#tokyoblues

[iveryconfused]

« —¿Crees que no te quisieron demasiado?

—Yo diría que entre un «no lo suficiente» y un «nada de nada». Siempre estuve hambrienta. Aunque sólo hubiera sido una vez, hubiera querido recibir amor a raudales»

“Tokyo Blues”, Haruki Murakami

[yekuana]

Reposted from @literlandweb « —¿Crees que no te quisieron demasiado?⁣ Ella volvió la cabeza y me miró fijamente. Hizo un gesto afirmativo.⁣ —Yo diría que entre un «no lo suficiente» y un «nada de nada». #SiempreEstuveHambrienta. Aunque sólo hubiera sido una vez, hubiera querido recibir #AmorARaudales. Hasta hartarme. Hasta poder decir: «Ya basta. Estoy llena. No puedo más». Me hubiera conformado con una vez. »⁣ 🎏 “#TokyoBlues”, #HarukiMurakami⁣ 📷 #EdouardBoubat (en Isla de la Cuarentena) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQwJosOMrgg/?utm_medium=tumblr

[thommi-tomate]

"I’m much sicker than you think, the roots are much deeper. So I want you, if you can, to get on with your life. Don’t wait for me. If you want to sleep with other girls, do it. Don’t hold back because of me. Do whatever you want. If not, I could end up making you my travelling companion, and that’s something I never want to happen. I refuse to interfere in your life, nor in anyone’s life. As I told you before, come and visit me from time to time and always remember me. That’s all I want."

Tokyo Blues - Haruki Murakami 1987

[thommi-tomate]

"In spite of everything, I don’t want to be a burden to you, or to anyone. It’s the last thing. Your affection for me makes me very happy I’m just trying to be honest and express my feelings. Maybe I need your affection right now. If there’s something in what I’ve written that bothers you, I apologize. Forgive me. As I said before, I am a more imperfect being than you think."

Tokyo Blues - Haruki Murakami 1987

[thommi-tomate]

-"It's not just my fault. I mean that I'm so unaffectionate. And I admit it. But if they ..., if my father and my mother ..., if they had loved me a little more, I, for my part, would now feel differently. And it would be much, but much sadder."

"You think they didn't love you too much?" She turned her head and stared at me. She nodded.

- "I would say between "not enough" and "not at all." I was always hungry. Even if it had only been once, she would have wanted to receive love in abundance. Until I'm fed up. Until you can say: “Enough is enough. I'm full. I can not anymore". She would have settled for once. But they never gave me affection. If I approached wanting to pamper, my parents would push me away. "This costs money," they said. They only knew how to complain. Always the same. So I thought this: "I will meet someone who loves me with all his soul three hundred and sixty-five days of the year." I was in the fifth or sixth grade when I decided.

Tokyo Blues - Haruki Murakami 1987

[thommi-tomate]

"Nobody likes loneliness. But I'm not interested in making friends at any cost. I am not willing to be disappointed"

Tokyo Blues - Haruki Murakami 1987

[thommi-tomate]

"If you relax, you feel lighter, I know that too. You don't need to remind me. But if I relax now I will tear myself to pieces. I have long been unable to live otherwise, and still am. If I let my guard down, even once, I would be unable to pull myself together. It would tear me to pieces and they would blow away with a gust of wind."

Tokyo blues - Haruki Murakami 1987

Bro I really feel that 😔

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