unfortunately i woke up in the same body today. i got three tattoos yesterday and it was such a great feeling. it really just brought me back to who i am and how i see myself. that didnt last long though. sometimes it happens just as fast as walking through a door. the person i was before i walked through is gone and the person on this side is someone completely different. i dont always know who they are either but i know its never the same me. i only find that person every once in a while. maybe thats why im in a constant state of nostalgia. if thats even what i can call it. or maybe thats why i always feel like im forgetting something really important. im forgetting who i am or im forgetting who i was and idk who to be now. idk who i am. or what im doing. i dont know what im doing. i dont know what im doing. i dont know what im doing. i dont know what im doing. i dont know what im doing. you ever get stuck in a loop? i think we all are. stuck in this loop because we’re forced to be. forced to wake up, work, feed these bodies, sleep, do it again tomorrow. i dont like that loop. or really any loop for that matter. one day ill wake up in my body. im hopefully and also hopeless. how does that work?
