Jun 6
can I ask myself a question
why yes I can
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can I ask myself a question
why yes I can
Cami is leaving Saturday. So, last night we had a going away gathering. It was me, Dakota, Denver, Kelsie, and Matt. And, of course, Cami. And Cami had a few of her friends too, but I didn't know them and I don't recall their names. It was an interesting night. And today Kelsie, Cami, Dakota and I went to Mango's to eat one last time. It's sad to see her go. Matt bought me Jäger today. HELL YES. I've been looking forward to this for what seems like forever. Kelsie and I are off tonight and I think once Dakota is off, we are going to get together and drink and midnight swim. Should be fun. :) I'm in the process of writing myself "The Letter". I haven't decided if I am going to post it on here or not. I have a feeling I will, though. I've been doing better. The past couple of days have been good. I'm really starting to miss sex, though. I forgot about that part of the break up.. No more Nathan and Brooke sex. Well, I guess we still could hook up occasionally.. But I don't know if I want that. Really, as bad as it sounds.. The sex we had will be one of the things I miss most about us dating. Nathan and I could argue and not agree on things, but in bed, we were phenomenal. Our bodies moved so well together. We fit together like two pieces of a puzzle and it was magical. I'll miss the feelings he gave me and the connection we shared during sex.. The other day I was on the phone with Granny and we started talking deeply. She told me that when she gets down or depressed and feels like no one really cares about her, she thinks of me. She said she feels like I am the only person that really, truly loves her. I love my Granny more than any other person in the world. I'm so happy she sees that and that it makes her happy. I miss her so much. I talk about her all the time. TODAY, FREAKING OLAN ROGERS WAS IN DALLAS. LIKE.. 30 MINUTES FROM MY HOME. The Nate guy I work with told me about it and fan girled all over the place. I was going to go with Nate to the gathering but it started raining really bad and since the event is outdoors, I'm pretty positive they canceled it or something. So, that's really disappointing.