between you all lingered as you left them standing there, words unfinished in the air.
You didn't know what would come next, but for now, you needed to be alone.
You slammed the door behind you, leaning your forehead against the cool wood for a moment, just to collect yourself. The weight of it all hit you then—every little mistake, every decision that had led to this point. Slowly, you slid down to the floor, hugging your knees to your chest as if holding yourself together was the only thing left you could do.
You hated this.
Hated the mess you’d made.
Hated that you thought you could handle it, that you could juggle them both without consequences. The worst part? You didn’t even really know what you were hoping for—what you thought would happen. You had an idea, but now that you were here, it felt like you’d just stepped into your own trap.
You cared for both of them, deeply. And as much as that made your chest ache, you couldn’t forget that they were adults, just like you. They were capable of making their own decisions, and this mess? It was your doing. You let it spiral.
With a deep sigh, you finally pulled off your shoes and tossed them aside, already thinking about the shower you desperately needed. Maybe, just maybe, they'd be chill by the time you were done.
But, fuck, who were you kidding?
This was far from over.
Meanwhile, Geo exhaled sharply through his nose, the tension in his shoulders growing with every missed shot. The arrow barely scraped the target this time, and he clicked his tongue in frustration.
It wasn’t like him to miss. His hands were steady, his breathing controlled—but his mind? His mind was an absolute mess.
Because of you.
Five damn calls. Five times he let it ring, only to get nothing in return. He had half a mind to try again, but instead, he shoved his phone into his pocket and shot off a final text.
I’ll leave you alone.
And yet, the moment he sent it, he regretted it. He didn't want to leave you alone. That was the whole problem, wasn’t it?
Before he could dwell on it, a voice cut through the air.
“So, you think you’re funny, huh?”
Geo didn’t even flinch. He already knew who it was before he turned his head. Sol was standing in the archery room now, door shut behind him, posture loose but his eyes sharp.
Geo rolled his eyes, lowering his bow. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, emo.”
That was the last straw.
In a blink, Sol had grabbed him by the collar, yanking him forward, their faces inches apart. Geo barely had time to process the shift before Sol’s voice came low and dark.
“Don’t start that ignorant bullshit,” Sol growled, fingers tightening in Geo’s shirt. “I know exactly what you’re doing. You’re trying to make me look like an ass.”
Geo let out a breath of laughter, cool and effortless, but there was an edge to it. “Me? I didn’t do anything.” His smirk deepened the glint in his eye anything but apologetic. “You do that enough as it is.”
Sol’s grip tightened, knuckles whitening. His eyes were burning, brimming with something dangerously close to fury.
Geo just sighed.
Sol’s jaw twitched, his fingers still tight in Geo’s collar as he narrowed his eyes. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" His voice was low, filled with jealousy. "You’re obsessed. You keep trying to prove you’re better than me—so much so that you’d stoop this low?"
Geo let out a quiet scoff, his expression unreadable. "Obsessed?" He tilted his head slightly, considering the word. "If I were obsessed, you wouldn't even be able to breathe near them." His voice was smooth, even. "I trust them. I respect them. That’s what this is. You? You just want control."
Sol's grip wavered for half a second before his teeth clenched. "That’s some bullshit ass-kissing if I’ve ever heard it."
Geo’s smirk barely faltered. "And yet, you’re the one constantly up their ass for attention." He leaned in just slightly, voice dropping lower, colder. "How about you try treating them like a normal person instead of acting like you own them?"
Sol's expression darkened, however Geo didn’t move, didn’t even blink.
Damn, he really don’t care nonchalant ass.
Then, with deliberate slowness, Geo reached up and pried Sol’s fingers off his collar, brushing himself off as if the whole thing had been a minor inconvenience.
"I’d say grow up," Geo muttered, turning away, "but we both know that’s never happening."
Sol let out a short, humorless laugh. "I have no problem settling this with my fists, you know." His tone was sharp, a direct challenge.
Geo rolled his eyes, unimpressed. "Right, because that’s always worked so well for you." He adjusted the strap on his archery gear, not even looking at Sol as he spoke. "You can threaten me all you want, but we both know neither of us would like where that road leads."
Sol’s fingers twitched. His patience was razor-thin. "Tch." His brows furrowed, annoyance flickering across his face. "You always got that smug, rich asshole act going, huh?" He tilted his head, eyes narrowing. "News flash, dude—just because you’ve got money and pretty looking doesn’t mean you're better than me."
Geo finally turned to face him, completely unfazed. "Never said I was." He packed up the rest of his things, moving with an infuriating amount of calm. Then, as he reached the door, he paused. Looking over his shoulder, he sighed.
"And?" His voice was light, almost teasing. "At least I’m not some crazy ‘yandere’ lover."
That was it. Sol’s jaw clenched, his hands curling into fists at his sides.
Oh, this wasn’t over. Not by a long shot. Neither of them were backing down.
Not until you choose.
You stepped outside, and the cold hit you first—a stark contrast to the warmth of your dorm, where you had been holed up for the past week. The wind carried the faint chatter of students, the distant sound of traffic blending with the occasional echo of laughter.
The familiar scent of freshly brewed coffee from the campus café lingered in the air, but even that didn’t soothe the tension coiling in your chest.
The campus felt the same, unchanged as if the world had continued spinning without you. And yet, to you, everything felt different. The space between each step felt heavier, your mind was unwilling the overthink thoughts.
You pulled your jacket tighter around yourself, fingers clenching the fabric as you moved toward the main part of campus. It should’ve felt freeing, stepping out again, stretching your legs after days of isolation. But instead, a strange unease settled in your gut, an unshakable tension that refused to leave.
You sighed, pulling out your phone, and you flicked through your notifications.
Missed Calls: 15+
Messages Unread: 10+
Both are from Sol and Geo.
You sighed, rolling your eyes at yourself. You really should call them back.
But which one?
If you called Geo first, Sol would find out—one way or another. If you called Sol, Geo would know. Those two could be halfway across the world from each other, and they’d still figure it out.
Just your luck.
You stared at your phone, thumb hovering over the screen. A part of you thought about just ignoring them both for another day—but you already knew that wouldn’t last.
So...
Who first?
✑ 𝓈𝑜𝓁
You inhaled deeply, feeling the moment's weight settle over you as you stared at Sol’s contact on your phone screen. The decision to finally call him had been a long time coming, but now that it was here, your stomach churned with the uncertainty of what might follow.
You tapped the screen, watching the call ring, each second stretching longer than the last.
The phone barely rang twice before he picked up.
"You finally decided to call," he said, his voice lower than usual—quieter, almost softer, but there was an edge to it. Not anger. Not relief. But something else that you couldn’t quite place. The words hung in the air, a strange mixture of resignation and something else that made your chest tighten.
You hesitated, guilt gnawing at your insides. You’d kept your distance for so long. Too long. And now, hearing his voice—so calm, but threaded with an unmistakable undercurrent of tension—it felt almost like a punch to the gut. "Yeah. I figured it was about time," you said, your voice steady despite the roiling anxiety beneath the surface.
There was a long pause on the other end, just the faintest sound of him exhaling—a sigh of sorts. You could almost hear the weight of the silence before he spoke again.
"You okay?"
The simplicity of the question threw you off. You expected sarcasm, irritation—hell, even some passive-aggressive jabs would’ve been easier to handle. But this? It was genuine. A rawness in his tone that cut through everything else. He was asking, not because he wanted something, but because he actually cared. And that scared you.
You swallowed, fighting the lump in your throat, unsure of how to answer. "I—yeah. I just needed time," you said, the words coming out quieter than you intended.
"I get that now," he replied after a beat, the faint rasp in his voice betraying something deeper. "But I’m not gonna lie, I didn’t like it."
His honesty hit you harder than you expected. It wasn’t what you wanted to hear, but somehow, it felt like a relief. Sol wasn’t the type to mince words, and in this moment, you knew exactly where he stood. You weren’t sure what you were expecting from this conversation, but it was clear that what you’d put off for so long was finally catching up to both of you.
There was another long silence, the kind that settled heavy between you, and you could almost feel him on the other side of the phone, waiting, unsure of what you were going to say next.
"Can we talk?" you asked, the words leaving your mouth before you could second-guess them. The finality of it surprised you—this was it. The moment you’d both been dancing around for too long.
Sol was quiet for a second, the kind of silence that stretched just a little too long, leaving you hanging on the edge of the conversation, wondering if you’d pushed him too far. You held your breath, waiting. When he finally spoke, his voice was softer, though still laced with that familiar edge of uncertainty.
"You sure?" he asked, the words carrying a subtle weight, as though he were wondering if this was something you both could handle.
"I wouldn’t be calling if I wasn’t," you replied, your voice firmer now. You weren’t going to back down. You needed to talk. You needed answers. And maybe, just maybe, you needed him.
There was a shift in his tone, like a decision had been made. A soft exhale followed by the sound of movement on his end, maybe him shifting in his seat, maybe running a hand through his hair. You could almost picture it—Sol, leaning back, thinking, processing everything that had happened.
"All right," he said finally. "Art classroom. After classes. The door’s open."
The way he said it made your heart skip. It wasn’t just an invitation—it was a call to meet, a place where things could be sorted. He wasn’t forcing it, but there was no mistaking the gravity in his words. He wanted to talk, too.
You let out the breath you didn’t realize you were holding. "Okay," you replied, the single word carrying more weight than anything else you could’ve said.
"Good," Sol responded, his tone softer now. "See you then."
The call ended with a click, and for a moment, you just stood there, holding the phone in your hand, staring at the screen. You didn’t know what would happen next, but you couldn’t keep running anymore. Whatever was between you and Sol—it was time to face it.
Whatever happened, you would figure it out.
With a heavy sigh, you set the phone down, bracing yourself for whatever this conversation would bring. You couldn’t avoid it any longer.
The air outside was crisp, the warmth of the midday sun barely cutting through the lingering chill of early spring. Students filtered across the courtyard in waves, either rushing to their next class or loitering in clusters, laughing and chatting like nothing in the world could touch them.
You wished you could feel that kind of ease right now. Instead, the weight of unfinished business pressed against your chest as you stepped out of the building, prepared to put as much distance between yourself and the past week's tension as possible.
Then you saw him.
Geo.
Leaning against a pillar near the main walkway, his phone in hand, his expression unreadable. He wasn’t looking at you—not directly—but you knew him well enough to recognize the way his posture shifted, the subtle tilt of his head.
He’d been waiting for you. Your stomach tightened. Great.
Your grip on your bag strap tightened as you debated walking right past him. Maybe he’d let you go. Maybe you could avoid whatever this conversation was going to be—at least for a little longer.
But you knew better.
Geo wasn’t the type to let things slide, not when something was clearly bothering him. And sure enough, just as you tried to step around him, his voice cut through the noise of passing students.
"Hey."
You exhaled sharply, stopping in your tracks. “Hey, Geo.”
Finally, he lifted his gaze. Sharp, assessing—searching.
For what? You weren’t sure.
Whatever he saw in your face made something in his expression tighten, but he didn’t press immediately. Instead, he pushed off the pillar with an easy, practiced motion, sliding his hands into his pockets as he fell into step beside you.
Like this was normal. It wasn’t.
The silence stretched between you both, thick and heavy. You weren’t sure what to say, and for once, Geo didn’t immediately break it with some casual comment.
Then, a familiar voice cut through the tension.
"Okay, this is getting awkward as hell."
You turned to see Crowe standing a few feet away, arms crossed, one brow arched in amusement.
Geo scoffed. "No one's talking to you, Jericho.”
"Yeah, well, someone's gotta say it," Crowe shot back, stepping closer. He looked between you and Geo before sighing. "All right, real talk? You two need to clear the air, 'cause this weird-ass tension? It's making everyone uncomfortable."
Your stomach twisted. You knew it. Of course, the group had noticed. Even if you had spent the past week avoiding everyone, the energy between you and Geo—between you, Geo, and Sol—had lingered like a stain.
You exhaled sharply. "Crowe, not now."
"Then when?" Crowe challenged. "You can’t keep dodging this forever. And I know damn well Geo won’t drop it."
You flicked a glance at Geo, and sure enough, he was watching you carefully. He hadn’t denied it.
You rolled your shoulders, trying to shake the weight pressing down on you. “I just—” You cut yourself off, sighing again.
Geo spoke then, low and even. "I just want to talk."
It was that simple. Yet, it wasn’t.
Crowe tilted his head, giving you a pointed look. "So?"
You hesitated. You had already agreed to see Sol later. Adding Geo into the mix now? It felt like asking for trouble.
But at the same time…
You swallowed. “Fine. Let’s talk.”
Geo nodded once, slipping his hands into his pockets. Crowe grinned like he had just won something.
"Good. Now, I’m gonna leave before I end up in the middle of some dramatic lovers' quarrel." He spun on his heel and walked off, muttering under his breath about “...people and their complicated ass relationships.”
You took a slow breath, turning to Geo. “Where do you wanna do this?”
He gestured ahead. “Walk with me.”
You nodded. And with that, you fell into step beside him, feeling the weight of everything unsaid press down on you. Geo's silence as you walked together was unnerving, but not unusual. You had known him long enough to recognize when he was working something out in his head, dissecting information and piecing together a bigger picture.
And then—
"You're going to see him, aren't you?"
You froze for half a second before narrowing your eyes at him.
“How do you—”
Geo sighed, but there was no amusement in his expression.
"You just gave yourself away."
Fuck.
You clenched your jaw, shifting your bag higher on your shoulder. “.....I have to talk to him,” you admitted, voice measured.
Geo hummed, as if considering something, then tilted his head. "Because you like him?"
That stopped you. You didn’t answer. Couldn’t. The words were there, pressing against your tongue, but they refused to come out.
Geo exhaled sharply, leaning his head back before looking at you again, his usual cool demeanor cracking just slightly. "You need to stay away from him." His voice was firm, but not commanding—like he was trying to warn you rather than control you.
"He’s not what you think he is."
You rolled your eyes, scoffing. “Oh, what, you’re jealous now?”
Geo didn’t react right away, just watching you with an unreadable expression. You turned to leave, deciding you were done with this conversation, but before you could take more than two steps, his hand caught yours.
Not forcefully. Not to restrain. Just… holding.
You hesitated, glancing back at him. His fingers were warm around yours, his grip firm but careful.
Geo clicked his tongue in irritation. "I'm serious." His voice lost its usual arrogance, dipping into something quieter, something almost… uncertain. His brows pulled together just slightly, frustration flickering in his expression before he masked it again. "Believe me."
You hesitated, caught off guard by the shift in his tone. Geo wasn’t the type to plead, not like this.
Your fingers twitched at your side before you sighed, shaking your head. “Geo.” Your voice carried a tired edge. “I’m gonna see him. Whether you like it or not.”
His jaw clenched. "Use that brain of yours, dumbass," he muttered, irritation bleeding into his words. His usual smugness was still there, but it was strained—forced. "You can see it, can't you? That emo-ass dude isn't a good person."
You met his gaze, expecting the usual annoyed expression, the knowing glint in his eye. But there was none of that. Just something kept inside, something restless.
Still, you shook your head, unwilling to back down.
"I’ll figure things out myself."
Geo scoffed, but it lacked its usual bite. "Fine. It's your funeral," He didn’t stop you. Just shoved his hands into his pockets, watching as you walked away—like he wanted to say more but didn’t know how.
The sun had already begun to set when you strolled to the art building, the cool evening air wrapping around you in a bracing hug. The campus was quieter than usual, the incessant buzz of student chatter silenced by the soft murmur of distant conversations and the occasional crackle of leaves.
You walked down the corridor, your footsteps rustling softly against the floors, and arrived at the door to the art studio.
You paused for a single second, your hand hovering over the doorknob, before turning it and entering. The room was little illuminated, the golden yellow tones of the dying sun seeping in through the high windows, lighting the lengthening shadows thrown across the scattered easels and unfinished works.
The smell of paint and graphite filled the air, a welcome familiarity. The soft rumble of a heater vibrated through the room, and the soft whisper of papers as someone shifted around was the only sound.
And there he was.
Sol was sitting on a stool in the center of the room, a sketchpad resting on his knees. His dark hair fell just a little too long over his eyes, his usual brooding expression eased in concentration. He didn't even notice you at first, completely absorbed in the pencil gliding across the paper.
You stood there for a moment, watching him, the way the soft light caught on his face, the tension in his posture, the slight frown of concentration as his hand glided with practiced ease.
It was like a moment frozen in time.
You almost didn’t want to interrupt him. But then, just as you made a move to step forward, Sol looked up. His eyes met yours with that piercing gaze of his, dark and unreadable for a brief second. He blinked, his pencil pausing mid-air, and for a moment, you both just stared at each other.
He stood up slowly, pushing the stool back with a faint scrape of metal against the floor. His movements were deliberate, almost hesitant, as though he hadn’t quite expected you to actually show up. He stepped toward you, and you could feel the weight of his gaze settle on you like a heavy cloud.
“I didn’t think you’d come,” Sol said, his voice low and slightly rough, like he had been waiting for this moment for a while. He took a few steps closer, his hands shifting awkwardly, unsure of what to do with them.
You didn’t answer right away, still trying to calm the nervous flutter in your chest. The tension between you two was thick enough to cut with a knife, but you had come here for a reason, and you weren’t going to back out now.
“Sol…” you started, your voice almost too quiet against the stillness of the room. You cleared your throat, meeting his eyes. “We need to talk.”
His expression shifted, ever so slightly, but you could tell he understood what you meant. There was a moment of hesitation, his lips pressing together tightly, before he nodded once, slowly.
“Yeah,” he said, his voice steady but with an undercurrent of something unreadable. “We do.”
He didn’t say anything else, just stood there for a second, letting the silence stretch out between you both. The space between you was intimate in a way that was almost suffocating, but you didn’t back away.
“I guess…” Sol started, breaking the silence with a soft chuckle, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “It’s a good thing you came. I didn’t have anything better to do.” He paused, running a hand through his hair, his expression turning more serious.
“What exactly do you want to talk about?”
You chuckled softly, the sound almost a little hollow in the heavy atmosphere of the room. The absurdity of it all hit you then—how this had escalated, how you’d been caught between two men who seemed to be competing for your attention in ways you couldn’t quite understand or even fully control.
You couldn’t help but find it almost funny, the way both Geo and Sol had turned their jealousy into some kind of twisted competition, each trying to outdo the other. It had felt like a game at first, but now? Now, it was starting to weigh on you.
"You know," you said, a smirk tugging at the corner of your lips as you finally broke the silence, "...it’s funny. The way you and Geo both get all... jealous. Like you both think it’s some sort of competition to see who can make me crack first."
Sol’s eyes narrowed slightly, a shift in his expression that you recognized. But you weren’t done yet.
"You both get under each other’s skin so easily, and it's... honestly kind of funny watching you two try to outdo each other," you continued, leaning against the edge of a nearby desk, arms folded. "But it’s exhausting too, don’t you think? Playing these mind games."
Sol stood there, jaw tight, his hands twitching by his sides as if he were trying to hold back whatever he wanted to say. His silence only fueled your need to vent more.
"Who’s more jealous?" you muttered under your breath, the words slipping out before you could even stop them. "You? Or Geo?"
Sol’s expression didn’t shift. He was standing there, his eyes scanning you, but you could see the flicker of frustration in them.
You could feel the tension rising, but you didn’t want to be here anymore—not like this.
The whole situation, the constant pull between them, was overwhelming, and it wasn’t just because they were being possessive. It was because you cared about both of them in ways you didn’t know how to explain.
You paused and shook your head, dropping your arms from your chest. “You know what? I can’t do this anymore.”
Sol’s gaze softened just a fraction as you spoke, and he stepped a little closer to you, though he was still keeping a distance. “Can’t do what?” he asked, his voice quieter, less biting now.
You sighed, your mind spinning. "I don’t want to be a part of this game anymore. The whole back and forth, the jealousy. I need peace." Your voice cracked slightly, and you hated how vulnerable it made you feel. "I don’t want to be the prize in some stupid contest."
Sol’s lips pressed into a thin line, his expression unreadable. There was a long, heavy pause as you stared at him, fighting the urge to turn away.
“You’re here to let me down, then?” he asked, his voice rougher now, a hint of something darker in it that sent a chill down your spine. He was looking at you like he didn’t know what to make of you anymore.
"No," you said, shaking your head quickly. "I’m not here to let you down." You took a breath, steadying yourself before continuing.
"I just… I like you. I do." You started.
"I like you more than I care to admit, and that’s the truth."
There. You said it. Happy?
Out loud, right in front of him. Sad?
You had to admit it at some point, and there was no better time than now. It felt like a weight lifted off your chest, though the air still felt thick with tension.
Yeah, you lowkey still cared for Geo, but when it came down to it, you realized it was Sol you were drawn to the most.
His intensity, the way he never seemed to need to explain himself, the way he got under your skin without even trying—it had all tangled together in your mind in ways you couldn't ignore anymore.
Sol stared at you for a long moment, his gaze softening just slightly, but still guarded. He didn’t speak right away, and the silence between you both felt suffocating. His eyes flickered between your face and your lips as if trying to read you, understand you, but it seemed like you had caught him off guard.
"I..." he started, then paused, like he was choosing his words carefully. "You don’t know how fucked up this is," he muttered under his breath, his voice low. "I didn’t think you’d actually come here and say that."
You could feel the weight of the moment pressing in, everything hanging between the two of you. But you didn't regret it. Not really.
“I needed to say it,” you whispered, your gaze meeting his with as much certainty as you could muster. "I’m done with the games, Sol."
He took a step closer to you, his hand reaching out, but he didn’t touch you—not yet. He was still watching you, trying to figure out where you stood, and where this would go next.
Then suddenness of Sol’s movement caught you completely off guard. One moment, he was standing in front of you, his expression guarded and intense, and the next, he had you in his arms, lifting you effortlessly off the ground.
Before you could react, he spun you around and placed you against the cold surface of one of the long tables in the empty art classroom. The sound of it echoed in the otherwise quiet room, but you couldn’t focus on that.
All you could focus on was him.
His body was pressed against yours, pinning you down, and you felt the heat radiating off him. The sharpness in his gaze was unmistakable, his red-orange eyes darker now, filled with something you couldn’t quite name but could feel in your bones—a hunger, a possessiveness. He leaned down, his breath hot against your ear, and you froze, caught in the intensity of the moment.
"Sol," you whispered, your voice shaking with a mix of uncertainty and something else, something you couldn’t quite understand.
He didn’t answer right away. Instead, his hand grabbed your wrist, holding it down on the table beside you with a strength that left no room for resistance. You could feel the pressure of his grip, the way he was keeping you in place, making sure you didn’t move. His thumb brushed lightly over your pulse, sending a chill through you as his gaze lowered to your lips.
"I’ve been waiting for this," he murmured, his voice rough, as if it were a secret he’d been dying to share. "I should’ve made you mine sooner, pumpkin. Shouldn’t have let you slip away, should’ve known you were mine from the start."
Before you could respond, before you could even process the words, his lips crashed onto yours. It was fierce, desperate, and possessive, his kiss taking control immediately. His mouth was hot, demanding, and he pulled you closer, using his hold on your wrist to keep you trapped beneath him.
Your breath caught in your throat as his lips moved against yours, and the more you tried to breathe, the tighter he pulled you. His body felt like a weight on top of you, keeping you locked in place. You tried to pull away, to create some distance, but his grip on your wrist tightened, and he growled low in his throat, making it clear that escape was not an option.
Sol pulled back just enough to look at you, his eyes burning with an intensity that made you shiver. His breath was coming in shallow gasps, his chest rising and falling as he stared down at you, his lips still slightly parted from the kiss.
"You’re mine now, pumpkin," he murmured, the words soft—too soft—but laced with something undeniable. Something that curled around you like chains, invisible but unbreakable. His fingers brushed against your skin, gently, but you knew better. There was nothing gentle about him, not when he looked at you like that.
His eyes, dark and unwavering, held yours captive. “I’ll keep you close. Not Geo, not anyone… Just me.”
The way he said it, sweet like a lover’s promise, yet suffocating in its certainty, sent a slow, creeping shiver down your spine. This wasn’t affection. It wasn’t even love. It was something else—something unshakable, something that left no room for escape.
His hold tightened, his lips ghosting over your ear as his breath fanned against your skin. “I’ll make sure you never forget that,” he whispered, the words sinking in like a vow, like a sentence.
Your breath hitched. The room felt smaller. His grip on your wrist, the weight of his presence—everything about him pulled you deeper into something you weren’t sure you’d ever get out of.
Sol wasn’t just the man you liked anymore. He was something more, something dangerous. And as much as you wanted to fight it, to pull away, the terrifying truth settled in the pit of your stomach.
You weren’t going anywhere.
Not unless he allowed it.
✑ 𝑔𝑒𝑜
He's longer; sorry, I’m biased.
You stared at your phone for a long moment, the weight of your decision pressing down on you. You had spent the last week cooped up in your dorm, tangled in your own thoughts, unable to find peace with yourself or with them.
Sol and Geo... the constant pull between them had turned everything into a confusing mess.
But now? You needed clarity. You needed someone who wouldn’t add more fuel to the fire, someone who would just listen without trying to one-up the other. Maybe you were kidding yourself—because this was Geo, after all. But you needed this.
Taking a deep breath, you hovered your fingers over the screen, glancing at the missed calls again. Your pulse was racing, the anxiety of the choice settling in your chest. The last thing you wanted was to face this alone—but you also didn’t want to avoid it.
After what felt like an eternity, you made the decision.
You called Geo.
It rang one time before his voice answered, and you immediately felt the coldness in his tone, like he doesn't care but he's been secretly been waiting for this call.
“Hey, you cool now?”
Yeah he's definitely upset but also quiet concern hidden beneath his brooding ass personality.
You rolled your eyes but also tried to steady your breath, the weight of everything crashing down on you all at once. You didn’t know how to explain it, so you didn’t try to. Instead, you just said what you needed to say.
“I... I need to talk to you. Can we meet somewhere?”
There was a pause on the other end, and for a moment, you wondered if he was thinking it over. But he didn’t push for more information. He simply agreed, his voice calm and understanding.
“Sure. Where do you want to meet?”
You bit your lip, a brief moment of indecision hitting you. But then it came to you. "Where you at?"
He paused for a beat before replying, “About to start classes, but later I have archery practice.”
“Bet,” you said, your voice steadying. “I’m coming when you have practice.”
Before he could say anything else, you hung up. The decision felt sudden like you were just throwing yourself into the unknown, but there was a strange sense of relief mixed with it.
Damn, that really overwhelmed you.
You leaned back against the wall, closing your eyes for a moment. The tension that had built up over the past few days began to loosen slightly—though you weren’t fooling yourself. There was still so much left unsaid.
The afternoon passed in a blur of lectures and assignments. Your mind kept wandering to your phone, to the call you had just made to Geo. Every time you tried to focus, the weight of everything from the past few weeks came crashing down on you again, clouding your thoughts. You hated the feeling of being so torn, but there was little you could do to change it now.
After your last class, you quickly went to the campus snack shop. You grabbed a bag of chips and a couple of candy bars, trying to grab a bit of comfort before meeting up with Sol and Hyugo for lunch. The campus was busy with students, the energy of their conversations filling the air, but you felt strangely detached from it all.
You reached the stairs leading to the roof, where you were supposed to meet them. The familiar sight of the door at the top of the stairs felt almost comforting, like a safe haven. But when you pushed the door open and stepped onto the roof, you only saw Sol.
You paused, momentarily confused.
The quiet hum of the city outside the campus walls mixed with the soft sound of wind brushing against the roof, creating a peaceful atmosphere that contrasted sharply with the chaotic thoughts swirling in your mind.
But Sol?
He was there, leaning against the railing, his eyes fixed on the horizon. His usual sharp, confident demeanor softened in the warm sunlight, and there was a rare stillness about him, something you didn’t often get to see.
Your heart skipped a beat at the sight of him, but you quickly shook it off, determined not to let yourself be distracted. You needed to focus, to stay grounded, even though everything felt like it was slipping away.
“Hey,” you called out, your voice cutting through the quiet air.
Sol turned to face you, his eyes scanning you for a moment, his gaze lingering longer than usual. You noticed the faint shadows beneath his eyes, signs of something deeper—a weariness that didn't quite match his usual carefree attitude. He straightened up slowly, a smirk forming at the corner of his lips, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes this time.
“You’re late,” he said, his voice carrying that familiar teasing edge, but something about it felt off.
You rolled your eyes, pulling out the snacks you’d bought and handing him a bag of chips before grabbing one for yourself. “I bought lunch. Where’s Hyugo?” you asked, looking around, expecting to see him somewhere nearby.
Sol’s smirk faltered, and he shifted his weight slightly, eyes briefly flicking away as if he were debating whether to say something. “He’s upset at me,” Sol said, his tone flat, almost defensive.
You blinked, caught off guard by the admission. “What? Why?”
Sol didn’t immediately respond. Instead, he leaned back against the railing, his eyes studying you for a moment as if he was weighing how much he wanted to reveal. “Doesn’t matter,” he muttered, but there was an edge to his voice now, something that made it clear there was more to the story.
You stared at him, wondering if you should press further, but before you could, Sol asked, “Are you meeting up with Geo today?”
The question caught you off guard, and you hesitated.
The look in his eyes was tried, searching. It was as if he already knew the answer, but he was waiting for you to say it. You felt a wave of unease wash over you. Should you lie? Should you be truthful? You knew that whatever you said, Sol would know eventually through, and yet, you didn’t want to push him further.
You swallowed, unsure how to respond. Finally, you gave a small, uncertain nod, your voice barely above a whisper. “Yeah...” you said, almost as though you were answering a question you hadn't been ready to face.
The silence hung heavy between you and Sol, the wind carrying a cool edge that seemed to make everything feel even colder. He hadn’t moved, hadn’t even flinched as you shifted uneasily beside him, and when he spoke again, his voice was more urgent than before, more desperate.
“Don’t meet with him,” Sol said, his tone low but intense, like a warning. He was staring straight ahead, hands gripping the railing a little too tightly.
You look at him, lost as hell, "What—" He cuts you off.
“He is from that rich society that happened to be kicked out of, and you know what that means."
You shrugged your shoulders and shook your head.
You didn't say anything. Ngl let's just hope he doesn't crash out.
"Long story short, you don’t belong in that world. It’s all fake, all about status and image. Why do you want to be with someone like that? Someone who looks at everything like it’s just a game for him?” His voice was laced with bitterness, the words tumbling out in a stream of disapproval, each one landing with a weight that made you feel suffocated.
You could feel his words digging into you, his frustration and anger clear, as though he had been holding this in for too long. The more he spoke, the more you could hear the layers of jealousy and resentment hidden beneath the surface.
“Why are you even considering him?” Sol went on, his eyes now locked on you, sharp and accusing. “You think he’s different, but trust me, he’s not. He’s nothing but a walking reflection of everything that’s wrong with that world. You’re just another thing to him, a new toy to play with before he gets bored. And you—”
Sol paused, his voice dipping, almost as if he was struggling to keep control of his emotions, “You’re smarter than that. You deserve better than to be some rich boy’s little distraction.”
Your hands clenched into fists at your sides, the frustration boiling inside you. You had been hearing this for days, and it was starting to feel like a broken record. His words kept echoing in your head, over and over, but with each passing second, it became harder to listen.
You couldn’t take it anymore.
“Are you good?” You finally blurted out, your voice sharp with irritation, cutting through his tirade. “Are you seriously obsessed with me or something?” The words left your mouth before you could stop them, the question hanging in the air between you two like a live wire.
Sol’s expression faltered for just a moment, his eyes flashing with something unreadable, something that was maybe a little too close to the truth. But then, without warning, his face hardened again, the smirk returning to his lips, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes.
“You wouldn’t understand,” Sol muttered, more to himself than to you, turning his attention back to the skyline. His posture became stiff again, his shoulders drawn tight like he was bracing for something.
“You’re better off without him. Trust me on this.”
You felt your chest tighten as his words hung in the air, the tension between you thickening. A part of you was almost shocked that he’d go this far, but at the same time, you could sense that this wasn’t the first time he’d crossed a line like this.
His possessiveness, his obsession, it was always there, lurking just beneath the surface.
You could feel it now, the weight of it pressing down on you.
You took a deep breath, trying to steady yourself, but the anger and frustration bubbled to the surface. "You're worthless," you spat out, the words sharp, like a knife cutting through the silence. "I don’t know what the hell you think this is, but I’m not yours. I’ll never be yours." Your voice trembled slightly, not from fear but from the sheer overwhelming weight of your emotions.
For a moment, Sol didn’t react.
He just stood there, his back turned to you, staring off into the distance, the wind tousling his hair. But you could feel the shift in the air, the subtle way the space between you seemed to shrink like he was about to snap.
And then he turned to face you, his eyes darker than before, something almost predatory in his gaze. He stepped forward, closing the distance between you, his hand reaching out to gently, but firmly, take hold of your wrist. “Don’t say that,” he whispered, his voice low and almost dangerous, the words leaving a chill in the air.
“You’re supposed to be mine, Pumpkin.”
He looks at you deeply, "You just don’t know it yet.”
His words hit you like a punch to the gut. For a split second, you almost felt like you were suffocating, caught in the intensity of his gaze and the suffocating grip he had on your wrist.
A part of you wanted to pull away, to fight, but another part of you—perhaps the one that was tired, exhausted from all the confusion and the constant pull between him and Geo—like shit this was tiring.
But Sol wasn’t going to let you go that easily.
“I can't see him.” His voice was soft, but the underlying threat was unmistakable. “You belong with me. You know that, don’t you? You feel it, too. You can’t deny it, not with how you look at me.”
The words burned through you, and despite everything, you felt a sick sense of dread settle in your stomach. “Stop,” you said, your voice trembling, trying to pull away from him. “You’re insane. You don’t own me. I’m not your fucking possession.”
Sol didn’t let go. His grip tightened just enough to make you wince, “You think I’m crazy?” he asked, his lips curling into a twisted smirk. “You have no idea, do you? I’d burn the world down just to keep you. And you want to play these games with him?” He stepped back for a moment as if letting the words sink in.
“I thought I was so lucky you gave me a chance.”
There was a moment of silence, the weight of his words hanging between you, before he suddenly broke the fourth wall, his voice shifting slightly as if addressing something outside the moment, outside of reality itself.
“You think you can just walk away from this?” Sol’s voice was sharper now, more knowing, as if speaking directly to the reader, to the reality that existed beyond the world you were in. “Do you think you can make decisions like this without consequences? Without me getting involved?” His eyes gleamed with something unsettling.
“You can’t run from me, not anymore.”
You felt your heart pounding in your chest as if it might burst from the pressure building inside. The world around you seemed to warp and distort, the edges of reality blurring.
You were lost—completely and utterly lost.
You’d thought you understood what was happening, but now, with Sol so close, his words was filled with something sinful and desperate, it was all unraveling in a way you couldn’t make sense of.
The way he looked at you, the way he gripped your wrist like it was his lifeline, it was suffocating. His gaze held something twisted, an obsession that felt too intense, too real.
Why have you been dumb until now? This wasn’t just a simple crush or playful teasing. This wasn’t just a guy who wanted to be close.
No. Sol was obsessed.
And it scared you.
You tried to pull your wrist free, but his grip was tight. The words on your lips were desperate, but they felt so small against the weight of his presence. “This isn’t right,” you murmured, more to yourself than to him.
Sol didn’t respond immediately. He only stared at you, his eyes darkening, as if weighing your every word, your every movement. “You don’t get it, do you?” His voice was low, but there was an edge to it. “I need you. I’ll always make you see. I'll be good, you can do whatever you want to me, use me, hurt me, please”
The words Sol had thrown at you hung in the air, thick and suffocating, making it hard to breathe.
"Pumpkin, please don't pick him." not like I can anyway in the game.
You felt paralyzed, trapped by the weight of his obsession and the raw, unhinged look in his eyes.
Was this really happening? Was this the mess you’d walked into, too blind to see the signs before?
Your thoughts spiraled, emotions crashing together like a storm you couldn’t outrun. But before you could sort anything out, the air shifted. The tension in the room grew thicker, a new presence making itself known.
Geo.
He appeared in the exit stair doorway, his posture rigid, like he was ready to explode at any second. But it was his eyes that caught your attention, locking onto Sol with a cold, seething intensity that matched the storm brewing between them.
“You’re really fucking crazy, huh?” Geo’s voice was sharp, his words cutting through the charged silence. His gaze never left Sol, as if daring him to say something back.
You tried to back away, finally pulling your wrist free from Sol’s grasp, but your legs were weak, your body trembling with the adrenaline coursing through you. You couldn’t think straight. You needed space; you needed air. But there was no time to escape.
Because Sol’s gaze never wavered, and Geo’s words had already ignited something in him.
“Stay the fuck out of this,” Sol growled, his voice low and dangerous. There was a flash of rage crossing his features, and you knew in that instant that things were about to escalate.
“You don’t get to come in here and play the knight.”
Geo didn’t flinch. If anything, he seemed even more determined. “You’ve already crossed every line. Just back off, she doesn't want you, peasant,” His voice was calm, but the tension in his shoulders betrayed the storm raging underneath.
“I won’t let you fuck with them any longer.”
And just like that, it was like the dam had broken. Crash out time!!
Sol lunged first, moving quickly, too quickly for you to process. He slammed into Geo with all his weight, pushing him against the nearby wall, and you couldn’t help but flinch at the sound of their bodies colliding.
Geo’s arm shot out, blocking the punch that Sol aimed for his face, and for a moment, they were locked in a brutal, silent struggle.
“Get the fuck off me,” Geo spat, trying to shove Sol away, but Sol was relentless, throwing punches with a viciousness that you didn’t know he had in him—no, no that's a lie, you been know just didn't question it AKA minding your business.
The rooftop felt like it was closing in around you—like no matter how open it can be, the sounds of their fight echoing in your ears as you stumbled backward, not sure whether to intervene or to run.
But you couldn’t move. You were stuck.
Sol was stronger than Geo in this moment, using the element of surprise and his sheer intensity to overpower him. Geo grunted as Sol’s fist connected with his ribs, however Geo wasn’t backing down either. He fought back with the same brutal force, each strike punctuated by curses and gritted teeth.
“You think you can just take them from me?” Sol snarled, his words slurring with anger. “I told you, they’re mine. I don’t care what you think, you don’t deserve them.”
“You don’t own them, Emo!” Geo shouted, his voice breaking with frustration. “Stop acting like you have some fucking right to control them. They’re their own person. You’re the one who needs to back the hell off.”
Geo’s fists collided with Sol with a brutal force that made your stomach churn. You watched in stunned silence as Geo moved with precision and anger, his strikes landing one after another.
Sol, once so confident, was now crumpled on the floor, his face swollen and bruising almost immediately. A deep purple and blue marred his features, his lip split and his cheek reddened from the force of the blows.
He tried to get up, and retaliate, however Geo’s rage was unstoppable. Sol was no match for him now, not when the fury in Geo’s eyes burned like a wildfire.
Geo didn’t even give him a moment to breathe. T-T
With each punch, the sound of their struggle echoed throughout the room. And when it was finally over, when Sol lay crumpled on the ground, barely able to move, Geo stood over him, chest heaving with the exertion of the fight. His fists were bloodied, but his gaze never wavered from Sol, whose body remained limp on the floor, groaning in pain.
Geo didn’t seem to care.
After a long, tense pause, Geo finally backed away, his hands shaking but his expression cold and controlled. He didn’t say a word, just took one last look at Sol—who was too beaten to even raise his head—and turned toward the door. He walked out with a calmness that betrayed the chaos that had just unfolded.
The fight had been fast, efficient, and brutal, and now it was over.
