#torieltxt

[carertoriel-blog]

Um is it alright to follow you if we are an age regresser who doesn't use labels (I'm completely sfw and don't like cgl or anything like that) ?

yes as long as you are non-kink you are free to follow, message, inbox, and interact with my posts, thank you for asking dear

[carertoriel-blog]

the post has surpassed 20 notes. i will now post my performance of smashmouths hit song, rockstar.

it is here

[carertoriel-blog]

If this gets 20 notes ill post the vocaroo i made of me singing Allstar by Smashmouth

[carertoriel-blog]

important

💖 it is ok to say no

💖 you do not have to feel guilt for saying no

💖 your needs come first

💖 never feel bad for saying no

[carertoriel-blog]

daily reminder

i love you with my whole heart

you are so important and so dear to me

[carertoriel-blog]

*does a backflip* whats up its ya mom toriel *squats on the ground and poses repeatedly* take your meds *cartwheels out*

[carertoriel-blog]

everything is fine so please don’t worry

im sorry i worried anyone, and thank you for all the kind messages !

this blog is a safe space for everyone so this is the only time i am going to acknowledge the amount of hate i received last night. It broke my heart to know that people thought those kind of things about me but the only person you are hurting is me and yourself. I’m not perpetuating the drama- I deleted the messages and the disgusting submissions. 

I am dissapointed that a community built on safety and caring for oneself and others, and healing would try to bring someone down in such a way. I understand if carers make you uncomfortable but saying that my behavior towards others makes me a predator or c/.g.l - like is hurtful and unfair. You don’t know the things I’ve been through. I am unable to age regress. This is how I cope with the trauma that has happened to me- by caring for others and spreading love and hope.

I forgive you for attacking me and being mean. I hope I was the only person attacked and that no one else had to go through the insults. Please understand that there are better ways to solve your problems than to send g....////or////e and calling people names. I still love each and every one of you. I will still be here. You can call me a p/////e///do until you can no longer speak and I will still be here for my children that need me and want me here. It is better to have love and lost, than never to have loved at all. 

Again, I’m sorry I couldn’t make a proper post and I worried all of my precious angels last night. I know you were watching over me and your helpful messages really gave me the strength to be able to clear out the content from my inbox. Please don’t worry about this. 

There is nothing wrong with wanting someone to love you, care about you, and cherish you. It is human nature to want to be cared for. Its hard to be on your own- but you are never ever alone because you always have me. I love you so so very much. I understand completely what it feels like to go through trauma, what it feels like to be completely alone physically- friendless and disowned from family, I know what it feels like to be dealing with severe mental illness and incompetent medical staff and services. I am here to help anyone that I can possibly help heal and recover- even just a little bit. There is nothing sexual or otherwise wrong with that. Im sorry if it EVER looked or seemed that way.

I hope this clears everything up or at least explains something to people. If you have any questions you can ask me. I’m still feeling ill so I might be a little wobbly for the next few days. Please bear with me, my children. I’m sorry something as small as this has set me off course so much.

I love you!

EDIT: this is also NOT ANY blogs fault. You are not responsible for someone misinterpreting your words or anything of the sort. Please do not let this effect you! Shine on brightly and let this rain slide off your shoulders.

[carertoriel-blog]

the results are in! i have chosen my permanent baby!!

Hello babies! I've finally made my decision!! There were SO many applicants I feel horrible I couldn't get to them all. I'm sorry for not personally interviewing all of you, but over 50 people applied! 

I read each and every application and there were a few main things that I felt were very important to me as a carer! This may explain why you might not have been chosen! 1) The age of the baby was very important for me. A lot of the people that applied I felt were too young and I don’t want to be creepy or called any kind of names if I decided to take care of someone who would have such a vast age difference so in the end I decided choosing someone with a closer age to me was a better choice.

2) I mainly use discord as well as various mobile apps, and some applicants were only available to talk on tumblr! Constant communication is important to me, so I can make sure my child is okay and so I can just maintain a very close relationship with them. 

3) Quite a few people that applied already have a carer in their life! It may be selfish of me, but I am not comfortable of being a permanent carer for someone who already is being cared for by someone else. I get jealous very easily and I would want to be your only momma, someone very special to you- not just someone you message when your other carer isn’t available. 

4) I tried to look for people who had similar interests to me! There are various things in my personal life that I love to talk and gush about so I was hoping to find someone who was interested in all those things ( and i did! ) Although I might be momma toriel on this blog and you might think that is all there is to my personality- in my daily life I am a very complex person! In a permanent child - carer relationship the person who I actually am will be the person caring for you because we will be spending so much time together- not Toriel. 

5) Timezones are important to me!! It would suck if I selected someone who would be unavailable most of the time and vice versa!

Those are the main deciding factors in my choice of who I eventually decided to choose as my permanent child. Again, please dont be discouraged by who I selected- it is not a reflection of you . I had originally planned to limit it down to five final applicants that best suited to my needs and then begin a sort of interview process. I started this with one applicant initially but then i just sort of. knew she was the best fit for me and I couldn’t look back because she was seriously just. A Lovely Child.

My permanent babie is @reptiles-against-cgl!

Please know that this blog is always here for you as well as me. You can still im me, send me asks, anything you need! I am still your mom! I am still going to take care of you and love you so so so much!!! No matter what that will never change.

I am so blown away by the responses that I received. I wish I could have picked more than one but I wouldn’t be able to devote the proper amount of attention if I did that.

Please don’t be sad and please don’t hate me.

I love you very very much