(so instead of doing anything productive, i decided to just attempt a shoddy and very liberal english translation of a song i found literally six hours ago or something sjkasjkaskjaksjakaskjAas)
たりない | “Not Enough”
Credits:
Music & Lyrics: Nagisa / mao sasagawa
Vocals: Hatsune Miku
Content Warnings:
TW for negativity and suicidal thoughts/impulses in lyrics.
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“Tomorrow will definitely be different.”
How many times has that been said now?
To become free,
To be done with my anxieties,
Please, forgive me already.
Saying, "It's fine to stay talentless,"
makes me sigh.
I hate it.
But even though I hate it
It's not enough.
As a present to the despicable you
Listen to a song about a love that can't be helped.
Please, kill me.
In uncertainty
It's fine to hug me.
Drinking this worthless love,
I, too, will become like you.
Tomorrow will definitely be the worst too.
Even breathing is impossible.
I became free.
Finished with my anxieties.
Please, kill me already.
"I want to disappear." What did you say?
The morning sun rises like all others.
I hate it.
Even though I hate it,
I don’t care for it.
As a present for these awful days
Play a song about a love that can't be helped.
What should I do?
With uncertainty, cunning, and impulsiveness
I'll go and become full of regrets.
I can't become anything.
As a present to the despicable you
Listen to a song about a love that can't be helped.
Please, kill me.
Effortlessly,
It won't be forgiven.
I should drink this worthless love.
I can't go anywhere.