You stood there, frozen, trying to process the madness of the situation. The intensity of everything—Geo’s rage, Sol’s obsession, the violence—made your head spin. None of this was supposed to happen. This wasn’t the outcome you imagined when you first started this twisted game.
You just wanted to see how far it would go, how much each of them would fight for your attention, for your love—not actually fighting for real, for whatever the hell it was they were after. Oh yeah, you...
But like you had no idea it would spiral into this.
Now, you were sitting in a private room at the police station, the air thick with tension. The officers sat across from you and Geo, their eyes focused on the both of you, but you couldn’t bring yourself to speak. Your mouth felt dry, your thoughts a jumbled mess.
You didn’t know how to explain what had happened, how it all went wrong. It was too much.
Too fast.
You didn’t have the words.
The room was silent except for the low hum of fluorescent lights above, the officers waiting for some kind of answer, some kind of explanation. But you couldn’t give them that. You couldn’t even explain it to yourself. Your mind was racing, trying to make sense of everything.
The fact that it all started with some stupid game—a game to see which of the two would get jealous first—felt utterly ridiculous now. It was supposed to be harmless. You didn’t think it would turn into something this twisted.
But here you were, sitting next to Geo, whose face was unreadable. His expression was as cold and detached as ever, but you could feel the weight of the situation pressing down on him, too. His knuckles were bruised, his chest rising and fell with each deep breath. He didn’t regret what he’d done, and part of you couldn’t blame him.
Sol had crossed too many lines.
But it didn’t make it any easier to process.
You shifted in your seat, avoiding the officers' eyes, your mind spiraling out of control. You wanted to say something, wanted to explain it all, but the words wouldn’t come.
Everything felt so... out of place.
The fight between Geo and Sol had been violent and unnecessary, yet somehow, it felt inevitable.
This was what it had come to. You had pushed it, tested the boundaries, and now the damage was done.
The officers exchanged glances, their patience wearing thin just by looking at you. They know you were holding some information back, but you didn’t have the proper answers they were looking for.
How could you? Like its very much embarrassing to say, 'Hey I was two-timing these dudes and this led to them fighting,' that isn't the full truth but that's how they would sum it up in the file report.
Like you didn't expect things to get so out of hand. You didn't expect Geo to beat Sol into the fucking ground or why Sol had become so obsessed with you in the first place.
You were so over everything at this point.
“Please,” one of the officers finally spoke, his voice gentle but firm. “Can you tell us what happened here? What led up to this?”
You hated how weak you felt, how lost. You couldn’t explain it.
You couldn’t even explain to yourself how you had allowed this to happen. The moment you’d let your curiosity get the better of you—this was the result.
You just shook your head, the overwhelming sense of regret and guilt crushing you. You didn’t have the answers.
No—you didn't want to answer.
And even if you could, they wouldn’t make this any easier to process.
Geo’s eyes remained fixed on you, his usual cold demeanor softened by something you couldn't quite place. It wasn’t pity—at least, not the kind of pity that made you feel small—but it was something else. He wasn’t angry. He wasn’t frustrated.
He was just... there.
When the officers started to ask more questions, Geo spoke up, his voice surprisingly calm as he interjected.
"Look he put his hands on them. And I just stepped in to stop him." His tone didn’t leave room for debate, his usual sharpness replaced by something quieter, more protective. "I don't have a clue why he's so... obsessed with them, but what's done is done. You have him arrested for assault, sexual harrsment and etc. What more do you?"
The officers froze at Geo's words, he didn't say much at the start—perhaps he could tell you were sitting at a police station for like three hours now and all you wanted was to leave.
"You have all the evidence. That enough. We'll leave now."
The officers exchanged a look, but they didn’t argue. They nodded, acknowledging Geo’s request, and you could hear the soft scrape of the chair as one of them stood up. As you left the station, the weight of everything that had happened crashed down on you like a flood.
It was all too much.
You didn’t speak on the way back to your dorm. The car ride was silent except for the faint hum of the engine, and every minute felt like it stretched on forever. You didn’t know what to say to Geo, didn’t know what to say to yourself.
You were lost—dazed, even. What had you done?
Everything had spiraled so far out of control that you couldn’t even find the starting point anymore.
When the car finally pulled up to your building, you didn’t even wait for Geo to open the door. You got out quickly, the silence between you both louder than anything. You didn’t even feel like you had the energy to say goodbye. You just wanted to retreat, to disappear.
You made your way up to your single studio apartment, the familiar surroundings almost too much. The kitchen passed in a blur as you shuffled into your small, cramped living space. You threw your bag on the floor with a dull thud before collapsing face-first onto your bed. You didn’t even bother pulling the covers over you.
You just lay there, unmoving.
Geo stood in the doorway—guessing that he followed you. Wait, you checked him in at the desk, right? Anyway, watching you. The door clicked shut behind him, but he didn’t approach.
He knew better than that. There was something almost resigned in the way he stood, his hands in his pockets as he regarded you.
"I ordered food for you," he said, his voice quiet, almost a whisper, like he didn’t want to disturb the fragile silence that had settled between you. "...I'll stay. If you’re scared, like if that's what you need."
You didn’t respond.
The weight of everything felt like it was suffocating you, and you didn’t have the words to explain it—not to him, not to anyone.
You felt stuck like the ground beneath you had turned to quicksand. The guilt gnawed at you, but the numbness in your chest was worse. You wanted to feel something—anything—but all you could muster was a hollow emptiness that made your heartache.
You heard Geo’s quiet footsteps echo in the room as he carefully took off his shoes and placed them by the door. It was such a small thing, however the gesture felt oddly intimate like he was respecting some unspoken boundary.
He stood there for a moment, looking at you, before he made his way over to the edge of your bed. You watched him, feeling a strange mix of relief and discomfort, as he knelt in front of you, his back straight and his posture solid.
You clutched the pillow tighter, a weak shield against the confusion that was swirling inside your head. You didn’t know what you needed right now. You didn’t know if you wanted him to say something, or if you just needed the silence. You wanted so badly to scream at the chaos in your life, but the exhaustion had drained all the energy from your body.
Geo glanced down at your bed, then back at you, a slight frown pulling at his features. “I don’t want to sit on your bed,” he said, his voice soft but steady. “I’ve been outside. You shouldn’t be either, you're covered in germs,”
Suddenly, the absurdity of the situation hit you.
The idea of Geo being so considerate after everything that had happened between you two made something inside you crack. You let out a small laugh, a soft chuckle that bubbled up from nowhere as the tension in your chest finally found a way to escape.
Geo froze, his brow furrowing in surprise as he processed the sound. “What...?” His voice trailed off, confused. He hadn’t expected it, clearly.
You shook your head, trying to stifle another laugh. “It’s just... you’re so serious sometimes,” you muttered, shaking your head again, trying to collect yourself. “Like, we’re in the middle of all this... shit, and you’re worried about sitting on my bed? It’s just funny.”
“Are you okay?” he asked, the question heavy with something more than just casual curiosity. He wasn’t asking to pry—he was asking. After all, he cared—in his own way, because he wanted to know if you were all right, even though everything around you was in pieces.
You hesitated, your chest tightening as you tried to push past the numbness, to find the words that would make sense of the chaos inside you. It wasn’t easy. You felt like you were wading through a thick fog, unable to see the shore, unable to find your way out.
You didn’t know what to say.
You didn’t even know what you wanted anymore.
“I don’t know anymore,” you whispered with a dry laugh, your voice barely audible as the weight of everything hit you all at once.
Geo sighed, and he stayed where he was, kneeling in front of you. He just watched you, waiting for you to find the words, letting you process everything at your own pace. The silence stretched on, thick and heavy, but somehow it was comforting.
You exhaled sharply, leaning back against the bed, clutching the pillow in your arms like it could somehow anchor you to the present.
“I don’t know when it all got so messy," you began, your voice unsteady, the words tumbling out in a rush like you were trying to explain something to yourself as much as to him. “It all started because… I wanted to see who was more jealous, you or Sol. It was stupid, I know. I thought I could handle it, keep it all under control. I thought I could play this game and walk away without getting caught up in it.”
You paused for a second, feeling your pulse quicken as you tried to make sense of everything, but the more you spoke, the harder it became to breathe. The confession felt like it was suffocating you, but you couldn’t stop.
“You know how it is. Just a stupid game. I thought I could just sit back, watch the both of you get all worked up, and have a laugh. But it... It didn’t go the way I expected. I didn’t expect to care. Not about him—not about Sol, I mean. And sure as hell not about you.”
You laughed bitterly, shaking your head as you glanced at Geo, unsure of what exactly you were trying to say. But the confusion, the mess in your head, only seemed to spill out more the longer you spoke.
"I was trying to keep control. You know, like always. But the more I played this game—god, the more it twisted everything around. I started getting feelings. First, it was just... Sol, and I thought I could push it aside. But then... it was you."
You stopped, your voice faltering. “I didn’t think I could get feelings for you, not after everything. You’ve got your own shit going on, and so do I, but here I am. And I’m not sure who’s worse. Me, for getting this deep, or you for dealing with me through all of it.”
Geo didn’t interrupt, though you could see the way his jaw tightened, the way his fingers curled into a fist for just a moment before he relaxed them. His eyes were on you, unwavering, and it only made the confession feel like it was digging a hole deeper inside your chest.
"You can judge me for it. I don’t blame you if you do. You always do," The words came out bitter, almost accusing, like you were daring him to reject you, to call you out for being weak.
"I don’t know what I’m doing anymore, Geo. I don’t know what the hell I’m supposed to feel. This whole thing was supposed to be a game, a stupid little test to see who cared more, but here I am—lost. And I don’t know how to fix it."
Your throat felt tight as you swallowed down the question clawing its way up. But eventually, the words spilled out before you could stop them.
“Do you… do you hate me?”
For a moment, there was only silence. Thick. Heavy. Unforgiving.
You didn’t look at him—couldn’t. You were too afraid of what you’d see in his face. Fear? Disgust? Or something worse?
Geo didn’t answer right away. Instead, his gaze flickered away, shifting toward the floor, his jaw tightening just enough for you to notice. He wasn’t one to hesitate, wasn’t one to falter, and yet, here he was—pausing.
The silence stretched, each second pulling at your nerves like frayed threads.
Then, finally, he exhaled, slow and measured, before looking back at you. His expression wasn’t cold, but there was something guarded about it, something that made your chest ache.
“I don’t know what you want me to say,” he admitted, voice quieter than before. “If you’re asking whether I’m pissed? Yeah. That game you played was soo shitty and wrong. But If you’re asking if I regret meeting and talking to you...”
He sighed, looking away, "No. I don't."
Your breath caught by your lip, eyes widened as you lifted your body to look at him.
“Like hating you?” He shook his head, the faintest hint of a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “I couldn’t even if I tried. And trust me, I've tried.”
He shifted near you again, the weight of his presence steady, grounding. And despite everything—the chaos, the mistakes, the games you played—you found yourself leaning just a little closer.
Your lips parted, the question forming before you could stop it. “Then...”
He hummed, his gaze steady on you.
“Do you… like me?” The words left your mouth before you could second-guess them, before you could convince yourself to let it go. You already felt exposed enough, but if you were drowning, you weren’t going to do it alone.
Geo didn’t flinch, but you saw the way his jaw tensed ever so slightly. That careful mask of his wavered just for a fraction of a second. Then, like clockwork, his face turned slightly red—shocking…
“I like a lot of things,” he said smoothly, stretching his arms above his head, his voice full of deflection. “My time. Plants, archery...”
You narrowed your eyes, not amused. “Geo.”
He sighed through his nose, gaze flicking away for a brief moment before locking back onto you. “And maybe you talk too much.”
You let out a sharp breath, shaking your head. “That’s not an answer.”
“It’s the only one you’re getting.”
You stared at him, frustration bubbling beneath your skin. He was doing this on purpose, keeping things just vague enough to avoid saying anything real. You wanted to pry it out of him, force him to admit it, but at the same time…
Geo wasn’t the kind of person you could force anything out of.
He’d say what he wanted when he wanted.
That was just who he was at this damn point.
You let out a sigh, something between acceptance and resignation. “Fine. Be stubborn.” You turned your body slightly, facing him fully. “But I don’t need to hear it. I already know.”
Then, before he could react, you jumped forward, wrapping your arms around his neck, and pulling him close in a tight embrace. Geo stiffened for a moment, caught off guard, but he didn’t push you away. Instead, you felt his arms slowly wrap around your waist, holding you steady, his warmth grounding you in ways you hadn’t expected.
Then, before you could stop yourself, you kissed him.
It was quick at first, just a light brush of your lips against his, testing the waters. But the second you felt him respond, his lips pressing against yours just as gently, something inside you caved.
The kiss deepened, slow and careful, neither of you rushing, just feeling. His hands stayed light on your waist, not pulling, not taking—just holding. Like he was afraid of breaking the moment, of breaking you.
Your fingers curled into the fabric of his hoodie, pulling him closer. Geo’s breath hitched slightly before he tilted his head, his lips moving against yours with more certainty now, but never rough, never greedy.
It was nothing like the game you had been playing before—nothing like what had happened with Sol. This wasn’t about control, about jealousy, about winning.
It was just real.
You pulled away first, your forehead resting against his, your breathing slightly uneven. Geo’s hands were still resting on your waist, his thumbs absently brushing against the fabric of your shirt.
For a moment, you just stared at each other, the room feeling quieter than it had before.
Then, suddenly, Geo pulled back, reaching into his pocket and checking his phone. He sighed dramatically. “Well, that was good timing.”
You blinked, still dazed. “What?”
He held up his phone, showing you the screen. “Food’s here.”
You let out a surprised laugh, shaking your head. “Are you serious?”
“Dead serious.” He stood up, stretching before glancing down at you. “Unless you wanna keep making out and let the delivery guy starve outside.”
You rolled your eyes, a small smile pulling at your lips despite everything. “Go get the damn food, Geo.”
He gave you one last look—something soft, unreadable—before turning toward the door. And even as he left, you could still feel the ghost of his lips on yours, the warmth of his touch lingering on your skin.
ᓭི༏ᓯྀ ── Ink spun from my own fingertips—please don’t take, mirror, or rewrite it.
✑ 𝓈𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓅𝓈𝒾𝓈: Ever thought about leaving lickstick stains on two fav men? i drew inspiration from the TikTok lipstick challenge, which, to be honest, left me feeling incredibly lonely. The whole experience stirred something in me, prompting me to write about it.
Also, I think I might've missed the birthday of a certain character in the game...
I wonder who that could be?
✑ 𝓇𝑒𝓆𝓊𝑒𝓈𝓉: from anon!
✑ 𝓉𝒶𝑔𝓈: drabble/s, tkatb x gn! reader · tkatb fluff/smut · mutual pining · written in stolen moments · teasing · fluff humor · established relationships.
✑ 𝓌𝒸: 15k
✑ 𝒸𝓇𝑜𝓌𝑒
The student council room was eerily quiet after hours, lit only by the warm glow of a desk lamp on the far end. The usual hustle and bustle of meetings, debates, and planning sessions had faded, leaving the space unusually still.
Except for him.
Crowe was seated at the large oak table, his posture impeccable as he reviewed a stack of neatly organized papers. His sleeves rolled up neatly to his elbows. His black bottom-up shirt was loosened but still perfectly modest, and his purple vest hung from the back of his chair. He looked, as always, impossibly put-together.
And that’s exactly why you’d decided to stop by tonight, coming from a late night studying at the library, you could help to pay him a visit, after all, you have the key. He was too perfect, too composed. It was high time someone tested just how unshakeable Crowe’s gentlemanly façade was.
You leaned against the doorframe, watching him briefly before clearing your throat. "Burning the midnight oil, are we?"
Crowe glanced up, his brows lifting in surprise at first, but his expression quickly softened into a familiar, warm smile. “You have a habit of sneaking up on people, you know that?”
“It’s one of my better skills,” you replied, stepping inside and letting the door click shut behind you. “What are you doing here so late, anyway? Don’t tell me it’s another mountain of paperwork.”
“Would you believe me if I said it was?” he asked, motioning to the neatly stacked papers in front of him. “Someone has to make sure this place doesn’t fall apart.”
“Ever the responsible one,” you teased, crossing the room toward him. “But don’t you ever get tired of being so... predictable?”
Crowe raised an eyebrow, leaning back slightly in his chair. “Predictable? That’s a new one. Care to elaborate?”
You grinned, circling the table to stand behind his chair. “You’re always so composed, so polite, so... gentlemanly. Doesn’t it get boring playing the role of the perfect man?”
“Not particularly,” he replied smoothly, though his shoulders tensed ever so slightly. “Someone has to keep things in order.”
“Mm, but what if someone didn’t?” you murmured, leaning down until your lips were close to his ear. “What if someone decided to mess with that perfect little image of yours?”
Crowe turned his head slightly, his deep blue eyes meeting yours with a mix of amusement and curiosity. “Is that what you’re here to do?”
“Maybe,” you said innocently, stepping around to face him. Without giving him a chance to respond, you perched yourself on the edge of the table, just close enough to be in his space without overstepping.
Crowe tilted his head slightly, his deep blue eyes fixed on you with a spark of intrigue. “And how exactly do you plan on doing that?”
You didn’t answer right away.
Instead, a sly smirk played on your lips as you slid off the table in one smooth, deliberate motion, closing the small distance between you and him. Without hesitation, you eased yourself into his lap, one knee on either side of his thighs.
Crowe stiffened immediately, his posture going rigid as his hands hovered uncertainly in the air, unsure where to land. His usually composed demeanor faltered, and the faintest trace of a blush began creeping up his neck. It was subtle, but on his warm, light brown skin, it was enough for you to notice—and grin.
“Well,” you started, looping your arms lazily around his neck, your fingers toying with the ends of his braided brown hair. “I thought I’d start by seeing how much it takes to make you blush.”
Crowe’s breath hitched as you leaned in, your lips brushing his cheek in a featherlight kiss. “That’s one,” you murmured, your tone playful, your lips curling into a mischievous smile.
His jaw tensed, but his eyes betrayed his amusement. “Are you keeping score?” he asked, his voice steady but tinged with a nervous edge.
“Maybe,” you teased, planting a second kiss on his other cheek. “Two.”
Your hand moved to the back of his neck, your fingers threading through his single braid as you tilted his head slightly to the side. The motion exposed the line of his jaw, and you didn’t hesitate, pressing soft kisses along the sharp angles, your lips tracing the warm expanse of his skin.
“Three, four…” you counted softly, letting your lips linger just a moment longer with each touch.
Crowe swallowed hard, the tension in his body melting just enough for his hands to find a place—tentatively settling on your waist. His grip was light as if he were still unsure if this was something he should allow himself to enjoy. “You’re impossible,” he muttered, his voice low and rough, though the corners of his mouth twitched into a faint smile. “Playing such a dangerous game.”
“Am I?” you asked, pulling back just enough to meet his gaze, your fingers still idly twirling single braid. Your voice took on a mockingly innocent tone. “Or are you just afraid I might win?”
He looked up at you, his expression unreadable for a moment before he smiled faintly. "I suppose that depends on what you’re trying to win."
You smirked, reaching into your bag and pulling out a tube of lipstick. Crowe’s brow furrowed in confusion as you uncapped it, applying the deep crimson shade with practiced ease.
"And what’s this for?" he asked, his voice carrying the slightest hint of wariness.
You leaned in closer, your breath ghosting over his skin, lips hovering near his cheek. “Call it an experiment,” you murmured, your voice soft and teasing. Without waiting for a reply, you pressed a deliberate kiss just below his cheekbone.
The faint scent of your perfume lingered in the air as you pulled back, a perfect lipstick mark standing out against his warm, light brown skin. You tilted your head slightly, inspecting your handwork with a mischievous smile. “Not bad,” you said lightly, as if critiquing a painting.
Crowe blinked, visibly stunned, his deep blue eyes locking onto yours. He didn’t move, his breath caught as if trying to process what just happened.
But you weren’t finished.
Tilting his chin slightly with a gentle finger, you leaned in again, this time brushing your lips along the edge of his jawline. His skin was warm beneath your touch, the tension in his shoulders betraying his carefully composed demeanor. Another kiss followed, slower this time, leaving a bold imprint just below his jaw.
Crowe’s lips parted, his breathing uneven now, though he still didn’t stop you.
“Hmm,” you mused, leaning back slightly, only to trail your gaze down to the column of his neck. “This feels incomplete.”
He opened his mouth to say something, but the words caught in his throat when your lips found the curve of his neck. A soft gasp escaped him as you pressed another kiss there, then another, just above his collarbone. His hand twitched as though he might reach for you, but he held back, his restraint only making the moment more electric.
When you finally leaned back, Crowe’s usual polished, gentlemanly demeanor was in tatters. His skin was a masterpiece of faint crimson marks—his cheeks, jawline, and neck all kissed and claimed. He reached up hesitantly, brushing his fingers over one of the marks on his jaw, his touch lingering there as if he were trying to memorize the feeling of your lips.
“You—” he started, his voice rough, but you cut him off with a soft laugh.
“Speechless?” you teased, recapping your lipstick and slipping it back into your bag with an air of nonchalance. “I must’ve done something right.”
Crowe’s jaw worked, his lips pressing together as he struggled to find his composure. His usual confidence had been thoroughly dismantled, leaving him looking uncharacteristically vulnerable yet… yearning. The once-pristine picture of composure—the meticulous student apart of the council—now looked delightfully disheveled, his face, jawline, and even his neck adorned with vivid, unmistakable stains.
“There,” you said, stepping back and tilting your head as if you were admiring a masterpiece. “Not so perfect now, are you?”
“You’ve officially ruined my ‘gentlemanly’ image,” he muttered, his voice quieter now. His fingers hesitantly brushed over the fresh stain near his jawline, his expression equal parts baffled and amused. “I can’t believe you just did that.”
“Oh, believe it,” you teased, crossing your arms and giving him a satisfied grin. “Honestly, I think it suits you. Adds a little color. You’re welcome.”
Crowe let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “You’re unbelievable. How am I supposed to explain this?”
“Explain it?” you said, feigning shock. “You mean you’re not just going to own it? What happened to that legendary confidence of yours?”
He opened his mouth to retort, but you cut him off by leaning in again, adding a quick kiss to his forehead. “Now you’ve got the full set,” you said with a mischievous glint in your eyes. “Face, neck, and...” You trailed off meaningfully, letting the pause hang in the air.
Crowe raised an eyebrow, his composure slipping as he caught the implication. “You wouldn’t—”
You didn’t let him finish. Before he could say another word, you planted a deliberate kiss at the corner of his mouth, then slowly worked your way to the center, leaving faint marks in your wake.
When you pulled back, your face was the picture of triumph. “Now you’re officially branded. Guess that gentleman thing has its limits, huh?”
Crowe’s deep blue eyes narrowed slightly, though the hint of a smile tugged at his lips. “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”
“Absolutely,” you replied without hesitation. “And admit it—you are too.”
He exhaled, his hands resting lightly on your waist as if he wasn’t sure whether to steady you or himself. “You like testing me,” he murmured, his voice quieter now, tinged with both amusement and something deeper.
“And you like failing,” you shot back, leaning in so your faces were barely an inch apart. “Don’t worry, though—I think you wear it well. Lipstick suits you.”
Crowe’s lips quirked into a smirk, his usually poised demeanor finally cracking under your relentless teasing. “You’re not making this easy,” he murmured, his voice low but laced with a playful challenge.
“And why should I?” you quipped, settling more comfortably on his lap and letting your arms drape lazily around his neck. You leaned back just enough to take in your handiwork. The soft smudges of lipstick painted a trail of your victory across his cheeks, jaw, and now his neck. A particularly bold kiss near his collarbone had left a bright red mark against his brown skin.
Crowe raised an eyebrow at you, his deep blue eyes flickering between exasperation and amusement. “I look like I lost a fight with a makeup counter.”
“Correction: you lost to me,” you replied with a smug grin, leaning in to brush your lips against his ear. Your voice dropped to a teasing whisper. “And you didn’t exactly stop me.”
Crowe huffed out a quiet laugh, the sound warm and rich despite the predicament. “Oh, I’m fully aware,” he said, his tone dry but edged with amusement. “Do you make a habit of ambushing people with lipstick, or am I just special?”
“You’re special,” you teased, drawing the word out in a sing-song tone as your eyes narrowed, fingers slowly unbutton his shirt. “But don’t get too excited—I just thought someone as put-together as you needed a little... color.” Your eyes looks up at him with a playful charm.
His breath hitched, and for the briefest moment, his usual restraint faltered. His hands slid up to your waist, his fingers curling slightly as if to anchor himself. “And here I thought you were here to apologize for interrupting my work,” he murmured, his voice quieter now, his eyes darker as they locked onto yours.
“Apologize?” you repeated, feigning innocence. “For what? For making you look even more pretty? For proving you’re not as unshakeable as you pretend to be?”
Crowe chuckled under his breath, shaking his head slightly. “Again, impossible,” he muttered, though the smile tugging at his lips betrayed him.
“Impossible?” you echoed, shifting slightly in his lap, your fingers lightly tracing upper chest. You leaned in closer, your nose just brushing against his, and your voice dropped to a low, teasing whisper. “That’s funny, coming from someone who’s supposed to be a gentleman. Aren’t you supposed to be, I don’t know... stopping me? Resisting temptation?”
Crowe’s breath hitched for a fraction of a second, but he recovered quickly, though not quickly enough to mask the flicker of uncertainty that crossed his face. His gaze dropped, lingering on your lips for a heartbeat too long before meeting your eyes again. His hand tightened ever so slightly on your waist, his grip firm but still careful, as though he were holding himself back.
“And why,” he murmured, his voice lower now, the usual steadiness giving way to something rougher, more deliberate, “would I want to stop you?”
Your smirk widened, victory already bubbling in your chest. “That’s a good question,” you mused, leaning in until your lips brushed his, the contact feather-light and achingly slow.
His breath caught, and you could feel the tension in his frame, the way he held himself still, like he was caught between giving in and holding on.
“Good answer,” He whispered against your lips before pulling back just enough to meet his gaze. His eyes, usually so composed and guarded, were darker now, his composure visibly slipping.
You caught the faint flush rising along his neck, creeping just beneath his jawline, and you couldn’t help but grin.
Crowe exhaled sharply, breaking the silence as he leaned his head back against the chair, a wry, unsteady chuckle slipping past his lips. “You’re trouble,” he said, though his voice betrayed him—uneven and laced with something softer.
“And yet,” you replied, hopping off his lap with a triumphant flourish, smoothing the hem of your clothing as if nothing had happened, “you haven’t asked me to leave.”
Crowe tilted his head, his eyes narrowing slightly as that familiar glint of mischief returned to his expression. He looked at you now with the kind of calm that was just daring you to keep pushing. “Maybe,” he said slowly, his voice steadying again, “I like a little trouble.”
You laughed softly, stepping back to admire your handiwork. His shirt was slightly wrinkled from where your hands had rested, and his face was a mess of lipstick smudges—on his cheeks, along his jaw, and the faintest stain at the corner of his lips.
“Good,” you said with a mischievous grin, nodding toward the streak of lipstick on his neck. “Because I’m not done with you yet.”
Crowe’s eyebrow arched, his lips curling into a small, amused smile as he leaned forward slightly, his gaze steady and teasing. “Then I’ll be sure to prepare myself,” he murmured, his voice low and steady. “I wouldn’t want to disappoint.”
“Oh, you’d better be,” you shot back, taking a step back from his lap with deliberate slowness, your eyes lingering on him for just a moment longer. “Because next time, I might not be so... gentle.”
Turning on your heel, you strode to the door, the sound of your footsteps echoing in the quiet room. Just before you left, you glanced over your shoulder, your grin still firmly in place. “Try not to miss me too much.”
The door clicked shut behind you, leaving Crowe alone in the dim light of the student council room. He let out a quiet breath, his fingers absentmindedly brushing the mark you’d left on his neck.
A faint chuckle escaped him as he leaned back in his chair, staring at the closed door with a small shake of his head. “You really are something else,” he muttered to himself, a genuine smile tugging at his lips.
Trouble, yes—but perhaps the kind of trouble he wouldn’t mind getting used to.
✑ 𝓈𝑜𝓁
The living room was a cozy chaos, with warm fairy lights casting a golden glow over the dark walls and mismatched furniture.
The lights draped lazily over the curtain rods, twinkling faintly as if encouraging the quiet mischief brewing within. The couch—its cushions sagging in all the right ways—sat at the center of it all, surrounded by a battlefield of cosmetics.
The coffee table groaned under the weight of lipstick tubes in every shade imaginable, from muted nudes to shocking neons. Tissue papers lay crumpled beside an array of smudged hand mirrors, and the faint scent of vanilla and wax lingered in the air. The room was comfortably warm, the heater humming faintly in the corner, adding to the intimate atmosphere.
You perched on the couch's edge, your legs tucked beneath you, wearing an oversized hoodie that dwarfed your frame but left your enthusiasm unrestrained. A wicked grin played on your lips as you reached for the next weapon in your arsenal—a vibrant crimson lipstick labeled Scarlet Desire.
Sol sat beside you, a reluctant participant in your glamorous experiment. His dark, disheveled hair framed his pale face, strands occasionally falling into his reddish-orange eyes that seemed to glow like dying embers in the dim light. He slouched dramatically, his arms crossed as if that might shield him from the barrage of attention you had planned.
"All right, Sol," you announced with mock seriousness, brandishing the tube like a wand. "You’ve been chosen as tonight’s test dummy. Congratulations on your moment of fame."
Sol let out a groan that was half dramatic and half genuine, tipping his head back against the couch and staring at the ceiling as if it might offer an escape. "Why do I feel like I’m about to star in a weird beauty guru horror story?"
"Because you are," you replied with a smirk, twisting the lipstick open to reveal its bold crimson shade. The color gleamed under the fairy lights, a promise of chaos to come. "Now, sit still and quit whining. Let’s see if ‘Scarlet Desire’ lives up to its name."
Before he could muster another complaint, you leaned in, one hand gently cupping his jaw to steady him. His breath hitched, his body freezing under the unexpected closeness. The faint scent of your perfume—something floral and sweet—floated between you, making his pulse quicken.
You applied the lipstick to your lips with precision, pausing briefly to inspect the smoothness in the hand mirror. Satisfied, you leaned closer again, your face just inches from his.
"Ready?" you teased, your voice dipping into a conspiratorial whisper, your grin turning impish.
Sol’s eyes widened slightly, their reddish hue glinting with a mix of trepidation and something else he couldn’t quite place. "Do I have a choice?" he muttered, his voice quieter than usual.
"Not at all," you replied cheerfully, brushing aside his weak protests.
Without hesitation, you pressed your lips to his cheek, the cool touch of lipstick contrasting with the warmth of his skin. The kiss was quick but deliberate, leaving behind a perfectly shaped crimson stain against his pale complexion.
Sol blinked, his mouth parting slightly as he tried to process what had just happened. His usual indifferent mask cracked the faintest hint of pink creeping up his ears. The lipstick stain on his cheek seemed to burn hotter than the room’s heater, a brand he couldn’t ignore.
You leaned back, tilting the hand mirror to inspect your handiwork. "Still intact," you mused, tapping your lips thoughtfully. "That’s a point for ‘Scarlet Desire.’"
Sol finally found his voice, though it came out uneven. “Is… is this going to take all night?”
“Probably,” you replied, lips curling into a mischievous smile as you reached for another tube. You held it up to the light, inspecting the label. “‘Forbidden Plum.’ Sounds dramatic enough, don’t you think?”
The deep purple shade gleamed as you twisted the tube, the realization dawning on Sol that this was far from over. He groaned again, though the faint flush creeping up his neck betrayed the fact that he wasn’t entirely upset about the situation.
“Relax,” you teased, leaning in close, your warm breath brushing his ear. “I’ll be gentle.”
Before he could respond, your lips pressed softly to his jawline, leaving a perfect, dark imprint just below the curve of his cheekbone. You lingered for a moment, letting the heat of the kiss sink in before pulling back to inspect the mark.
“Not bad,” you murmured, tilting your head and running your thumb over the stain as if appraising your work. “But I think this color needs a little more flair.”
Without waiting for his approval, you leaned in again, this time brushing your lips against his neck. The touch was softer, teasing, and you felt the slight hitch in his breathing as your lipstick left another vivid mark just above his collarbone.
Sol swallowed hard, his face now a canvas of warmth and embarrassment. This wasn’t just a lipstick test anymore—it was a battle to maintain his composure against your relentless, flirtatious charm.
“Hm,” you mused again, holding up the mirror to check your lips, then twisting open another tube. “Alright, next contender: ‘Midnight Rose.’ Let’s see if it’s as dramatic as it sounds.”
His reddish orange eyes tracked your every move, flickering between the lipstick in your hand and the playful glint in your eyes. As you leaned in to kiss his other cheek, the cool press of your lips sent a jolt down his spine, and his fingers curled tightly around the edge of the couch cushion.
“You’re enjoying this way too much,” he muttered, voice low and unsteady.
“You say that like you’re not,” you shot back, your tone as playful as the smile that followed.
This time, you kissed along his jawline again, dragging your lips lightly over his skin before pulling back with a smirk. The fairy lights cast a warm glow over the room, adding to the intimacy of the moment as your laughter filled the space.
By the fourth or seventh kiss, Sol was no longer slouched but sitting ramrod straight, his breath uneven, and his lips parted in a dazed expression. The air between you felt charged, and every teasing glance you shot his way only added to his visible fluster.
“Now how… how many more of these are there?” he finally managed, his voice barely above a whisper.
You tilted your head, pretending to count the remaining tubes. “Oh, only about five or six. Maybe seven. You’re handling this so well, Sol, I might just have to make you my permanent lipstick tester.”
He groaned, a hand flying to his forehead in mock defeat, but his reddish-orange eyes lingered on you longer than they should have.
“You must be getting bored with this experiment by now,” he mumbled, though his tone lacked conviction.
“Bored? Not a chance,” you quipped, leaning in one more time, this time planting a soft kiss at the corner of his mouth. “Though I think you might be getting dazed from all the attention.”
Sol’s breath caught, and his cheeks flamed brighter than before. He could only sit there, speechless and utterly smitten, as you reached for yet another lipstick tube.
“This one’s called ‘Velvet Sin,’” you announced, holding it up with a playful wink. “Let’s see if it’s worth the hype.”
For a moment, he thought about protesting, but then he realized—what was the point?
He was already lost in the haze of your laughter, your teasing touches, and the warm, lingering impressions of your kisses. The pink, purple, and red smudges peppered across Sol's pale skin. He sat stiffly, his black and green streaks bangs veiling his burning cheeks as he avoided your amused gaze.
You held up the mirror again, turning your head to inspect your lips carefully. "Still nothing, maybe I should just stick to clear gloss,” you said, a triumphant edge in your tone. "It’s like these lipsticks were forged in a lab to smudge. Great…."
Then you turned the mirror toward Sol, revealing his reflection. His reddish-orange eyes widened as he stared, dumbfounded, at the chaotic array of lipstick marks scattered across his face—his jaw, cheeks, and even a faint smear near his collarbone from when you leaned in a little too close earlier.
You burst out laughing, breaking the silence. "You look like a really sad art project," you teased, clutching the mirror with one hand and your stomach with the other as you doubled over in laughter.
He huffed, clearly trying to mask his growing embarrassment, but the corner of his lips twitched upward in a sheepish smile. "You’re enjoying this way too much."
Sol, typically composed in his aloofness, looked anything but indifferent as you leaned in, armed with yet another lipstick in your collection. His usual mask of stoicism had cracked, replaced by a look of pure, unguarded vulnerability.
“And you’re taking it way too seriously,” you teased, your voice low and dripping with mischief.
Before Sol could respond, you closed the gap between you, planting a kiss squarely on the tip of his nose. The kiss was playful, a soft smooch that left behind a faint, heart-shaped lipstick mark. The vibrant maroon stood out against his pale skin, and you pulled back, your lips curving into a satisfied smirk.
"Perfect," you murmured, tilting your head to inspect the tiny flourish you’d left behind.
Sol sat there, motionless, his lips slightly parted as if he’d forgotten how to form words. His reddish orange eyes were wide, darting to your lips and then back to your eyes. He looked completely out of his depth, his usual brooding demeanor utterly replaced by something unsteady and raw.
You didn’t stop.
You leaned in again, closer this time, your hands resting lightly on his shoulders. Sol’s breath hitched audibly as your lips ghosted over his cheek.
“Let’s try something more daring,” you whispered, the heat of your breath brushing against his skin before you pressed a deliberate kiss just beside the corner of his mouth.
His entire body stiffened, his hand gripping the edge of the couch like it was the only thing keeping him tethered to reality. The lipstick left a bold mark just shy of his lips, teasingly close. You pulled back ever so slightly, your gaze lingering on the way his chest rose and fell in uneven breaths.
“Hmm, maybe I should try it here next,” you said softly, your voice barely above a whisper, your fingers gently brushing his chin to tilt his face toward you.
Sol’s eyes widened, his lips trembling slightly as you leaned in further. This time, you kissed him squarely on the mouth, a soft, deliberate press of your lips against his. The kiss was slow, your lips brushing his with just enough pressure to leave a faint imprint of the maroon shade.
When you pulled away, his lips glistened faintly, the color smudged ever so slightly. His cheeks were burning red now, the flush spreading up to the tips of his ears. Sol’s expression was a mix of stunned disbelief and something else—something heavier, like a quiet yearning he couldn’t contain.
"Oops," you said with a playful grin, holding up the mirror to show him the faint but unmistakable lipstick mark lingering on his lips. "Looks like you’re officially part of the experiment now."
He swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing visibly. His gaze dropped to your lips again, lingering there a moment too long before darting back to your eyes. "You... you’re really not holding back," he mumbled, his voice cracking slightly.
"Should I?" you asked, raising an eyebrow as you reached for another lipstick. "I think you’re holding up pretty well, Sol. You’re a surprisingly good test dummy."
Sol didn’t respond. He just stared, his lips still tingling from the kiss, his mind racing in directions he wasn’t ready to admit. His hand twitched as if he wanted to reach out but didn’t dare. You reached for the next tube—deep plum, almost black, its sleek metallic casing glinting under the dim fairy lights.
"All right, final test," you declared, twisting the lipstick open with a satisfying click. The color was rich and bold, a shade that dared anyone to look away. You leaned in, closer than before, your breath brushing against Sol’s cheek.
He stiffened, his head tilting slightly as though torn between leaning away and leaning in. "You’re relentless, you know that?" he muttered, his voice low and strained.
"Let’s see how kiss-proof this one really is," you whispered, your lips curling into a playful grin.
Before he could protest, you kissed him, deliberately slower this time. The plush warmth of your lips pressed deeper against his lips, lingering longer than any of the others. Sol’s breath hitched audibly, and you could feel the heat radiating off him as his tension melted into something softer.
When you pulled back, you admired your work: a perfect, bold imprint on his pale red lips, perfect and center.
You shifted slightly, cupping his chin with your hand to turn his face toward you. His eyes were half-lidded, his dark lashes casting shadows against his flushed cheeks. He looked wrecked in the most endearing way.
"Don’t tell me you’re getting tired already," you teased, your thumb brushing the edge of his jaw.
Sol didn’t answer. He seemed dazed, his lips slightly parted as though the words had escaped him entirely. Undeterred, you leaned in again, pressing a kiss to his temple this time, your lips lingering against the curve of his hairline.
"Still intact," you murmured, half to yourself as you pulled back and inspected your own lips in the mirror.
Sol blinked, his lips twitching like he wanted to say something but couldn’t quite manage it. The next kiss landed on the bridge of his nose, soft and playful, and the one after that trailed down to the corner of his mouth.
"Okay, this one’s holding up really well," you remarked, leaning back to evaluate the results. You laughed softly at the kaleidoscope of lipstick stains that now adorned his face—a collection of reds, pinks, and purples, each mark a testament to your experiment.
"Sol?" you prompted, tilting your head as you noticed his unusually quiet demeanor.
He blinked again, his gaze focused on you but far away.
"Hello? Earth to Sol—" You waved a hand in front of his face, but before you could finish the thought, his hand shot up, gently catching yours mid-wave.
You froze, startled by the suddenness of the movement and the look in his eyes—smoldering and uncharacteristically intense.
"Huh…" you trailed off as he guided your hand down, his fingers curling over yours in a firm but careful grip.
"Enough," Sol murmured, his voice a low rumble that sent shivers down your spine.
Before you could process the shift, he moved. In one smooth, almost predatory motion, he pressed you back into the couch, his weight pinning you against the cushions. Your back hit the fabric with a soft thud, and his hands found your wrists, holding them gently but securely above your head.
"Sol—"
"You're so mean," he said softly, a crooked smile tugging at the corner of his lips. His dark hair fell messily into his eyes, and his gaze burned with something raw, something that made your chest tighten.
You stared up at him, your breath coming in short, uneven bursts as he leaned closer, the warmth of his body enveloping you. The space between you felt impossibly small, the room charged with a quiet intensity that neither of you dared to break.
"All those kisses," he murmured, his breath ghosting over your cheek as his lips curved into a teasing smirk. "And you still act like you’re in control."
Your heart raced, the world outside the living room forgotten entirely. "Sol, I—"
But his expression softened, his grip on your wrists loosening slightly. "I think," he said, his voice barely above a whisper, "it’s my turn to test your limits, pumpkin."
Oh no, not again.
✑ 𝑔𝑒𝑜 [ 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝒹𝒹𝑒𝒹 ]
It’s one of those crisp afternoons, the air just cool enough to send a slight shiver down your spine as you sit on a bench by the archery range. The college campus is quiet, with students scattered here and there, but your attention is entirely on him—Geo.
The archery field is his domain. He doesn’t know it yet, but you’ve got a plan that will catch him off guard.
Geo stands tall at the center of the field, adjusting his posture with precision, his focus entirely on the target in front of him. The sun casts a soft, golden light across his pale skin, making his aquamarine eyes seem even sharper. He’s dressed in usual uniform.
Which make him look even more intimidating as he stands tall and composed. His hair, dark bluish-purple, is tied back neatly in a low ponytail, the bowl cut framing his face in a way that makes his expression appear even more brooding.
Despite his best efforts to look aloof, there’s something about him that calls for attention. His movements are deliberate, almost as if he knows he’s being watched. You lean back slightly, pretending to be absorbed in the scene but really just observing him, thinking about the plan you’ve hatched.
Geo pulls his bowstring back with precision, his aquamarine eyes narrowing as he takes aim. Everything about him is calculated, a display of discipline honed through years of practice. You bite your lip in anticipation, then grab the lipstick from your bag, uncapping it with a soft click.
The color is a deep red, the kind that will stand out against his pale skin. You’ve decided: it’s time to throw him off just a little.
You stand up quietly, making your way to where Geo is, and as you approach, your heart beats a little faster. The air around you feels charged with the quiet energy he exudes. Geo is too focused on the target, his fingers inching toward the release. You take a deep breath, then step forward just as he releases the arrow.
Before he can even blink, you lean forward and plant a bold, quick kiss to his cheek, the lipstick leaving a bright red mark against his pale skin. The sound of the arrow shooting through the air fills the silence as you pull back, watching the surprise flash across his face.
Geo’s eyes widen for the briefest moment. He freezes for a split second, just enough for you to see his cheeks flush under his usual stoic exterior, the pale hue quickly warming to something deeper. The arrow he released flies off course, landing just beside the target rather than hitting the bullseye as it usually does.
He’s caught off guard.
You step back slightly, a mischievous grin on your face. “You missed it,” you tease, raising an eyebrow.
Geo’s gaze shifts to you, his expression darkening. His lips part, and for a moment, it’s like the weight of the world shifts. "What the hell?" His voice is low, his tone not entirely angry, but certainly perplexed.
For someone who’s always so controlled, so composed, you’ve definitely managed to make him lose that edge. He quickly recovers, wiping his cheek with his sleeve, and for a second, you wonder if you pushed him too far. But then you see the slightest tug of a smirk on his lips.
“Don’t do that,” he warns, but there’s no heat in his words—just that familiar sharpness that seems to be his natural state. It’s clear he’s still processing, but you can tell this little moment has left its mark on him.
You smile back, not backing down. "I thought I’d get your attention. Looks like I did."
Geo shakes his head, his smirk growing as he nocks another arrow. "You have no idea what you’re getting yourself into," he mutters under his breath, but you can hear the playful challenge behind it.
Despite his usual brooding demeanor, you can’t help but notice the slight curve of his lips as he prepares to take another shot. It seems that, for once, he’s not quite as untouchable as he wants everyone to think.
You can feel the tension in the air as Geo reaches for another arrow, but you’re already plotting your next move. The excitement bubbling inside you is hard to contain—this is more fun than you thought it would be.
Geo draws his bow back again, taking aim with the kind of precision only someone like him could master. But before he can release it, you lean forward just enough to interrupt his concentration, tapping his shoulder lightly with a teasing smile.
“What now?” he asks, his voice as gruff as always, though you can detect a hint of amusement hiding in his eyes. “You miss again?”
You shrug innocently. "Maybe. Or maybe I just wanted to see if I could make you blush again." You let the words hang in the air, watching as his expression shifts. His gaze flickers to your lips, then back to your eyes, and for a moment, you're convinced he’s actually considering the idea of doing something more than just shooting arrows.
Geo takes a deep breath, clearly trying to regain his focus by ignoring you, but before he can, you lean in—this time, a little bolder. You press another quick kiss to his neck line, leaving a fresh red mark on his pale skin. And just like last time, he freezes—eyes wide, jaw slightly ajar.
The arrow that should’ve been heading for the bullseye instead veers wildly off course, missing the target completely and burying itself in the grass.
You burst out laughing. "Not so precise anymore, huh?"
Geo whips his head toward you, eyes narrowed in something between surprise and irritation. “Are you trying to sabotage me?” he growls, though you can see the amusement hiding behind his scowl.
You’re still laughing, clearly enjoying yourself far too much, and that’s when Geo decides to do something about it.
With a swift motion, he reaches out and grabs your wrist before you can step back, his fingers tightening around it just enough to stop you from making any more cheeky moves. You stare at him, caught off guard for a moment—he’s not known for being touchy, but here he is, holding you in place.
"Alright, enough of this," he says, his voice suddenly less gruff and more playful, though his eyes still carry that glint of challenge. "If you think you can distract me with kisses, you’re mistaken."
You grin up at him, unfazed by his grip on your wrist. "Oh? Then you should’ve seen what happened when you missed your shot," you tease. “I think the whole campus heard your arrow crash into the grass.”
Geo rolls his eyes, but the faintest smirk tugs at the corner of his lips. “Don’t think this is over,” he warns, his grip on your wrist tightening a little more, though it’s more playful than threatening. "You’re gonna regret this, trust me."
“You sure about that?” you quip back, your voice filled with playful defiance.
Geo raises an eyebrow at your defiant tone, clearly weighing his options. For a second, you swear there’s a flicker of something almost... fond? It vanishes just as quickly, replaced by his usual broody persona. “I could have you running laps around this field by the end of the day,” he threatens, though his eyes are twinkling with the unmistakable sign of a challenge.
“Make me,” you shoot back, tugging your wrist free from his grasp just enough to push your luck a little further.
Geo chuckles, shaking his head in disbelief. "You’re a real pain in the ass, you know that?"
“Yeah, all for you~” you tease, throwing him a wink.
Geo doesn’t acknowledge the comment, but the corner of his mouth lifts just a little higher this time. It’s subtle, but it’s there. Despite the gruff exterior, you’ve managed to ruffle his feathers just enough to see a side of him that’s not all business.
And honestly?
You kind of like it.
As you step away, pretending to give him space, you can feel his eyes on you. You’re not sure if he’s still trying to figure out what the hell just happened or if he’s plotting his revenge.
Either way, you’re all in for whatever comes next.
Geo steadies himself, the bow string pulled taut as he lines up another shot. But the second you lean in, it’s like the world goes into slow motion. You can see his shoulders tense, his jaw clenching slightly as you get closer. He knows exactly what you're doing. His grip tightens on the bow, and for a split second, you think he might just let the arrow fly—into the target this time.
But before he can fully focus, you press a soft, teasing kiss to his bottom jaw again, the lipstick leaving a fresh red print.
Geo’s eyes snap wide open in surprise, his finger twitching against the bowstring. “You—” He cuts himself off, trying to maintain his composure, but the blush on his cheeks betrays him, his pale skin turning a shade darker. The arrow in his hand nearly slips from his grasp as he blinks in confusion.
You pull back just enough to see his expression, a mix of shock and that brooding intensity you’re so used to. His lips twitch, a barely-there smirk playing at the corners, more like disbelief?
However there’s something else in his eyes now—something... tempting.
"Alright," he growls lowly, but there’s a teasing lilt to his voice now, "You want to play that game, huh?"
Before you can even react, he’s closing the space between you, his hands gripping your wrists with surprising tenderness, pulling you in with a quick, deliberate motion. His lips find yours in a kiss that’s more intense than anything you expected. The rush of warmth from his lips against yours sends a little shock of electricity through you, and your breath catches.
Geo’s kiss isn’t soft or tentative. No, it’s like he’s trying to make a statement—daring you to say something, to break the moment. You feel the pressure of his lips, firm and demanding, and you can tell he’s not just kissing you for fun anymore. There’s something deeper in it now. The playfulness has shifted into something a little more heated.
You’re breathless when he pulls away just enough to speak, his voice husky, “There’s your kiss.”
You blink up at him—his lips now stained reddish color from the lipstick, looking down at you with irritating expression—dazed from the sudden shift in his demeanor. “I didn’t think you’d actually kiss me back, especially on the lips” you tease, a smile tugging at your lips despite the heat crawling up your neck.
Geo doesn’t smile—he just stares at you, eyes dark with the challenge of it all. His hands still rest lightly on your wrists, but now they feel heavier, almost like he’s holding you in place. “You should’ve known better.”
Before you can reply, he gently lets go of your wrists, his gaze lingering just a little longer than you’d like. The air between you two is thick now—charged with the energy of the moment, and there’s a sense that things are about to get even more complicated. You’ve managed to crack his icy exterior, but you’re not entirely sure what that means for either of you.
Geo turns back to the target without another word, grabbing another arrow. His focus is entirely back on the bullseye, but there’s an undeniable smirk on his lips now. And the way his fingers curl around the bow, steady and sure, tells you that this game is far from over.
“You missed plenty of shots earlier,” you say playfully, “Think you’ll actually hit the target this time?”
Geo shoots you a look over his shoulder, a glint in his aquamarine eyes. "Watch me," he mutters, before losing the arrow.
It’s a perfect shot—dead center. He doesn’t even flinch as the arrow hits the target. Quick and easy.
“Well, damn,” you say, impressed. “I guess I’ll just have to distract you more often.”
Geo doesn't respond at first, but a tiny smirk that pulls at his lips says it all. "Keep trying me, and you’ll see," he murmurs a warning, almost to himself before brushing the lipstick stain across his lips.
And just like that, you realize—he enjoys this more than he lets on.
♤ — 𝓉𝓀𝒶𝓉𝒷 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉
iyayadonna, all rights reserved. — ⋆˚ ᓭི༏ᓯྀ ꩜ 。⋆ .ᐟ
— vampire!sol x reader and vampire!crowe x reader.
𝓉𝒶𝑔𝓈: vampire x gn reader! hunter, fluff to smut, predator/prey dynamics, intense emotional bond, dangerous attraction, touch-starved monster, obsession, blood drinking intimacy, feeding scene (vampire), possessive behavior, biting & bruising, “Am I okay for finding this hot?” type of vibes.
𝓈𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓅𝓈𝒾𝓈: Planning to infiltrate two of the finest, deadliest, and absurdly attractive vampires this side of gothic tragedy? Two Vampires. You chose morally questionable romance and danger kink, huh?
Honestly, I can’t blame you. It’s practically in your family’s bloodline. A noble tradition. Sure, there’s a slim chance you’ll end up with a love bite that doubles as a blood loss issue. But knowledge requires sacrifice. And if that sacrifice involves two devastatingly handsome vampires? Then you’re just doing your research.
...Maybe with a little bit of neck involved.
𝓇𝑒𝓆𝓊𝑒𝓈𝓉: So after stumbling across Waza [ aka @alyysahh ]’s vampire doodles of Sol and Crowe on Twitter—whew. Anyway, now my brain won't shut up, and my keyboard is demanding a full-on vampire fic with them. So… thanks, Waza!
𝓌𝒸: 16k
You sit alone in the farthest corner of the train car, where the oil lamps flicker just a shade too dimly, and the smell of smoke and old leather hangs thick in the air. The bench beneath you groans with age, as though it resents your presence—one more shadow among many.
Outside, the window is glazed with frost, blurring the wild landscape into smears of grey and white, a watercolor of forgotten hills and bramble-choked trees. This place, this stretch of land veiled in mist and silence, is a ghost’s graveyard—untamed, unwelcoming. The kind of place where old things go to sleep, and where fools like you go to wake them.
The train chugs deeper into the unknown, each rhythmic pulse of the engine echoing like a heartbeat in your throat. Doverhollow. A name scribbled in the margins of your grandfather’s journal, circled twice in a trembling hand. The last known haunt of something that does not die, does not age, does not forgive.
You read those pages as a child, huddled beneath wool blankets with a candle burning low, and you told yourself it was only a story. But the scent of iron has lingered in your lungs ever since.
You wear your deception well.
A traveling scholar, perhaps. A quiet tradesperson seeking land. But every thread of your clothing has been chosen with care—wool dyed in muted tones to avoid reflection, gloves sewn with silver thread along the palms, the stitching fine enough to be overlooked. Beneath your coat lies a reinforced vest lined with ashwood slats, thin as bone.
You carry no obvious weapon, but your boots are weighted, and your left cuff conceals a needle-thin dagger dipped in dried wolfsbane and holy water. Around your neck, a crucifix, tarnished with age.
You are not here to fantasize.
You are here to finish what your bloodline began.
You are not merely a hunter. You are the last heir to a dying archive—a bloodline of seekers, scribes, slayers. Their stories—your stories—fill a satchel at your side, bursting with brittle parchment and ink-blotted pages.
Your family never chased glory.
Only truth.
Every jolt of the rail draws your mind back to the present, to the task at hand—not romance, not curiosity. Execution. And before that? Extraction. The family doctrine is etched into your very marrow: learn everything, then kill. There is no honor in ignorance, no valor in mercy. Vampires are not to be pitied. They are to be understood, documented, and destroyed. Anything less is a failure of legacy.
You’ve spent the last five years living among corpses and folklore, chasing ash trails through forests, interviewing trembling survivors who speak of shadowed lovers and cursed bloodlines. And every page you add to the journal brings you closer to something complete. Something final.
Doverhollow lies just past the next rise.
The last stop on the line.
A village swallowed by trees and time, where light doesn’t linger and roads change when you're not looking. The locals know something ancient lives there. They never say thier names aloud—but your family’s records do.
Two names dominate the text now.
Two figures who could not be more different—and yet, they are woven into the same mythic thread, a duality of horror.
Let’s start with Jericho Ichabod.
The Shadowed Aristocrat. Too elegant to be real. Too calculating to be human. He is not a vampire in the way most are. He does not hunt; he orchestrates. To him, humans are not prey. They are players in a game only he understands.
Some accounts say he was once mortal royalty, undone by vanity. Others insist he is older than the written word. Regardless, his reputation is consistent: he feeds with permission. He seduces with restraint. And when he kills, it’s clinical. Almost kind.
As though death were a favor.
And then there is Solivan Brugmansia.
The Feral Outcast. The other side of the coin. Not elegance, but entropy. Where Jericho whispers, Solivan howls. Born of rot and ruin, Sol is the reason villages go silent. The reason fences go up and prayers return to pagan shapes.
He does not charm. He consumes. A failure, some say—a cursed experiment, abandoned by his kin and left to fester in the woods. But your family knew better. Solivan chooses to be monstrous. He does not hide what he is. He forces you to look.
And then he tears it from you.
They are both here. Somewhere in the dark veins of Doverhollow. And you are not here to flirt with shadows or wax poetic about teeth in your neck. You are here to learn everything—habits, powers, weaknesses, patterns.
Your goal is not just to write their ending in ink. You were never taught to fear vampires.
You were raised to despise them.
Again, the pages of your family’s journals are inked in hatred—centuries of catalogued atrocities, of names struck through with blood and fire, of faces that once wept at altars now worn smooth with time and grief.
Every story your mother whispered into your ear, every scar carved into your kin, was a thread in the tapestry of vengeance. These creatures are not romantic. They are not misunderstood. They are not beautiful. They are disease wearing human skin. They charm to distract, to weaken. And when they feed, they do so with pleasure.
Vampires are parasites, every last one of them. And you’ve made it your life’s work to see them extinct.
That’s the mission. The burden. The vow.
Your goal is to end them.
You’ve sacrificed everything for it. Joy, comfort, safety—gone. You don’t remember what a normal life feels like. You sleep with one eye open, you eat in silence, and you walk through the world like a blade sheathed in flesh.
You’ve crushed your own bones under carriages just to lure a vampire into feeding from what it thought was a dying man.
You’ve buried your heartbeat, learned to still your breath, learned what blood smells like just before the fangs pierce skin. You know how to smile through cracked ribs. You know how to keep screaming when your throat is raw.
Pain is a tool. A language. One you’ve mastered.
And yet, some nights—quiet ones like this, when you’re alone with the rhythm of a train car and the frost creeps across the window—you catch yourself wondering.
Not about death. That doesn’t frighten you.
But about the moment before. The bite...
That liminal instant when your body goes still, the air turns thick, and something monstrous draws near—not as predator, but as executioner. Is it agony? Does it feel like drowning in flame, nerves burning beneath the skin? Or is it worse—is it gentle? Cold lips. A hush. The world dimming like a candle in rain. Some survivors speak of ecstasy, of surrender, of being seen.
You’d rather die a thousand brutal deaths than admit that part of you wants to know. But the thought remains, like a splinter in your mind. You grind your teeth and crush it beneath your heel. That kind of sentiment is what kills hunters.
Curiosity. Temptation. Weakness.
And you are not weak. Because soon, the train will stop. And when your boots strike the frost-bitten earth of Doverhollow, there will be no turning back. No poetry. No mercy. Only war. This cursed village—the last known haunt of two legendary monsters—has been carved into your family’s records for over a hundred years.
Two names. Two beasts.
So ask yourself, hunter—
Will it be Jericho, stepping out of the mist in silk and shadow, his voice like lullabies and knives? Or will it be Solivan, teeth bared, crawling from the forest like a nightmare come to devour you whole?
You may believe you will decide.
However… They always choose you. And when they do?
Make them regret it. Good Luck.
✑ 𝒸𝓇𝑜𝓌𝑒
You’d heard the whispers in Doverhollow—slurred from wine-loosened tongues at the tavern, murmured with trembling lips at the chapel’s altar, always trailing off just before they reached the name.
The Ichabod Crane.
Most villagers wouldn’t say it aloud, as though the very syllables might summon death through the floorboards. You asked gently, and when that failed, you asked firmly. But fear made them quiet.
You had to find the manor yourself, piecing together overheard conversations and reading the terrain like scripture: the fork in the moss-eaten road, the circle of trees that never swayed with the wind, the subtle hush that fell over the birdsong when you passed a certain stretch of forest.
Apparently, there's a legend the townsfolk like to toss around like an old coin—something about a man named Crane. Ichabod Crane, a schoolmaster by trade, and a coward by nature, if the tale is to be believed. He was said to be deeply superstitious, a man who clung to ghost stories the way some cling to scripture.
Among his obsessions was the tale of the Headless Horseman—a vengeful spirit of a Hessian soldier who lost his head to a cannonball and now wanders the night seeking a replacement.
As the story goes, one evening Crane was making his way home alone, nerves already frayed from some shadow he likely imagined in the trees. And then, there it was—the Headless Horseman.
Cloaked in black, mounted on a jet-black steed, silent but swift. A chase ensued through the woods, wild and terrifying… and then, just as Crane thought he’d reached safety, the Horseman hurled his "head"—a hollowed-out pumpkin—straight at him.
The next morning, all that remained was the shattered gourd and the faint imprint of hooves in the dirt. Crane had vanished, as though the night had simply swallowed him.
Charming. Ridiculous.
You’d heard the story whispered with wide eyes and held breath, as though it carried weight. As though it had teeth. But to you, it was little more than child's theater. A bedtime scare dressed up as folklore. A coward disappears and the town decides he was spirited away by some galloping ghost?
Please. They mistook you, of course. The villagers. Mistook your silence for naivety, your polite questions for innocent curiosity. They called you a traveler, a scholar maybe, some city person writing books about old superstitions.
You let them believe that. It was safer—for them and for you. What they didn’t know was how deep the discipline ran in your bloodline. That you were trained by hands calloused from decades of weaponry and ink, that you had studied the anatomy of a vampire before you learned to tie your own shoes.
You were not here to chase myths.
You were here to record them. And, if necessary, end them.
The night of the ball, you dressed with deliberate care. Not too lavish—never enough to draw the eye—but tailored finely enough to pass as nobility from some obscure coastal province.
A beautiful midnight blue outfit, matte to avoid catching too much light, with a neckline modest enough to hide the scar at your collarbone. A delicate silver chain with a charm that looked decorative, however, was in fact sharpened holy steel. You wore your hair pinned, not flowing. Vampires remembered faces; you made sure yours was one among many.
Your scent had been a concern. Human aroma—warmth, blood, sweat—was a siren’s call to their kind. So you masked it. A concoction brewed from dried vervain, crushed rosemary, and elderflower, burned into your clothes with candle smoke. It didn’t erase your humanity. But it made you difficult to place.
To them, you might’ve smelled foreign.
Interesting, but not edible.
The manor loomed exactly as the stories promised: veiled in perpetual moonlight. Its windows did not flicker, despite the presence of flame. The candles within had never melted. The whole structure felt suspended in time, like a dream sustained by will alone. Every stone too clean. Every corner too precise.
There was no dust. No breeze. Only music.
Inside, it was a ballroom carved from shadow and wealth. Gilded mirrors reflected candlelight from chandeliers shaped like inverted spires. The floor—black marble veined with silver—hummed faintly beneath your boots, as if reacting to your pulse.
The guests were exquisite, yes, but strangely subdued. Less than a hundred, each draped in fashion centuries out of place. Their eyes flicked over one another like knives behind lace. Some had fangs bared in mirthless smiles. Others tilted their heads too far to the side when they laughed, as though they had forgotten the gesture had once been human.
You took a drink from one of the passing servers—tall, androgynous, eyes blank with compulsion. The glass was cool in your hand.
Its contents were… strange.
Not wine. Not pure blood either. Diluted. Thick with something metallic but laced with berries, perhaps. Something meant to imitate luxury and sustain, not overwhelm. A vampire's version of a cocktail, perhaps. It made your stomach clench.
You kept to the perimeter, one hand resting lightly on your waist as you feigned indifference. You nodded when nodded to. Tilted your head as the others did. Studied the language of the room. And though your heart kept rhythm with your training, your eyes scanned for him.
It wasn’t long before the music paused.
The hush was immediate, reverent. Every pale face turned toward the grand staircase that wound up from the ballroom floor. And there he was, above them all, dressed in a suit of dark velvet and satin that shimmered like oil in candlelight.
His navy coat buttoned to the neck, that same familiar bow holding his long brown hair in a low tail. His pale brown skin glowed softly under the chandeliers, and his deep blue eyes scanned the crowd as though already bored by it.
“Welcome, all,” he said, voice a quiet blade of silk through the silence. “You may know me as Jericho Ichabod.”
A ripple. A tension. Reverence and dread mingled in the air.
“Welcome,” he continued, smiling faintly, “to my mother’s party.”
A lie, perhaps? Or a fiction he enjoyed.
But the way they responded—bowing ever so slightly, some without even realizing it—you knew this was his court. His gameboard. And you had stepped onto it willingly.
Your pulse ticked once behind your ears.
You never expected your first sighting of Jericho Ichabod to come so… quietly. No dramatic lightning strikes splitting the sky. No chandeliers crashing to the floor. No bat swarm swirling into the shape of a man.
Honestly, a little disappointing, considering the reputation. After all the myths, the journal entries etched in urgency, the dire warnings passed through bloodlines like cursed heirlooms, you envisioned something apocalyptic. You thought you'd meet him mid-hunt or mid-massacre, with your blade drawn and your heartbeat loud enough to attract notice.
Instead, it came like velvet. Like someone folding time into silence.
So a polite vampire, huh. A cordial bloodsucker.
Honestly? What a letdown.
The moment he finished his welcome—“Thank you all for attending my mother’s party,” spoken with the elegance of a man who definitely sounds like him and his mother aren’t close, the last time they possibly saw each other was three centuries ago—you noted the time.
Well past midnight. Time was thinning.
The music had shifted to something strange and ancient, a waltz from a dead language. The ballroom glittered with vampires dressed like rejected Parisian operetta cast members. You? You were wedged into a noble person’s gown stitched from lies and herb-paste.
Definitely not here to tango.
So you slipped out. Graceful as a mouse. Quiet as guilt.
The manor breathed a different air beyond the party walls. No perfume and powdered guests here—just amber, cedar, and the faint, metallic scent of old blood. Not the messy, butcher-shop kind. No, this was aged. Distilled. Vintaged. Artisanal vampire juice. The halls were maintained with the kind of neurotic precision that suggested either Jericho was a control freak or had an entire staff of undead interior decorators.
The carpets were immaculate. The candles—white, beeswax, hand-poured—trimmed to the same level, like soldiers ready for parade. The mirrors were all veiled in thin lace, suggesting vanity or maybe just an aesthetic choice from someone who doesn’t like seeing himself mid-bite.
Every corner screamed curated. The place didn’t feel lived in—it felt preserved. Like walking into a memory that refused to fade.
A mausoleum.
For someone too elegant to die.
You crept like a thief, journal pressed to your side, senses sharp, each step a prayer. The floor groaned beneath your foot just once and you froze, as though sound itself might betray you. And that silence—sharp, stretched silence—wrapped around you like a noose. The manor listened.
Then a voice. Smooth, amused, inevitable. “And who do we have here? It’s always a pleasure to see a new face.”
Your blood froze. You turned. And there he was. Jericho Ichabod.
In the flesh. And oh, what flesh. He didn’t look at you at first—rude, honestly—but his presence filled the hall like cold perfume. He held a wineglass in one hand, of course, and within it? Not wine. Again, definitely not. The red was too thick, too alive. Like a heartbeat in glass. His skin was pale brown, immaculate, ageless.
And those eyes—when they finally turned toward you—were so deep a blue you nearly stepped back. Eyes like drowned gods. Or like they’d seen gods, and decided they were unimpressive.
He didn’t smile to welcome you.
He smiled because he already knew what you were.
You. Human. Intruder. Target. “Ah,” he said smoothly, as if narrating a thought he’d already memorized, “a human came to visit me, after all.”
Your heart skipped. He figured it out?! That fast?! You were about to move, hands inching toward the concealed weapons stitched into your outfit—dagger in your sleeve, crucifix at your collar, stake tucked along your spine.
However, he didn’t attack.
He didn’t grow fangs or sprout wings or go full feral. Instead…
“I’m so happy to finally meet a human!” he said brightly. Genuinely. With a tone you might use when finding a long-lost cousin at a family reunion.
You blinked. “…What?”
He looked at you like you were a birthday present he wasn’t expecting but was thrilled to receive. You, dumbfounded, slowly lowered your hand from your crucifix. He took a sip from his bloodglass, utterly unbothered.
Oh no. You were not prepared for this level of social horror.
You froze. Not out of sheer terror—though, to be fair, your stomach had performed a flawless somersault—but out of something far stranger: awe.
This was not the slavering, clawed monstrosity that haunted the edges of your family's hunting journals. Not the shadow that gnawed on the edges of childhood bedtime stories, the one your mother always described in tones usually reserved for war crimes and taxes. This was not the thing your grandfather chased across swamps with bloodhounds and a blessed musket.
This was… Jericho Ichabod???
The Shadowed Aristocrat. The End of the Line.
The man who made three generations of your bloodline spontaneously develop trauma-based ulcers.
And he was… sipping. Just sipping. Like a man in a very fancy wine commercial. He didn’t step forward. He didn’t leer or hiss or unravel into bats. He just stood there, like some final boss who had been politely waiting for you to stop monologuing. The red in his glass—thicker than wine, lighter than tar—kissed his lips for a moment, then disappeared like a lie told twice.
He blinked, clueless, lashes long enough to cause emotional damage, and asked in a voice as soft as scandal, “Are you a researcher?”
You barely stopped yourself from blurting, "Researcher-slash-hunter-slash-maybe-kind-of-here-to-kill-you-but-not-yet-thanks!" Instead, you nodded. Smiled. Lied through your very noble teeth.
“Yes,” you said smoothly, adjusting your sleeve to hide the silver knife tucked beneath. “I study… um. Culture.”
The moment the words left your lips, Jericho’s entire demeanor shifted—like the sun breaking through storm clouds, like a candle flaring to life in a darkened room.
His pale brown skin, aristocratic features brightened with an almost childlike wonder, his dark eyes sparkling with genuine, unfiltered joy. It was so startlingly pure that for a heartbeat, you forgot he was supposed to be a monster.
"How fascinating," he breathed, the words soft with reverence. His gaze held yours with an intensity that made your pulse stutter—not in fear, but in something far more dangerous: the unsettling realization that he was happy to see you. Truly happy.
A faint, disbelieving laugh escaped him as he glanced away, as if mentally rifling through centuries of memories. "You’re the first human to visit willingly in… goodness. At least a century." His smile turned wry, tinged with something almost melancholy.
"They usually just run. Or burn things." Then, abruptly, he snapped his attention back to you, tilting his head with sudden, playful suspicion. "You didn’t bring any fire, did you?"
The question was so absurd, so earnest, that a startled laugh burst out of you before you could stop it. You hoped it didn’t sound unhinged.
"Nope. All good. Very fireless," you assured him, waving your hands in what you hoped was a convincingly harmless gesture.
His answering grin was radiant—the kind of smile that made you instinctively want to smile back, despite the silver blade hidden against your wrist.
And then he said the thing that sent your mind reeling:
"You’re welcome to stay here. Ask what you like. Learn. I rather enjoy conversation."
The offer hung between you, heavy with unspoken implications. Declining would be suspicious. Possibly fatal. Definitely stupid. But accepting?
Accepting meant access.
It meant prowling the halls of his ancient estate, rifling through his private notes, learning his weaknesses. It meant proximity—close enough to study him, to watch for the right moment. It was hunter’s gold, wrapped in a pretty, bloodstained bow.
Your stomach twisted. You smiled.
"Yes," you said.
And just like that, the game began.
And, objectively, saying yes might have been the best thing that’s ever happened to you. Because Jericho led you down the hallway like a host in a vampire-themed bed and breakfast, gesturing at portraits with gory backstories and candelabras that may or may not hiss when passed.
The manor around you breathed gothic luxury: velvet drapes the color of drowned roses, hallways that twisted like sentences in old novels, and chandeliers that definitely cost more than your entire village. There were carpets so soft you thought you might vanish in them if you stepped too hard. The walls whispered. The doors murmured. And at least two statues definitely moved when you weren’t looking.
But Jericho was all charm. Eerily enthusiastic about your presence, as though you were not a threat in disguise, but a rare bird that wandered in from the forest and started speaking Latin.
So yes, you were a “researcher.”
And yes, you were staying in a manor with a creature known for turning entire ballrooms into beautifully preserved crime scenes.
But damn it, learning about him was simply amazing!!
You told yourself this was for the mission—for the hunt, for the legacy, for the solemn duty passed down by blood. But honestly? After only a few days under Jericho’s gilded roof, surrounded by velvet-curtained windows, echoing marble halls, and enough ambient mood lighting to make a ghost weep, you’d caught yourself doing the unthinkable.
Smiling. Shocking.
Maybe it was the food. Actual, real food, served on silver platters by ghost-pale servants who never blinked. Jericho made certain you had everything: tea that tasted like sunshine through glass, meals seasoned exactly to your preference, and not a single drop of blood in sight—at least not in your courses, unless it was red meat.
You suspected he had someone researching you, which was a mildly horrifying but honestly flattering thought.
You learned that Jericho’s second-in-command, or perhaps co-equal depending on the day. The leader of the Council of Vampires—though you were starting to think that was a title he wore more like a mildly irritating hat than a responsibility.
He held effortless elegance only centuries of boredom and tailored waistcoats could bestow. His long hair was always immaculately tied back with a silver clasp, and his voice could have convinced you to sign a contract in crayon and blood.
He was also, somehow, the most precious thing you’d ever met.
Jericho, despite ruling a cabal of the undead, was almost... carefree. Not quite clueless—he was far too intelligent for that—but curious. Genuinely fascinated by humans, especially you. He asked you questions like a child dissecting their first frog, except instead of tweezers he used charm, and instead of a scalpel he used smolder.
“I bet you’ve brought your journal,” he murmured one evening, leaning over your shoulder. You could feel the heat of him, somehow, though he ran cold. His breath was like the scent of parchment and dusk.
“Do make sure to write this part down.”
You didn’t remember inhaling. You only remembered the way the air curled in your lungs—sweet, lilac, and faintly like rust. And you remembered thinking: I will absolutely write this part down, even if I have to stitch it into my bones.
“Call me Crowe,” he added, voice low enough to lace itself into your spine.
You blinked. Unsure why that felt so intimate. Maybe it was the dropping of formality. Maybe it was the trust implied. Or maybe—just maybe—it was because no one had ever said your name like that before, not like it was a secret worth guarding.
And so you did.
He was noble-blooded, yes, but in a way that almost mocked the idea of aristocracy. He ruled a manor and village below as far as you could tell, bore no crown, and signed no decrees—unless, of course, you counted the blood-pacts he drafted at his desk in a chamber lit by only a dozen blue-flamed candles and what might’ve been moonlight.
But here's the thing: for someone with such a prestigious title, he didn’t… do very much.
Or so you thought.
Until you saw him one night in the war chamber, sleeves rolled to his elbows, sharpening a blade etched with runes so old they hummed in your teeth. His expression was dead calm, focused, and the air in the room pulsed with something that could only be described as violence politely waiting its turn.
Then another time—just yesterday—you caught him reading an entire report upside down while a councilman prattled on. He didn’t even blink. Just nodded thoughtfully, flipped a page, and signed off on something with a flourish so confident you questioned your grasp of gravity.
“Do you even read those?” you asked later, half-joking.
“Of course,” he said. “I read all of them… eventually.”
And he winked. WINKED. Your knees nearly filed for independence.
Despite your better judgment, you were enjoying this—a lot. The manor, the mystery, the intoxicating absurdity of being a human researcher undercover as a guest of the most powerful vampires in known existence. You should have been terrified. You were terrified. But in that way a moth might be, fluttering closer to the flame, knowing it will burn and still daring to dance anyway.
You were here for knowledge.
For duty. For your family’s legacy. That’s your mission.
A sacred duty. A vendetta. A legacy wrapped in silver and regret.
You repeat this every night like a prayer, gripping your journal as if it could anchor your soul. You are not here for flirtation. You are not here for indulgence. And you are absolutely not here for Crowe.
And yet—
He treats immortality like chess, and the world is his ever-expanding board. A bishop move here, a pawn sacrificed there, and every outcome dances right into the palm of his gloved hand. Crowe doesn’t need to win with force. He wins with timing, with elegance, with inevitability.
He’s not gaudy. His presence is refined, curated like a library of forbidden texts. He speaks in sentences you want to underline and annotate. He’ll smile at you like a prince offering a waltz, then say something so cutting your bones will feel it a week later. And somehow? You’ll say thank you.
He manipulates like it’s foreplay. And worse: you like it.
You once asked him about his turning—because, of course, you did. It was late, the air was full of violet smoke from candles that should not have been burning indoors, and he was lounging in that ridiculous armchair like some baroque painting come to life.
“I was born into immortality. At birth, I had no option to accept,” he said coolly, swirling his wineglass of very-much-not-wine. “Anything else is sentiment.”
You had nothing to say to that. Partly because the answer was hollow. Partly because the firelight caught the edge of his profile at the perfect angle and you nearly forgot your own name.
Still, there are cracks. You’ve seen the edge fray.
Just once. One moment. Burned into your memory like scorch marks.
A visiting vampire lord insulted you—openly, for being human, for being weak, for daring to write in your little notebook during a Council session. You didn’t even flinch. But Crowe did.
He didn't raise his voice. He didn’t bare fangs. He just leaned forward and whispered something too quiet for even you to hear. And the lord—an ancient, ivory-eyed monster—apologized. To you. Twice. And then left the room.
You never found out what Crowe said.
And you’re not sure you want to.
He calls you by your name now. Not “human,” not “guest.” And somehow, every time he says it, it sounds like the beginning of a promise you’re not sure he intends to keep.
Crowe’s fashion is a study in danger. Velvet, silk, deep colors layered like smoke. Rings that serve as both decoration and a weapon. Embroidered cuffs laced with language no living tongue speaks anymore. He looks like someone who could sign peace treaties and poison you in the same breath—and you’d thank him for the experience.
Always clean. Always perfect. Always Crowe.
Oh well. That night, everything smelled like lavender and poor decisions.
The manor was unusually quiet. Even the portraits on the wall seemed to be holding their breath as you crept down the candlelit hallway in your nightgown, dagger strapped beneath the folds like some kind of homicidal sleep fairy. Your footsteps made no sound against the plush carpet—Crowe wouldn’t have dared install anything less than absolute silence beneath one’s treacherous feet.
Aesthetic and practical.
You should’ve waited until morning. That’s what the scrolls said. Strike when the vampire sleeps, when the sun hovers just behind the mountains, and his power wanes.
Of course Crowe didn’t sleep. Sleep was for creatures who hadn’t spent the last three centuries buried under an avalanche of immortal bureaucracy.
Instead, he hunched over his desk—a massive, obsidian-carved monstrosity littered with parchment, wax seals, and the faint, lingering scent of ink and old blood. His fingers, usually so elegant and precise, were smudged with the evidence of his toil—dark streaks staining his knuckles where the fountain pen had leaked. Again.
You’d lost count of how many times you’d heard him groan this week alone—not in pain, not in pleasure, but in the kind of bone-deep exasperation only immortal paperwork could inspire.
"Feral outcast," he muttered under his breath, dragging a hand down his face. "Always that feral outcast."
Apparently, some rogue vampire—exiled for reasons Crowe had deemed "so egregiously idiotic I refuse to dignify them with explanation"—had decided to make the nearby human village his personal hunting ground. And now, as the de facto—and deeply unwilling—arbiter of vampire law in the region, Crowe was stuck cleaning up the mess.
You observed with mingled amusement and sympathy as he drove his quill into the inkwell with positively uncivilized vigor, splattering droplets of blackest ink across several carefully penned documents. The poor implement trembled from the violence of its employment, as though protesting such ungentlemanly treatment.
"By all the infernal realms," he hissed through clenched fangs, "should I be compelled to compose yet another dispatch concerning territorial demarcations, I cannot be held accountable for my actions."
His aristocratic features contorted into an expression of such profound vexation that one might think he'd been presented with a bottle of inferior claret rather than yet another bureaucratic imposition.
Clearing your throat delicately, you ventured: "Might not the situation be more... efficiently resolved through direct intervention?"
The glare he leveled upon you possessed such withering potency that it would have reduced a mortal of weaker constitution to a fine ash upon the spot. "And abandon this veritable Alp of unattended treaties? The previous instance in which I absented myself for such 'hands-on resolution' resulted in the Eastern Court attempting to renegotiate the Sanguine Tithe Agreements with the most egregious typographical liberties imaginable."
Your eyebrows ascended toward your hairline. "The Sanguine Tithe Agreements?" you echoed, rather stupidly.
"Precisely so," he snapped, his pallid fingers tightening about the unfortunate quill until it threatened to snap. "They resort to such vulgar provocations precisely because they know it vexes me beyond endurance."
With a most theatrical sigh, he seized another parchment from the teetering pile, his crimson eyes scanning the document with increasing horror before emitting a noise that defied proper classification—something between a gentleman's exasperated sigh and a wolf's snarl of frustration.
"This one," he declared with sepulchral solemnity, "has been rendered in some manner of encrypted hieroglyphics that would shame even the most illiterate medieval scribe."
You pressed your lips together with Herculean effort, recognizing that laughter at this juncture might well constitute a fatal error in judgment.
You, however, need sleep. Because you’re human, dammit. And if you had to stay up one more night pretending not to be charmed by a vampire with better penmanship than your thesis advisor, you were going to scream.
This was your ticket out. Your final act.
The dagger at your side gleamed faintly in the dim light, silver chased with runes only you and three monks in Romania could read. You’d spent weeks collecting notes, sketching his habits, charting weaknesses. The final entry in your journal had been written with shaking hands.
Tonight: End this.
You reached his office door and hesitated. For drama’s sake. The moment was meant to feel weighty and final. But instead, the smell hit you first—ink, parchment, burning candle wax, and exhaustion.
The door creaked upon its ancient hinges, groaning as though in protest of what you intended to do. Candlelight spilled from within, soft and amber, casting long skeletal shadows that twisted across the corridor’s velvet-lined walls. The scent of old ink, scorched wax, and ironed parchment curled out like a ghost, welcoming—or warning—you.
Crowe lay slumped at his desk, an exquisite ruin draped in crushed velvet and weariness. His arms were sprawled across a battalion of unopened ledgers, his noble brow pressed against some particularly offensive document.
An ink pot trembled dangerously close to his sleeve, black blood of bureaucracy threatening to stain the centuries-old fabric. One of his rings—onyx, with a crest you’d once sketched in your journal—had rolled from his finger and lay glinting on the floor like a fallen crown.
He did not rise. He did not stir.
He muttered, hoarsely, in flawless but dispassionate, something along the lines of “Fiscalus damnatio.” Which sounded like a curse, if your translation was correct. Something about tax reforms?
You faltered in the doorway.
The dagger beneath your nightgown weighed heavily at your thigh, its runes humming softly with purpose. This was not the tableau you had imagined—not the dark crescendo of betrayal and blade you had rehearsed in fevered dreams. He did not look monstrous.
He looked... exhausted?
And yet, even in his dishevelment, Crowe was beautiful in that dreadful, unearthly way the dead sometimes are. Hair unbound, curling against his pale collarbone, ink staining one wrist where his sleeve had slipped up.
His skin had the pallor of marble left in moonlight, but his cheeks were faintly flushed—perhaps from effort, or perhaps from the flicker of candle flame that danced across him like a lover’s touch. Shadows gathered at his lashes, too dark, too long, like ink drawn with intent.
He opened one eye, slow as a sunrise over a ruined kingdom. That eye, sharp and violet-black, fixed upon you with neither alarm nor amusement—merely a tired, aristocratic acknowledgment.
“Ah,” he murmured, voice like rust over silk. “A midnight visitation. Should I be flattered... or concerned?”
“...Concerned,” you replied stiffly, caught between dread and incredulity.
Crowe let out a sound that might once have been a laugh, then gestured lazily toward the chair across from him without lifting his head. “So long as you’ve brought either blood or death, I’ll not protest.”
You stared.
The infamous Shadowed Aristocrat of the Undying Court, the terror of southern citadels and warden of bloodbound laws, looked like a burnt-out academic choking on paperwork.
You almost pitied him. Almost.
Then he moved. Slowly—so slowly—he pulled himself upright, spine straightening with the grace of something regal and long accustomed to pain. As he did, the folds of his robe shifted, revealing a palish brown throat marbled with faint silver scars. Veins ran beneath like smoke trails beneath porcelain, fragile and unreal. Your gaze caught on them before you could stop yourself.
Your heart—faithless thing—betrayed you with a lurch.
Crowe noticed. Of course he did. His lips quirked into a wry, half-smile. Not cruel. Not mocking. Merely aware. Infuriatingly aware “You’ve come to kill me,” he said. It was not a question.
You swallowed. “What gave it away?”
He inclined his head slightly. “The dagger under your nightgown. Subtle, but predictable.” His eyes flicked lower for the briefest of seconds—then returned, glinting. “That, and the indecision gnawing behind your eyes.”
You stiffened. Gripped the hilt tighter. “I’ve made up my mind.”
“Have you?” His voice was quiet now, intimate, like velvet drawn over sharpened steel. “Then strike.”
He was not mocking you. He was not afraid. He simply... was. A figure carved from patience and poise. You could smell him now—paper, dust, clove smoke, and something fainter beneath, like the inside of an old cathedral or dried blood sealed behind glass. The scent of memory. Of ritual. Of endings.
You should have done it. Gods help you, you could have.
But you didn’t.
You simply stood, framed in the doorway like a ghost. And Crowe—damn him—reached for the teapot. He poured with the elegance of a centuries-old host, as though your betrayal was merely another diplomatic footnote in his endless schedule. He pushed the cup toward you across the desk with the disinterest of someone who had once shared tea with kings and assassins alike.
Then he sighed.
“If you’re to murder me,” he murmured, brushing parchment aside, “kindly wait until I finish drafting this blood clause. The Southern Clan has no grasp of proper semicolon usage, and I refuse to die with such incompetence unresolved.”
You stared.
Because of course he said that.
And somehow—Gods help you—he was even more devastating like this: untouchable, unshaken, drowning in ink and elegance. The moment unravelled not with the grandeur of vengeance, but with the absurdity of theatre gone wrong.
“Enough of this,” you hissed beneath your breath.
You stormed across the chamber like a tempest in slippers, seizing the back of Crowe’s grand, high-backed chair with enough force to rattle its gilded frame. It scraped against the stone floor in protest as you yanked it backwards, and he—calm, wretched Crowe—merely tilted his head, one brow arching in dry curiosity, as if you were a mildly interesting opera he hadn’t yet decided to walk out of.
You raised the dagger—your silver blade, etched with runes and soaked in resolve—aiming it directly for his unbeating heart.
But he caught your wrist mid-air.
His grip was iron beneath silk. Elegant fingers wrapped around yours like a cage of manners and strength, firm enough to hold, gentle enough to patronize. His expression was maddeningly composed—infuriatingly indulgent—as though you had offered him a biscuit rather than attempted his murder.
“My dear,” he drawled, low and amused, “you are hardly the first human to attempt my demise.”
His gaze searched yours, that dark blue shimmer behind his eyes catching the candlelight. “Though I must say… You might be the first to stay in my manor this long before doing so. Rather devastating, truly. I had such hopes for our rapport.”
He leaned back, still holding your wrist, speaking with the weary grace of someone who’d once debated philosophy with Aristotle and found the experience a bore.
“Now tell me—are you truly a researcher? Or is this all to satisfy some dreary family destiny? A vendetta, perhaps?” He smiled, slow and knowing. “You have the look of someone trying to finish someone else's story.”
That did it.
“Damn your manor. And your infernal questions.” The words left your lips like thunder preceding a storm, and with a final flicker of resolve, you let the dagger fall from your grip. The silver clattered against the marble floor, echoing beneath the vaulted ceiling like the sound of a chapel bell tolling at an unholy hour.
Then—before he could say anything clever, before his aristocratic smirk could form fully—you lunged forward. Your hands gripped the rich velvet of his coat, and with the impulsive defiance of someone long past their limit, you bit him.
Right on the shoulder.
Through fine brocade and centuries of cultivated detachment, your teeth sank in—not deeply, but with intent. A petty rebellion. A scholar’s fury in its most absurd form.
Crowe stilled… then—laughed.
A melodic, honey-warm laugh, rolling from his chest with unguarded amusement. It wasn’t the laugh of a vampire lord. It was something wickedly human. His whole body shuddered with it as he clutched at your waist, entirely too delighted.
“Oh, heavens above,” he gasped between chuckles, “are you truly biting me?”
“You’re damn right I am,” you growled, tightening your grip on his collar.
“Stop—please—it tickles,” he wheezed, head falling back, utterly unbothered. His laughter echoed off the stone like wind through crypts, playful and maddening.
You fixed him with a gaze that burned with righteous indignation, your cheeks aflame with a mortification that curled hot in your chest. How dare he restrain you thus—his hands firm about your waist as though you were some wayward creature in need of correction!
The very insolence of it set your teeth on edge, his grip at once unyielding and... disturbingly tender, as if he feared harming you even as you sought to wound him. The contradiction made your pulse thunder in your ears, a traitorous heat rising beneath your skin.
And so you struck again.
This time, your teeth found the elegant column of his throat—that pale, unguarded expanse where the veneer of his immortal composure lay vulnerable. The skin was warm against your lips, deceptively human save for the ancient blood that flowed beneath.
You bit down with deliberate intent, no half-hearted nip of petulance, but a claiming pressure that spoke of primal challenge. A growl rose unbidden from your chest, something raw and feral that cared nothing for propriety or the centuries of cultivated restraint that separated your kind from his.
Crowe went utterly still.
Not in shock. Not in protest. But in perfect, breathless silence.
Then—slow as honey dripping from a spoon—he released a shuddering exhale. A sound escaped him then, low and velvet-dark, trembling through the scant space between your bodies to resonate along your very bones.
It was neither gasp nor moan, but something far more revealing—a crack in his usual polished demeanor that laid bare a truth more intimate than any touch. The sound hung between you like opium smoke in lamplight, thick with unspoken meaning.
His fingers tightened almost imperceptibly at your waist. A silent concession. A wordless surrender. Then his grasp upon your wrist slackened, his fingers trembling ever so slightly as though overcome by some unseen force.
His eyelids grew heavy, those dark brown lashes—like strokes of charcoal upon alabaster casting delicate shadows across his pallid cheeks. For but a fleeting moment, the carefully cultivated veneer of centuries slipped away, revealing something startlingly vulnerable beneath.
You beheld him then—not as the ancient predator, nor the aristocratic puppeteer of shadows, but simply as a man undone by the fire you had so recklessly kindled within him. A most satisfying revelation, you thought. Let him know the disquiet of being cornered. Let him savor the chaos he so often orchestrated from the shadows.
As you withdrew but a fraction, your gaze meeting his with defiant triumph, he moved with the languid grace of smoke curling about a candle's flame. His hand, no longer restraining, but guiding, slid from your wrist to cradle your palm with unexpected tenderness. You felt the whisper of his breath first, then the dreadful, exquisite pressure of his fangs.
"Allow me to demonstrate," he murmured, his voice thick as honeyed sin, "what constitutes a proper bite."
The penetration was sharp yet elegant, a violation executed with such precision it bordered on artistry. Your breath caught most indecorously as warmth blossomed from the wound, spilling into his waiting mouth.
Your knees threatened to betray you as the sensation—at once foreign and strangely intimate—coursed through your veins. The initial sting melted into something far more dangerous, as though he were unraveling your very being thread by silken thread.
Crowe hummed against your flesh—actually hummed—as he drank, the vibration sending peculiar tremors along your nerves.
"How curious," he mused, his lips brushing your skin with each syllable, "that so natural a human would dare bite a creature such as I." His voice, dipped in velvet darkness, curled about you like the finest smoke.
With deliberate slowness, he withdrew, a single crimson droplet glistening at the corner of his mouth. His tongue—that wicked, knowing instrument—captured it with unhurried relish. He regarded you then, his gaze burning with an intensity that set your very soul aquiver—at once fierce and tender, terrifying and wondrous.
"Your blood," he confessed, the words a dark benediction, "is nothing short of extraordinary."
The admission hung between you, thick as the scent of copper and desire in the air, and you realized with startling clarity that this was no longer about retribution, but something far more perilous. A game had been begun from which neither of you could now withdraw.
You found yourself, still astride him, your knees pressing into the damask upholstery on either side of his thighs, your body cradled in his grasp—not with the savage possession of a predator claiming prey, but with the reverent delicacy of an antiquarian handling some precious artifact.
His hand cupped the slender column of your neck, his thumb tracing slow, worshipful circles over the frantic flutter of your pulse. The other ascended the delicate architecture of your spine before stilling, as if overcome by the sacrilege of his own touch.
His face—that alabaster mask of aristocratic composure—dipped forward to rest against the swell of your bosom, just above the pounding rhythm of your heart.
No feral pounce came, no bestial snarl as in the gothic tales of your youth. Instead, a shudder wracked his frame, his breath catching like silk snared on brambles. Those elegant hands—cool as marble and just as finely wrought—settled at your waist once more, drawing you down into his lap with the solemn care of a priest elevating a sacred chalice.
For a suspended moment, he remained thus—his ear pressed to your breast, listening to the vital drumbeat of your mortality as though it might cleanse him of some ancient stain.
"I..." The word emerged ragged, scraped raw from some deep well of restraint. "I must beg your forgiveness. To have taken even that meager taste without your explicit blessing... it was unconscionable." His fingers trembled against your flesh with a vulnerability no artifice could feign. This was no carefully constructed seduction, but raw hunger swaddled in centuries of forced civility.
"You smelled..." He paused, the words a whisper against your décolletage, "like ambrosia given form. Like honeyed histories and sun-warmed sea salt. Like some long-lost vintage meant to be savored across eternity."
You remained silent, the embers of your earlier fury still glowing hot beneath your ribs.
Crowe lifted his gaze then, those blue eyes—usually so composed—blazing with naked yearning. "Might I..." The words seemed to pain him, each syllable a confession. "Might I partake properly?"
There it was—supplication from a creature who had not knelt in centuries. He phrased it as one might a sacred invocation, as though the act of tasting you were not some carnal indulgence, but a holy rite. The very air between you seemed to thicken with the weight of his plea, heavy with the promise of both sacrilege and salvation.
"It has been... decades," he admitted, the admission seeming to pain him, "since I last tasted pure human vitae. What passes for sustenance now is but a pale imitation—diluted with fear and political necessity." His aristocratic nose wrinkled in distaste. "Many of my kind have turned to animal blood, yet..."
A pause, then the quiet blasphemy: "I would sooner drink ink."
Your throat constricted at the revelation, the implications coiling like smoke in your chest.
"My court survives on scraps," he continued, his voice taking on the weary cadence of a ruler bearing ancient burdens, "ever since that wretched exile destroyed our carefully laid plans for coexistence. The system we envisioned—protection exchanged for willing sustenance, a civilized accord between our kinds—lies in ruins."
His fingers at your neck remained gentle, their pressure never crossing into cruelty. "The humans demand peace, and we comply - not for harmony's sake, but survival's. And so we starve... with dignity."
A revelation dawned, sudden and cold. "I have kept them from you," he confessed. "Some of my subjects... they have attempted to approach. Several came dangerously near."
The pieces aligned—the cold receptions, the hissed imprecations, the predatory gazes in shadowed corridors.
"They despise you," Crowe stated plainly, his breath cool against your skin as he rested his brow against your collarbone. "Because they have been forbidden from touching what they most desire." His voice dropped to its softest register yet, the words vibrating through your very bones.
"And I... I detest them for coveting what I myself crave."
Then—with a vulnerability that would have been unthinkable mere moments before—he repeated his plea, the words a velvet-wrapped supplication:
"I entreat you..."
It unmoored something in you. You’d never heard a vampire beg. You’d never heard a man beg for you. Not like this. Not trembling. Not wrapped in centuries of self-control, only to come undone in your lap.
Your family would call this betrayal. A disgrace.
You were supposed to uncover his secrets, not offer your blood like an oath. But… weren’t you already lost? You’d stepped into this manor with a purpose. And now…
You reached up, slowly. Deliberately.
Hands finding the tie at the top of your nightgown. And in the silence between heartbeats, you began to undo it. The fabric slipped from your shoulders with a whisper, baring skin bathed in candlelight. You tilted your head just slightly—exposing the fragile line of your throat and shoulder.
Then you met his eyes, steady and unflinching. “Go ahead,” you said.
Crowe inhaled sharply. Almost reverently.
His hands moved again, but now—gently. One arm curled around your waist, the other resting on your bare back, pulling you closer as if he feared you might vanish.
Then, he pulled back—not to bite, but to look.
His hands, cool and deliberate, slid upward from your waist, fingertips brushing over the soft curve of your ribs, past the dip beneath your sternum, toward the hollow just below your collarbone. He touched as if reading braille on a sacred text—curious, but careful. Possessive, but polite.
His dark blue eyes, like ink dropped into moonlit water, roamed your exposed skin not with hunger, but fascination. He paused at your neckline, his thumb grazing the thudding pulse there, and smiled—not smugly, but with quiet delight. As if you were something rare and delicate. Not prey. Not even a gift. A discovery.
"Every vampire," he murmured, his voice like crushed velvet drawn across polished alabaster, "develops certain... predilections." The words curled about your ear with deliberate slowness.
"The neck, naturally, remains the popular choice. Dramatic. Visceral. Poetic in its vulgarity." His lips brushed the sensitive hollow beneath your ear, the barest suggestion of contact. "But I have always found it rather... gauche. Like shouting one's desires in a cathedral."
His hand rose with the grace of a conductor preparing his orchestra, cradling your cheek with unexpected tenderness as he guided your head to expose that secret place where jaw meets throat.
"I prefer more... discreet geography," he confessed, his breath stirring the fine hairs at your nape. "Places that whisper rather than scream. Places known only to me."
You felt the whisper-soft drag of his nose along that exquisite hidden curve behind your ear—that delicate junction where vulnerability and pleasure intertwine. "Here," he breathed, the word a benediction, "is where the music lies."
Then he struck.
The penetration came not as pain, but as gradual surrender—a firm, insistent pressure yielding to warmth, then to the most extraordinary sensation of being gently unraveled. And oh, the sound he made—that choked, reverent moan vibrating against your skin like a cello's lowest register.
The arm about your waist tightened possessively, while his free hand wandered your contours with astonishing care, kneading the tension from your lower back, tracing idle patterns along the flare of your hip—as if every touch were both apology and worship.
"You taste," he gasped between draws, his usually polished voice fraying at the edges, "like ambrosia undiluted by terror or artifice. Like life itself distilled to its purest essence."
The wound tingled rather than ached, his mouth—warmed now by your vitality—sealing the small breach with surprising tenderness. A final kiss, feather-light, was pressed to the offended flesh—a silent benediction for the gift you'd granted.
"Should you wish me to cease," he murmured against your skin, his fingers interlacing with yours in silent covenant, "you need but squeeze my hand. This privilege is yours to grant or withdraw as you see fit." The words held the weight of sacred vow, his entire being poised in perfect stillness—a predator willingly leashed by your consent.
You nodded slowly. Then, he moved again. Slow. Searching.
His lips traced a slow, deliberate path along the delicate arch of your collarbone, his dark gaze lifting to meet yours with an intensity that seemed to pierce through centuries.
"I shall be most judicious in my indulgence," he vowed, the words a velvet caress against your skin. "Small drinks, taken from varied founts - this is the way to preserve your strength, your clarity." The promise hung between you, weighted with unspoken devotion.
Before you could summon a response, he descended further, his mouth finding that tender juncture where bodice meets flesh.
Not yet claiming, merely... worshiping. His lips brushed the spot with reverence, as though committing every contour to memory, tracing invisible cartography across your being.
"This place," he murmured against your flushed skin, his breath cool as moonlit silk, "might next receive my devotion, should you permit it?"
You found yourself adrift in sensation, your arms wound about his neck as if he were the only anchor in a sea of dizzying pleasure. Your very blood seemed to sing beneath his attentions, and in that moment, you comprehended the exquisite paradox of being undone—not violently shattered, but tenderly unraveled, like some precious tapestry yielding its golden threads one by one.
Between each lingering kiss, between every measured draw of his lips, he whispered praises that coiled about your soul like incense smoke—words that made you question whether this was mere seduction or some ancient rite; whether it constituted sacrament or something far more perilous than either of you dared acknowledge.
Crowe paused, his dark eyes searching yours with unsettling perception. "You tremble still, my dear," he observed, his thumb brushing the delicate skin beneath your eye with heartbreaking gentleness. That aristocratic mouth curved into a knowing smile, faintly wicked at the edges.
"I do so hope it isn't fear that moves you thus."
You parted your lips to respond, but your normally assured voice—that sharp, commanding instrument—failed you utterly. The words lodged in your throat like forgotten verses in some arcane tome.
"I..." A breath, then the quiet confession: "It isn't fear." Your voice wavered, yet held an undeniable strength. "I fear you not, Crowe."
His gaze didn’t waver. His hand rested gently on your cheek now, thumb brushing the warmth there as if trying to soothe something deeper than nerves. “I’m…” You bit your lip, then exhaled, eyes fluttering closed for just a breath. “I’m enjoying it. What you’re doing. More than I should.”
The confession dropped between you like a shattered relic from the altar of your family’s expectations. Generations of warnings and doctrine—of bloodlines and destinies and solemn purpose—faded like old ink in the lamplight.
Crowe’s expression softened into something unreadable, eyes still dark and endless. And you?
You leaned forward—because something in you had shattered, some last fragile thread of resistance snapping under the weight of his presence. The air between you was charged, thick with the scent of him—old books, ink, and something darker, something primal.
Your pulse roared in your ears, drowning out reason, drowning out everything but the magnetic pull of his body, his lips, his hunger.
And then you kissed him.
It wasn’t sweet. It wasn’t gentle. It was a collision—a desperate, bruising press of lips that tasted of salt and copper, your own blood still staining his mouth, now smeared between you like a vow.
His response was immediate, a growl vibrating against your lips as he kissed you back with a ferocity that stole your breath. The careful control he’d shown before was gone, replaced by something raw, something more starving.
His hands, once reverent, now gripped you with possessive urgency, fingers digging into your hips as if he could fuse your body to his. You felt him everywhere—the hard line of his chest against yours, the heat of his thighs bracketing you, the unmistakable press of his arousal against your ass as he pinned you to the desk.
The polished wood was cold beneath your fevered skin, a sharp contrast to the fire licking through your veins. The scent of parchment and ink rose around you, mingling with the heady musk of desire, of sweat, of him.
And then—his teeth.
A sharp, delicious sting as he bit your lip, just hard enough to draw blood. You gasped, but he swallowed the sound, his tongue sweeping into your mouth, claiming, devouring. The pain melted into pleasure, a dark thrill racing down your spine. His fangs grazed you again, a teasing threat, a promise of more.
One palm cradled the back of your head, fingers tangling in your hair, while the other slid down your spine, pressing you flush against him.
And oh, you could feel him—the hard, insistent ridge of his arousal pressing against your stomach, the way his hips rolled forward just slightly, just enough to make your breath hitch. His lips curved into a smirk against yours, pleased at the reaction he drew from you.
"You feel that?" he murmured, voice rough, each word a slow drag of sound against your kiss-swollen mouth.
"That’s what you do to me, dearset.”
Your fingers clutched at his shirt, nails scraping lightly over the fabric, and he groaned, low and deep, before capturing your lips again. This time, his teeth grazed your bottom lip, not enough to hurt, just enough to tease—a silent promise of what he could do if he wanted to. His tongue soothed the sting, then plunged back in, claiming your mouth with a hunger that left you dizzy.
You could feel the hard line of his body against yours, the way his hips pressed into you with deliberate, tantalizing friction. Every roll of his pelvis sent a jolt of pleasure through you, and before you could stop yourself, you were grinding against him, shameless, desperate for more.
A low, rough laugh escaped him as he felt your need, his hands tightening on your waist. "Impatient, darling?" he murmured against your lips, his voice dark with amusement and something far more dangerous.
You didn’t answer—couldn’t, not when his teeth grazed your bottom lip, not when his tongue swept into your mouth with a possessiveness that made your knees weak. Instead, your fingers fumbled with the buttons of his shirt, trembling as you worked them open one by one, revealing the smooth, heated skin beneath.
His hair, usually tied back with that infuriatingly perfect ribbon, was your next target. You tugged it loose, letting the silken strands slip through your fingers before giving it a gentle, teasing pull.
He groaned, the sound vibrating against your lips, and for a moment, you revelled in the power of it—the way his breath hitched, the way his grip on you tightened almost painfully. "Cheeky," he growled, but there was no real reprimand in it, only heat. Only hunger.
In one fluid motion, he had you turned, your back pressed against the cool, polished surface of his desk. The wood was smooth beneath your palms, the scent of aged parchment and ink wrapping around you like an intoxicating haze. His body followed, caging you in, one knee nudging between your thighs as he leaned down, his lips tracing the line of your jaw, the flutter of your pulse.
"So sweet," he murmured, teeth scraping lightly over your throat. "So fucking perfect for me."
You arched into him, a whimper escaping your lips as his hands slid down your sides, his touch searing even through the thin fabric of your nightgown. And then—
The sharp, unmistakable sound of fabric tearing.
Your nightgown split beneath his hands, the delicate material giving way as he bared you to his gaze, to his touch. A gasp tore from your lips, not in protest, but in stunned pleasure at the way his fingers followed the ruin of silk, skimming over newly exposed skin with agonizing slowness.
His palm settled between your shoulder blades, pressing you down against the desk—not with force, but with an unshakable certainty that made your body arch instinctively toward his.
"You don’t know what you’ve started," he whispered, lips brushing the shell of your ear, his breath hot and uneven. "But I’m going to show you."
And as his mouth traced the curve of your spine, each kiss a slow, worshipful brand, you realized—you didn’t just want him to.
You needed him to.
His hands turned you with effortless dominance, flipping you onto your back so you could see him—really see him. The dim light caught the sharp angles of his face, the dark hunger in his eyes as he drank in the sight of you sprawled across his desk, your chest rising and falling with each ragged breath. His lips curved into a smirk, slow and knowing, as he leaned back in his chair, the leather creaking beneath his weight.
Then, with deliberate intent, he hooked his hands beneath your knees and spread you open, baring you completely to his gaze. The air was cool against your heated skin, making you shiver—or maybe it was the way his eyes darkened, the way his tongue flicked out to wet his lips as he studied the slick evidence of your desire.
He exhaled, slow and controlled, his breath ghosting over your most intimate flesh, teasing before he’d even touched you.
"This," he murmured, voice thick with reverence, "is my favorite place to drink from the bold ones. But you—" His fingers traced idle patterns along your inner thighs, his touch feather-light yet searing.
"You’re the first who’s ever dared to let me." And then his mouth was on you—not where you ached for him most, but close enough to make your hips jerk in helpless anticipation.
His lips brushed the delicate skin of your thigh, his tongue flicking out to taste the salt of your sweat before his fangs sank in, just deep enough to draw a single, crimson bead to the surface. The sharp sting melted into pleasure as he lapped at the wound, his groan vibrating against your flesh.
You whimpered, fingers twisting in his long hair beneath you, but he only chuckled, the sound dark and rich. "Patience," he chided, blowing softly over the wet trail his tongue had left behind. The contrast of cool air against your fevered skin made you gasp, your legs trembling around his shoulders.
His fingers slid between your thighs then, parting you further, and the sound he made—low, almost feral—sent a fresh wave of heat pulsing through your core. "Fuck," he breathed, his voice rough with disbelief and desire.
"You’re dripping for me."
You arched off the desk with a desperate moan, but he pressed you back down with one broad hand splayed across your stomach, his grip firm but not unkind. "No, sweetheart," he murmured, his thumb circling your hipbone in slow, maddening strokes. "Not yet."
His lips returned to your thigh, kissing, nipping, licking—each touch a brand, each flick, each suck of his tongue a promise. He took his time, savoring the way your breath hitched, the way your body trembled beneath his ministrations.
When he finally, finally closed his mouth over your aching core, it was with a groan of pure indulgence, his tongue sweeping through your folds in one long, luxurious stroke.
"I need more of you first," he murmured against your flesh, his words muffled but no less potent. "Trade for a trade. I’ll give you what you want—let me have this, and I’ll make sure you’re taken care of." His teeth grazed your clit, just enough to make you cry out.
"I’ll make you scream my name as you come from my mouth alone."
And then he was true to his word, his tongue circling, flicking, devouring you with a precision that bordered on sinful.
Every stroke was calculated, every suck deliberate, until your back was bowing off the desk, your thighs clamping around his head as pleasure coiled tighter and tighter inside you.
He took his time with you—not because he lacked hunger, but because he savored the way your body yielded beneath his touch, the way every gasp and whimper spilled from your lips like a prayer meant only for him. His mouth was a slow, deliberate torment, tracing paths of fire across your skin before finally—finally—settling between your thighs with the reverence of a man kneeling at an altar.
And then his tongue was on you, in you, a wicked, knowing thing that laved and teased and ruined you with unbearable precision. He knew exactly how to draw out every sensation, every trembling plea—when to flick lightly over that aching bundle of nerves, when to press deep inside you with a groan that vibrated against your flesh.
Your fingers twisted in his hair, not to guide him, but to anchor yourself as pleasure coiled tighter, hotter, until you were shaking apart beneath him, your breath coming in ragged, desperate pants.
"Please—" you begged, the word fracturing into a moan as he sucked gently, his tongue circling in relentless, devastating strokes.
He didn’t stop. He didn’t hurry. He drew out every second of your unraveling, his grip tightening on your hips as your back arched, as your thighs trembled around his head.
And when your climax finally crashed over you, violent and sweet, his name tore from your lips in a broken sob—a sound he swallowed greedily, his mouth never leaving you, drinking down every pulse, every shudder as if you were the only thing that could sate him.
Only when you lay boneless, your body still quivering with aftershocks, did he finally lift his head. His lips glistened with the evidence of your pleasure, his dark eyes burning with possessive satisfaction as he gazed down at you.
"Mine," He whispered, the word a rough.
His tender claim against your fevered skin. And in that moment, you were his—completely, irrevocably. The scholar, the avenger, a hunter who had walked into this room with a plan—she was gone, melted away under the heat of his touch, the weight of his desire.
There was only this: the way his lips traced the curve of your spine in slow, worshipful kisses, the way his hands gentled over your trembling flesh, as if memorizing every inch of you.
You didn’t want to be anything else.
You didn’t need to be.
My godddddd. Writing this? Crowe as a vampire is devastatingly beautiful—not in a cruel way, but in that aching, slow-burn kind of charm that ruins you politely. He carries himself like a gentleman carved from dusk and candlelight, voice dipped in honeyed silk, eyes warm enough to forget they’ve watched centuries pass.
There’s a sweetness to him—dangerous, deliberate, the kind that lures you in with kindness before you even realize you're falling.
He doesn’t need to seduce; he simply exists, and suddenly you’re wondering what it would be like to taste forever at his side. Like, He’s such temptation wrapped in good manners.
Such lethalness, yes, but oh so soft when he smiles.
✑ 𝓈𝑜𝓁
The train clattered along the aging rails like a dying heartbeat, steady but strained, echoing through the hollow hills that ushered in the edge of forgotten lands.
You sat still as stone, shoulders cloaked in a threadbare coat, the brim of your hat tilted just enough to veil your face from any inquisitive glances.
Your gaze was fixed upon the fog-brushed window, watching as the world turned slowly grey. Trees blurred by like sentinels in mourning, each one older than the rails that cut through them.
You were bound for Doverhollow.
A name that settled in the bones like cold iron. Not many spoke of it with ease. And those who did, whispered—as if the village itself had ears buried in the soil. You had heard of the sickness running through it: not of body, but of spirit.
A corruption that threaded through the bloodline of monsters too old to rot. Vampires. But not just the usual breed of noble parasites. No, among them was said to be one worse. A fallen one. An outcast even among predators. And you had come to see him for yourself.
Not out of curiosity.
But judgment.
Still, there was one place in particular that drew your thoughts more than the looming specter of the manor you were fated to infiltrate. A place not carved of stone and candlelight, but of wild soil and whispers. The forest.
They called it Brugmansia Grove, though the villagers themselves seemed reluctant to speak the name aloud. Foreign on their tongues, as if borrowed from a language meant only for medical texts and old botanical poison books. It lacked the softness of folk speech—it was not something they named, but something they endured.
But you knew the name.
You knew it in ink and pressed leaves, in the brittle pages of your family's hunting manuals. Brugmansia—the Angel’s Trumpet. A flower shaped like a bell tolling for the dead. Beautiful, pendulous, and gleaming with quiet threat. A plant of dreams, hallucinations, and gentle deaths that mimicked sleep. Its scent alone, in the right concentration, could lull the lungs into forgetting to breathe.
You were not frightened.
Hardly.
The world of plants had always been a thing of logic and precision to you. The nightshade family was like a roster of old friends and deadlier enemies—Belladonna, with her ink-dark berries; Datura, that bold-flowered liar; Mandragora, moaning beneath the soil like a buried sin. You knew where to touch, what to taste, when to retreat. You respected poison—but you did not fear it.
And yet the forest itself…
It called to you.
Not merely as a hunter, not even as a scholar, but as something more primal. The way ruin calls to fire. There was a challenge in its quietude, in the layered silences between rustling branches and ghost stories. They said the trees remembered what men forgot. That spirits lingered long after the screams faded. Some said it was cursed. Others claimed those who entered the Grove came out changed. If they came out at all.
You leaned into your thoughts with a wry smile.
If you were to carry the burden of your family’s legacy—these endless hunts, the bloodlines measured in stakes and sorrow—then you would at least choose your path within it. Not all duties had to be dreary.
Killing the outcast would be your offering.
Your reckoning. Your intellectual pursuit. A necessary violence, perhaps—but one you intended to savour.
Where your ancestors treated monsters as mere blots on family honor, you found them…fascinating. Terrifying, yes. But fascinating. The old men of your bloodline sat in ancestral manors and counted their victories by fangs preserved in jars and journals scrawled in the margins with trembling ink. You had read them all—by candlelight, beside glass cases of faded relics and ruined bones.
And in all those pages, the words bled the same: Kill. Contain. Cleanse.
But not you.
You would do this your way.
There was a seduction in danger. And if you were going to be burdened with a legacy written in silver and blood, you might as well carve your own legend from it. No prayers. No permission.
If the rumors held even a grain of truth, then the creature that now skulked in the shadows was no ordinary vampire. He was something worse. An exile. A deviation. Even among the nightkind—who bowed to no mortal order, he was whispered of with contempt. Not merely a rogue, but an error. A mistake they had tried to forget.
Which made him all the more perfect.
For your research. For your reputation. For your amusement.
You imagined his death as something intimate. Surgical. Not a frenzied stake through the heart, but a dissection of the soul. You would learn what made him different—what made even his own kind cast him out—and then you would end him. Precisely. Methodically. Beautifully.
And if you had to walk into a cursed forest to do it, so be it.
The Gove, A name the villagers spoke with bitten tongues and lowered eyes. A place swathed in poison and perfume, where the Angel’s Trumpets drooped from twisted branches like a thousand listening ears. They warned you that people vanished there. That the trees hummed with voices not quite human. Those who entered the Grove either lost their way or, worse, forgot they ever had one.
But you were not afraid.
The Grove would not break you. It would reveal him to you.
And when it did, you would watch the fear rise in his inhuman eyes as he realized: he was being hunted. Not by torch-bearing villagers. Not by trembling priests. But by someone colder. Smarter. Hungrier.
You laced your gloves tighter, checked the weight of your blade once more, and turned your face toward the trees ahead.
Let him be as strange as they claimed. Let him be strong. Twisted. Terrifying. You only smiled at the thought.
It would make the kill worth remembering.
The path began as little more than a suggestion. A deer trail, perhaps. Or the outline of something older—something man-made long ago, now half-swallowed by moss and memory. You followed it with your coat drawn close and your senses keening, your boots whispering across roots and damp leaves as the forest narrowed in on you like the mouth of a beast.
The deeper you walked, the stranger the world became.
Every tree here leaned at odd angles, as though ashamed of their own growth. The air was heavy with the ghost-sweet scent of Angel’s Trumpets, blooming from twisted boughs in reckless abandon. Their pale, drooping bells swayed like warning signs, like a thousand little nooses. You knew the poison well—tropane alkaloids, delirium-inducing, deathly—and yet here they were, growing wild, unchecked, an entire forest intoxicated.
And then the decay began.
Old fences emerged from the brush like skeletons, half-swallowed by ivy. Rusted iron gates hung crookedly from hinges that no longer served their purpose. Further in, you passed what might have once been cottages—stone husks choked in vines, their windows glassless, their doors bowed inward. No life stirred here. Not animal, not bird. Even the insects seemed to avoid the place.
And there it was.
The manor.
Or something attempting to be one. It rose before you in the clearing like a half-finished thought—less a house, more a ruin that had been forced to keep breathing. The stone was weather-stained, the structure leaning slightly, like it was tired of pretending. It wasn’t large. Smaller than the average manor, if such a thing could exist.
Still, there was something deliberate in its lines. The shutters, though broken, had once been elegant. The façade had detail beneath the grime. A past life. A forgotten purpose.
So this is where the outcasts dwell, you thought. In haunted groves and collapsing dreamscapes.
Not castles. Not crypts. Not even homes. Just… remnants.
You circled it, scanning for entry. The front door was warped and bolted from the inside, clearly unused. But the eastern wing was thinner, slighter, and a gnarled birch tree had grown up close to its flank. Closer inspection revealed a second-story window, just above the overgrown eaves. Unlocked, if you were lucky.
You climbed.
The bark bit your palms. The branches creaked under your weight. But you moved with quiet precision, and luck—for once—was kind. The window gave with a groan, and you slipped inside like breath into a crypt. And landed… not in a bedroom. Not a hallway.
But a gallery??
You stilled, crouched, heart thudding not in fear—but in confusion. The room was long, narrow, wood-paneled. Dust-laden beams curved like ribs above your head. And all around you—on the walls, from floor to ceiling—were paintings.
Not the sort you’d expect in a decrepit manor. These weren’t portraits of sullen ancestors or landscape studies from the surrounding village. No, these were... strange. Familiar in style, unfamiliar in subject.
One painting showed a woman with no eyes, her face serene, surrounded by white moths in a black void. Another depicted a cathedral submerged in water, fish swimming through its shattered stained glass. Another—a skeletal figure cradling a sleeping child, their heads identical.
You stepped forward slowly, awe overtaking calculation. The brushwork was stunning. Meticulous. There was pain in it. Love. Obsession. This was no random collection—this was a compulsion, a gallery curated by something ancient and deeply lonely.
You exhaled.
Was this the outcast’s doing? Or his madness made manifest?
Either way… You had found something precious. And you were inside it now.
You moved deeper into the gallery, each step muffled by a thick layer of dust that blanketed the wooden floorboards. The air was heavy with the scent of aged oil paint and something more elusive—a metallic tang that stirred memories of old wounds and forgotten battles. The paintings on the walls grew increasingly surreal, depicting scenes that seemed to shift and writhe at the edge of your vision.
A narrow hallway beckoned, its walls lined with more of the unsettling artwork. You proceeded cautiously, the silence pressing in around you like a shroud. Then, from a partially open door at the end of the corridor, a soft, rhythmic sound reached your ears—the gentle swish of a brush against canvas.
Peering through the doorway, you saw him.
You had nearly forgotten how to breathe.
There, hunched high on a ladder, man—slight and pale, absorbed utterly in the art blooming beneath his fingers. His back was to you, focused intently on a large canvas. But the moonlight from the tall, grime-smeared window cast his silhouette in ghostly silver. It clung to his edges like frost.
His black hair, streaked with green, cascaded over his shoulders, partially obscuring his face. He wore a white tunic and black trousers, the simplicity of his attire contrasting sharply with the vivid chaos of the paintings that surrounded him.
The painting he worked on was unlike any you had seen before—a swirling maelstrom of color and form that seemed to defy logic and perspective. It drew you in, compelling you to step closer, your earlier caution momentarily forgotten.
He didn’t speak. Didn’t flinch. Just… painted. In long, obsessive strokes that held a devotion so intense, it bordered on sacramental.
You tilted your head.
The scene on the canvas was striking—an unfinished portrait, awash in muted tones. The subject: a man sinking underwater, mouth open in a silent scream. Red ribbons of blood curled from his fingers like ink in water. And within the water? Reflections of faces. Watching.
Jesus.
You’d read vampire profiles that were less disturbing than this.
And just as you debated whether to interrupt or let him continue to paint his existential crisis in peace, the brush slipped. “Ah—shit,” he muttered, snapping from his trance and nearly toppling backward on the ladder.
You barely had time to blink before he lost balance completely. The ladder tipped. His coat flared like wings. And the elegant, tortured artist came crashing down in an undignified tangle of limbs and groaned curses.
Reflexes kicked in. You stepped aside, and he hit the ground with a thud that echoed through the gallery.
You peered down at him, blinking slowly.
“...Are you a vampire?”
He groaned, flopping like a dying spider on the hardwood. “Depends who’s asking.”
Without waiting for a proper answer, you dropped a knee onto his chest and pinned him in place. He wasn’t exactly fighting back. In fact, he looked more annoyed than alarmed, and maybe a little embarrassed—though it was hard to tell with his mess of paint-streaked black hair covering half his face.
That’s when your eyes met. And stopped.
Central heterochromia.
The kind of rare detail most people would miss. But you didn’t miss much. His eyes were rings within rings—burnt orange at the center, bright and crackling like fire behind glass, ringed in a deeper crimson that caught the light like blood in water. A predator’s eyes. And yet...
They blinked up at you with the distinct expression of someone who’d just been caught napping during a lecture and now regretted all life choices.
“I was going to offer you tea,” he said eventually, voice dry. “But now I’m reconsidering.”
You arched a brow. “I climb through a second-story window like a thief and your first instinct is to make tea?”
“Well, I didn’t know you were a thief,” he said, lips twitching into the beginnings of a smirk. “Could’ve been a hallucination. Wouldn’t be the first time the fumes from oil paint brought me visitors.”
You narrowed your eyes, trying very hard not to be charmed. It wasn’t working. “Name,” you demanded, pressing just a little more of your weight down.
“Solivan Brugmansia,” he said, with the dramatic flair of someone announcing a stage name. “Please call me Sol, like Solitude, possibly Sorrow. Not Solidarity—I’m a terrible conversationalist.”
You stared at him.
He blinked back. “You’re not one of the guards from the fancy manor, are you? Because if you are, tell them leave me be.”
“I’m here to kill you.”
He grinned. “That’s fair. Want to do it before or after I finish this painting?”
And God’s help you, you actually hesitated. This wasn’t how hunts were supposed to go. Sol looked very comfortable for a man pinned to the floor.
“Before you kill me,” he said, voice airy as he lay there like a martyr in a painting, “could I request not to be smothered? I have delicate lungs.”
You squinted. “Shame. I was thinking of crushing your ribs next.”
“Oof. Also, that’s fair.”
You didn’t budge. Instead, you narrowed your eyes, letting silence drag like a blade across the room. Moonlight spilled through the cracked glass, pooling in silver puddles over the dusty floorboards. Paint-scent and turpentine hung thick in the air, mingling with something fainter. Not rot. Not blood. But something old. Animal. Forgotten.
Slowly, reluctantly, you eased off of him.
He sat up with a groan and a flourish, brushing dust from his coat and checking his limbs like a man who’d done this before. Too many times. “So,” he said, peering up at you with that maddening half-smile, “what’s your name, mysterious window invader?”
“I ask the questions.”
“Oh, of course you do,” he said, sighing with theatrical sadness. “The dynamic is very clear. You: strong, silent, and scowly. Me: misunderstood artist who may or may not eat people.”
You crossed your arms. “So you admit it.”
He blinked. “Eat people? I didn’t say that.”
“But you might?”
“Well, you might kill people for sport.”
You stared.
He smiled wider. “See? It’s rude when someone jumps to conclusions.”
You took a slow breath, knuckles itching around the dagger still strapped at your thigh. “Are you the outcast I’ve been hearing about?”
His head tilted. Just slightly. The way a fox tilts its head at the rustling in the brush—half amusement, half assessment. “Depends who’s asking,” he said again, but quieter this time.
You stepped forward. “Don’t play riddles. Vampires aren’t supposed to be here. You’re off the map. And yet you’ve got a whole forest, a half-rotten gallery, and a painting habit that looks like a journal entry from a madman.”
Sol stood slowly, the light catching again in his strange fire-and-wine eyes. He was taller than you expected. Lean. Pale as bone, and barefoot—because of course he was. One of his sleeves had ripped in the fall, and he didn’t seem to care.
“Is that what they call me now?” he asked softly. “The Outcast?”
“It fits,” you replied coldly. “You’re alone. You’re eccentric. And according to a few surviving locals, something in the woods likes to rip the memories out of people’s heads and leave them wandering blind.”
“Oh, that,” he said, waving a hand. “Those were accidents.”
You raised a brow.
“...Mostly.”
You took a step closer. “So it was you.”
He looked at you. Really looked. Eyes narrowed, but not cruelly. He was reading something behind your face. Most people didn’t even try.
“No,” he said at last, voice too calm. “It wasn’t me. But I know what it was.”
“And?”
“I’ll tell you,” he said, smiling with all the misplaced confidence of a man holding a teacup in a burning house. “But only if you stop looming like a tax auditor. Or at least have the decency to pretend you’re here for something romantic.”
You stared at him. You’d come to the Grove expecting to find a monster. A real one. Claws, blood-stained mouth, maybe a shrine made of bones and teeth. Something that looked like it crawled out of the kind of story children weren’t supposed to hear.
Instead, you got him.
Sol. The so-called Feral Outcast.
The creature feared by villagers and whispered about by candlelight.
And he looked like the kind of man who could barely win a fistfight with a clothesline.
When he fell from the ladder after spotting you—a dramatic crash of limbs, paintbrush, and what appeared to be an entire apron covered in dried acrylic—you had your knife at his throat before he could even finish a sentence. But the moment he blinked up at you with mismatched eyes—amber inside, red on the rim—you found yourself hesitating. Not from fear. From confusion. Because honestly… this? This was the guy?
You stared. He looked like he hadn’t slept in a week, or maybe a decade. His hair was mussed like he’d rolled out of bed and into an explosion of linen and dust. His shirt was inside out. His socks didn’t match.
This was your monster?
“Are you the outcast?” you asked him, still looming with calculated menace.
He gave you a half-hearted shrug from the floor, still blinking. “Depends. Am I in trouble?”
“I came to kill you.”
“People say that to me a lot.”
“I’m serious.”
“So am I,” he said, voice painfully dry. “You’ve got the glare of a person with trust issues and a sharp object. And I love that for you.”
You stared at him, expression flat as slate.
Sol blinked. “Fine. No jokes. Just... one thing first.”
Your muscles coiled as he reached slowly behind a canvas, one hand raised in some mockery of peace. You were ready for a blade. A blood vial. A wand, even. Anything remotely threatening.
What you got was… A fucking teacup.
Porcelain. Chipped. Painted with tiny roses like something out of a grandmother’s estate sale. Still warm.
“I did make tea,” he said, tone far too smug for a man currently at the mercy of someone considering various methods of decapitation. “You’re welcome.”
You didn’t know if you wanted to stab him or sigh. Maybe both.
Honestly, probably both.
Still, out of sheer anthropological curiosity—and perhaps a dash of disbelief—you allowed him to shuffle awkwardly into what appeared to be a lopsided sitting room. If one could call it that. It looked like an opium den and an antique shop had been dropped into the middle of a tornado. Broken mirrors, misshapen chairs, a couch that was more spring than cushion. And in the middle of it all, a dainty porcelain set… with actual tea.
You sat.
Reluctantly.
Across from a vampire who looked like he once considered macaroni art a legitimate career path.
He poured you a cup with the solemnity of a priest offering confession. You didn’t drink it at first. You just watched him, silently, taking note of his posture, his tone, the strange calm that blanketed his every movement.
No madness. No fangs. No snarling.
Just tired. Slightly twitchy. And weirdly polite.
“Well?” he asked eventually, sipping his own cup with pinky raised, the sheer audacity of it nearly causing an aneurysm. “Aren’t you going to interrogate me? Judge me? Accuse me of crimes I probably committed in a fugue state?”
You narrowed your eyes. “You’re a pathetic-looking vampire for someone nicknamed The Feral Outcast.”
He looked genuinely offended. “Rude.”
“It’s not an insult,” you said. “It’s an observation. You look like you sleep in your own grave for fashion reasons.”
“I do! It’s very grounding.”
Your fingers twitched. “You’re seriously not going to try to kill me?”
He tilted his head. “Are you serious about killing me?”
You said nothing.
“Fair,” he said. “In the spirit of transparency, I’ve had worse dates.”
“This isn’t a date.”
“You’re in my house. Drinking my tea. With a weapon between your thighs. It feels like a date.”
You slammed your teacup down. He didn’t flinch. “You’re insane.”
“I am an artist.”
You didn’t know whether he was faking the eccentricity or if it was somehow real—and if it was, what kind of creature survived the wrath of both man and vampire by being this absurd?
Still, you decided to remain.
Not because he wasn’t a threat.
But because you weren’t convinced either way.
And frankly, if you were going to kill someone, you might as well know what flavor of strange you were erasing from the world. Plus, the tea really wasn’t bad. Disturbingly floral. Lightly sweet. With a hint of something you suspected was stolen from the herb garden outside. (Sol insisted it was “just a touch of dried angelica” and not, as you originally accused, powdered grave moss.)
So again—reluctantly—you stayed.
The manor, if you could even call it that, wasn’t exactly in peak condition. Most rooms looked like they'd been furnished during a single, half-hearted attempt at being civilised… then promptly forgotten. Mismatched chairs, moth-bitten curtains, walls with peeling paint and suspicious claw marks. The plumbing made unsettling noises that resembled moaning whales or distant death rattles. You learned not to question it.
But you didn’t want to risk leaving either. Doverhollow’s villagers were already side-eyeing you like a walking plague, and checking in and out of an inn would only invite more attention. Not to mention, Sol had made it oddly comfortable.
He’d offered you a room without a hint of hesitation. It smelled faintly of turpentine and something… nostalgic, like old paper and lavender. There were books stacked on the floor, some still bookmarked mid-paragraph. A forgotten shawl hanging from a chair. And a closet full of clothes that didn’t match Sol’s aesthetic at all.
Which, of course, led you to wonder: who the hell had lived here before?
Old owners? Guests? Ghosts?
You didn’t ask. Yet.
Sol had wandered off after tea that night, muttering something about “needing to finish a piece before it lost its teeth,” which sounded either deeply poetic or mildly concerning.
You’d given up trying to parse his metaphors. He was one of those people who probably journaled in riddles and cried while watching candle flames.
Still, when you found him later—alone in what he referred to as his “studio of emotional decomposition”—you caught him perched on a stool, brush in hand, face slack with serene focus. His usual energy, that chaotic whirl of eccentric quips and inappropriate tea etiquette, was replaced by something quieter. He painted like he was unraveling something buried in his chest.
You didn’t disturb him. Much.
“So…” you began, leaning against the dusty doorframe. “You actually do art. I thought it was a performance thing.”
He didn’t glance up. “Is that an insult or a compliment?”
“Honestly, I haven’t decided yet.”
His brush moved in slow, purposeful strokes. “Give it five more minutes. It gets impressive right before I ruin it.”
You stepped closer. “You're quiet when you're alone.”
“I am alone,” he said dryly, though there was the faintest upward twitch at the corner of his lips.
You stood there watching, arms crossed. “You paint a lot of ruined churches.”
“They’re metaphorical.”
“For what?”
“My soul.”
You snorted. “God, you’re insufferable.”
“Only in the mornings and when someone’s judging my symbolism.”
Still, you kept studying him, filing observations away like puzzle pieces. He was colder when alone, not cruel, but clearly the kind of person who lived more in his own head than in the world around him. But when he talked to you—when he let himself talk—he became almost… alive. Animated.
Smart. Sharper than expected. The kind of clever that didn't just answer questions, but quietly twisted them back on you.
“You read, don’t you?” you asked.
“Religiously,” he replied, wiping his brush on a paint-stained rag. “Mostly Poe. The man understood the importance of emotional mess.”
You raised an eyebrow. “Let me guess: you cry to The Raven and pretend it's about your tax situation.”
“Only on Wednesdays.”
You couldn’t help it—you laughed. Briefly. Silently. You hated it. Then, because you were still a hunter, and still you, you stepped closer and asked more questions. Quiet ones. Calculated ones. You watched how he reacted to every inquiry—about his past, his exile, the rumors surrounding him. You studied the twitch of his fingers, the flick of his eyes.
Not because you trusted him.
But because you were researching him.
This was fieldwork. Observation. Dissection of personality through shared air and shadowed silences. And you had to admit: for someone nicknamed The Feral Outcast, he was... surprisingly tolerable. Weird. But tolerable.
Later that night, you found yourself lying in bed with a notebook on your stomach and a half-sharpened pencil tucked between your fingers. The room was dimly lit—just enough moonlight leaking through the warped window to give everything a pale silver wash. The walls creaked as if the manor itself was muttering to you. Or sighing. Or dying slowly.
You didn’t care.
Your boots were off. The sword was still in reach. The tea, long gone cold.
And on the page in front of you?
Sol’s face. Well—most of it.
You weren’t a professional artist, but you weren’t completely without skill either. You’d spent enough time studying people from behind books and barrels to know how to render a decent likeness. And yet... his features were proving annoyingly complicated.
You’d only drawn one of his eyes so far. The other you left blank, almost intentionally. Central heterochromia was a pain in the ass to get right. The orange inner ring was easy enough to sketch. It was the outer ring—the deep, blood-crimson red—that made you pause. It looked like it should be threatening. But on him? It just looked… exhausted. And slightly irritated. Like a tired cat that hadn’t slept in eighty years.
You sighed.
Added some under-eye lines. Then added more. The man had the kind of eye bags that could carry groceries. Or guilt. Or both.
You sketched the line of his mouth next. Slightly too wide for his face. Subtle downturn when he wasn’t smirking. And, of course, you didn’t forget the lip rings—two small, black metal hoops resting at the corner of his lower lip like punctuation marks on a particularly smug sentence. You stared at the drawing for a long moment.
Then scribbled “why is he like this” in the corner.
Still, you’d learned more about him over the last couple days than you expected. Sol, as it turned out, was only turned a few decades ago—young, by vampire standards. Barely out of the coffin, metaphorically speaking. His turning had been messy, quiet, and unsanctioned. He was, as he said, “an artistic casualty of someone else's immortality crisis.”
That sounded like nonsense until you realized it probably wasn’t.
He'd shown you the gallery again in daylight. Well, daylight filtered through thick curtains and dust-choked air. Each painting he walked you through like a docent in a museum made for the clinically unstable. But it was fascinating, hearing the stories from his perspective.
One canvas was a swirl of reds and blacks—unintelligible from a distance, but up close it showed a woman screaming in silence. “That one,” Sol had said, pointing with a brush, “was about my first heartbreak. Or maybe a plumbing issue. Honestly, could be either.”
Another showed a forest burning in reverse—flames curling back into trees, ash turning green again. “That one’s just for drama. Gets me attention. Real crowd-pleaser.”
You'd expected all of it to be melodramatic.
You hadn’t expected it to be so… beautiful.
Still, you noted something darker, quieter, beneath all the color and flair. Most of his pieces—gorgeous as they were—had some unsettling, gruesome undertone. Like beauty and horror were two threads sewn from the same needle. You got the impression he wasn’t painting what he wanted to see—but what he couldn’t stop seeing.
You also discovered that holy relics actually burn him. You'd confirmed this during a brief “oops I dropped this conveniently near your hand” test with a silver cross. He’d yelped like a kicked cat and then tried to pretend it didn’t hurt, brushing it off with a scoff and a mutter of “how very traditional.”
You watched him later, rubbing the burn through his sleeve when he thought you weren’t looking.
He said he didn’t care. But you had the suspicion he missed warmth—sunlight, fire, the casual, unthinking kind of touch humans exchanged without flinching. You never saw him reach for a blanket or bask in the sun. He simply... sat. As if comfort was something remembered, not expected.
And then there were the horses.
Oh, the damn horses.
You had not expected that. It started when Sol insisted—insisted—on taking you to the village edge. Said it was for “an extremely serious errand.” You’d prepared for anything: blood rituals, secret meetings, maybe a hidden cache of weapons.
Instead, you found yourself standing at a rickety fence, watching Sol practically vibrate with joy at the sight of a large, mildly confused brown mare.
He pressed his cheek against the post like a love-struck teenager. “Look at her. Just look at her. Do you see that mane? That’s a mane of dignity.”
You stared. Then stared harder. “You’re serious.”
“I’m always serious about horses,” he said, eyes wide with religious devotion. “They are majestic, noble creatures. Unlike people. Or Crowes. Crowes are little shits.”
You couldn’t argue with that.
Still, you documented the whole thing in your notes that night, right under “possible weaknesses: holy relics, sunlight, excessive emotional damage… also, equine fixation?”
You underlined that part twice. Then, as you stared at the page, at the half-finished sketch of his face, you found yourself wondering:
Was he a threat? Maybe. Was he dangerous? Possibly. Was he, at the very least, absolutely out of his mind? Unquestionably. And yet—somewhere between the tea, the burnt skin, and the rambling monologues about Gothic literature and “emotional rot”—you’d stopped seeing him as a target. And started seeing him as a question you wanted to solve.
With maybe just a little affection.
…Or an exorcism. You hadn’t decided.
Understand, from two weeks ago, give or take a dramatic moment or two, you had seen another side of Sol.
You’d just returned from the village, arms full of human necessities—bread, salt, soap, and tea boxes. You were exhausted, sore, and slightly damp from a freak drizzle that smelled like mold and regret.
You only wanted to drop the bags, maybe nap, and not have to remind yourself for the fiftieth time that you were technically cohabiting with a literal vampire.
But, as was becoming alarmingly common, peace had a tendency to trip over itself and die on the porch steps. You heard the shouting before you reached the path back to the manor.
It was coming from the outer edge of the manor grounds—angry, fearful voices flung into the wind like rocks through glass. Villagers. You ducked low, instinctively going quiet, your pack rustling like a traitor with every movement. You made your way forward with caution, slipping between brush and shadow.
And there he was. Sol.
Standing at the edge of the rotting garden path, teeth bared, hands twitching like claws, looking positively feral in the twilight glow. His shirt rumpled, hair a windswept mess of midnight tangles.
The villagers had come in a group—pitchforks and torches included, because apparently clichés were alive and well—and they were yelling about you. Your name. Your disappearance. Your proximity to the “monster in the woods.”
One of them actually screamed, “You’re under his spell!”
Which would have been flattering if it wasn’t so stupid.
And Sol? Sol was not amused.
His voice had dipped into something low and horrible, rolling like thunder under his skin. His fangs were longer than usual—exaggerated, beastly, like some instinct had slipped free of its leash. And the sound—a growl, wet and sharp—came from deep in his throat. You swore you saw the foam.
Realization clicked into place like a lock snapping shut.
He was starving.
You’d never thought about it before. He didn’t eat around you. Didn’t ask. Didn’t even mention hunger. You’d assumed he fed on animals or—worse—wanderers. But now that you were looking, really looking, you realized how pale his skin had grown. How his hands trembled sometimes. How his eyes lingered just a moment too long when you rubbed your neck or rolled up your sleeves.
So, of course, you did what any sensible, level-headed hunter would do in the face of a semi-rabid, half-starved vampire glaring down a mob.
You yelled at him. “Hey! Sol!”
He twitched.
You stomped forward like an irate cat owner confronting their pet about the shredded curtains. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?!”
The grove had gone silent in the aftermath, as if the trees themselves were holding their breath. The scent of smoke and damp leaves clung to the air, mingling with something older—ash, rot, maybe a hint of regret. The villagers stood frozen along the winding dirt path, torches sputtering uncertainly in their trembling hands.
Their eyes were still wide, caught between the horror they thought they were prepared for and the reality they’d just witnessed: a vampire foaming at the mouth like a rabid dog... and you, very calmly, yelling at him like an overworked babysitter at the end of their rope.
Sol blinked, visibly disoriented, the snarl frozen on his face as if even he wasn’t sure how it got there. His hands trembled—not from rage anymore, but like a man surfacing too quickly from drowning. The wild look in his mismatched eyes faltered the moment your voice cut through the fog.
"Am I going to have to throw holy water at you?" you snapped, stepping forward with the unmistakable energy of someone done.
Sol recoiled slightly, as though the words themselves had the power of exorcism. He let out a wheezing noise that might’ve been a laugh if it wasn’t so strangled, caught somewhere between mortified and mildly offended. He stumbled a step back, shoulders sagging under the weight of self-awareness.
Meanwhile, the villagers—armed with their shaky pitchforks, crooked lanterns, and far too many accusations—suddenly looked like schoolchildren caught misbehaving in front of a substitute teacher.
They glanced from you to Sol, and back again, slowly lowering their torches as the scene rapidly devolved from horror movie to uncomfortable farce. No one really knew what to do when the monster got scolded like a misbehaving cat.
They began to shuffle away, awkward and whispering, their righteous fury unraveling with each reluctant step. One of them actually muttered, “Well, they seems fine,” as though that made any of this normal.
You watched them disappear down the path with narrowed eyes, arms folded across your chest, radiating the kind of exasperated authority that could scare a demon into doing the dishes.
Once they were gone, you turned back to Sol.
He was still standing there, arms limp at his sides, looking like someone who had just realized they’d screamed at a houseplant for three hours straight. His hair was a wild mess, and there were faint smears of dried paint on his sleeves. His shirt was unbuttoned at the collar and hanging off one shoulder like he’d either gotten into a fight or simply forgot how clothes work halfway through an artistic spiral.
“You okay?” you asked, deadpan.
“Define ‘okay,’” he replied, scrubbing both hands over his face like he could physically wipe the embarrassment away. “Because I am emotionally compromised and mildly ashamed.”
You raised an eyebrow. “You were foaming.”
“I was not—” He paused mid-protest, poked the corner of his mouth with a finger, then sighed. “Okay. A little. Maybe. Minor foaming. Barely noticeable. Artistic foaming.”
“Sol.”
“I’m trying to have dignity, please.”
You narrowed your eyes. “When’s the last time you fed?”
He grumbled something low and vaguely ominous in a language you strongly suspected was dead and buried for good reason. Probably Latin.
He sighed again, with all the melodrama of a poet being told to get a job.
“It’s been... a while.”
“You don’t say.” You crossed your arms tighter. “Sol, you absolute cryptid. You have to eat. Preferably not me.”
He gave you a look that was far too amused for someone who had just been publicly humiliated. “That’s very considerate of you.”
You rolled your eyes. “I’m serious. This isn’t some tragic vampire novella where I hold your hand and cry about your internal conflict while you starve. I’m not going to nurse you back to health.”
“That’s a shame,” he muttered under his breath, eyes glinting with mischief even through the lingering haze of bloodlust.
You were already grabbing him by the arm, dragging him away from the scene before he said something even more ridiculous. “Come on. Before you start biting rocks.”
He let himself be led without resistance, mumbling something about how “biting rocks” used to be a metaphor until now. His steps were unsteady, like the adrenaline hadn’t fully faded yet, but the feral glint in his eyes had dulled—for now.
You couldn’t believe this was your life.
You—descendant of a renowned lineage of vampire hunters, trained in the art of elimination since you could walk, raised on tomes thicker than your wrists and lessons whispered over the clink of silver blades—were here. Living in a haunted fixer-upper with warped floorboards, faded wallpaper, a suspiciously squeaky third stair, and one artistically foaming vampire who once nearly bit a villager for yelling at a goose.
What had your ancestors died for again?
You flopped back on the creaky mattress, exhaling a sigh sharp enough to cut glass. The ceiling above you bore faint water stains shaped vaguely like screaming faces, which felt a little too symbolic. You tried not to read into it.
This wasn’t what you’d come here for. You were supposed to find the vampire outcast. Kill him. Study the corpse. Write down notes. Collect samples. Behead something for science.
And yet... here you were. Journaling at midnight. Drinking lukewarm tea. Drawing the outcast’s stupid pretty face because you claimed it was “for documentation purposes” even though you shaded his lips a little too carefully.
You told yourself it was still a mission. That maybe Sol was a threat, hiding behind sarcasm and horse trivia. That you were still gathering intel. But when you closed your eyes and let your mind wander...
You wondered. Was this mercy? Or was it just madness?
Maybe Sol was a project. A weird, semi-feral, poetry-quoting, eyeliner-smudged art cryptid of a project. A riddle in oil paint and broken windows. And the longer you stayed, the more the lines blurred between hunter and... something else. Confessor. Companion. Confused housemate.
Gods help you, but you weren’t entirely mad about it.
Then—tap.
Your thoughts snapped like a twig underfoot. You froze.
There it was again—faint, deliberate. A sound so soft most would miss it. But you were a hunter, trained to hear a needle drop through blood-soaked snow. Your senses sharpened instantly, a slow burn of tension sliding down your spine.
You slipped from bed in silence, sock-covered feet brushing across the dusty floorboards like a shadow. The manor was sleeping. Or at least, Sol was. Probably.
The hallway stretched before you like a throat waiting to swallow. Moonlight filtered through cracked windows in thin, bony beams. The wallpaper here was peeling, revealing older patterns beneath like a fossilized second skin. You kept to the edges of the walls as you moved, slow and steady.
The noise had come from below.
The wine cellar.
Of course it was the wine cellar. Because that was the obvious choice for mysterious noises in an already-cursed house.
You descended the steps without a sound, each one creaking like a guilty conscience. The air grew colder as you moved downward, damp and still and clinging to your skin like a warning. The scent of old cork and earth hit your nose, mingled faintly with something else—sharper. Iron.
Nothing.
The door creaked open only slightly—just enough to let you peek through the narrow sliver into the cold, stone-lined wine cellar. And what you saw next, well...
The first thing you noticed wasn’t the smell of dust or the stale, metallic tang of spilled blood on old stone. No. It was him—Sol—standing under the flickering light of a hanging bulb, shoulders drawn taut, his back to you like a statue carved in fury. His silhouette looked larger than usual, haloed by the faint fog of his breath in the cold cellar air. And in front of him—
Another vampire.
But not like Sol.
The creature slumped against a support pillar, long brown hair matted with blood, one eye swelling shut. Blue eyes glared out with defiance even as his body sagged, beaten, twitching. Blood pooled beneath him—thick, dark, and glistening like tar. You could see broken wine bottles on the ground, their contents mixing with gore. The place reeked of it.
Your breath caught in your throat.
Sol’s hand was dripping red, knuckles split and raw from repeated contact with bone. You watched as he stepped forward again—slow, deliberate. His boots crunched on shards of glass. Every movement screamed violence restrained by the thinnest leash.
You had never seen Sol like this.
You didn’t have to guess what had happened. The scene was a painting in brutality, and Sol had signed it in blood. And the way Sol looked at the other vampire… it wasn’t just anger.
It was disappointment. Loathing. Familiarity. He tilted his head, like he pitied him. “Don’t go out like this now… Jericho.”
His voice was low, nearly gentle. The softness made it worse.
You barely breathed. Jericho. The name had appeared once in your journal—scrawled in a rushed script beside a faded quote about vampire reformers. If you recalled correctly, he was one of the loudest voices pushing to rebuild relations between vampires and humans. A public figure among the remaining nobility.
And he had just called Sol the one who ruined it all.
Sol took a slow step forward, wiping his bloody knuckles against his shirt without urgency. “You always did like pretending you were some holy messenger,” he said, voice flat, not even amused.
“All bark. No bite.”
Jericho let out an ugly, wet cough and spat blood on the floor between them. “You’ve broken the laws, Sol. Again,” he hissed, trying and failing to straighten up. “You have a human here. I heard it from the villagers.”
He bared his fangs with weak defiance, eyes glinting through the bruises. “They say the Outcast took a human for himself. Keeping them like some sick little pet. Do you even hear yourself?”
That’s when Sol moved—fast, sharp, with a snarl that barely made it past his teeth. His hand shot out, grabbing Jericho by the collar and slamming him back into the support beam hard enough to crack the stone. You flinched despite yourself, pulse thudding in your ears. His voice changed—lower, guttural, something wild pushed too long into the dark.
“They’re not a pet,” he snarled. “They’re smarter than you. Stronger than you. And ten times more valuable than the entire dusty little cabal you suck up to.”
You stared, frozen behind the door.
He was defending you.
But there was something else in his voice—familiarity. Regret. Resentment. The rhythm of old wounds being reopened. Old friends? Perhaps worse… That thought churned your stomach.
Jericho let out a wheeze that could’ve been laughter if it wasn’t soaked in pain. “You killed a human who used to own this manor, didn’t you?” he rasped, voice like broken glass. “Lost control. It’s what we do.”
Sol went still. Deadly still.
His eyes darkened, and when he spoke again, there was no humanity in his voice. Just a quiet kind of ruin. “Yes,” he whispered. “I lost control. Once. And I’ve paid for it every second since.”
His posture shifted slightly, like a weight pressed into his spine. “But I didn’t lure them here. I didn’t hunt them. I didn’t lie. I gave them a choice. Shockingly, they stayed.”
Jericho bared his bloodstained teeth.
“That makes them yours. You’ll burn for it, Outcast. You’ll die like the rest of your kind. It’s only a matter of time.”
Your breath hitched. Every instinct screamed at you to move, to back away, to pretend you hadn’t seen what was about to happen.
But you didn’t. You watched.
Sol was silent, his gaze locked onto Jericho with a stormlike intensity—dark, electric, dangerous. His hand still cradled Jericho’s bruised jaw, his thumb dragging slow, deliberate circles over the blood-slicked skin in a cruel parody of tenderness.
You could almost believe it was gentle—if not for the tension coiled through Sol’s body, wire-tight, every muscle rigid with restraint. His mouth was a hard line, his eyes hollowed out by something far deeper than hunger. Something ravenous. Something primal.
Then he leaned in.
Jericho flinched—just barely—as Sol’s lips brushed the column of his throat. Not biting. Not yet. Just… lingering. Breathing him in. Savoring the heat of his skin, the pulse thrumming beneath it.
A low sound rumbled in Sol’s chest, something between a growl and a sigh, before his tongue flicked out—slow, deliberate—dragging a wet, searing stripe along the curve of Jericho’s neck.
The air in the cellar grew thick, suffocating.
Then he bit.
Not with the careful precision of some romanticized vampire myth, but with brutal, animalistic force. His teeth sank in deep, a guttural snarl tearing from his throat as he claimed, as he took.
Jericho arched against him, a choked moan spilling from his lips—more pain than pleasure, but laced with something darker, something hungry between them.
His fingers scrabbled weakly against Sol’s arms, nails digging in as blood welled up in thick, crimson rivulets, spilling over his collarbone, staining his shirt. Sol held him down with one hand, the other braced against the stone wall, his muscles taut with the effort of control—or the lack of it. There was no finesse here, no ceremony.
Just need. Raw, relentless, consuming.
And the sounds—God, the sounds.
The wet, desperate drag of Sol’s mouth against Jericho’s skin. The ragged hitch of Jericho’s breath as Sol swallowed, as he fed, each pull drawing another broken noise from the man beneath him. The slick, obscene sound of blood being drawn, of lips sealing over the wound, of Sol’s low, shuddering groan as he drank deeper.
You stood frozen, your spine pressed to the wall behind the door, your pulse hammering in your own throat. You’d seen vampires feed before. You’d been trained for it—diagrams, studies, clinical detachment.
But nothing could have prepared you for this.
The heat of their bodies, too close, too intimate. The way Sol’s free hand slid into Jericho’s hair, fisting tight, yanking his head back to expose more of his throat.
The way Jericho’s breath came in ragged gasps, his lashes fluttering, his body trembling between resistance and surrender. And worst of all—the shameful, molten heat coiling low in your stomach.
Why did it have to look like this? Why did it have to sound like this?
When Sol finally ripped his mouth away, it was with a vicious snarl, lips glistening—not just with spit, but with blood. Jericho’s blood. The metallic tang hung thick in the air, mixing with the sweat and the raw, primal energy radiating off Sol’s heaving body.
Jericho collapsed beneath him, boneless, his once-smug face now slack, his breath shallow.
Unconscious—or maybe something worse.
Sol loomed over him, his chest rising and falling in ragged, uneven bursts, his knuckles white where they clenched at his sides. The blood on his mouth wasn’t just smeared—it was art. A dark, violent masterpiece painted in strokes of crimson, stark against the pale fury of his skin.
And god, it was hot.
The way his tongue flicked out, just once, tasting the remnants of the fight. The way his jaw tightened, muscles flexing as he swallowed hard, like he was forcing down something far hungrier than blood.
Then he spat—a sharp, dismissive motion—right beside Jericho’s ruined face. The sound of it hitting the stone echoed in the damp cellar, a punctuation mark to the violence.
“Still not the same,” he growled, his voice rough, edged with something wild. Something untamed.
His fingers trembled slightly as he dragged the back of his hand across his mouth, smearing the blood in a way that only made him look more dangerous. More feral.
The hunger wasn’t gone—no, you could still see it lurking in the depths of his darkened gaze, a bottomless pit of need that refused to be sated. But there was more now. Something deeper. Something worse.
Rage. Grief.
A storm of emotions that twisted his beautiful, brutal face into something unrecognizable. Your pulse hammered in your throat, your skin prickling with a dangerous mix of fear and something far more reckless.
You weren’t supposed to see this. You weren’t supposed to want to see this. But here you were, standing in the dim, flickering light of the cellar, the scent of iron and sweat wrapping around you like a second skin.
One thing was crystal fucking clear:
Sol was dangerous.
And you?
You were in way too deep. You needed to run. Now.
Boots barely made a sound against the cold stone as you bolted up the cellar steps, heart slamming against your ribs like it wanted out. The stale, iron-scented air chased you all the way through the narrow corridors of the manor.
Shadows flinched and twisted in your periphery, hallways stretching like old bones, groaning beneath your frantic footsteps. You moved fast, half-tripping on the warped floorboards, hands scraping along the chipped wallpaper like it might steady you.
You had to get away.
Not from the manor. Not even from Sol—not yet.
From what you saw. That hadn’t been just hunger.
That was a vampire unrepentant.
You reached your room in a storm of panic, slamming the door shut behind you with a breathless gasp and throwing the bolt. The quiet that followed was deafening. Only your pulse filled your ears as you fumbled toward your bedside table, pulling open the drawer where your dagger should’ve been.
Gone.
No. No no no no—
It was always there. Always. Silver-inlaid, blessed, sharpened just this morning. A blade passed down through generations. You were never without it.
You spun around, scanning the room like maybe it would materialize out of the air, maybe you were too panicked to see—
The air in the room turned thick, charged with something electric—something dangerous—the moment you heard his voice.
"Looking for this?"
Low. Calm. A velvet whisper curling against the back of your neck like a lover’s touch.
You froze. Every muscle in your body locked tight, your breath hitching in your chest as the realization crashed over you: He was here. Inside your locked room. Behind you. Close enough that you could feel the heat of him, the predatory stillness of a creature who had all the time in the world.
Slowly—agonizingly slowly—you turned.
Sol stood there, your dagger dangling carelessly from his fingers, the blade catching the dim candlelight in lazy, mocking flickers. The door was still bolted behind him, untouched, as if the lock had never existed. As if the rules of the world bent to his will.
Your pulse roared in your ears.
You took a step back without thinking, your body moving on instinct, your spine pressing into the cold wall behind you.
He looked different now. The blood was gone from his mouth, wiped clean, but his shirt was still damp with it, clinging to the hard lines of his chest in dark, rust-colored stains.
His hair was tousled, wild, as if he’d run his hands through it in frustration—or maybe just hadn’t cared enough to smooth it back into place after the violence in the cellar.
But his eyes—those ancient, fathomless eyes—held you in place.
They weren’t angry. They weren’t cruel. They were knowing.
"You shouldn’t run in old houses," he murmured, his voice a dark caress. "You’ll wake the ghosts."
You tried to speak—tried to summon fury, fear, anything—but the words withered in your throat. Your body trembled, not just from the cold, but from the horrifying understanding settling deep in your bones: He knew.
He’d known you were watching. Maybe from the very beginning.
Maybe he always knew when you were near.
"You..." Your voice was a broken thing, barely audible. "You knew they were trying to change. Jericho... he wanted peace. I read it. I wrote about it—"
Sol didn’t flinch. Didn’t interrupt. He just let you speak—or stammer, your words faltering under the weight of his gaze.
"And you..." Your jaw clenched. "You killed the one chance vampires had to change how the world sees them."
"No," he said, the word a blade of ice. "They killed it. Years ago. When they cast me out. When they made me a monster and left me in the dark to rot." His fingers flexed around the dagger, his knuckles whitening. "This world doesn’t want redemption. It wants a myth to fear."
Another step forward.
Another step back—until the wall met your spine, unyielding.
"And you stayed," he mused, tilting his head slightly, studying you like a puzzle he was unraveling. "You stayed in my manor. Slept in the bed of the dead. Ate the food of the damned. You laughed with me. Drank my tea."
"Because I thought you were different," you snapped, your voice gaining strength—or maybe just desperation.
"I am." Another step. Now he was close enough that you could feel the heat rolling off him, could smell the lingering copper on his skin, the faint, intoxicating trace of Jericho’s blood still clinging to his breath. "I didn’t hurt you. I never lied to you. Everything I am, you’ve seen. And yet here you are, daggerless, terrified, and still here."
The wall was cold against your back.
His body was a furnace in front of you.
"You don’t get to play the victim, hunter," he murmured, his voice dropping to something intimate, something dangerous. "Not when you walked into the crypt willingly." He lifted the dagger between you, the edge glinting near your throat—not a threat, but a question.
"I’m not going to hurt you," he said, so softly it was almost a whisper. "But I need to know something..."
Then he leaned in.
Close enough that his breath ghosted over your lips. Close enough that you could taste the danger on him. His voice was a dark, velvet rasp against your skin. "Are you still here because you want to kill me... or because you don’t know what you’d do if I was gone?"
You didn’t answer.
Because the truth was a living, breathing thing between you—and you weren’t sure you wanted to know anymore. You didn’t breathe. You’d seen death before—dealt it yourself, even. But this was different. This was Sol not as a cryptid or a misfit... but as a predator. Cold. Calculated. And utterly furious.
And something about it…
You hated that you noticed it—but it was hot.
In a terrifying, morally questionable, “am I okay?” sort of way.
Sol exhaled slowly, like dragging the air into his lungs cost him. He finally pulled away, taking a step back, and for a moment, the space he left behind felt too empty. His chest rose and fell like a war drum had just gone quiet. He wiped the side of his temple with the back of his hand, smearing blood across his pale skin like war paint, and dragged shaky fingers through his hair—still matted, still wild.
His eyes, however, were crystal clear.
“You weren’t supposed to see that,” he muttered, almost to himself.
There it was—guilt, flickering like a dying ember in his expression. But not regret. He didn’t regret what he did to Jericho. He regretted that you saw it. That your illusion, whatever you had told yourself about him, had fractured like glass.
“I didn’t kill him,” Sol added after a beat. “If that helps. He’s not dead.”
You didn’t respond. You weren’t sure you could yet. Your hand ached to reach for your missing blade even as your body leaned just a little—too much—toward him. Conflicted didn’t even begin to cover it.
Sol watched you with an unreadable expression. His voice, when he spoke again, was quieter. Tired. Like an old record warped by heat and time.
“This manor... wasn’t mine. I didn’t inherit it. I took it. After its owner tried to feed me to a group of nobles for fun. I killed him in that cellar. I didn’t lie about that either.”
You blinked.
“You stayed anyway,” he continued, voice rough. “You stayed after the gallery. After I told you sunlight burns. After I told you about the horses, for gods’ sake. You stayed even when the villagers whispered. Even when you knew what I was.”
His eyes met yours again, and for a heartbeat, you saw the predator slip back behind the curtain. He looked… vulnerable. Just a little.
“But if you’ve changed your mind,” Sol said, voice barely audible now, “then go. No one’s stopping you. I won’t.” The dagger lay between you, abandoned on the table like it meant nothing.
You weren’t sure if it still meant anything to you, either.
Yet, your fingers curled around the dagger before your brain even caught up with your body.
It wasn’t dramatic. No sudden lunge, no clash of steel. Just a slow, deliberate grasp as if reclaiming something that had always been yours. Cold metal kissed your palm, grounding you in a way nothing else could. Sol watched you take it, and to your surprise—he let you.
For a moment.
“I’m not going to fight you,” he said again, but this time there was something different in his tone. Less calm. Less patient. His eyes never left yours, but his hand moved—not for the dagger, but for you. His fingers curled lightly around your wrist, just enough pressure to still your next movement.
“I just need…” His gaze dropped for the first time, and his voice frayed like a thread pulled too tight. “I need something from you.”
You frowned. “Let go.” He didn’t.
Instead, he stepped closer. Just enough for your shoulders to tense against the edge of the wall behind you. His other hand moved with practiced ease—curling around your arm, guiding the dagger hand downward, not to disarm you exactly, but to… reposition you.
A sleight of hand hidden behind honesty. And before you could process the shift, he had your sleeve pushed back—exposing the pale stretch of your wrist under the flickering candlelight.
“Sol.” Your voice was sharp. A warning. A question.
But he wasn’t listening anymore.
“I haven’t fed properly in weeks, like you asked those days ago,” he whispered, staring down at your pulse like it was a thing made of starlight and sin. “You saw what I did to him. You think I’m fine, but I’m not. I’m sick. And starving. I tried to wait. I really did.”
You were about to pull back—to shove him away, to scream, to do something—but he moved first.
Fast. Desperate.
His mouth pressed to your wrist with a strange reverence, as though he were kissing it first. The cold brush of his lips sent a shiver jolting through your spine. You didn’t breathe. Couldn’t.
You weren’t sure if it was fear or adrenaline or both. But then his fangs sank in—sharper, deeper than expected—and pain flared bright and white behind your eyes.
You gasped.
The sound that escaped you wasn’t what you expected. It wasn’t a scream. It wasn’t even fully a cry. It was something darker. Something shameful and involuntary. A sound you immediately regretted making.
Sol’s grip tightened around your wrist—not to hurt, just to hold you steady—as he drank, slow at first. Controlled. But then it changed. Like the hunger had finally caught up to him and overpowered restraint.
You pressed your free hand against his shoulder, nails digging in, trying to stay grounded through the burn in your veins. The sensation wasn’t just pain—it was overwhelming. Heat flooding your chest. Dizzy, electric wrongness that wasn’t entirely unpleasant. You hated that your knees buckled slightly.
You hated that he noticed.
Sol made a low noise in his throat—half growl, half sigh—and pulled back just enough for the air to touch the bite. Blood welled up slow and sticky along your skin, and he stared at it with wild eyes. Guilt, desire, hunger. Everything crashing together in that one unspoken moment.
Then he looked at you.
And everything in his expression screamed apology even though his mouth never moved. “I didn’t mean to—” he started, voice ragged.
You stepped back. Quickly. Clutching your arm.
“You said you wouldn’t hurt me,” you whispered.
“I didn’t mean to. I—gods, I didn’t mean to.” His voice cracked. “But you smell like warmth. Like life. I thought I could take just enough.”
Silence stretched between you like the tightrope it always had been.
The bite throbbed like a second heartbeat. And suddenly, everything felt too small. The room. The candlelight. Him.
You needed air.
You needed to figure out if you were going to run—or stay?
Your fingers twitched around the dagger’s hilt—barely. A weak, instinctual movement. Your body didn’t have the strength to finish.
Everything began to slip sideways—like the walls were melting or the floor had been pulled out beneath you. The candlelight dimmed, blurred, twisted into strange shapes. You blinked slowly, trying to fight it, trying to hold on to something—the desk, the dagger, his name in your throat—but it all crumbled at once.
And then you fell.
Or you would have—had Sol not already been there.
His arms wrapped around you with startling ease, catching your body against his chest like you were nothing more than a breath being exhaled. You didn’t even feel the impact.
One moment you were standing, breathless… the next, you were weightless in his hold, your head tucked against the warm line of his collarbone, eyes fluttering closed against your will.
Sol froze.
Not because you passed out—no, he’d expected you to be weak after feeding. But this? This? The total collapse? The way your pulse slowed to a vulnerable crawl beneath your skin? It hit him differently. It hit him hard.
“…Damn it,” he breathed, his voice a low rasp, dark and unreadable.
He shifted his grip, careful not to jostle you as he lifted your wrist again. The bite wound gleamed red and angry in the light, the skin already starting to bruise with that distinct violet hue—fragile and raw. He turned your arm slightly, examining it with the cold eye of someone both fascinated and horrified.
“You really are different,” he murmured. A smirk touched his lips, slow and sharp like a blade unsheathed. But it wasn’t cruel. It was curious.
“I barely touched you,” he muttered, more to himself than you. “One bite and you’re out cold? Either I was hungrier than I thought… or you were far too generous.”
He leaned down slowly. Dangerously. Letting his breath wash over the curve of your throat—just like before, but this time there was no pretense. No restraint. Just hunger tinged with something unspoken. Not lust. Not quite. But need. Something deeper. Primal. Inhuman.
He inhaled deeply.
You didn’t stir. Not a twitch. Not even a protest.
“You smell like survival,” Sol whispered against your skin. “Like firewood and old blood and silver. Like you shouldn’t trust anything that breathes.”
And then his lips brushed your neck—not to bite, not this time—but as if tasting the ghost of what he’d taken. A pause. An indulgence. Reverent, almost.
But the moment didn’t last.
He pulled back, jaw tight, nostrils flaring. Still holding you close, Sol moved toward the bed with purpose, laying you down gently, though his eyes never left your face.
He hovered over you for a moment longer, watching the soft rise and fall of your chest, checking to be sure your heartbeat hadn’t dropped too far. Steady. Warm. Alive. Relief twisted through him like a slow knife. And yet… he couldn’t stop staring.
He needed you.
God help him—he was done pretending.
The moment his hands found you, there was no hesitation, no carefully constructed restraint—only raw, unfiltered hunger. Sol moved with the lethal grace of a predator staking its claim, his body pinning yours to the mattress with delicious inevitability.
His fingers worked with devastating efficiency, stripping away your clothes like a man unwrapping something sacred, something his. The fabric whispered against your overheated skin—the brush of silk, the drag of cotton—before being carelessly discarded, pooling on the floor beside the bed like fallen petals.
His touch was a study in contrasts—fire and ice, reverence and ruin. Every graze of his fingertips left invisible brands in their wake, as if he needed to map every dip and curve of your body beneath his hands. His palms skimmed up your ribs, thumbs brushing the undersides of your breasts in a slow, maddening circle before his mouth finally—finally—found you.
And oh, his mouth.
Sol kissed his way up your body like a man starved, his lips trailing a path of searing devotion along your trembling flesh. You could feel the cool metal of his tongue piercing—a wicked contrast to the heat of his mouth—as he laved attention over your pulse point, his teeth scraping lightly, teasingly, just enough to make your breath hitch.
He lingered at the hollow of your throat, his tongue flicking over the sensitive skin there, the subtle click of metal against flesh sending a shiver down your spine.
But he wasn’t done.
His mouth moved lower, lower—each kiss a brand, each nip a promise. When his breath ghosted over the swell of your chest, hot and damp, you arched into him with a whimper.
His tongue flicked out, the piercing dragging in a slow, torturous circle around one peaked nipple before he sealed his lips over it, sucking gently. The dual sensation of soft warmth and hard metal had your fingers twisting in his hair, your hips lifting off the bed in silent plea.
Sol chuckled against your skin, the vibration rippling through you like liquid heat. “So sweet…” he murmured, the word a rough caress as he switched his attention to your other breast, his tongue piercing tracing lazy, maddening patterns until you were gasping, writhing, utterly at his mercy.
And God help you—did you even want him to stop?
You gasped when his fangs found you.
A sharp, sweet sting—just above your nipple, where the skin was softest. The pain melted instantly into pleasure, your back arching as he groaned against you, his tongue lapping at the tiny wounds in slow, deliberate strokes.
He kissed around the sensitive peak, his lips brushing feather-light, maddening circles until you were shuddering, your fingers twisting in his hair, pulling him closer.
When he finally lifted his head, his lips were stained crimson, his eyes black with want. You were moaning softly, conscious, your body still thrumming with the aftershocks of his bite.
"You shouldn’t have stayed," he whispered, his voice rough, raw—more to the shadows than to you. "You knew what I was. You knew what I’d done. But you stayed."
His expression was a storm of contradictions—guilt and hunger, awe and something darker, something he couldn’t—or wouldn’t—name. He dragged his gaze over you, drinking in the sight of your flushed skin, your heaving chest, the way your pulse fluttered wildly at your throat.
Sol’s fingers traced idle, teasing circles over your skin, his touch light enough to make you shiver, deliberate enough to make your breath hitch. His thumb flicked over your nipple, once, twice—just to watch it stiffen beneath his touch, just to hear the soft, involuntary gasp that escaped your lips.
It wasn’t long before he moved, his body shifting with predatory grace as he climbed onto the bed behind you. His hands were firm as he adjusted your position, turning you so your back pressed flush against his chest. You could feel the heat of him, the hard planes of his body molding against yours, his skin searing where it met yours.
And then—the slow, deliberate slide of fabric as he rid himself of his pants, his cock springing free, heavy and hot against the curve of your ass. The sensation sent a jolt through you, your pulse stuttering as he let out a low, satisfied hum against the nape of your neck.
His thumb brushed your jaw, tilting your face up to his. The movement was gentle, almost tender, but there was no mistaking the command in it.
"Tell me to stop," he murmured, his voice rough with restraint, his breath warm against your lips. "Tell me to walk away, and I will."
His words were a challenge—a test. And yet, you didn’t answer.
You couldn’t.
Not when his other hand was drifting lower, tracing the dip of your waist, the curve of your hip, before sliding between your thighs with a possessiveness. Not when his cock pressed insistently against you, a silent promise of what was to come.
Sol chuckled darkly at your silence, the sound vibrating through his chest and into yours.
"That’s what I thought," he murmured, before his teeth grazed your earlobe—sharp, teasing, claiming.
A half-ragged moan tore from your lips as he rocked against you, the friction maddening, perfect. His hands were everywhere—tangling in your hair, gripping your waist, dragging you harder against him like he couldn’t stand even an inch of space between you.
Then his teeth grazed your shoulder—sharp, teasing—before he bit down.
You cried out softly, arching into him as pain and pleasure collided in a white-hot burst. His mouth was searing, his tongue lapping at the blood welling from the wound, drinking you in with a low, possessive groan. Every pull of his lips sent fire racing through your veins, your body trembling, your fingers clawing at his shoulders, desperate for more.
He rutted against you, his cock hard and insistent through the fabric of his pants, grinding against your hip in rough, relentless strokes. You could feel the hunger in every movement—the way his breath hitched, the way his fingers dug into your flesh like he wanted to consume you.
“Fuck,” he snarled, tearing his mouth from your skin, his lips stained crimson. “You smell and taste even better than I imagined.”
You woke to the slow, searing drag of fangs along the nape of your neck—a claiming, a warning, a promise. Sol’s arms were locked around you, his body a cage of heat and hunger, pressing you into the mattress with the weight of centuries. His breath was a dark chuckle against your skin as he ground his cock against your ass, already hard, already needing.
"Pathetic," he murmured, the word a velvet scrape of amusement as he bit down—not enough to break skin, not yet, but enough to make you gasp. "Look at you. Still here. Forever mine."
You should have fought. Should have screamed. But your body was already arching into him, already begging for more, even as your mind reeled. His hand slid down your stomach, fingers splaying possessively over your hip before dipping lower, teasing, taunting.
The moment his teeth sank into your shoulder—sharp, sudden, punishing—you knew there would be no mercy tonight.
"You thought you could run?" Sol’s voice was a dark growl against your skin, his breath hot as he bit down again, harder this time, drawing a whimper from your throat.
Your fingers twisted in the sheets, knuckles white, body arching beneath him as he held you down with nothing but the weight of his body and the unrelenting press of his hips. "You thought I’d let you go after what you saw tonight?"
He didn’t wait for an answer.
Because he wasn’t here for words.
He was here to ruin you.
Sol moved with a frenzied, almost desperate rhythm, his cock driving into you with a pace that left no room for thought, no space to breathe. Every thrust was a claim, every snap of his hips a reminder—you were his. The wet, filthy sound of skin against skin filled the room, mingling with your choked gasps and his low, satisfied growls.
He didn’t give you time to adjust, didn’t let you catch up. He just took, fucking you with a brutality that bordered on reverence, as if he could carve his name into your bones with sheer force alone.
His fangs dragged down your spine, slow and deliberate, savoring every flinch, every shudder he pulled from you. His free hand slid between your thighs, fingers finding your clit with cruel precision, circling just there, just enough to make your hips jerk, your body tightening around him—but never enough to give you what you needed.
"Sol—" you gasped, voice breaking.
"Say it again," he demanded, biting your shoulder hard enough to leave a bruise, his voice rough with hunger. "Say my name like you mean it."
And then—
Pain.
Blinding, exquisite pain as his fangs sank into your back, piercing deep. The sharp sting melted instantly into pleasure so intense it stole the air from your lungs.
Your vision whited out, your body seizing as you came with a scream muffled into the pillow, your muscles clamping around him in helpless, shuddering waves.
Sol didn’t stop.
He fucked you through it, his pace never faltering, his grip on your hips bruising as he chased his own release. His mouth never left your skin, drinking you in, swallowing every moan, every broken sound you made as he dragged you back from the edge only to push you over again.
"Mine," he snarled, his voice raw with possession.
And when he came, it was with your blood on his tongue and your name like a curse on his lips, his hips stuttering against yours as he spilled deep inside you, his body shuddering with the force of it.
Afterward, as you lay trembling in the wreckage of what he’d done to you—limbs weak, skin marked, breath still uneven—Sol traced the bites and bruises he’d left with something almost like reverence. His touch was unexpectedly gentle, fingers skimming over the evidence of his hunger, his ownership.
"Pathetic," he murmured again, softer this time.
But the way his thumb lingered on your pulse, the way his eyes darkened as he watched the slow rise and fall of your chest—
It almost sounded like a prayer.
Sol’s hand slid around your throat—not enough to choke, but enough to claim. His fingers pressed just beneath your jaw, tilting your head back, forcing your gaze to meet his. There was no escape now. No pretense. Only the raw, electric truth of what he was about to take from you.
“You should have run when you had the chance,” he murmured, his voice a dark caress against your lips.
Then he moved—swift, effortless, predatory. One arm hooked beneath your knees, the other braced against your back, and suddenly you were weightless, swept off your feet as if you were nothing. As if your resistance meant nothing. The bed met your spine with a soft thud, the sheets cool against your feverish skin.
He didn’t give you time to think.
In one fluid motion, he was above you, knees caging your hips, his body a heavy, intoxicating press against yours. The heat of him was unbearable. The power of him was worse. You could feel every hard line of him, every controlled flex of muscle as he settled over you, his weight pinning you in place.
“Look at me,” he commanded, fingers tightening just slightly on your throat.
You obeyed.
His eyes were filled with red in the dim light, pupils blown wide with hunger—but not just for blood. No, this was something deeper. Something worse. The kind of hunger that didn’t just want to consume you.
It wanted to ruin you.
His free hand dragged down your body, slow and deliberate, mapping every curve, every shuddering breath. The fabric of your clothes was an insult—he made quick work of it, tearing, peeling, unmaking you until there was nothing left between his skin and yours.
“You thought you could hunt me?” His lips brushed your ear, his voice a velvet snarl. “Sweet thing. You don’t even know how to beg yet.”
Then he took you.
There was no gentleness. No hesitation. Just the brutal, unforgiving thrust of his hips, seating himself inside you with a groan that vibrated through your bones. You arched, gasping, nails digging into his shoulders—but he didn’t let you adjust. Didn’t let you breathe.
He moved.
Each stroke was a punishment. A promise. The bed rocked beneath you, the headboard slamming against the wall in time with his merciless rhythm. You were unraveling, pleasure coiling tight in your belly, your thighs trembling around his waist.
“That’s it,” he growled, his hand still firm on your throat, his thumb pressing just enough to make your vision blur. “Let go. I want to feel you break.”
You were close. So close.
And then his fangs grazed your pulse.
A sharp, sweet pain—bliss and agony tangled together as he bit down, drinking deep as his hips never slowed. The world tilted, colors bleeding at the edges, your moans turning ragged, desperate.
You were losing too much. You were giving too much.
But it didn’t matter. Because as the darkness crept in, as your body shuddered beneath his in helpless, overwhelming pleasure, one thought flickered through your fading mind:
At least you’d pass out before he was done.
♤ — 𝓉𝓀𝒶𝓉𝒷 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉
iyayadonna, all rights reserved. — ⋆˚ ᓭི༏ᓯྀ ꩜ 。⋆ .ᐟ
ᓭི༏ᓯྀ ── Ink spun from my own fingertips—please don’t take, mirror, or rewrite it.
✑ 𝓈𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓅𝓈𝒾𝓈: Some people crumble in silence. You were one of them—carrying the weight of existence like an invisible hand pressing on your chest, a pressure no one else could see or understand.
Years of quiet detachment, endless existential spirals, and lingering numbness had led you here: a small, safe corner where you could simply exist, free from expectation, free from pretense. But peace, it seems, is never truly yours to claim.
Jericho has a way with words to make you feel better.
You sat in the deepest part of the library, a place so tucked away that even the dust seemed undisturbed. It was quiet—too quiet, maybe—but that was the point. No one came here.
No one except, apparently, Crowe.
"You're only here out of pity."
You didn’t bother looking up when you said it. You didn’t need to. The sound of his footsteps had already told you it was him before he even spoke.
There was a beat of silence. Then a soft exhale as Crowe dropped into the seat across from you, the chair creaking slightly under his weight. You knew that exhale—it was the same one he let out whenever he was frustrated but trying not to show it.
"You’ve been avoiding me." His voice was steady, but there was an edge underneath.
"I’ve been busy."
He let out a short, humorless laugh. "That’s bullshit, and we both know it."
You clenched your jaw. You didn’t need this right now. You didn’t need him looking at you like that—like he saw right through you.
Crowe leaned forward, resting his forearms on the table. His eyes, usually so unreadable, had that sharp focus he got when he was putting the pieces together.
"You stopped showing up to class. You dropped out of clubs without telling anyone. I damn near had to get our friends to track you down, because no one knew where the hell you were."
You flinched, just barely. So he had noticed. Of course, he had.
“Thier, not my friends—I don’t see why you care so much." You finally looked at him, your expression blank. "You don’t have to play the role of the concerned friend, Crowe. You can go back to your life now. I’ll be fine."
His jaw tightened, and for a second, you thought he was going to snap at you. But instead, he just ran a hand through his hair, exhaling sharply. "That’s what pisses me off," he muttered.
"What?"
"You think I’m here out of pity."
You scoffed. "Tell me I’m wrong, then."
Crowe’s fingers tapped against the table—a small habit of his when he was thinking, calculating. Then, without warning, he reached forward and grabbed your wrist. His touch was gentle but firm, his thumb brushing over the edge of your sleeve where the fabric was just slightly worn from being pulled down one too many times.
"I don’t do pity," he said quietly. "I don’t waste my time on people I don’t give a shit about. And I sure as hell wouldn’t be here if I didn’t care."
His grip wasn’t tight.
You could pull away if you wanted to.
But you didn’t.
"You keep pushing people away," he continued, his voice softer now, almost tired. "But I’m not going anywhere, no matter how much you try to make me."
Something in your chest ached at his words, but you shoved it down, deep where it couldn’t touch you. You didn’t want to believe him. Because if you did—if you let yourself think, even for a second, that someone actually cared—what would happen when he eventually got tired of you? When he realized you weren’t worth the effort?
You swallowed, forcing your voice to stay even.
"You’re wasting your time, Crowe."
He studied you for a long moment, then let go of your wrist, leaning back in his chair.
"Maybe," he said simply. "But that’s my choice, isn’t it?"
The worst part? He said it like he meant it.
Crowe didn’t move from his seat, didn’t take his eyes off you. He let his words settle between you, filling the heavy silence. You hated it—hated the way he just sat there, like he wasn’t going to leave no matter how much you wanted him to.
Or maybe, deep down, you hated that part of you didn’t want him to leave at all.
He sighed, rubbing a hand down his face before leaning forward again, arms resting on the table. His voice softened. "You really think that little of yourself, don’t you?"
You opened your mouth to argue—to throw back some cold, dismissive remark that would push him away—but you hesitated. Something about the way he said it, like it wasn’t an accusation but just… sad, made your throat tighten.
Crowe didn’t wait for an answer. He just shook his head, like he was trying to figure out how the hell to get through to you.
"You act like you're nothing, like people only keep you around because they feel sorry for you. But that’s bullshit. You’re the smartest person I know, and not just in that textbook way—you're sharp. You see things other people don’t. And you're not just smart, you’re…" He exhaled, searching for the right words.
"You’re strong. Even when you don’t feel like it."
You scoffed, but it came out weaker than you meant it to. "That’s a nice way of saying I’m stubborn."
Crowe let out a soft laugh. "Yeah, you are. But that’s part of it. You don’t just roll over when things get hard. You keep going, even when you think you don’t have it in you." He leaned back, running a hand through his hair.
"And I hate that you can’t see that. I hate that you think so little of yourself when I—" He stopped himself, sucking in a sharp breath.
You stared at him. "When you what?"
Crowe hesitated. His fingers tapped against the table again, a steady rhythm. Then, finally, he met your eyes. "When I think the world of you."
Your heart stuttered in your chest.
"You matter," he said, and he said it with such certainty it almost hurt. "You’re not some burden. You’re not some pity project. You’re—you’re you. And that’s enough. That’s always been enough."
Your hands curled into fists in your lap. You didn’t know what to do with the warmth creeping into your chest, didn’t know how to process the way he was looking at you—like you were something worth holding onto.
"Crowe—"
"I mean it," he cut in before you could come up with some excuse, some way to dismiss it. "And I’ll keep saying it until you start believing it yourself."
Crowe’s eyes softened as he watched you, but there was something else there too—something unshakable, something that made your chest ache in a way you weren’t ready for.
You looked away, focusing on the grain of the wooden table, on the faint scratches left behind by years of students who had sat here before you.
You weren’t feeling those feelings anymore. Not really. Not the way you used to. It was like a switch had been flipped somewhere along the way, like something inside you had just… shut off.
And that scared you.
Because even the pain, the hurt, the exhaustion—at least it had been something. At least it had been real. But now? Now it was just numb. Like you were watching your own life from behind a glass wall, unable to reach through, unable to touch anything.
Crowe must have noticed something shift in your expression because, before you could pull away, he reached out—slow, deliberate. His fingers brushed against your chin, tilting your face up until you had no choice but to meet his gaze.
"Hey." His voice was quiet, careful. Like he was afraid you might disappear if he said the wrong thing. "Where’d you go just now?"
You swallowed hard, blinking against the sting in your eyes. "Nowhere."
His thumb traced the edge of your jaw, the warmth of his touch grounding in a way you weren’t used to. Crowe never pushed, never forced his way in—but he had a way of making you feel seen, even when you didn’t want to be.
"You’re lying," he murmured, his grip steady but gentle. "And I get it. I do. But whatever it is, you don’t have to go through it alone."
You wanted to believe him. You wanted to let the words sink in, to let yourself reach for the warmth he was offering—but the weight in your chest was too heavy.
"I don’t feel it anymore," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "I don’t feel anything."
Crowe’s fingers twitched against your skin, his grip tightening just slightly as if grounding himself in the moment. A flicker of something unguarded passed through his eyes—raw, desperate, something he couldn’t put into words. It was brief, barely there, but you caught it.
And then, before you could pull away before you could disappear into yourself again, he leaned in.
His forehead hovered just over yours, close enough that you could feel the warmth of him, the steady rise and fall of his breath. He wasn’t forcing you, wasn’t taking anything—just waiting, holding steady, like he’d stand there forever if that’s what it took.
"Then let me feel it for you."
His voice was hoarse like the words physically pained him.
"Let me hold it until you can again."
Your breath hitched, something inside you cracking at the weight of those words. You weren’t sure what broke first—your resolve, the numb wall you’d built, or the illusion that you could keep pushing him away forever. But in that moment, something shifted.
His thumbs brushed over your cheekbones, slow, deliberate, like he was memorizing you—like he wanted to make sure you were still here. His hands weren’t trembling, but there was a tension in them, a silent plea he wasn’t voicing.
"You don’t see yourself the way I do." His voice was rough, edged with frustration, and something deeper, something almost unbearable.
He let out a slow breath, his forehead dipping against the side of your head, like the weight of what he said was too much to hold upright. "And that pisses me off."
That alone almost made you laugh. A quiet, breathless sound—more disbelief than humor.
Your throat tightened, and your chest ached. Your eyes burned. But you didn’t cry. Not yet.
Because for the first time in what felt like forever, someone wasn’t just telling you that you weren’t alone.
Crowe just proved it.
✑ 𝓈𝑜𝓁
Sol had never thought it would be this hard to find you.
He’d skipped his own classes to track you down, not bothering to tell anyone where he was going, not caring that the clock was ticking and he was supposed to be somewhere else. But when he’d gone to your usual spots on campus and asked around, there was no sign of you.
His heart had dropped lower with every dead end. When he reached your apartment, his gut twisted—he’d thought, maybe hoped, that you'd be somewhere else, somewhere safe, surrounded by other people. But you weren’t.
Sol knocked, but there was no answer. His breath came out in a frustrated puff. His instincts told him to push through, and he did. He twisted the knob, relieved to find the door unlocked, but he froze when he stepped inside.
The apartment was quiet.
Too quiet.
The only sound was the faint hum of an old air conditioner, the muffled traffic from outside the window. Everything felt still as if the space itself was holding its breath.
He moved cautiously through the small apartment, eyes scanning the room for any sign of you. There were books scattered across the coffee table, dishes piled up in the sink. It looked like you hadn’t been taking care of yourself. Not for a while.
He moved down the hallway, his heart pounding in his chest, as his gaze landed on the bathroom door—half-open, as though you hadn’t bothered to close it completely.
He stopped, instinctively bracing himself before stepping into the room.
The scene before him stopped him in his tracks.
You were sitting in the bathtub, your knees drawn up to your chest, your arms locked around them as if you could hold yourself together that way. The water was still—too still. It was clear, untouched, yet it seemed to be drowning you all the same. Your hair clung to your face, soaked, strands matted and heavy. You hadn't moved for so long that the water had become cold against your skin, but you didn't care.
Your face was hidden, your eyes closed, and for a brief moment, Sol couldn’t tell if you were asleep or… if you were gone.
A cold panic surged through him, piercing through his chest like ice. His heart stuttered in his ribcage as his breath hitched. He didn’t care about anything else—he just needed to know you were still there, still breathing.
Sol rushed forward, reaching for your shoulder, shaking you lightly at first. But when you didn’t respond, the fear in him began to twist, hard and tight. He shook you again, harder this time, his fingers gripping you with urgency, his voice raw with anxiety.
"Hey." His voice was a whisper, but it trembled with the weight of his panic. "Hey, you okay?"
You jerked awake with a startled shout, your body stiffening in alarm, and immediately you pushed away from his touch. Your eyes flashed open—wide, but unfocused. The fear in your voice was sharp, raw, and you barely registered that it was him standing over you.
"Stop! Go away!" You snapped, your voice thick with exhaustion and frustration. It was bitter, the kind of bitterness that had been accumulating for days, weeks, months.
The weight of everything you were trying to hide, trying to bury, came spilling out with those words.
Sol froze, his breath catching in his throat. His hands shook as he stood over you, watching your form curl into itself. Your clothes were soaked, clinging to your skin like a second layer, and your hair dripped onto your shoulders, wet strands sticking to your face.
He couldn't bear to see you like this—this distant, this unreachable.
"What’s going on with you?" Sol demanded, his voice firm but laced with the underlying concern he couldn’t hide. His brow furrowed, and there was a weight in his tone like he was pleading without saying it.
But you didn’t answer.
You just turned your face away, pushing your hair back with a dismissive motion, trying to rid yourself of the mess both in your mind and around you.
The silence stretched between you both, and Sol’s patience started to wear thin, a hint of frustration creeping in despite his worry. He rolled his eyes, not at you, but at the situation itself. He couldn’t stand the way you kept pushing him away, pretending that you didn’t need help, pretending that you didn’t need someone to care.
Without waiting for an answer, Sol turned on his heel and went to the linen closet. You barely noticed his movements at first, too lost in your thoughts to even register that he had left.
When he returned moments later, however, he had two freshly folded towels in his hands.
You blinked, your mind foggy as you tried to piece together how he had found them so quickly. You were lost, disconnected from everything but the fog of your head.
You sighed, exasperated, the weight of everything suddenly pulling at your chest again. "Go away." The words were barely more than a whisper, but they felt heavy on your tongue.
Sol didn’t budge. He took a step closer to the tub, his brow set in determination. But before he could say anything, you pushed him away, your hands weak but insistent.
"I don’t want you to touch me."
His expression softened, but the concern was still there, etched into every line of his face. He stood still for a moment, allowing you the space you wanted.
You were pulling further into yourself, retreating, and he hated that. But he wasn’t leaving—not until you saw he wasn’t going anywhere.
Sol stood there, his gaze hardening as he watched you pull away, trying to retreat further into yourself as if you could escape the moment. That familiar edge of anger sparked in him—the kind that always flared up when he felt helpless.
When he could see you falling apart right in front of him, all he could do was stand there and watch you push him away
"Try me," he growled under his breath, his voice low and controlled, but the roughness in it was undeniable. It was like he couldn’t hold back the frustration anymore, the pain of seeing you like this, watching you destroy yourself without any help, without any sign that you even wanted to fight it.
He took a step closer, his heart pounding louder with every second.
The sound of it was deafening in his ears, but it only pushed him forward, closer to you.
You turned your face away, but Sol wasn’t having it. He reached out with firm, purposeful hands and grabbed your wrist, not roughly, but with a hold that wouldn’t allow you to pull away. His fingers brushed over the raised scars on your skin, and he sucked in a sharp breath.
The reality of it hit him harder than he was prepared for, like a slap to the face. He swore under his breath, the anger shifting to something darker, something he couldn’t fully express.
"Why?" he asked, quieter now, almost afraid of the answer but still needing to hear it. His voice wavered with a vulnerability he wasn’t sure he wanted to show, but it slipped out anyway. He couldn’t help it—he needed to understand.
Why did you keep doing this to yourself?
You remained silent, your lips pressed into a thin line, a stubborn refusal to give him any of the answers he was desperate for. His grip on your wrist tightened just slightly, as though he was trying to tether you to him, not letting you slip away.
"You can talk to me," Sol said, his voice softer, more pleading now, despite the cold anger still simmering under the surface. "I don’t care how messy it is. I don’t care how bad it’s been, or how bad you think it’ll sound. Just—don’t do this. Not alone. Not anymore."
His words hung in the air, fragile and thin, like a thread that could snap at any moment. And for a fleeting second, you almost wanted to reach for it.
Almost. But you didn’t. You couldn’t.
The thought of letting someone see you like this, letting them truly see the mess inside—you couldn’t do it. You couldn’t let anyone in.
"I don’t need saving, Sol." The words came out cold, clipped like you were trying to freeze everything between you both. But even as you spoke, your voice trembled, betraying you.
Sol didn’t flinch. Didn’t pull away. If anything, his hold on your wrist tightened just a little more, like he was trying to keep you anchored to him, trying to keep you from disappearing into yourself.
"Good," he said softly, his voice steady but filled with an honesty that almost took your breath away. "‘Cause I’m not trying to save you."
He stepped even closer, his breath shallow as he dropped down to sit beside the tub, his body close enough that you could feel the warmth of him, even with the chill in the air.
His face was just inches from yours now, his gaze locked on yours.
"I just don’t want to lose you." His voice cracked on the last word, and for a moment, it almost felt like everything else stopped. His words were simple, but they hit deeper than anything else he could’ve said.
He wasn’t trying to fix you. He wasn’t trying to save you.
He just didn’t want to lose you.
Sol let the silence stretch between you, the weight of his words pressing down like a hand around your throat. His grip on your wrist loosened, but he didn’t let go, his fingers ghosting over the scars with an almost reverent touch. His breathing was slow, controlled—but you could feel the tension radiating off of him.
Then, without warning, he moved. Swift and sure, like he had already decided what to do before you could even react.
He grabbed the towel he had brought earlier, shaking it out before reaching for you again. You stiffened, instinctively trying to shrink back, but Sol didn’t give you the chance.
"Enough." His voice was firm, brooking no argument as he pulled you forward, wrapping the towel around your shoulders. The fabric was thick and warm against your soaked clothes, a sharp contrast to the chill in the room.
You didn’t protest when he dragged you up. Maybe you were too tired. Maybe you didn’t want to fight him on this anymore. The moment your legs wobbled from the sudden movement, his arms wrapped around you, pressing you against his chest.
The warmth of him was suffocating.
"You’re shaking," he muttered, tightening his hold. His fingers dug into the fabric of the towel, pressing into your back as though he could physically hold you together. "Jesus, Pumpkin… what the hell are you doing to yourself?"
You swallowed, your throat dry. You could feel the steady thud of his heart against your ear, and could hear the controlled breaths he was forcing himself to take. But it was the slight tremor in his voice that made you feel like the worst person in the world.
You didn’t deserve this.
You didn’t deserve him.
Your hands twitched at your sides, unsure whether to push him away or hold on. But you didn’t move. You couldn’t. His warmth was a stark contrast to the coldness you had wrapped yourself in for so long, and for once, you let yourself feel it.
"Why are you here, Sol?" Your voice was barely above a whisper, cracking at the edges.
"Why the fuck wouldn’t I be here?" He pulled back just enough to look at you, his eyes dark and unreadable. "You think I’d just ignore this? Ignore you?"
You opened your mouth, but no words came out. What were you supposed to say? That he should have ignored this? That it was easier that way?
Sol exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair before cupping the back of your head, forcing you to look at him. His fingers wove into your damp strands, grounding you with his touch.
"Hey now," he said, voice firm, unwavering. "If you think for a second that I’m gonna sit back and let you drown in this—" his grip on your hair tightened slightly, quiet desperation seeping into his words—"you don’t know me as well as you think you do."
The guilt hit like a punch to the gut.
You tried to look away, but he didn’t let you. His grip was gentle but firm, his thumb brushing against the back of your neck in a way that made you shiver.
"I don’t need saving," you repeated weakly, but it felt like a lie now.
"Yeah?" Sol’s lips curled into something that wasn’t quite a smirk, wasn’t quite a frown. "Then tell me—if I leave right now, if I walk out that door and don’t come back… are you gonna be okay?"
You opened your mouth to snap yes, to shove him away and tell him to leave you the hell alone. But the words caught in your throat.
Sol’s eyes softened, but there was something sharper lurking beneath. Something calculating. He saw the hesitation, the way your lips parted but no words followed, and he seized the moment.
"That’s what I thought," he murmured, his breath ghosting over your forehead.
You clenched your jaw, hating how easily he could tear through your defenses. Hating how right he was.
He sighed, his grip on your hair finally loosening as he rested his forehead against yours, his voice dropping to a near whisper.
"I’m not going anywhere, Pumpkin." His tone was softer now, almost tender—but there was something unshakable beneath it, something that made it clear you didn’t have a choice in the matter.
"So stop trying to make me."
You hated how much you wanted to believe him. How much you wanted to fall into this warmth, this safety he was offering. But deep down, you knew—this wasn’t just concern.
This was possession.
And Sol had no intention of letting you go.
✑ 𝑔𝑒𝑜
Geo wasn’t the type to care about people’s problems.
At least, that’s what he told himself. It was easier that way—easier to stay detached, to keep his own peace intact. But you?
You made it impossible to ignore.
It wasn’t anything obvious. You still showed up, still spoke when necessary, and still wore that same carefully constructed expression that kept everyone from prying too deep. The others didn’t see it—they weren’t looking hard enough.
But Geo? He noticed.
The way your laugh didn’t quite reach your eyes anymore. The way you lingered at the edges of conversations, only half-present. The way your shoulders carried just a little more weight than usual.
It pissed him off. Not at you—but at whatever had put that weight there in the first place. And the fact that no one else had noticed? That made it worse.
So when you weren’t in your usual spots after classes, he felt it. The unease settled into his chest like an itch he couldn’t scratch, and no matter how much he wanted to brush it off, he couldn’t.
Fine. If you weren’t going to say anything, then he’d figure it out himself.
The library? Empty.
Your club meetings? No sign of you.
Geo’s jaw tightened, his annoyance growing the longer it took. But then—then he found you.
The university greenhouse.
The air was thick with the scent of damp earth and fresh blooms, the warmth of the sun filtering through the glass ceiling above. And there you were, sitting on a worn stone bench, eyes closed, shoulders relaxed in a way that felt almost unnatural.
For a second, he just watched.
You looked peaceful. Or maybe… maybe you were just pretending to be.
Geo hated that he couldn’t tell.
With a sigh, he shoved his hands into his pockets and stepped forward, his footsteps quiet against the greenhouse floor. He didn’t say anything at first, just standing there like he was waiting for you to notice him. When you didn’t, he clicked his tongue in irritation.
"Didn’t think you were the type to nap in the middle of the day," he muttered, his voice just loud enough to cut through the stillness.
Your eyes flickered open, but you didn’t look surprised. Like you had already known he was there.
"Not napping," you murmured, voice slow, distant. "Just… thinking."
Geo sighed. "Yeah? And how’s that going for you?"
You exhaled through your nose, shaking your head slightly. "Too loud."
Geo frowned at that. The greenhouse was silent—just the faint rustling of leaves and the distant hum of the fans overhead. But he knew that wasn’t what you meant.
He moved closer, his gaze sharp as he took you in. The way your fingers curled slightly against the stone bench. The way your shoulders were tense, even if you were trying to look at ease. The way your eyes had that tired look—the kind that sleep wouldn’t fix.
Yeah. Something was wrong.
And it was worse than he thought.
"...You gonna tell me what’s going on, or do I have to drag it out of you?" His tone was casual, but there was an edge beneath it.
You huffed, shaking your head. "Nothing’s going on."
"Liar."
That made you pause.
Geo sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "Look, I don’t do the whole ‘prying’ thing. But when someone who’s usually pretty good at keeping their shit together suddenly starts falling apart under the radar? Kinda hard not to notice."
You tensed, and he caught it immediately. He was right.
"...You’re imagining things," you muttered, but it was weak.
Geo just scoffed. "Yeah? Then why are you out here, alone, sitting in a greenhouse like some tragic main character?"
You shot him a glare, but he just raised an eyebrow, unfazed.
"Thought so," he muttered.
Silence stretched between you.
You swallowed hard, your gaze fixated on the greenhouse floor, tracing the cracks between the stone tiles like they held answers you couldn't find anywhere else.
Geo wasn’t the type to comfort. He wasn’t the type to pry, either. If you wanted to talk, you would. If you didn’t, fine—he wasn’t going to beg for your feelings. But he also wasn’t going to pretend he didn’t see what was happening to you.
And for some reason, that made it worse.
"Listen." He exhaled sharply, his voice carrying that familiar edge of impatience, but not with you—never with you. More like he was frustrated at the situation itself, at the fact that he even had to say this.
"I don’t care what it is. I don’t care if it’s stupid, or if you think I won’t get it, or whatever excuse you’re using to keep your mouth shut." He leaned back against the bench, just close enough to remind you he was here, but not close enough to smother you. "Just don’t sit here acting like you’re fine when you’re clearly not."
His voice wasn’t soft. It wasn’t kind. But it was real.
And for some reason, that made it harder to breathe.
Your throat felt tight, something hot building behind your ribs, but you forced it down. You were good at that—at shoving things so deep inside yourself that they didn’t exist anymore. Or at least, that’s what you told yourself.
Geo let out a slow, heavy sigh, his shoulders rising and falling as if this whole thing physically exhausted him. "I don’t like worrying about people," he muttered. "Kinda hate it, actually."
His words shouldn’t have stung, but they did.
His eyes flickered toward you, sharp but unreadable as if debating whether to say the next part.
"But you?" His voice dipped lower, quieter, but somehow heavier. "Yeah. You make that shit real hard to avoid."
That did something to you.
You weren’t sure what exactly, but it hit deeper than you wanted it to. Deeper than you expected it to.
Your fingers curled slightly in your lap, gripping at the fabric of your clothes like you could anchor yourself there. "I don’t mean to," you murmured.
"I know." Geo leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. His expression remained unreadable, but his voice softened—not in the way people spoke to you with forced pity or careful concern, but in a way that felt... real.
"...Doesn’t change the fact that I still do."
And then—plink.
The first raindrop struck the glass above, a soft, barely-there sound. Then another. And another.
Within moments, the greenhouse filled with the rhythm of rainfall, steady yet heavy, each drop echoing against the glass panels. The scent of damp earth rose around you, rich and grounding, as the world outside blurred into a hazy wash of gray.
Geo exhaled sharply, arms crossing over his chest.
Of course, it had to start raining.
The timing felt cruel in a way—like the universe had been watching the whole time and decided this moment needed an extra layer of weight.
Neither of you moved. Neither of you spoke. But in the quiet of the downpour, in the stillness of the greenhouse, something in the air had shifted. The truth was, he wasn’t the type to comfort people. Wasn’t the type to sit around and hold hands, whispering empty reassurances.
It wasn’t something he was used to.
It wasn’t something he did.
Silence stretched between you, thick with something unspoken. The only sound was the rain pattering against the greenhouse glass, the steady rhythm filling the space between words you couldn't say.
Your chest ached. Not in a sharp, unbearable way—but in a dull, bone-deep exhaustion that never seemed to fade, no matter how much you tried to ignore it.
"...Classes are draining." Your voice barely rose above a whisper, but somehow, it felt deafening. "I feel like I go through them in a daze. Like I’m there, but I’m not."
Geo didn’t say anything, but you could feel his gaze burning into you. So you kept going because now that you started, it was hard to stop.
"I wake up, I go to class, I do what I have to, and then... I just exist." You let out a hollow laugh, shaking your head. "And it never means anything. I don’t feel anything. I just... am. And I don’t even know if that matters anymore."
Your hands clenched tighter, knuckles turning white. The words felt too big, too raw, too exposed. It was terrifying.
And for the first time, you dared to look at him.
Geo’s jaw was tight, his fingers twitching against his knee like he was holding himself back. His usual sharp, cocky demeanor had faded into something else—something serious. “You can’t keep doing this to yourself.” His voice was quiet, but firm.
You didn’t look at him. “Doing what?”
His jaw clenched. "Acting like you don’t matter."
The silence that followed was thick—almost suffocating. And then, you laughed. Bitter, empty.
“Because I don’t.”
Geo stilled. The way you said it like it was just a fact like it wasn’t something that should sting—it pissed him off. He turned his head, eyes narrowing as he studied you, taking in the way your shoulders curled inward, the way your hands clenched in your lap like you were bracing for something. Like you believed what you just said.
Geo clicked his tongue. "Bullshit."
Your fingers twitched, but you didn’t say anything.
Geo exhaled slowly, dragging a hand down his face. He wasn’t good at this. He didn’t have the right words, the right softness people probably expected in moments like these. But he did know one thing.
His fingers moved before his mind fully caught up, wrapping around your wrist with a gentleness that contradicted the sharp edge in his expression. His thumb traced over the fresh marks you had tried so hard to keep hidden, his touch warm against the raised skin.
Geo didn’t say anything at first, just staring—his face unreadable, but his grip steady. Then, his jaw tensed, his voice coming out quieter than before, rough with frustration.
"You matter to me."
Your breath hitched. Something in your chest tightened, an ache you couldn’t quite place.
Tears welled up in your eyes, but you turned your face away, shaking your head. "You’re wasting your time."
Geo scoffed, rolling his eyes. "Then let me waste it."
Before you could react, Geo pulled you forward, shifting you into his lap like it was nothing, like he had already decided you weren’t going anywhere. His grip was firm but not forceful, an unspoken message that he wasn’t about to let you slip away—not now, not like this.
Your breath hitched at the sudden closeness. His face was just inches from yours, the warmth of his skin brushing against the coldness that had settled deep in your bones. You could feel the steady rise and fall of his chest, hear the faint hitch in his breathing as he realized just how close you were.
He still didn’t let go of your wrist. If anything, his fingers curled slightly, holding you there like an anchor, like some stubborn part of him thought that if he kept you close enough, he could stop you from drifting any further.
Geo’s expression was the same as always—mildly annoyed, slightly flushed—but when he tried to speak, he faltered. “I—uh, I just—”
His voice caught. He clenched his jaw, his usual sharp confidence replaced by something uncharacteristically awkward. His ears burned red, his gaze flickering away for half a second before snapping back to you. For the first time in your life, you saw Geo flustered.
And it was hilarious.
The sight of him—one of the smoothest, most put-together guys you knew—stammering like an idiot while trying to be serious?
It was too much.
A laugh broke past your lips before you could stop it.
Geo froze.
Your shoulders shook slightly, exhaustion weighing heavy on your limbs, but you couldn’t stop laughing. It wasn’t forced. It wasn’t fake.
It was real.
And somehow, despite everything, it felt good.
For the first time in what felt like forever, the suffocating weight of uselessness that always clung to you—the one that whispered you were just a burden, that you didn’t matter—faded into the background.
Geo huffed dramatically, shifting slightly but not letting you go. "Oh, great. Now you’re laughing at me."
You buried your face into his chest, still shaking with quiet amusement. "Because you suck at this," you mumbled, voice muffled against the fabric of his shirt.
"Yeah, well—" He was about to fire back, but then he heard it again.
Your laugh.
Not the usual forced chuckle. Not the empty amusement you gave when you didn’t want people to worry.
A real laugh.
And just like that, he went quiet.
His arms wrapped around you more securely, holding you there—close, warm, real.
Fuck. Geo really cared about you.
✑ 𝒽𝓎𝓊𝑔𝑜
Hyugo easily felt other’s emotions that he cared about.
It wasn’t hard to guess where you’d gone—he just knew. Like an instinct. Like something in his gut told him exactly where to find you, even before he started searching.
The rooftop was off-limits. Not just by school rules, but in the way most people never thought to come up here. Maybe they were too afraid of getting caught. Maybe they just weren’t the type to seek out heights when the ground felt unsteady beneath them. But you? You never cared about the rules.
You didn’t care about much of anything these days.
Hyugo exhaled sharply as he pushed the rusted rooftop door open, stepping into the cold wind that swept across the campus skyline. His uniform was slightly rumpled, tie loosened, the usual carefree expression wiped clean from his face as he caught sight of you—sitting near the ledge, drawn into yourself like you were trying to disappear into the horizon.
He hated seeing you like this.
It wasn’t fair. None of this was fair.
“…You missed class again.”
His voice was quiet. Careful. Not demanding, not scolding—just there.
You didn’t react. You didn’t even turn your head.
Hyugo sighed and ran a hand through his hair. The bench near the rooftop’s edge groaned as he sat down beside you, leaving just enough space that you wouldn’t feel cornered—but not enough to let you pretend he wasn’t here.
“Figured I’d find you up here,” he said, leaning back slightly, his arms resting against his knees. “Was hoping I was wrong.”
Still, nothing.
You just kept staring at the skyline, like if you looked hard enough, you might find something out there that made existing feel worth it.
Hyugo wasn’t good with words. Not like this. Not when it mattered. But he couldn’t just sit here and let you drown in whatever thoughts were eating away at you.
His eyes flickered to your sleeves. To the faint, fresh marks barely hidden beneath the fabric.
Something in his chest twisted.
“…I get it, you know.” His voice was quieter now, rough around the edges. “Maybe not exactly. Maybe not in the way you do. But…”
He hesitated, watching your fingers curl slightly in your lap, your shoulders stiff like you were bracing for something.
“…It doesn’t have to be like this.”
A sharp, bitter laugh almost escaped your throat, but you swallowed it down. Doesn’t have to be? It always was. It always would be.
You finally spoke, voice barely above a whisper. “Then tell me what it’s supposed to be like, Hyugo.”
He inhaled slowly, watching you—really watching you. He didn’t have an answer. Not a good one. Not one that would fix anything. But that didn’t stop him from reaching out, his fingers brushing over your wrist, tracing the edge of the pain you carried like it was something fragile, something worth holding onto.
“I don’t know,” he admitted, his grip tightening slightly. “But I do know that this isn’t all there is. And I hate that you think it is.”
That did something to you.
Your breath hitched, the weight in your chest pressing harder, heavier. You squeezed your eyes shut, hands clenching into fists.
Hyugo just held onto you. Not forcefully. Not trying to pull you away from the edge—just keeping you here. With him.
“…Talk to me,” he murmured. “Please.”
You wanted to say no. You wanted to stay in the silence, in the cold, in the nothingness.
But when you finally turned your head, when you met his eyes—the way he was looking at you like you were something precious, something irreplaceable—
For the first time in forever… You almost believed him.
Since Hyugo wasn’t the type to cry easily.
Sure, he was emotional—he felt a lot, more than he let on—but he was always the one with a bright smile, a teasing remark, a carefree attitude that made him easy to be around. He kept things light. Kept things fun.
But right now?
Right now, as he looked at you, really looked at you—at the exhaustion weighing down your shoulders, at the way your fingers trembled slightly as if you were holding yourself together with nothing but sheer will—something in him cracked.
His throat tightened.
You noticed the way his jaw clenched, the way his eyes glistened under the dim rooftop lights, the way his fingers twitched like he wanted to reach for you but wasn’t sure if he could.
Holy fuck. Did you almost make Hyugo cry?
The thought sent a sharp pang through your chest. It felt wrong. Unfair. He wasn’t supposed to be the one hurting. You were the problem here, not him. He shouldn’t—he couldn’t—
You shifted slightly, about to say something, anything to break the tension—
But then, before you could move, before you could even react, Hyugo suddenly lurched forward.
His arms wrapped around you, his face pressing against your chest, his entire body curling into you like he was holding on for dear life.
The impact startled you, making you stiffen, but he didn’t let go. If anything, he clung to you tighter, like he was afraid you’d slip away the second he loosened his grip.
“…Don’t do this to me,” he mumbled against your shirt, his voice muffled, strained.
You could feel the slight tremor in his hands, the way his breath hitched like he was barely holding himself together. His heartbeat pounded against you, fast, unsteady.
You swallowed hard, guilt settling deep in your stomach.
You didn’t mean to make him feel like this.
You didn’t mean to make anyone feel like this.
Slowly—hesitantly—you lifted a hand, resting it against the back of his head, your fingers threading gently through his messy hair. He let out a shaky breath, pressing his forehead deeper against your chest like he was trying to disappear into you.
“…Sorry,” you murmured.
He let out a soft, humorless chuckle, though it came out more like a choked sob.
“God, don’t apologize,” he muttered, voice cracking just slightly. “Don’t you dare fucking apologize right now.”
You squeezed your eyes shut, pressing your cheek against the top of his head. His warmth seeped into you, grounding you in a way you hadn’t expected. You didn’t even realize how cold you’d been until now.
For a while, neither of you moved.
Hyugo just held onto you, like he was afraid if he let go, you’d fade away completely. And maybe—just maybe—you let yourself sink into him too, just this once.
“…I’ll stay.”
The words barely made it past your lips, fragile and uncertain, like they might dissolve into the night air before they even reached him.
Hyugo sucked in a sharp breath. For a moment, he didn’t speak. He didn’t move. He just stared at you, wide-eyed, like he was afraid to blink in case he somehow imagined your words.
Slowly—cautiously—he pulled back just enough to see your face. The rooftop lights cast faint shadows across his features, but even in the dim glow, you could see it. The raw emotion pooled in his eyes, the way his lips parted as if he wanted to say something but couldn’t quite find the words.
His eyes were red-rimmed, glossy with unshed tears.
“…Yeah?” His voice was barely above a whisper, hoarse and uncertain, like he needed you to say it again, to confirm that you meant it.
You nodded.
And that was it. That was all it took for whatever was holding him back to finally break.
A sharp, uneven breath escaped him, and his lips pressed into a thin line as his brows furrowed. His whole body trembled, hands curling into fists against your back like he was trying to ground himself.
Then, before you could process it, before you could even brace yourself, he lunged forward.
His arms wrapped around you, tighter this time—desperate. His entire body pressed against yours, warm and trembling, his face burying into the crook of your neck.
“Good,” he breathed against your skin, voice thick, raw. “Good. You better. You fucking better.”
You felt him shudder against you, his breath uneven, like he was barely holding himself together. His fingers dug into the fabric of your clothes, gripping you like you might slip through his grasp at any second.
“I—” His voice caught, and he shook his head slightly, swallowing hard. His next words were muffled, spoken so quietly they were almost lost against your skin.
“I’d miss you too much, you know?”
Something inside you twisted painfully.
You exhaled, closing your eyes, inhaling the familiar scent of him—warm, faintly like the wind, like something alive. His heartbeat pounded against yours, frantic and real, a stark contrast to the numbness that had sat heavy in your chest for so long.
𝓉𝒶𝑔𝓈: subaru oogami x gn! reader · “type of boyfriend” headcanons · asexual-coded character · intense gaze · slow burn · emotional tension · subtle romance · possessive undertones · quiet obsession · character study · layered personalities
𝓈𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓅𝓈𝒾𝓈: Geo has officially claimed the spot as my favorite character in TKATB—and honestly, it’s well-deserved. As an asexual person writing about an asexual-coded character, there’s something about him that hits differently.
He sees you in a way most characters don’t.
When Geo looks at you, it’s not just a glance—it’s a full-on, laser-focused, “don’t even think about blinking” stare. Romantic? Pfft, not really. It’s more like a slow-burn, borderline obsessive vibe that’s part unnerving, part “why is this so… mesmerizing?”—
Basically, he’s your personal man with a side of sarcasm.
𝓌𝒸: 16k
Okay, so let’s talk about Geo as a boyfriend. First of all, congratulations on making that happen. Like, seriously, how did you pull it off? If you’re dating Geo, consider yourself very lucky.
Nah, he's lucky for dating you.
Because let’s be real, Geo is not the type to just open his heart to anyone. This man’s walls are practically made of steel, and I’m sure it took some serious patience, persistence, and probably some sorcery to get him to even consider letting you in.
But hey, you did it. So now you’ve got yourself the most stoic, broody, and incredibly hot boyfriend. So let’s break it down!
✑ The Silent Observer
Like said, getting close to Geo? Oh man, that was like trying to break into a vault without the code. And let’s be honest, at first, you probably weren’t even trying to get to him—he just happened to be standing there while you were hanging out with Crowe.
But of course, Geo being Geo, he’d hit you with those cold, piercing stares that made you question every single life choice.
And don’t even get me started on his bluntness. He’s the definition of the strong, silent type. He only speaks when he thinks something needs to be said, which means you’re never getting any filler or small talk from him. It’s not that he’s rude—he just values words and doesn’t see the point in wasting them.
He’d just say it. Straight up. No filter.
However, he does talk—pretty much one sentence though, it’s worth listening to because you’ll quickly realize how sharp he is. Geo’s intelligence and observant nature are on another level too…
The kind of observant where he notices everything. He’s like that one friend who knows all the drama without ever saying a word. While Brittany would spill the tea loudly and proudly, Geo keeps it all locked away in that steel trap of a brain. He’s always watching, analyzing, and probably always two steps ahead.
It’s part of what makes him such a great strategist but also why he’s so cautious about trusting anyone.
So, instead of running for the hills like most people would, you stayed. And honestly? That’s probably what made him start noticing you. You didn’t back off, didn’t try to fix him, didn’t push him to be someone he’s not—you just… stuck around.
Geo doesn’t do well with people who pry or force their way in. But the fact that you respected his space and still made the effort to be there?
Yeah. That got to him.
Not that he’d ever admit it, of course.
What’s crazy is how much he notices. Stuff about yourself that even you haven’t realized? Yeah, he’s already picked up on it. He’s the kind of guy who remembers your favorite drink, the way your fingers fidget with your sleeves when you're anxious, or that offhand comment you made weeks ago about something you wanted.
It’s honestly a little unsettling how much he takes in, but at the same time? It’s one of the ways he shows he cares.
Geo’s not the type for over-the-top romance or constant sweet talk, but his actions?
Louder than words.
He’ll fix something before you even realize it’s broken, hand you exactly what you need before you think to ask, and make sure you’re taken care of in ways that feel so effortless it’s almost unfair.
And when he does say something heartfelt? You know it’s real. Because Geo doesn’t just say things for the sake of saying them. When he speaks, he means it.
Again, he picks up on everything. The way your eyes light up when you talk about something you love is the exact moment you start zoning out because you're tired.
He stores all that information away like it’s second nature—and then he uses it to make your day without you even realizing it.
now i'm rambling here
Like, don’t be surprised if your favorite snack just magically appears when you’re having a rough day. Or if you casually check your bag one day and find tickets to that movie you’ve been dying to see—no note, no explanation, just Geo making sure you get what you want without making a big deal out of it.
If you ask him about it? He’ll just shrug like, “What? You wanted it, didn’t you?”
And let’s not even get started on your birthday. Geo is ridiculously rich—it’s not even funny. He pretends he might forget (just to mess with you), but he’s had a reminder set forever, not that he needs it.
At the end of the day, Geo’s way of showing love isn’t flashy—it’s in the details. He pays attention. He remembers. He knows you probably better than you know yourself. And honestly?
That’s what makes it so unfairly attractive.
✑ Low-key Romantic
Alright, let’s be real—Geo isn’t the kind of guy to wear his heart on his sleeve. If anything, he’s probably got it locked away in a vault with a “Do Not Disturb” sign and a security system to keep everyone out.
But when Geo cares? He cares.
No half-measures, no second-guessing. Like I KNOW he's no heartless now.
If he lets you in—which, let’s be honest, is a miracle in itself—you have his full, unwavering loyalty. And why would he want anyone else? Geo’s not the type to jump from person to person.
When he chooses you, he chooses you.
That said, he’s also not about to make a big spectacle out of it. He keeps his love life locked down tight—partly because he’s private, but mostly because he refuses to let you deal with the chaos that comes from his fanbase and personal life.
He hates the idea of you getting swarmed by fangirls the way he does or his father knowing about you.
But that doesn’t mean he hides your relationship entirely.
Once in a blue moon—maybe once or twice a month—he’ll drop a little something on his Insta story. Just a picture of the two of you together. Your face? Hidden. No tags. No captions. But his friends and fangirls lose their minds over it every single time.
Because let’s be real—you’re both ridiculously attractive.
They'll eat it up.
And listen, Geo isn’t about that over-the-top romance or dramatic love confessions. He’s not the type to shower you with sweet words or be all over you in public—PDA? Yeah, it's not really his thing.
Hate is a strong word, but let’s just say he’s not a fan.
When you first start dating, physical affection is practically nonexistent. But the closer you get, in private? Oh, ohhh, you realize real fast—this man is touch-starved. Like, embarrassingly so. He won’t outright say it but quietly melt into your touch when you play with his hair.
His favorite spot? Your lap. Or chest.
Geo lives for lying there while you run your fingers through his hair-shockingly soaking up your warmth like it’s the only thing keeping him sane. After a long, exhausting day of archery practice? Yeah, that’s his go-to way to unwind.
Now, when it comes to kisses, this man is sneaky.
His favorite spot to kiss? Your neck. Why?
Because he likes watching you absolutely malfunction. Geo loves getting a reaction out of you, and nothing flusters you quite like that.
As for him? He likes being kissed on the cheek (if you can reach it, that is). Something about it feels so innocent and genuine—a rare, pure moment in the mess of a world he deals with daily.
Also, let’s talk about jewelry: Necklaces or rings, for example. Not as much or for any deep reason—he just thinks they look cool, and he likes looking cool. But here’s where it gets cute: he buys you a simpler ring to his that matches your vibe.
Nothing fancy, still expensive just a simple little reminder that you’re his, and he’s yours. You wear them every day, and they become something sentimental.
And the best part? Before archery matches, Geo’s been caught kissing the end of his necklace or ring for good luck. And when you tease him about it later? He doesn’t even flinch.
He just deadass looks at you and goes, “Yeah, I thought you’d send me the luck I needed to win. Not like I needed luck though—I’m just that—”
Just shut him up with a kiss already.
✑ Protective But Not Overbearing
Oh, Geo’s insanely protective—like, the kind of guy you just know has your back, no questions asked. But don’t get it twisted—he’s not clingy, not overbearing, and definitely not the type to smother you.
That’s just not his style.
He’s more of a silent guardian type, always watching, always aware, but never in your way. He trusts you to handle yourself, and honestly? That says everything. Geo knows you’re capable, and he’s not about to hover like some overprotective watchdog.
But let’s be real—if someone steps out of line with you?
Oh, it’s game over.
Geo may seem calm and composed most of the time, but when it comes to you? That sharp tongue of his? Lethal. He’s not loud, he’s not dramatic—he’ll cut people down with a single sentence and leave them wondering where they went wrong.
And let’s not forget—this man is an archer. If someone really pushes their luck, they better hope they’re nowhere near a target, because one glare from him and a perfectly-placed bullseye is all it takes for people to get the message loud and clear.
No threats are needed. Just precision.
The best part? Geo doesn’t do theatrics. No chest-puffing, no dramatic speeches—he shuts down nonsense with a few words and an energy so cold it could drop the room temperature. And maybe, just maybe, he’d beat the absolute shit out of someone in secret. Not that he’d ever tell you, of course.
But you’d know.
Because, well… you have a habit of playing with his hands when you’re both just chilling on the couch, and he lets you. Always. Which is exactly how you spot it—bruised knuckles, faint red marks across his pale skin, like he just went a round or two with someone’s face.
You narrow your eyes, tracing over the fresh marks. “Geo.”
He doesn’t look up from his phone. “What.”
“What happened to your hands?”
His fingers twitch slightly, but his expression stays flat. “Nothing.”
You glance between him and his definitely-not-nothing knuckles. “Oh, really? So, what, did you punch the air too hard?”
Geo exhales sharply, finally meeting your gaze. “You ask too many questions.”
You tilt your head, unimpressed. “And you deflect too much.”
For a second, it looks like he’s about to actually answer. Then, without missing a beat, he shifts entirely. “Hey, did you see that dumbass thing Deryl did today?”
You blink. “Geo—”
“No, because seriously, this idiot tried to—”
And just like that, the conversation is over. You could push it, but knowing him, you’d be sitting here for hours listening to him insult Deryl instead of getting an actual answer. So, for now, you just sigh and go back to playing with his fingers.
You’ll find out eventually. You always do.
That being said… he might keep you away from his older stepbrother, Hyugo, just to be safe. And honestly? Probably for the best.
At the end of the day, Geo’s way of protecting you isn’t about control—it's about making sure you’re safe without ever making you feel trapped. And honestly? That kind of quiet, no-BS loyalty?
It’s unbeatable.
✑ He Knows, always.
Geo? Oh, trust me, he absolutely knows how you’re feeling at all times, and he’s not shy about using that to his advantage.
Like I said, this man is fully aware you think he’s hot, and he uses that like a secret weapon.
If you’re mad at him? He’ll stand there, nodding along like he’s paying attention, but his eyes? Oh, they’re locked onto your face with that look—intense, unreadable, the kind that just stops you in your tracks.
Suddenly, whatever you were mad about doesn’t seem so bad because, holy hell, why is he looking at you like that? And if you somehow manage to keep your train of thought for, like, half a second?
He turns it up.
Without a word, he’ll gently cup your cheek WITH ONE HAND, tilt your face up so your eyes meet stern but soft eyes ofhis, and just like that? Poof, every rational thought you had flies out the window. Like how are you supposed to stay mad at him when he looks like that?
It’s impossible.
He knows it. You know it. Game over.
But it’s not just about teasing you or getting a rise out of you—Geo actually listens. Like, for real. When you’re upset, he’s not the type to bombard you with empty words or push you to talk. Let’s be real, the dude doesn’t do feelings.
Instead, he just sits next to you, hands you tissues like he’s a human Kleenex, and lets you lean on his shoulder without saying a word. His presence is like a steady rock in the middle of a storm.
No talking is needed. He’s just… there. Solid.
And, honestly, it’s pretty damn comforting. It’s not that he doesn’t care—he just has his own way of showing it.
A slow, silent walk to clear your head. A softened tone when he speaks. A steady hand on your back when words don’t feel enough.
And look, this is something I find insanely attractive, but when you’re just having a normal conversation with him?
Geo will hit you with the ultimate power move—leaning back in his seat, raising an eyebrow, smirking just enough to make your heart stutter. He’ll hum, all low and lazy, like, “Mhm? Oh, really?”
And the worst part? He’s fully aware of how your face heats up when he does it.
Yeah. He’s the worst. And also so unfairly hot.
✑ Tailored to You
Geo and the five love languages? Well… Spoiler alert: this man is low-key okay at all of them, even if he’ll never admit it.
— Words of Affirmation?
So… Compliments?
Yeah, don’t hold your breath. He’s not going to gush about how you’re the most incredible person on the planet.
But when he does say something nice? Oh, it means something. If Geo tells you, “That was impressive,” just know he’s basically screaming, “I’m so proud of you” on the inside.
And if you ever compliment him? Expect a half-hearted shrug and a muttered, “I guess,” but deep down, you know he’s preening like a cat that just caught a mouse.
— Acts of Service?
This is where Geo shines. He’s not going to say, “I love you” outright, but he’ll carry your bag, or make sure you’re eating when you’ve had a rough day.
Dating Geo means having someone who sees you, even when you think no one else does. He’s a protector, a confidant, and someone who keeps things real—all wrapped up in a broody, mysterious package.
Need something heavy moved? Done. Can’t open a jar? No problem. He’s like a one-man life support system, quietly taking care of you while pretending it’s no big deal.
— Receiving Gifts?
Geo doesn’t do flashy gifts, but when he gives you something? It’s weirdly specific and thoughtful. Like, you’ll casually mention liking a certain anything once, and boom—it’s sitting in front of your door the next day. He’ll pretend it’s not a big deal, though.
“Oh, I just saw it at the store,” he’ll say, even though you know he went out of his way to get it.
— Quality Time?
This one is Geo’s bread and butter. He’s all about meaningful moments. Forget big group hangouts or extravagant plans—he’d rather spend a quiet evening with you, just existing in the same space. You could be doing something as mundane as grocery shopping, and he’d still find a way to make it feel special.
And if you’re both just sitting in silence, reading or scrolling on your phones? That’s peak romance for him.
— Physical Touch?
All right, let’s be real—Geo isn’t big on touchy-feely stuff. He’s the type to freeze up if someone hugs him unexpectedly. But with you? He warms up to it. He’s still awkward as hell at first, but over time, he’ll start initiating small touches—a hand on your shoulder, brushing hair out of your face, or even holding your hand when no one’s looking.
And if you hug him? He’ll grumble about it, but he secretly loves it.
In conclusion? Geo’s love language is basically Geo Language—quiet, understated, and 100% tailored to you. He’s not going to shout his feelings from the rooftops, but if you pay attention, his actions scream, “You’re my person, and I’m not letting you go.”
✑ Tailored to Him
So you wanna know Geo’s love languages? As unique as he is and if we had to rank them, here’s the holy trinity that makes this stoic archer tick:
Geo is an independent guy, but even the most self-sufficient people need someone who understands them. He craves someone who respects his need for space but knows when to step in with the right kind of support.
— Acts of Service (His #1, obviously)
Geo isn’t the type to ask for help—he’s too independent for that. But when you step in and do something thoughtful for him without being asked?
That’s how you win this man over.
He’s got this quiet appreciation for when people notice the little things, like brewing him tea when he’s had a rough day or cleaning up his gear after practice. Bonus points if you surprise him with something related to his hobbies, like a rare Japanese opera recording or a new pot for one of his plants. Acts of service show him that you’re paying attention, and trust me, he notices.
— Quality Time
Geo doesn’t want loud, over-the-top outings or big social gatherings. In fact, the less noise and chaos, the better. What he really craves is quiet, intentional moments with someone who just gets him.
Sitting together in a cozy home, tending to his potted plants, or watching the intricate art of shadow puppetry—these are the things that speak to his soul. Geo thrives in these quiet spaces where he can relax, reflect, and enjoy meaningful companionship.
Just don’t interrupt if he’s hyper-focused on something. He’ll side-eye you into another dimension.
— Receiving Gifts
Okay, hear me out—Geo hates getting gifts, right? I mean, he literally burned the random Valentine’s Day presents people gave him that one time. Absolute menace behavior, but honestly? It’s kind of funny in a this-man-does-not-care way. But here’s the twist: Geo’s not against all gifts. He’s just very particular.
See, he doesn’t want over-the-top, flashy stuff. No giant teddy bears, love letters, heart-shaped balloons, or anything that screams “cliché.” If you even think about giving him something generic, he’ll give you that deadpan look that could shrivel your soul. However, thoughtful, personalized gifts?
That’s a whole different story.
Picture this: you show up with a sleek, modern pot for one of his beloved plants, or maybe a rare variety of seeds that he hasn’t gotten his hands on yet. Geo would never say it out loud, but inside?
He’s lowkey impressed.
Or let’s say you score him tickets to a Japanese opera—something you know he’d appreciate but would never bother getting for himself. Now, that would leave him quietly staring at you like,
“…You actually get me?”
And don’t even get me started on shadow puppetry. If you found a book about advanced techniques or a vintage lamp to use for creating the perfect shadows? You’d probably see the faintest flicker of a smile—like, barely there, but it counts.
With Geo, it’s not about spending a ton of money or going big. It’s about showing that you know him—that you’ve paid attention to his quirks, his hobbies, and the things that make him tick.
When the gift reflect his personality and interests?
That’s when you see the softer side of him, the part of him that’s secretly thinking, “...How did I end up with someone like this?”
And yeah, he might not say that, because Geo and verbal affection are basically strangers. But the way he takes care of that plant pot or treasures that opera ticket?
That’ll tell you everything you need to know.
✑ Cultural Depth
Geo’s all about his Japanese roots, but he doesn’t go around making a big deal about it. It’s in the small things—the quiet traditions he carries, the way he’ll casually drop some next-level cultural knowledge.
— Sharing His World (Quietly)
Geo isn’t the type to throw you into the deep end of his culture, but if you hang around him long enough, he’ll start to let you in. It’s like a slow reveal in a really good book—you don’t even realize you’re getting hooked until you’re deep into it.
He’ll start small, teaching you a word or two in Japanese. Nothing too complicated at first—basic phrases like arigatou or ohayou. God writing this is killing me…
But if you’re patient (and don’t butcher the pronunciation), he might hit you with the poetic, meaningful stuff. Like, “The moon tonight reminds me of home,” kind of poetic.
And food? Oh, he’s low-key a food snob, but in the best way. If he takes you out for sushi, don’t embarrass him by drowning it in soy sauce, okay? He might roll his eyes, but deep down, he’ll think you’re a lost cause.
Bonus points if you ask him to show you how to make something traditional, though. Watching him calmly explain how to roll onigiri while being so exact about it? Weirdly cute.
— Secret Nerd Side
Geo doesn’t advertise it, but he has a soft spot for traditional Japanese arts. Shadow puppetry? Yeah, that’s a thing he knows. He won’t just show you for fun, though—you’ll have to ask and even then, it’s going to be, like, the most casual display ever. He’ll make a crane with his hands in the middle of a quiet moment, the shadow falling perfectly on the wall, and act like it’s no big deal.
Meanwhile, you’re sitting there, wondering if he’s secretly an 80-year-old trapped in a hot college guy’s body.
Oh, and don’t even get him started on Japanese opera. It’s his go-to when he needs to vibe or think. You might catch him with his headphones in, looking all stoic, and he’s probably listening to something hauntingly beautiful and dramatic. But good luck getting him to admit it.
✑ Such Spa Days
If there’s one thing you should know about Geo, it’s that he takes self-care very seriously.
Like I just know he's the type whose morning routine consists of opening the window to let in fresh air, taking a deep breath, morning yoga, skin care, meditation, and drinking his favorite tea, that's how he starts his day.
Also this man isn’t just about keeping clean—he’s practically the ambassador of flawless skin. His routine is a whole event, and don’t even think about interrupting it unless you want to be met with one of his signature cold stares.
Geo’s all about precision, from his perfectly tied low ponytail to his smooth, glowing complexion that looks like it came straight out of a skincare ad.
He’s the guy who has a shelf full of serums, toners, face masks, and creams, all neatly organized by purpose and ingredient list. Oh, and he definitely uses products with names you can’t pronounce but that sounds expensive.
He’s from the rich side of the society anyway…
Sunday nights? They’re sacred.
You’ll find Geo in full spa mode, complete with a fluffy towel draped over his shoulders and maybe even some calming Japanese opera music playing softly in the background. He’ll light a candle (something subtle, probably sandalwood or green tea) and go through his routine like it’s a religious ceremony.
Cleansing, exfoliating, masking—he’s got it all down to a science.
And don’t get him started on baths. Geo’s baths are an experience. He’ll fill the tub with just the right temperature water, toss in some herbal bath salts or a soothing bath bomb, and relax like he’s starring in a luxurious retreat commercial. He even has a book propped up nearby or maybe a cup of tea to complete the vibe.
The best part? Geo’s love for spa days isn’t just about himself—it’s an extension of his personality. He values control and discipline, and his skincare routine is a reflection of that. Every step, every product, is carefully chosen because it’s his way of staying grounded in a chaotic world.
Now, if you’re lucky enough to be part of his life, he might invite you into his sacred self-care space. Don’t expect anything over the top, though. Geo’s not going to gush about it, however he’ll casually hand you a face mask or suggest a product he thinks you’ll like.
It’s his way of saying, “I care,” without actually saying it.
But be warned—if you touch his stuff without asking, he’ll probably give you a look that could freeze fire or straight up cruse you out becasue why are you touching his stuff without asking.
He’s protective of his skincare collection, and for good reason.
You’ll never forget the day you used his serum without permission and had to endure a five-minute lecture about 'proper application techniques' while he looked genuinely offended.
Now, let’s get one thing straight: Geo’s devotion to skincare doesn’t just stop with himself. Oh no, if you’re doing it wrong, he will notice—and he will step in.
Say you’re casually applying your skincare collection one day, just slapping it on like it’s sunscreen at the beach.
Geo, from across the room, will stop dead in his tracks, narrow his aquamarine eyes, and calmly say, “What are you doing?” in a tone that sends shivers down your spine.
Before you can even protest, he’s already approaching with that look—the one that says, “I didn’t want to get involved, but you’ve left me no choice.”
Geo doesn’t offer to fix your skincare routine; he takes over. He’s not the type to sugarcoat it either. “You’re wasting product,” he’ll mutter, carefully squeezing the perfect amount of serum onto his fingertips before gently patting it into your skin. “And you’re supposed to press it in, not rub it like you’re sanding wood.” And "Don't use that one, it's bleach your skin."
And honestly? He’s ridiculously good at help you.
His hands are steady, his movements precise, and for someone who doesn’t talk much, he somehow explains every step with just enough detail to make you realize how little you knew about skincare to begin with.
Geo is not one for half-measures, so don’t be surprised when he starts rearranging your entire routine. Suddenly, you’ve got a multi-step process you never asked for, complete with double cleansing, toners, serums, and a nightly mask rotation.
You didn’t even know what a niacinamide serum was before, but now you have one, and you’re using it correctly, thank you very much.
The funniest part? Geo never complains about doing your skincare. He acts mildly exasperated, sure, but you catch the tiniest flicker of pride when your skin starts glowing like his.
And while he’d never admit it out loud, he secretly likes having an excuse to take care of you. It’s his way of showing he cares without all that messy emotional talk.
But if you dare to slack off? Oh, you’ll hear about it.
“You didn’t put on sunscreen today, did you?” he’ll ask, his tone low and judgmental as he crosses his arms. “Don’t come crying to me when you age prematurely.” And yet, despite all the teasing, he’ll still hand you his favorite SPF because, deep down, he can’t stand the idea of you not taking care of yourself.
At the end of the day, Geo’s skincare obsession isn’t just about looking good—it’s about discipline, self-respect, and now, begrudgingly, making sure you’re glowing just as much as he is.
In the end, Geo’s love for spa days isn’t just a quirky habit—it’s part of what makes him who he is. It’s his way of maintaining balance, staying composed, and, let’s be honest, looking damn good while doing it.
✑ He's a Meance
Geo is a menace.
Like straight up, If you’re shorter than him? You’re an armrest now. Sorry. And don’t let the whole “stoic, too cool to care” act fool you—this man is criminally competitive. Like, sure, he looks all calm and collected, but the second you break out Uno or a board game?
It’s over. He plays to destroy, not just win. And the worst part? His trash talk is so casual yet devastating. “Huh. Interesting move,” he’ll murmur, placing his piece exactly where it ruins your entire plan. Trivia night? Good luck. This man is a walking encyclopedia and will hit you with random facts just to flex.
And yeah, he lets you win sometimes—just don’t expect him to admit it. You’ll catch him accidentally fumbling a Jenga piece or conveniently forgetting an easy trivia answer, but what if you call him out? “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Straight face. No shame.
But when he loses?
Oh, it’s personal.
Beat him in a cooking challenge? Suddenly, your pancakes aren’t “fluffy enough.” Outshoot him in archery? Now he’s muttering about “beginner’s luck” like you didn’t just humble him.
Speaking of archery—yeah, he tried to teach you. At first, you sucked. Arrows were flying everywhere, and you could feel the secondhand embarrassment radiating off him. But instead of roasting you (too much), he’d sigh, adjust your stance, and mumble, “It’s not that hard.”
Then, one day? It clicked. And suddenly, you were hitting every bullseye. Geo just stared at you, then the target, then back at you. “You’ve been practicing without me.” You hadn’t, but he refuses to believe it.
Now he challenges you constantly—bullseye races, trick shots, anything to reclaim his dignity. And when you win? That subtle crease in his brow tells you everything.
But despite the wounded pride, he’s secretly proud as hell. If anyone else tries to challenge you, he’s the first to brag: “They’re best shot here.” Deadpan. Like he wasn’t just sulking five minutes ago.
Oh, and Geo’s not just competitive—he’s annoying. He lives to mess with you. Comes back from archery practice, and he's sometimes all gross and sweaty?
idk why I said this because I feel like this mf doesn't sweat or gross.
Yeah, that’s the perfect time for a surprise hug. If you try to push him off, he gets pouty—and dealing with a grumpy Geo is way worse, so you always cave. WHICH YOU HATE BECAUSE the hugs are elite just rare as hell AND HE KNOWS THAT, so it’s a win and lose for you.
And don’t even try to be romantic with his ass. Like if you send him a sweet text like. “Good morning! Please have a great day, ily <3”?
Left on fucking read. Or worse, ‘k.’ A minute later? ‘simp.’
You send back, ‘bruh, I hate you.’
He prefers video calls over texting anyway.
If he’s away at an archery match—long distance from you, he debates calling you while you’re asleep—doesn’t want to wake you, but also kinda wants to see your face.
Instead, he wakes up at stupid o’clock just to call you when you’re up, but if you ask? “Nah, just had practice.”
And you like, "Geo it's fucking 4AM over there, what."
Yeah. Sure. Keep the act up, Geo.
We all know you’re down horrendous.
✑ He's Aro/Ace
Geo’s sex drive is… complicated, the reason why becuase he's aroace, a shortened term for aromantic asexual, or individuals who experience little to no romantic or sexual attraction. Sex and Romance is not something he actively wants/needs or thinks about.
Morning wood? Yeah, it happens—he’s human. But is he waking you up to "fix" it? Absolutely fucking not. Man’s already in the cold shower, dealing with it like it's an inconvenience because, to him, that’s exactly what it is.
For Romantic stuff, though? That’s on the table.
Kissing, cuddling, slow intimate touches—I'll like to say he'll do it for you if ask and don't push about it. Like It’s never about escalation with him, just the closeness. If anything, he finds more satisfaction in making you feel loved rather than anything physical.
That said, Geo loves your body—but not in a sexual way. More in the “I like how soft and warm you are, so I’m just gonna hold you forever” kind of way. When is he in cling mode?
Oh, you’re done.
You will be trapped under his weight while he mutters something about how comfortable you are.
Anyway, not that he’ll admit any of this, of course. If you ask why he suddenly pulled you into a cuddle pile, keeping you locked against his chest with an arm draped over your waist, he’ll just shrug. “What? You’re warm.”
But you know better.
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You could be wearing the most revealing outfit ever—something that would have most guys tripping over themselves—and Geo’s reaction? A single glance, a slow nod, and a casual, “Huh. Looks nice.” That’s it.
No gawking, no flustered stammering, no immediate change in demeanor. He acknowledges it, registers that you look good, and then goes right back to whatever he was doing, completely unfazed.
But let’s be real—just because he’s not reacting outwardly doesn’t mean he doesn’t care. Oh, he notices, and while he won’t say much, he’s definitely thinking about it. Not in a possessive or jealous way, but more in a “Tch. now I gotta keep an eye on every dude within a 10-mile radius” kind of way.
Especially if you wearing so fucking outrageous, like a bunny suit? Bro, he's in disbelief... like why would you wear such a thing???
Because at the end of the day, Geo is still protective. He might not be the type to hover or make a scene, but he doesn’t like the idea of other men staring at you like you’re something to be claimed.
And if he catches someone looking a little too long?
They’re getting the look—that sharp, unreadable stare that says, “You don’t want to make this a problem.”
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Geo doesn’t need sex, doesn’t crave it, and again, sure as hell isn’t driven by it. But if it’s something you want? He’ll do it for you—just no rush, no pressure, okay? He takes his time, always reading the moment and making sure you’re on the same page.
If you’re not feeling it? Cool, neither is he.
If you are? Just... give him a few days. Maybe a month.
And honestly? It hits at the most random times.
You’ll be chilling on the bed—scrolling through your phone, curled up with a book, idk, most likely maybe zoned out watching a show—and then, boom. Arms around you. No warning.
Just Geo pulling you in, his chin resting on your shoulder, his breath warm against your neck. No words, no explanation—just him pressing close like he needs you there.
It’s his way of saying, 'I want you.'
But instead of saying it, he just does it.
Now at first, you'll think this mf wants a hug or cuddle. Because if you asked him you want to try it and he's like "Okay, I'll think about it." Bro thought about it for like a damn month.
I don't blame him because he's most likely his first time.
So you perhaps forgot. And he can see that? So instead of straight up telling you, because you express to him so so so many times that his words can be such a damn mood-killing.
So, he'll turn you around, his hands lingering on your arms, slow and deliberate. His fingers brush against your skin, light as a whisper, giving you a second to realize what’s happening. His gaze meets yours—steady, searching—before flickering down to your lips.
A pause. A silent question.
Then, he leans in. No rush, no hesitation—just a slow, lingering kiss, deep enough to make your breath hitch. It’s soft at first, testing, then firmer as he presses closer, like he wants to memorize every second of it. His forehead rests against yours when he finally pulls away, breath steady, hands still holding you like he’s afraid to let go too soon.
This is how he tells you everything.
No grand speeches, no dramatic confessions—just touch, just presence. His way of saying 'You matter' without ever needing the words.
At the end of the day, Geo’s libido exists, sure—but you are what drives him, not sex. And trust me...
Please love him no matter what
✑ Flaws? There’s a few… shit perhaps like five?
Now nobody’s perfect—not even our polished, broody archer.
Geo’s got his fair share of flaws, and honestly? They add to his charm in that I-don’t-know-why-I-like-this-but-I-do kind of way.
First of all, he’s stubborn as hell.
Geo’s stubbornness could rival a brick wall and spoiler: you’re not winning an argument against him. Once his mind is made up, that’s it—game over. Whether it’s something as simple as how to fold laundry (he has a system) or something as big as life choices, he sticks to his guns like they’re glued to him.
Convincing him to budge? Good luck; you’ll need it.
Second, he doesn’t believe in second chances.
Mess up once, and that’s it—you’re done. Geo’s not the type to forgive and forget; it’s more like, “You did what? Cool, don’t let the door hit you on the way out.” He’s incredibly selective about who he lets in, so if someone breaks his trust, they’re out for good.
It’s harsh, but for Geo, it’s about protecting himself.
Third, picky with a Capital P.
Geo’s the kind of person who knows exactly what he wants, and if something doesn’t meet his standards? Nope. He’s picky about everything—his appearance (always flawless), his environment (no mess, no chaos), and even the people he surrounds himself with.
If you’re lucky enough to pass his “quality control,” congrats, you’ve made it to the inner circle.
Fourth, mean asf and straight-up rude sometimes.
He's the type of partner who is mean as hell but somehow still your favorite. The relationship dynamic is less sweet and affectionate and more sarcastic, begrudging, and a little toxic but in a way that keeps you entertained.
Like he's not the type to sugarcoat anything. If your outfit looks bad? He’ll tell you. If you’re being annoying? You’ll hear about it.
But at the same time, if anyone else talks down to you? He’s shutting that down immediately—because only he gets to roast you.
If you get yourself into trouble, he’s there. Not happily, not gently—he will drag you out of danger while muttering, "Are you actually incapable of making good decisions?"
He won’t outright say he cares, but the way he pulls you behind him when things get serious? Yeah. You know.
Uhh, let's see... He doesn’t say, “I love you.” Instead, it’s:
"You’re less insufferable today."
"I’d rather deal with you than anyone else."
"If you die, I’m going to be so pissed."
You just have to translate the affection.
Like mention before he will not let you win in anything just to be nice. If you challenge him to a game, an argument, anything—he’s playing to win.
But if he sees you actually struggling? That’s when he quietly steps in to help—never admitting it, of course.
He won’t admit he worries, however you’ll catch him lingering outside your place when you’re sick or making sure you get home safe.
If you call him out on it, expect immediate denial: "I was just passing by. Don’t get weird about it."
Five, Geo’s got walls on walls.
Geo isn’t just guarded—he’s practically a damn fortress. He doesn’t trust easily, doesn’t share easily, and sure as hell doesn’t need anyone prying into his business.
If you ask too many personal questions? Expect him to shut that down with a sharp look and an even sharper comment.
He’s always watching, analyzing, and second-guessing people’s intentions like he’s running a background check in real time. AKA Daddy Issues™. He’s been taught that vulnerability is a weakness, and weakness is unacceptable.
And even if you do manage to get close? Don’t think that means you’ve cracked him completely. I have a feeling Geo selectively lets people in—just enough to keep them around, never enough to feel like they have power over him.
So, what does this all mean?
Well... I mean... this is how the relationship would play out.
He’ll share things in pieces. You won’t get a full backstory—you’ll get fragments, scattered across different conversations, months apart.
He’s the king of deflection. Ask him something too personal, and suddenly, he’s talking about your issues instead.
“Why do you care?”
“And this matters to you because…?”
“Shouldn’t you be worrying about yourself instead?”
Physical affection? Again, he'll tolerate it—on his terms. You can’t just grab his hand out of nowhere; he’ll pull away instinctively. But if he’s the one reaching for you?
That’s when you know you’ve made progress.
He might never fully open up. Even if he cares, even if he loves you, there will always be parts of him that stay locked away. Not because he doesn’t trust you—because trusting people with everything isn’t something he knows how to do.
Geo’s a tough shell to crack, and maybe that’s part of his appeal. You know the walls are high, but if you’re one of the few who gets past them? That’s when you see the rare moments of honesty, the softer side he barely even admits exist
Like I know Geo’s flaws can make him seem intimidating and hard to approach, but they’re also part of what makes him so uniquely him.
His stubbornness shows his determination, and his lack of second chances highlights how much he values loyalty and his pickiness. Well, it’s just another way he shows that he’s got high standards—whether for himself or the people around him.
Still, if you’ve made it into his inner circle, congrats—you’re probably one of the few people he truly feels safe with. And that?
That’s priceless.
Is he perfect? Nope. But would we I want him any other way? Nope.
✑ Thoughts + Ranting
Alright, let’s get one thing straight: Geo has serious trust issues. Self-image as a person. And honestly? Again, Daddy Issues™.
We don’t know everything about his past, but we know enough to figure out that whatever happened left him with walls so high they make a medieval fortress look like a picket fence.
Like, this man isn’t just guarded—he’s got emotional security measures in place that could rival a high-security vault.
He’s stupidly good at archery. (If you gave him an arrow and told him to shoot a dime out of the air, he’d probably do it just to shut you up.)
His death glare could halt traffic. (And possibly cause minor cardiac arrest.)
But beyond that? Nothing.
Like my dearest readers, I kid you not, figuring him out wasn't easy.
Trying to read Geo is like trying to solve a puzzle where half the pieces are missing, and the remaining ones are written in a language you don’t understand. Every expression, every word, every reaction—he controls them so carefully it’s impossible to tell what’s real and what’s just a calculated response.
Like the only reason I’ve pieced together information about him as much as I have? Pattern recognition.
He deflects when things get too personal.
His silence speaks volumes. When he chooses not to respond, it’s usually because the truth would reveal too much.
His actions contradict his words. Geo will act like he doesn’t care, but then he’s the first one to step in when something happens. He won’t say he’s worried, but you’ll catch him watching, listening, making sure the ones he cares about are safe.
Anyway, Geo used to be High Class—fancy, untouchable, the whole package—but then bam some kind of near-accident happened, and he got booted down to the Low-Class building.
Can you imagine the whiplash? Going from being at the top of the food chain to the bottom? That kind of thing doesn’t just bruise your ego; it leaves emotional scars.
And let’s be real, Geo doesn’t exactly strike me as the type to sit down and talk about his feelings and thoughts.
And then there’s Hyugo, Geo’s stepbrother and certified mortal enemy as Geo very much claims.
If you’ve played the game, you already know the vibes. Mention Hyugo’s name around Geo, and boom—instant disgust. Like, man doesn’t even try to hide it. His whole face scrunches up like he just smelled expired milk.
And then, he hits you with the classic, “Nope, we’re not talking about that.” No explanation, no backstory, just vibes. It’s lowkey hilarious how much he’s committed to pretending Hyugo doesn’t even exist. For me.
I feel like Hyugo has something to do with Geo’s big fall from High Class. Like, maybe Hyugo was the one who caused whatever accident messed up Geo’s status. Was it on purpose? Was it an accident? Who knows! But Geo clearly decided, “Yeah, you’re dead to me.” Now, the name “Hyugo” might as well be a four-letter word in Geo’s dictionary.
And then there’s Crowe—the only person Geo actually trusts. And you know that didn’t happen overnight. Crowe probably had to work overtime, chipping away at Geo’s defenses like he was mining for gold. It was probably like:
Crowe: “Hey, let’s be friends."
Geo: Stares in suspicion for six months straight.
Crowe: “Alright, cool, I’ll wait.”
If it took Crowe that long to get through, shit Idk how Deryl does it, probably doesn't give two fuck and still bothers Geo, what does that mean for literally anyone else?
Good luck, because Geo ain’t handing out trust like candy.
Now, let’s talk about you. The fucking MC. Geo doesn’t say much to you, but the way he just… stares at you? Constantly? It’s like he’s trying to solve some crime scene in his head, and you’re the number-one suspect. You’re just standing there like, “Uh, did I do something wrong? Or do I just look suspicious?”
Honestly, it’s so awkward and funny. Like, dude, either spill whatever you need to say or stop looking at me like that. But nah, Geo’s gonna stay quiet, because why use words when you can silently judge someone instead?
That’s the Geo experience in a nutshell.
Maybe he doesn’t trust you because of something to do with Crowe—like, maybe he thinks you’re toying with Crowe’s feelings ouch, judgmental much?. Or—plot twist—he’s onto something way bigger.
What if he already knows you’re being stalked by whatever creepy thing is lurking in the shadows, and he’s just keeping tabs to figure out why it’s after you?
Who knows?
But here’s the thing about Geo: he’s not super complicated to figure out in the game. He’s more of a supporting character—like that mysterious friend everyone secretly simps for but who tragically isn’t dateable. Pain.
He’s just this quiet, chill dude with sharp words, killer aim, and a ponytail that probably smells like fancy shampoo. And somehow, he’s still everyone’s type. Go figure.
So yeah, Geo’s like a locked box made of solid silver—fancy, mysterious, and absolutely refusing to open. Respect the whole “keeping it classy” vibe, but come on, man—just crack the lid a little!
I know he's not an easy person to love, but the way he does love?
It’s deep, rare, and real.
He’ll never fake kindness, but when he does let his guard down, it feels earned. He sees you as his equal—someone who doesn’t back down, who doesn’t let his reputation scare them away.
And that, I feel like that's enough. For me anyway
♤ — 𝓉𝓀𝒶𝓉𝒷 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉
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𝓉𝒶𝑔𝓈: crowe x gn! reader · “type of boyfriend” headcanons · relationship dynamics · mutual pining · fluff · slow burn · playful teasing · possessive tendencies · emotional depth · character exploration · personal twists · canon-inspired
𝓈𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓅𝓈𝒾𝓈: The type of boyfriend—Crowe edition. Since he’s my top fave from TKATB, I couldn’t resist writing more about him! This mainly focuses on relationship canons, but shoutout to @i90o3 for the inspo.
I also added some of my own headcanons because honestly, Crowe has so much lore I could talk about him forever (but I won’t—this would be way too long otherwise). He’s layered, fascinating, and full of nuance, so I threw in personal interpretations of how I see him navigating different situations, especially when it comes to relationships.
Diving deep into his personality was too fun to pass up.
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Okay, so let's talk about Crowe as a boyfriend. Honestly, he's everything—the perfect mix of charm, attention, and emotional depth. If you're the type of person who wants a relationship that's all about connection, balance, and growing together, Crowe is that guy.
He's basically the definition of a dream guy—like, he’s got that old-school chivalry thing down, a fucking prince, but it's not forced or anything. It just comes naturally to him. He’s thoughtful in ways that’ll make you smile, like he’s always paying attention to what you need and finding ways to show you he cares. The affection? Relentless, in the best way possible. He’ll make you feel like the center of his universe without hesitation.
And if you’re someone who thinks love can’t be that over-the-top, grand, movie-romance type, Crowe is out here proving everyone wrong. He’s the type to sweep you off your feet with the little things and make every moment together feel like an wonderful love story.
✑ The Gentleman Extraordinaire
GENTLEMAN, GENTLEMAN, GENTLEMAN. DEAR LORD! Okay, okay, hear me out—Like, I started playing the game for Sol—I was all in for Sol, but then Crowe shows up, and suddenly I’m sitting here like, "Sol, who?" Crowe doesn’t just win your heart—he walks in, takes it, and leaves you wondering how you ever lived without him. He’s that boyfriend who ruins all other boyfriends because he’s not trying to compete—he’s just naturally that good at loving you.
He’s got this smooth, polished vibe, like a real-life Prince Charming, but not in some cheesy, over-the-top way. No, Crowe’s the kind of charming that feels real because it is He’s not all about appearances—there’s this kindness and humility that just grounds him. He’s perfect, but not in an intimidating way; he’s perfect in a “why this man doesn’t exist?” way. T-T
You know when he shows up to meet your friends or family? Game over. He’s got that effortless grace, that charisma that makes everyone around him feel special. Your friends are like, "Wow, he’s amazing," and your mom is already planning the wedding. But here’s the thing—Crowe doesn’t care about impressing everyone. He just cares about you, His whole vibe screams, “I’m here to love you and make your life amazing.” And he does.
He doesn’t wait around asking, “When are you free?” Nope. Crowe says, “Meet me outside in 20,” and next thing you know, you’re at this secret little café, or on a picnic in some perfect, out-of-the-way spot, or just laying on the grass, looking up at the stars that somehow feels magical—not odd because he’s there. And everything he does feels so intentional—like, this man doesn’t try to be romantic; he is romantic.
He’s that guy who makes opening doors and pulling out chairs look like an art form. Like, you could be wearing sweats, but somehow when you’re out with him, the whole scene feels like it belongs in a movie.
Date night with Crowe? Babe, you’re not just going out for a night—you’re straight-up walking into a fashion shoot without even trying. This man is obsessed with matching outfits, but not in a cheesy way. Nah, it’s all about that subtle, cohesive vibe—same color schemes, the same textures.
And when you’re brainstorming outfits together? That’s part of the fun! It's like a mini fashion show before the actual date. And don’t even get me started on how he lets you borrow his clothes. You know this man is elite when his clothes smell like pure heaven and still fit you like a glove. Yall see how that man is built.
Crowe isn’t just boyfriend material, he’s the whole soulmate package. Like, seriously—he’s everything. I’m not even making this up, this man is next level.
✑ The Romantic Idealist
Crowe loves you like it’s the easiest thing in the world, and he’s not shy about it—like, at all. His love is this big, bold, cinematic thing, but also these soft, quiet moments that hit just as hard. It’s like he’s figured out how to be a walking rom-com and your comfort person all at once.
And Prince? Oh, Prince is charming for sure, but let’s be real: he’s more of a mother hen than some storybook prince. Brittney nailed it when she said that. He’s got that whole “nagging but with love” vibe, plus the way he carries himself. It’s giving “protective energy” more than “royal decree.”
And, Oh, you’ll never be unsure about how he feels. The man says, “I love you,” like it’s second nature—like he doesn’t even realize it’s slipping out half the time. And the way he looks at you? You know, the kind of gaze that makes your knees forget how to function? Yeah, that.
Then there are the little surprises: handwritten notes that are so sweet they feel illegal, gifts that aren’t just thoughtful but feel like they were plucked straight from your Pinterest board, and dates planned around stuff you didn’t even realize you’d mentioned. He’s not just big on the show of it; he’s big on knowing you, like, really knowing you.
And if you’re having a bad day or feeling some type of way? Crowe is on it. Insecurity? What’s that? Because he’s about to drop a forehead kiss, some whispered reassurances or even a whole TED Talk about why you’re literally the best human being alive. He’s not stopping until you believe it.
Lastly, flowers? Don’t even get me started. Crowe’s the kind of guy who gives flowers just because it’s Tuesday, and he definitely knows flower language. Like, he’ll bring you a bouquet and casually mention the meaning behind every bloom. It’s all very “main character in a dating sim.” even though he’s very much a second lead energy. You know exactly what I mean.
✑ Intimacy, Comfort, and Softness
Okay, so Crowe’s whole vibe is just… ugh, so comforting, in the way he shows up physically and emotionally.
Like, this man has a gift for making you feel safe and treasured, but also a little breathless. It’s the way he reads you, you know? He picks up on even the tiniest mood shifts and is right there—whether it’s to hold you, help you, or just let you vent without even asking for it.
And communication? Oh, he’s the king of creating that safe little bubble where you can spill your guts and not feel judged.
Oh, but don’t let that fool you—this man is such a tease. He loves getting under your skin in that playful, flirty way that has you pouting and glaring at him, and he’s just standing there with this little smirk. And honestly? You’d swear you catch him blushing every now and then when you pout back, but it’s so subtle you almost gaslight yourself into thinking it’s the lighting.
Now, THE HAIR. His Hair ™ deserves its own spotlight.
It’s a masterpiece, okay? Always soft, always smelling faintly of lavender or jasmine or some other magical scent that just makes you wanna dive face-first into it and never leave. Like, what’s his secret? Witchcraft? Angels? I don’t even care—it’s perfect.
And the texture? Bruh, it’s so smooth it’s unreal. Like, you run your fingers through it once, and suddenly you’re hooked. I’m talking brushing it, styling it, or just running your hands through it like it’s your job. Don’t even get me started.
But here’s the kicker: when you start massaging his scalp? Game over. This man is so sensitive, like his entire soul leaves his body. But wait, I’m not even close to done. His hair has its own little personality, just radiating vibes that scream, “Take care of me, love me, worship me.” And you do. Because you have to.
And if you dare to tug on his hair—ohhh, let me tell you, it’s a wrap. He just melts, full-on turns into a puddle with those big heart eyes, looking at you like you’re the only person in the universe. And the way he’s silently begging for more? Sir. Sir. You’re playing a dangerous game, Crowe.
Soft words, soft touches—the whole package. He’s the kind of person who will cup your face like you're the most important thing in the world and just whisper how incredible you are.
Or he’ll casually tuck a strand of your hair behind your ear while you’re talking like it’s no big deal, but it makes you feel like you're wrapped up in this cozy, gentle bubble. Honestly, it’s the kind of affection that just melts you.
You’d have him all peaceful and chill, just resting on your chest, no worries. It’s like his version of a personal reset button. I can’t even deal with how perfect that sounds.
Oh yeah! Let’s talk about his sleep, though. Crowe sleeps like a freaking Disney princess. Aurora who? Like, imagine the most peaceful, beautiful sleeping face ever. And okay, yeah, there’s a bit of a “corpse but make it art” vibe, because how can anyone look that good just… lying there? I’m so sorry, couldn't help it.
Crowe is all about that closeness, like, he loves resting his head on you. Whether it’s on the top of your head or just leaning on your shoulder, he thrives on that kind of support. It’s like his way of saying he trusts you with his energy.
And if you smell nice? Oh, he’s all about it. Like, if you're wearing something musky, floral, or have a hint of perfume, he’s in heaven. It’s like his little sensory heaven, and he’ll lean in a little closer just to get that extra whiff.
When it comes to hugs, it’s a mutual effort—you both kinda have this rhythm after learning each other’s boundaries. But when you do hug, Crowe’s hands usually find their way to your waist, not your chest or neck. It’s like this cozy, grounded thing where he wants to feel close but also be respectful of space.
If you’re feeling extra chill with him, he’d probably fall asleep in your arms, no questions asked. This boy just needs rest, and you’re the perfect pillow. But if he does fall asleep while hugging you? Good luck getting those arms to move. It’s like they’re made of steel or something—they’re not going anywhere. And honestly, who would want them to? It feels so good being wrapped up in his arms.
Seriously, though, his hugs are just addictive. Like, once you get one, you just want more. It’s warm, comforting, and feels like a personal little world just between the two of you. Just shower him with hugs in return—he’s craving it, trust me, especially when it’s just the two of you, behind closed doors. You’re honestly doing him a favor. But the only thing that could top his hugs? His kisses, hands down.
Like, don’t even get me started with his kisses—UGHH.
Crowe is ALL about them. Need kisses? Boom. Hands, cheeks, forehead, neck—whatever you want, he’s got you covered, babe. And if you’re cool with a PDA? Honey, he’s laying it on thick.
Like, smooches in front of everyone if anyone even thinks about making you jealous. But if you’re not into PDA, he’s got this smooth way of keeping you close—hand on your waist, pulling you into conversations, constantly checking in with those little glances that just scream, you’re my world.
And when it comes to love? Crowe doesn’t do things halfway. Do you need reassurance? He’s sitting you down for the most real heart-to-heart. Do you want more kisses? Babe, he’s already on it, no hesitation. If you’re the jealous type? Oh, he’s not just telling you he loves you; he’s showing it, making it crystal clear to everyone else, too.
And the pet names? My love, my dove, my heart—he’s laying them on THICK with a capital T; I swear to god, those aren’t the exact nicknames from the game itself, more like examples as I want you guys to see for yourself as I’m not lying!—I was eating it up every single time.
✑ The Ultimate Hype Man
Crowe is that person who’s just built to hype you up. Like, your wins? Automatically his wins. He’s out here making sure everyone and their mama knows just how proud he is of you.
But he has serious Cheerleader Energy—like, it’s not even casual. You finally ate today without forgetting, and this guy is acting like you just won Best Picture at the Oscars. Got a good grade on your test? He’s probably already planning a parade route through your neighborhood.
And if you failed that test? No worries—he’s showing up with your favorite snacks, ready to hype you up like, “It’s one test; you’re still a genius, obviously.” Honestly, I could’ve used that kind of energy after finals this year because…wow, the struggle. T-T
But it’s not just about the hype with Crowe. Oh no, he’s deeper than that. He’s the guy who’s like, “What’s your passion? Let’s chase it down,” and he actually has good advice, not just “follow your dreams” fluff. Like, practical, actionable stuff that makes you feel like you can actually do the thing. And the best part? He’s not just clapping for the big wins; he’s cheering for every little step you take, even the awkward ones.
Crowe’s that boyfriend—even friend who celebrates you while also making sure you’re constantly leveling up—and honestly, we all need a Crowe in our lives.
And oh, the reliability? Unmatched. Whether you need someone to hash out a problem, cheer you through a tough time, or just sit there as your unshakable rock, he’s there. No doubts, no drama. You can count on him to show up, fully present—both physically and emotionally.
Also, let’s talk about his socials. They’re basically a love letter to you. Couple pics, goofy candids, and those long, heartfelt stories where he’s just out here spilling about how lucky he is? Crowe’s all about letting the world know how much he adores you.
✑ Tailored to You
Crowe’s love language? All of them. He's like a walking, talking Swiss Army knife of affection, but with a twist: “I will become whatever you need me to be.” It's honestly wild. His default? Quality Time and Acts of Service, no question. He's the type of guy to be like, "I love you, and here's how I’m going to prove it." But the real magic happens when he adjusts based on whatever makes you happy. Do you like something? Oh, bet. He’ll be all over it, mastering it just for you.
— Physical Touch?
Crowe's all about that. Like, he will hold your hand just because, mess with your hair while you're chilling, and literally just hug the life out of you. It’s not some half-hearted stuff either—it’s the kind of touch that screams, “You are my world, and I’ll keep you close.”
— Acts of Service?
If you think you’re doing anything on your own, think again. Crowe's the guy who’s like, “Need help with your assignments? I’ll be your tutor, even if I don’t understand the material, I’ll pay someone or learn it myself. Running errands? I’ve got it covered.” He's all in on making your life easier, and that’s his way of showing love. He’ll get you that coffee you like without even asking.
— Words of Affirmation?
Man, if you thought he was shy with his words, you clearly don't know Crowe. He’s got this endless list of compliments, and he’s not shy about throwing them your way. “You’re amazing, you’re perfect, here’s why—let me list it out for you.” And let’s be real, he can’t stop talking about how great you are. Like, you’ll be sitting with him and next thing you know, he's telling his friends, “They are literally the best person ever,” and his friends just like, “Okay, we get it, you’re in love.”
— Quality Time?
When he’s with you, every second matters. Doesn’t matter if you’re just hanging out, watching a movie, or even just sitting there. He makes everything feel intentional like this moment right now is the only one that matters. He’s not just there, he’s fully present, and that makes everything feel special.
— Gift Giving?
This man doesn't just grab anything random. Oh no, every gift is like a peek into his brain where he’s thought about what would make you smile. It’s always something meaningful that shows he’s paying attention to what you care about. It’s like he can see straight into your soul and get you exactly what you didn’t even know you wanted.
✑ Tailored to Him
When it comes to receiving love for himself, though? Crowe’s all about Words of Affirmation and Quality Time, with a little sprinkle of Physical Touch in there. And honestly, it makes sense because (okay, I’m guessing here), but he definitely has some emotional trauma—like, maybe growing up too fast? Like he’s so independent… I NEED more into his backstory because something made him this way.
— Words of Affirmation?
They’re everything to him. Sometimes he just needs you to remind him that he’s doing okay. Tell him he’s not a failure, that he’s enough, and watch him melt. Like, imagine gently cupping his face and whispering, “You’re amazing, Crowe.” Boom. He’s soft, he’s vulnerable, and he’s all yours.
— Quality Time?
With his hectic schedule (hello, Student Council energy), any second you spend with him is like gold. And don’t even get me started on the fact that If you ask to hang out? Instant heart eyes. And the man STARES, okay? Like a full-on, unapologetic admiration station. Whether you’re looking back at him or not, he’s just soaking you in because, in his eyes, you’re an his actual deity.
— Physical Touch?
Okay, so picture this: when you’re out in public with Crowe, there’s always some kind of touching happening, and it’s the softest, most consistent thing ever. Like, dude’s got this constant need to feel you’re there, but it’s not over-the-top—it’s just perfect. Holding hands? That’s a given. Arm brushing as you walk side by side? Absolutely. Waist-hugging? Oh, for sure.
And you know what? Let’s throw in pinky-holding because I feel like he’s the type who’d totally be into that—like, tell me that wouldn’t be the cutest thing ever! Ugh, I’ve always wanted to try that. My heart can’t take it T-T. If there’s a way to be close to you, he’s doing it.
Crowe’s basically the poster child for “can’t get enough of you” energy, but somehow it’s not overwhelming? Just... natural, like breathing?
Now, alone time? Oh man, let me tell you, this guy is so touch-starved, and it’s the sweetest thing ever. It’s not like he’s clingy—no, it’s way softer than that. It’s more like this quiet, unspoken please in his body language, like, “I just need you to hold me right now, and maybe, maybe for always.” And when he’s in that space, when he wraps himself up in you, it’s so clear he craves it—but not in a way that feels desperate.
It’s more like he’s letting himself finally believe he deserves to be cared for like this. And oh my god, the kisses. When Crowe kisses you, holding you like you’re the only thing anchoring him to the world? It’s not just a kiss, okay? It’s an entire moment, a whole event. Like, “Shut up and take my soul, I guess this is my life now” kind of kiss. It’s breathtaking. You can’t just walk away from that; it stays with you.
Imagine this: you're just chilling on Crowe's bed, right? Lying there, talking about the most random stuff, maybe arguing over whether pineapple belongs on pizza or spiraling into some deep existential question. Just vibing, you know?
And then… THEN, you start noticing the way he’s looking at you. Like, he’s not just glancing—he’s doing that triangle method thing. His eyes flick from yours to your lips and back again, and you’re like, “Oh… oh he wants to kiss me. Like, RIGHT NOW.” You can feel it. It’s so obvious. He’s got that look, like you’re the only thing in the world he could possibly care about in this moment.
And it’s so soft at first. You both kind of lean in, and his lips just barely brush yours, like he’s scared he’ll mess it up if he moves too fast. And let me tell you—his lips? SO soft, like pillowy clouds. They’re full and perfect, and the way he kisses you? It’s like he thinks you’re made of glass, like he’s handling the most delicate, precious thing in the entire universe.
But then… something changes.
Like, something inside him snaps. It’s not just a kiss anymore—it’s a KISS. There’s this desperation, but not in a bad way. It’s like he’s been holding all these feelings in for so long, and now they’re just spilling out, like words he doesn’t know how to say with anything other than this kiss. His lips move with this crazy mix of hunger and tenderness like he’s trying to tell you without words how much you mean to him, how long he’s been waiting for this.
And the wild part? You can feel it. Every ounce of longing, every stolen glance, every unsaid word—it’s all in that kiss. It’s sweet and fiery at the same time, like he’s savoring every second, but also like he’s terrified it’ll all just vanish if he doesn’t hold on tight enough.
And then when he pulls away? Oh my god. The way he looks at you. Those deep blue eyes of his just lock onto you, and it’s like the entire universe shrinks down to just the two of you. He rests his forehead against yours, catching his breath, and he doesn’t even have to say anything. It’s just there, written all over his face. That look that says, I’m gone for you. Completely, hopelessly yours.
Also, his hands? Oh, his hands tell their own story. They’re soft and deliberate, cupping your face like you’re his whole world, his thumbs gently brushing over your cheekbones. Sometimes, his fingers hold your hair, pulling you just a little closer like he can’t get enough. Other times, his hands settle on your waist, grounding him, but there’s this light tremble—like even touching you sends a wave of overwhelming affection through him.
✑ Flaws? Hardly. But…
Crowe’s not perfect, but that’s the thing—his flaws are part of his charm, you know?
Like, he’s this guy who’ll go out of his way to keep the peace. He’s not about unnecessary drama and will dodge a tough conversation if he can. But here’s the thing—his love for you? It’s bigger than his fear of awkwardness or confrontation. He’ll choose to work through it for the sake of the relationship every time.
Take how he probably freaked out about confessing to you. Terrified.
I bet he couldn’t stop thinking about how much he didn’t want to ruin what you two already had. But when push comes to shove, he’d face that fear head-on because, for him, it’s worth it. And don’t even get me started on what happens if someone dares to hurt or disrespect you.
Sweet, peace-loving Crowe? Gone. You’ll see this bold, fiery version of him who’ll stand up for you without hesitation.
The thing about Crowe is he’ll do everything to make you happy, but sometimes he forgets about himself in the process. He’s so busy putting everyone else first that he can burn out or feel underappreciated, especially if he doesn’t see the same effort coming back. So yeah, remind him now and then that you’ve got his back too. He’ll probably act all humble about it, but he needs it.
And let’s be real—he’s not used to being the one cared for. Crowe’s always been the caretaker, so letting you in? Yeah, he’ll need a little nudge. (Cue those moments where he low-key deflects when it gets too real—classic fanfic material)
His conflict-avoidance thing? That’s where it gets tricky. Like, he won’t let you walk away from an argument upset—no chance. He’ll bend over backward to smooth things over because he has to see you happy. But if the shoe’s on the other foot? Spoiler alert: he might not just come out and say what’s bothering him. Instead, he’ll hit you with questions, all casual-like, about stuff that might be bugging him. It’s almost sneaky, but it’s totally him trying to figure things out without making it a thing.
And oh, my God, the romance. Crowe HAS TO BE extra af. Grand gestures, public displays—he’s all in, and everyone around you is swooning or jealous. It’s cute, don’t get me wrong, but if you’re the shy type?
Yeah, good luck with that.
✑ Thoughts + Ranting
So, disclaimer upfront: none of this is canon, just my thoughts and headcanons. A lot of these ideas come from some scenes in the game (spoilers ahead) and his character profile, which I'll share at the end for context.
Okay, so something about Crowe just screams "rich kid" to me. I know, it’s probably obvious to some people, but hear me out. In the game, he lives on the other side of town, right? And, spoilers, there’s that scene where he has a driver pick him up on the second day when you two get caught in the rain and at the end of the night, he has to go home.
Like, come on, rich people don’t just walk in the rain, they have drivers. Then let's talk about his clothes for a second. His shirts, especially that purple one, are super fancy. Like, where do you even buy a button-up shirt with that many buttons, and in that exact shade of purple? Not from a fast fashion store. I’m no expert on high-end clothes, but I’m pretty sure those are designer.
Anyway, he’s definitely got a backstory in the whole “rich hierarchy” world, though I think he’s dropped down a peg or two. After all creator said so herself that Crowe story will be pretty rocky.
There are two ways you can lose that high-ranking rich status: either you flunk out of a class or you do something big that gets you kicked out.
And with Crowe? I feel like it’s the second option. He’s definitely got that chip on his shoulder like he’s got something to prove, you know? That intense drive to show everyone that he’s more than just whatever they think of him.
— Example One! First-day scene.
So, if you choose the option (though, if I remember correctly, I think you’d become all overwhelmed), you end up having a little cry fest because you’re so worried about being too much for Crowe.
You’re thinking you’re being overbearing, like maybe you’ve crossed a line, and it’s all too much. So, you’re crying up on the roof—classic, right? But after that, you dry those tears, pull yourself together, and go off to your next class. And, of course, Crowe finds you. And you know what? He’s already comforting you because he can see right through the tired, tear-streaked face and knows exactly what went down.
But then, just when you think it’s a nice moment, someone from the student council shows up, searching for Crowe. They say he’s been looking for you all over the place, and they need him right now. And Crowe’s response?
“I don’t fucking care…” Honestly, that moment threw me off guard, but also—like, low-key swoony? Like, you don’t see that kind of attitude every day, and it was kinda hot.
— Then Crowe’s library scene—oh man.
So, Crowe kinda tests you there. He asks if you’d still stick by “Marie Antoinette” (which I think he’s talking about mom in metaphor) even with all the nasty rumors flying around about her. He’s basically asking if you’d trust her, or if you’d believe all the gossip from both the rich and poor folks alike. And the way he reacts if you choose to stay loyal to her?
Tears in his eyes. Earn points. It’s heartbreaking, honestly. You can tell he’s got so much riding on that trust like it really means the world to him.
But if you fall for the rumors and go with what everyone else says, Crowe’s visibly upset, and you lose points for it. It’s a tough call, right? Like, on one hand, the rumors could be true, but on the other, I feel like you should trust the person you know best. Trust is everything to him, and it’s hard not to see that.
Also, I’m pretty sure Crowe is an only child. I’m just feeling that vibe, you know? I headcanon that his mom (or both parents, but mostly his mom) are always off working or traveling for work, leaving him alone for long stretches of time. So, he probably spends a lot of time by himself.
That means he does all the household chores and probably picks up a lot of cooking skills, but here’s the thing: I don’t think he actually eats what he makes that often. He’s probably so used to being alone that he just makes meals for himself but ends up bringing the food to campus for you instead. It’s like a weirdly thoughtful gesture, even if it’s a little lonely at its core.
— Okay, so I have to add to this because of the new Crowe update?
Literally a chef's kiss. I just played it recently since I’ve been swamped with finals, so I’m a little behind, but omg. I’m so here for it. Like, I can't wait to see how the story unfolds and especially how Sol’s gonna react to everything. Dammit, creator, why make us wait for it? But honestly, I’ll wait. It’s gonna be worth it, I’m sure.
And, so before the update, Crowe was kinda just... there.
Like, we all knew we had a crush on him, but there wasn’t really much to grab onto, you know? But this update? Oh my god, it’s like they gave him a whole new personality and I’m living for it. He’s such a dreamboat prince now, I just wanna smother him in kisses! Like, mwah, mwah, mwah—someone stops me before I turn into a full-on fangirl. Or Sol himself.
For real, I was laughing the whole time, twirling my hair like some cheesy romcom character. He’s got this whole new charm that’s completely irresistible, and I’m just here for all of it. His vibes are adorable, lowkey a lil freak. If you know, you know.
Like, how did they make him so adorable all of a sudden? He’s the good boy we never knew we needed; he’s out here winning hearts left and right.
Seriously, how can you not love him now?
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